Cleanliness

"Yu Qinghan."

"Yu Qinghan?"

Xiao Tong yelled twice, Yu Qinghan came back to his senses, did not dare to look into Xiao Tong's eyes, washed his hands quickly, and returned to the living room as if fleeing.

She felt that her cheeks were so hot that even her ears were going to burn, her heart was pounding, and she would have to jump out if it was any more intense.

It is not an exaggeration to say that the current Xiao Tong attracts Yu Qinghan a hundred times and a thousand times more than before, and a single eye or touch can make Yu Qinghan's reason fall.

Xiao Tong didn't have as much emotion as Yu Qinghan. She lowered her head again and concentrated on washing her hands. She rubbed her thin white fingers under the water, and even the crevices of her fingers were cleaned. After washing her hands, she went back to the living room and found Yu Qinghan Qinghan took her previous seat, and the man even hugged her favorite pillow, patted the seat next to her and motioned Xiao Tong to sit there.

"..." Xiao Tong's face was a little dark, and he sat on the single sofa next to him, put on her blanket, hugged a new pillow, and continued to watch her cartoons.

There was an intruder in the house, Xiao Tong had to brace himself up to deal with it, she kept her eyes on the TV, but concentrated on noticing when Yu Qinghan would be able to leave.One episode of the cartoon was broadcast, and another episode was broadcast. An hour passed, and Yu Qinghan didn't even show any signs of leaving. Xiao Tong finally asked impatiently, "When are you leaving?"

The meaning of expulsion was too obvious, Yu Qinghan actually waited tensely for Xiao Tong's words, and when she finally waited, she became embarrassed, "C-Let's stay with you for a while."

Xiao Tong's expression showed undisguised disgust, "I don't need it."

"Xiao Tong..." Yu Qinghan's tone was almost pleading, "I'm only here to accompany you for a while, I won't do anything, don't worry, I won't make you angry again, I promise!"

"Yu Qinghan, so you thought I was angry with you?" Xiao Tong looked at her contemptuously, "You take yourself too seriously."

Yu Qinghan was stabbed in the heart again, she thought with a wry smile, probably because Xiao Tong's mouth was too poisonous after he recovered from his illness, she was used to being stabbed, even the pain, this time when the knife was stabbed, she could still act as if nothing had happened Laughing, pulling the corners of his mouth, he satirized himself with Xiao Tong, "Yeah, yeah, of course I know, you're not angry, it's just that I'm such an annoying thing hanging around your house, blocking your eyesight.

Hey, Xiao Tong, I'm still a little bit self-aware, right? "

Xiao Tong's words were snatched by Yu Qinghan, he had nothing to say for a while, pretended to watch TV, only to hear Yu Qinghan sighed, "I just thought, you must be very sad to lose your mother.

On such a sad day, it is better to be accompanied by someone, no matter who that person is, than to be bored alone. "

Xiao Tong was a little surprised, it's really strange that a dude like Yu Qinghan can think of others.

"My mother passed away very early. I don't have a mother, and I don't know what it feels like to lose my mother. But when I was a child, every year on the anniversary of my mother's death, my elder brother would disappear. I found out later that he hid in the room where my mother lived. In the house, holding the portrait of his mother, he stayed all day.

I've only been in that room once, it's dark and airtight, and my eldest brother is there alone, looking terribly lonely, and I'm afraid he'll go with my mother.So every year after that, I went to accompany him.I'm afraid that one year he will really abandon me and go to my mother by himself."

Even when they were together, Yu Qinghan seldom talked about herself with Xiao Tong. Xiao Tong knew that her mother was no longer there, and when she heard her talk, she had a feeling of empathy, so he didn't drive her away again.

What Yu Qinghan said is right, the surroundings are too quiet, as quiet as a deserted wilderness, it is better to be accompanied by someone - even if that person is Yu Qinghan, it is much better than being alone.

"Have you seen her?" Xiao Tong asked.

Yu Qinghan was stunned for a moment, and it took a while to realize that Xiao Tong was talking about Mo's mother.

"I've seen it before." Yu Qinghan said, "When I was young, I went to Mo's house to play, and I even ate the sugar cakes made by her. She is a very gentle and kind person. At that time, I always thought that it would be great if my mother was her .”

"I was abandoned by her." Xiao Tong laughed softly, "She took Mo Xiyuan away back then, but left me behind."

"Why? Just because I'm the daughter of a gambler and a cripple? I'm not as noble as Mo Xiyuan?" Xiao Tong's laughter made people feel sad, "Yes, I was born lowly, so I don't even deserve my mother."

"You are not humble, Xiao Tong, they are the ones who are wrong, your father, mother, and..." Yu Qinghan gritted her teeth, "And me!"

"When I was young, people called me a child whose mother didn't want me, and I even quarreled with people, saying that my mother just went to heaven, and she didn't want me. Who knows, she really gave up on me on her own initiative, what people said Yes, I am a child that no one wants, and I still have the face to choke with others, don't you think it's funny?"

"It's not that no one wants you." Yu Qinghan's rebuttal was so weak that Xiao Tong didn't even believe it.

"Then let me have no mother. I get it overnight and lose it overnight."

Xiao Tong said, "I wish never."

Yu Qinghan thought Xiao Tong would cry, but she didn't.

That woman gave birth to her once, and she shed tears for that woman, that was enough.

"Yu Qinghan."

"I'm here."

"Thank you for coming with me."

"Xiao Tong..." Yu Qinghan was moved in her heart, this was the most gentle sentence Xiao Tong had said to her for a long time, she almost thought that there was still a possibility between them.

Xiao Tong's next sentence directly drove her into the bottom of the valley.

"But we can't be together."

"Why?" Yu Qinghan was unwilling, "Xiao Tong, we were so good before, you forgot?"

"Because I don't love you anymore." Xiao Tong said, "Your love has never existed, and my love has also disappeared. How can such two people be together."

"I have it!" Yu Qinghan was eager and determined, "I have it! I love you! Xiao Tong, how can I prove that I love you?"

"But I don't love you..." Xiao Tong sighed, "I haven't loved you for a long time."

Yu Qinghan was silent for a long time.

The sound of the TV was extremely loud, but the two of them were very quiet, even breathing quietly.

After a long, long time, Yu Qinghan asked dejectedly: "Love is gone, what about memories?"

"Yu Qinghan." Xiao Tong said contemptuously, "I have never had good memories with you."

Yu Qinghan regards those memories as treasures, but Xiao Tong discards them like weeds.They kept reminding Xiao Tong over and over again how stupid he was in the past ten years, and spent his heart and soul for a scumbag, and that person only regarded himself as a substitute for her imaginary lover.

Not even a real person, Yu Qinghan didn't love Mo Xiyuan before, and now he doesn't love Xiao Tong either.

She loves nothing but her own love.

Xiao Tong doesn't want to play house with her anymore.

The author has something to say: No matter how hard I try to make up 2000 words, hey, my writing is exhausted...

By the way, there will be no update tomorrow (Friday). Anyway, there is no list this week, so don’t worry about not having enough words. It’s the weekend, let me reward myself with a meal of Chuan Chuan Xiang...