Cleanliness

But after all, Yu Qinghan just stood outside the window and watched, watching Xiao Tong smile at Jing Xing, watching Xiao Tong eat Jing Xing's food one bite at a time, how long has it been since Xiao Tong smiled so defenselessly at himself?Yu Qinghan can't remember clearly.Since a long time ago, Xiao Tong's smiles have gradually decreased. Even if there are, most of them are pitiful and careful to please, like a stray dog ​​who is afraid of being abandoned.

At that time, Yu Qinghan had everything, and Xiao Tong admired her wholeheartedly, or in other words, she was the only one in Xiao Tong's world.It was she who pushed Xiao Tong away, and pushed him far into someone else's arms.Yu Qinghan wanted the innocent, carefree, girlish Xiao Tong so much that she couldn't accept Xiao Tong's sudden change.

Those who please, pray for, and worry about gains and losses.

Xiao Tong's changes are so great that Yu Qinghan often feels strange to this face that has never changed in the middle of the night.Slowly, this strangeness turned into indifference, and then turned into disgust and disdain from the bottom of my heart.Such a humble person has nothing to do with Mo Xiyuan, or even Xiao Tong himself. He is just a stranger with Xiao Tong's appearance.

For a long time, Yu Qinghan couldn't wait to get rid of this stranger, she expressed her dislike, disgust, and indifference without hesitation, but who knew that this person was like a piece of dog skin plaster, once it got on it, it couldn't be shaken off.

Really got rid of it, but it was Yu Qinghan who regretted it.

Xiao Tong was really heartbroken by Yu Qinghan, he was determined to let go, without a trace of nostalgia.On the contrary, it was Yu Qinghan himself who thought that he just threw off a piece of dog skin plaster, but who would have thought that even half of his heart would be torn off by the leather, and he would be in pain all day and night, thinking about it day and night, even with all these years of love. Xiao Tong's wanton profligacy and humiliation were all over his face.

Xiao Tong cried bitterly alone in the middle of the night, Xiao Tong sat withered all night until dawn, he used to bring so many people to show off his power in front of Xiao Tong, but now just a scene makes his heart ache unstoppably.

Yu Qinghan used to try her best to avoid it, and found 1 reasons to justify herself, but now she finally has to face it, face the bad things she has done, face the fact:

Xiao Tong doesn't want her anymore, Xiao Tong has given up on her, Xiao Tong will only smile when he can't see her, even if he has a chance, Xiao Tong will run away without hesitation, hiding far away where he can't find her place to go.

Yu Qinghan gritted her teeth, her heart ached so badly that she couldn't breathe, she wanted to reach out and touch Xiao Tong, and wanted Xiao Tong to smile at her too, no, she didn't even need to smile, as long as she stopped treating her as air, but now she He didn't even dare to go in, and didn't dare to let Xiao Tong see her.Because Chen Luo said that Xiao Tong couldn't be stimulated any more, and he was the cause of her stimulation.

Yu Qinghan's eyes were darkened, her mind was in a daze, she was exhausted day and night, and now she was so anxious that she finally couldn't hold on, her legs gave way and she fell down.

The bodyguards all looked terrified, and surrounded them from the dark. They were well-trained and had a clear division of labor. They searched for the ward, notified Yu's family, and contacted the doctor. Glancing at the window from Yu Qinghan's position just now, Xiao Tong and Jing Xing were chatting and laughing, their expressions were so vivid that they had never seen these days, and they had no idea what was going on outside.

Chen Luo took another look at Jing Xing.

Jing Xing and Xiao Tong leaned together, looking at Xiao Tong with a smile, the tenderness in their eyes almost melted.

"They're all idiots." Chen Luo shook his head, and slowly walked away with his hands behind his back.

"I'm also an idiot."

……

Yu Qinghan felt that she was standing in the darkness.

There was no light around, and it was very cold, she shivered, and walked forward by instinct, getting darker and darker until she couldn't see her fingers.

Yu Qinghan continued to walk forward, and finally saw a faint light. She seemed to have grabbed hold of a life-saving straw, and ran towards the light source. It was only when she got close to the light source that she could see clearly that the so-called light was just a dilapidated dark room. In the house, there was a skylight on the high roof, and she continued to walk forward, only to find a person standing in the dark corner of the room.

Yu Qinghan couldn't see that person's face clearly, approached, approached again, and finally saw a pair of eyes in the darkness with the help of a weak light source, they were staring wide open, the eyes were obviously dull, but they still looked at Yu Qinghan fixedly, Then Yu Qinghan saw the man's grinning mouth, bared his bloody teeth, and smiled at Yu Qinghan.

"Qinghan, you are here."

The man came out from the dark, spitting blood and talking, Yu Qinghan was shocked when he heard the voice, "Xiao Tong?"

"Why did you come so late." Xiao Tong was dressed in rags, his hair was messy, his face was bruised and purple, and his body was covered with large and small wounds. He bared his bloody teeth and laughed at Yu Qinghan, condemning bitterly: "Why did you come so late?" It's so late, why are you here so late—"

Yu Qinghan was covered in cold sweat, her legs were as if they had been filled with lead, and she couldn't move. She wanted to argue, but her mouth was covered with glue, and she couldn't open it no matter what, so she had to yell and open her eyes.

Yu Qinghan sat up from the bed in shock.

She was panting heavily, dizzy, the cold sweat on her forehead dripped down her temples, her heart beat so fast that her chest almost exploded, she swallowed hard, and then she paid attention to her surroundings.

