Cleanliness

Xiao Tong had to stay in the hospital for observation for one night. Originally, Jing Xing wanted to stay with her, but Xiao Tong had already caused her a lot of trouble these two days. Back from Paris, he was actually quite busy. More than a dozen media wanted to interview Xiao Tong one after another. Jing Xing had to arrange Xiao Tong’s schedule, write manuscripts, and other messy things. Since Xiao Tong was so persistent, Jing Xing would not Following her wishes, I went back after ten o'clock in the evening.

Xiao Tong was lying alone on the hospital bed, the high-grade ward was big and empty, and even the shadowy branches outside the window made her feel scared. As soon as she closed her eyes, she was haunted by nightmares and dared not sleep. When it was almost twelve o'clock, Still couldn't help but call Yu Qinghan.

Even if Yu Qinghan scolded her and mocked her, Xiao Tong could at least feel at ease when he could hear Yu Qinghan's voice.

It's a pity that Yu Qinghan's phone has been turned off all the time, so she doesn't even leave this thought to her.

Xiao Tong lay on the hospital bed all night, thinking all night, holding the quilt with both hands, not daring to close his eyes for a moment.Without Yu Qinghan, as long as you close your eyes, it will be an overwhelming nightmare.

Without Xiao Tong, Yu Qinghan's life would not be easy, every bit of her broken mobile phone parts in the living room, the mess is dazzling, Yu Qinghan couldn't stay any longer after staying for a while, the house even There was no hot water at all, Yu Qinghan hadn't eaten all day, and was very hungry.

She was angry with herself, not believing that she would not be able to live without Xiao Tong, so she randomly found a few ingredients in the refrigerator to cook, and she was in a hurry just to cut the meat, and even cut her own finger. Stir-fried in a pan, the oil temperature is too high, and the water on the meat has not been absorbed dry. After the pan, the oil splashed everywhere, and a few drops splashed on the back of her hand. The delicate skin and tender meat of her hand are well maintained. It turned red a lot, and the heat was not well controlled. After a while, the meat was all burnt. Yu Qinghan lost his appetite when he saw it. After turning off the fire, he threw the spatula and ran out. He closed the kitchen door and made a mess in the kitchen. Isolated everything on the ground, pretending that nothing happened, out of sight and out of mind.

I had no food, so I had to order takeaway, it looked good in the picture, but the food delivered was not like that at all, Yu Qinghan didn't even bother to eat a bite, left the lunch box with chopsticks on the coffee table in the living room, took a shower and lay down on the bed sullenly Well, Xiao Tong's house was messed up by her, there was only one bedroom left that was clean, otherwise Yu Qinghan wouldn't even be able to sleep.

Lying on the bed, Yu Qinghan secretly resented Xiao Tong, resented Xiao Tong for being too scheming, and spent more than ten years cultivating himself into a trash who couldn't live without her.

Xiao Tong lay upright in the hospital overnight, and was discharged early the next morning. Before Jing Xing had time to pick her up, she went home. When she got home, she was startled. There were greasy fast food boxes on the coffee table. The chopsticks made the glass coffee table dirty, and there was nothing scattered about on the ground. Xiao Tong had to be careful when he walked. Looking at the kitchen, he almost passed out. Can this still be called a kitchen?It was simply a small blasting site, the marble stove was dotted with oil stains, and there was a pair of black things in the pot that could not see the raw materials.

Xiao Tong thought that a thief had entered the house, and was about to call the police. Yu Qinghan heard the movement outside, and had already gotten up. He just opened the bedroom door, and saw Xiao Tong who was sitting on the sofa in the living room and calling the police.

"Qinghan?" When Xiao Tong saw Yu Qinghan, he was so happy that he stopped calling, stepped in front of Yu Qinghan in two steps, and almost wrote the word "excited" on his face, "Are you back? Why don't you tell me? Are you hungry? By the way, there's nothing at home, I'll make you something to eat first..."

"Where did you go last night?" Yu Qinghan asked with a cold face.

"Me? I last night..."

"Who are you fooling around with behind my back? Xiao Tong, you don't know that I have a cleanliness, do you? Don't you think you're not dirty enough? Once is not enough, right? Ah? Two more times? If you want to break up, just say so!"

"I don't, I don't..." Yu Qinghan broke up, a dagger was pierced into Xiao Tong's heart, she shook her head repeatedly, and even lost the ability to organize words, she just kept saying no.

Here it is again, every time she pretends to be pitiful, Yu Qinghan is so angry that she kicks the coffee table to the corner, "Then tell me where you went! Who was that woman who answered the phone last night!"

"She's...she's..." Xiao Tong's stomach ailment didn't heal completely, his body was still weak, he couldn't catch his breath, choked himself, staggered and fell into the sofa and coughed until tears came out , and finally leaned on the sofa to pant violently, Yu Qinghan leaned against the door frame of the bedroom with her chest in her arms and watched coldly, and when she calmed down, she smiled sarcastically, "Xiao Tong, it's been a bitter plan for ten years, don't you Are you tired?"

Tired, of course tired.Xiao Tong leaned on the sofa panting, and managed to relax a bit, exhausted both physically and mentally, and managed not to fall down. Looking at Yu Qinghan's cold face, she suddenly felt that her persistence for so many years seemed meaningless.

Xiao Tong, do you think you are not dirty enough?

Xiao Tong took a few breaths, suddenly his shoulders shook, and he laughed out loud.

It turns out that in Yu Qinghan's heart, he has long been a filth. At this moment, Xiao Tong really felt that he had always hoped that she and Yu Qinghan could go back to the past, which had become wishful thinking very early on. .

"I was in the hospital last night." Xiao Tong sat up on the sofa and straightened his hair so that he would not look so embarrassed, "It was my manager who answered the phone last night. I used to talk to you I mentioned it, maybe you forgot."

Yu Qinghan's eyes moved, "Are you sick? What's wrong?"

"Acute gastric ulcer, here is the medical certificate." Xiao Tong took out all the documents in his pocket and handed them to Yu Qinghan.

Yu Qinghan read it carefully before she believed Xiao Tong's words were true. With the medical records in her hand, she didn't know what to say. After a long time, she walked to Yu Qinghan's side uncomfortably, sat down slowly, and spoke softly A lot, "You are sick, why don't you call me?"

Xiao Tong glanced at her, smiled lightly and said: "I did, you were busy at that time, so you hung up again."

At that time, I was in the bathroom, so painful that I couldn't speak, I called Yu Qinghan, but she hung up impatiently.

Xiao Tong has so many unspoken words, Xiao Tong wants to tell her Qinghan, I really hurt, she wants to say Qinghan, can you come back, without you, I am afraid, Xiao Tong wants to tell Yu Qinghan those scary things A nightmare, but Yu Qinghan didn't even let her say a word.

Yu Qinghan hung up the phone.

Yu Qinghan remembered that the night before yesterday, she seemed to have received such a call, but at that time she was holding Zhang Xiaoxiao and Chang Linran in the bar and had a good time drinking, so she hung up.

Thinking of this, she looked at Xiao Tong with a guilty conscience, there was no expression on Xiao Tong's face.

Yu Qinghan coughed twice before saying embarrassingly: "I was busy at that time, maybe I didn't pay attention."

Xiao Tong nodded to show that he knew, and didn't ask Yu Qinghan why he didn't call after finishing his work. Yu Qinghan seldom took the initiative to call her, and Xiao Tong had long been used to it.

When the two of them were together, it was Xiao Tong who tried his best to play the role of an active atmosphere, booing and inquiring about Yu Qinghan, today Xiao Tong was too weak and didn't have the energy to make Yu Qinghan happy, so the room suddenly became quiet.

Xiao Tong leaned sleepily on the sofa, silent terribly, Yu Qinghan did something wrong, and for the first time took the initiative to show favor to Xiao Tong, and reached out to touch her forehead, "Why did Hao Duan Duan have a stomach problem again? You used to be like this , the stomach hurts and the whole face is white, have you taken the medicine? Do you want to go back to the house and sleep?"

"After taking the medicine, I can't sleep." Xiao Tong turned his face away, avoiding Yu Qinghan's hand, she had a stomach problem, not a fever, Yu Qinghan's action just made people feel ridiculous.

Probably Yu Qinghan also thought of this level, put down his hands resentfully, and said: "Take the medicine and rest well, if you can't sleep, you have to sleep, go to the room and sleep, I will accompany you."

"No need." Xiao Tong smiled sarcastically, without looking at Yu Qinghan, "I didn't take a shower, it's dirty."

"It's not dirty, Xiao Tong, don't think too much, just now I was angry, you will always be the cleanest in my heart, good boy, let's go to sleep, huh? I will sleep with you." Yu Qinghan hugged her and said , "I'll sleep with you."

You are always the cleanest, Xiao Tong believed in this sentence before, but today, she can't deceive herself to believe it.

Those nightmare-like memories made Xiao Tong want to die, no matter how hard it was, he survived it, but it couldn't compare to Yu Qinghan's sentence "Don't you think you are not dirty enough".

This sentence is the sharpest spear in the world, easily shattering the line of defense that Xiao Tong spent more than ten years building.

"Yu Qinghan." Xiao Tong looked at the person he had loved for more than ten years, and felt for the first time that he had never known this person, "I'm very tired."

Yu Qinghan didn't say anything, and carried her back to the room to sleep, the warm bed, the soft embrace, Xiao Tong leaned against her arms, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

This is the first time that Xiao Tong couldn't even fall asleep in Yu Qinghan's arms.Xiao Tong knew that Yu Qinghan didn't want her anymore.

The world is so big, Yu Qinghan is her last home, now even Yu Qinghan doesn't want her anymore, there is no place for her in the vast world.

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