It is a ward, very similar to Xiao Tong's ward, but the furnishings are different, like a mirrored room.

"Yo, are you awake?"

Someone opened the door and came in, Yu Qinghan turned his head to look, and saw a short-haired woman holding a tray with medicine and a bowl of porridge in it, Yu Qinghan's eyes were so dizzy that he couldn't see the face of the person coming, and closed his eyes Shangyan shook his head, and looked again, it turned out to be Chang Linran who hadn't seen him for a long time.

"Aran? Why are you here?" Yu Qinghan breathed calmly, leaned on the bed rubbing his temples, and asked weakly, "What's wrong with me? Where is this? Where's Xiao Tong?"

"Yo yo, I just woke up and thought about Xiao Tong? Now that you know this, why did you go?" Chang Linran put the tray on the bedside table, "Let me answer these questions first. Which one are you? Why are you thinking so much, I think it’s serious for you to take the medicine first.” After speaking, he handed the bowl of porridge to Yu Qinghan, the porridge was not hot, and Yu Qinghan was dizzy and upset again , drank it in one gulp and threw it back into the tray. Chang Linran took a pill of anti-inflammatory medicine and antipyretic medicine for her. She threw it into her mouth and swallowed it dryly. Handed it to her, seeing her swallowing the medicine with her neck stuck, she felt her throat hurt a little.

"Can we talk now?" Yu Qinghan asked.

"...Your temper has remained the same for so many years. No wonder Xiao Tong wants to dump you." Chang Linran sat down on a stool and teased, "If I were Xiao Tong, I would definitely choose that one too. Manager, your name is Jing Xing, right? I went to take a look when you were sleeping just now, hey, hey, you have to have a good figure and a good appearance, so call Xiao Tong a good one, look at you again How can this virtue compare to others?"

Yu Qinghan was already ill, and when she heard Chang Linran's words, she became angry, and her throat felt fishy and sweet, which made her cover her mouth and coughed violently, and even coughed up a mouthful of bloody phlegm.

Only then did Chang Linran realize that he had made a slip of the tongue, and hurriedly patted Yu Qinghan on the back, "It's alright, alright, I'll tease you, why can't you help teasing you as you get older, you really pissed yourself off to death. The fever reached 39 I don't know about it myself, and I almost scared your brother and the old man to death."

"My brother... Yu Qingming is here too?"

"Here you are. You were sleeping at that time. He sat for a while and then left. Not only your brother, but Mo Xiyuan is also here. He is currently downstairs listening to the doctor's orders."

Yu Qinghan's expression changed, "What is she doing here? I don't see her!"

"Who do you think you are competing with? With your brother? Or with Mo Xiyuan?" Chang Linran smiled, "Could it be that you still think you like Mo Xiyuan and never forget Mo Xiyuan?"

"Of course not!" Yu Qinghan denied it, but she couldn't give any reason to answer Chang Linran. In the end, she had to tell the truth sullenly, "The two of them have lied to me for so many years. Two fools, I don't want to see them."

Chang Lin Ranxin said, aren't you just a fool? I've said it a long time ago, one day you'll regret it.But she couldn't say that, so she shook her head and smiled, "Your brother and Mo Xiyuan have not been easy for so many years, if it wasn't for you, they would have recovered, maybe the children will be in elementary school by now , is it your turn to be angry here?"

"I……"

"Besides, don't you just like Xiao Tong now? You've already fallen in love with someone else, and you still hope that Mo Xiyuan will stay safe and never get married for you? Your heart is really dark enough."

"Me!" Yu Qinghan lost her momentum, "I didn't say I wouldn't let her get married..."

"Then who are you trying to make a big fuss about in the East China Sea?"

"..." Yu Qinghan's fever hadn't subsided, and Chang Linran was too dizzy and noisy, so he just shut up.

Chang Linran said again: "Now Mo Xiyuan is outside, tell me, will you see me or not?"

Yu Qinghan stared at the railing at the corner of the bed for a long time, Chang Linran thought she would not wait for an answer, so she said, "Let her in."

As soon as she finished speaking, Mo Xiyuan opened the door and came in, still looking as bright as before.

"Sister Xiyuan, talk slowly, I'll go and see Xiao Tong."

"Thank you, Aran, you still have a way."

"Thank you, thank you..." Chang Linran retreated consciously, leaving room for the two of them.

The room was quiet, Yu Qinghan turned her face away and said nothing, Mo Xiyuan walked to her bedside, sat on Chang Linran's stool just now, and said nothing.

They had just experienced an embarrassment before. Yu Qinghan and Mo Xiyuan were alone in the room, and felt that the air was extremely dry. They wanted to take a drink from the glass on the cabinet, but just as they stretched out their hands, Mo Xiyuan had already taken the first step. The cup was picked up and handed to her.

Yu Qinghan's face turned cold, and she didn't want to drink anymore.

Mo Xiyuan didn't care either, she put down her cup and said, "I guess you're probably still angry, but I'm not here this time to beg your forgiveness."

"Because I didn't do anything wrong at all," she said again.

Yu Qing coldly asked: "Then what are you doing here?"

"I care about you as a family." Mo Xiyuan said: "Xiaohan, I used to have a younger sister, but my mother lost her. So since I was a child, I have always taken care of you like my own sister, Xiaohan , I am very sad that you are like this now."

"I don't need your care." Yu Qinghan said stubbornly, "You can go find your own sister."