[Vampire Knight] Briar

[The era of nihilism in which human beings lose their own behavioral purpose has come, "God is dead".We have only two ways of survival: either we choose to create new values ​​ourselves in such an era; or we lose the power of survival due to the collapse of existing values. 】

- Nietzsche (will to power)

The life of Heizhu Academy began step by step.

Get up in the evening every day, brush your teeth and wash your face, and have breakfast with calamus.After eating, gather at the door of the dormitory in the night room, and together with Kulan Yuki and others, walk through the school and walk to the classroom under the cheers and star eyes of the group of human boys and girls in the day department.Then, Yejia Shiya, who had a scar on his face and looked very fierce, walked in and read the textbook coldly, while everyone below read their own books.This kind of pretentious class basically lasted until midnight, and everyone disbanded on the spot. Sometimes they went to the leisure room of the night room to chat, eat and drink, sometimes held a dance party, or did other time-killing things.In the morning, when the sky is just dawning, it is time to go to bed.Sometimes I will quietly pull calamus to 'add food', but more often, I will slowly fall asleep in his nagging chat, waiting for the next night belonging to vampires to come.

There are only a few people I know well.

My cousin Hong? Maria, my childhood friend Lan Tangying, and recently, Yuki Kulan who always likes to pull me into other vampires or humans.

Although Red Maria said that her body was no longer so weak, she still gave people a feeling of fragility, like a porcelain doll that would shatter when touched.

Instead, I found that she always seemed to be hesitating not far from the silver-haired bloody hunter, as if she wanted to say something to him, but she didn't dare to go forward.It's just that I don't know what the relationship between these two people will be.

Lan Tangying has become much more reliable than I imagined.He really looks like a reliable senior now.

After all, when I was a child, that guy was an awkward tsundere in my heart. Apart from his cute face, his temper couldn't be described in words.

However, now he is the second in command of the night department, managing the night department in an orderly manner for Jiulan Yuki.

Rima Toya and Chisato Shikawai I met the day I first entered school were probably also Lan Tangying's friends.I can often see several of them together.

I heard that Rima Toya and Chisato Chioya are famous models.Zhikui Qianli has even a slight blood relationship with Jiulan's family.

But I'm not very familiar with them.Those two people didn't look like they were willing to talk to others, so I naturally wouldn't go up to them to make fun of myself.

However, the relationship between the two of them is still very good.On campus, Toya Rima can often be seen holding a pack of snacks to feed Chikui Chisato.

Kulan Yuki is a very hardworking girl.

Although she has been very busy and very busy since the beginning of school.But it can be seen that she really believes in the existence of a world where vampires and humans can coexist harmoniously, and she is constantly working hard for such a world.

However, Calamus said that she was Jiu Lanshu's fiancée.

However, in the half month since I came to Heizhu Academy, I have never seen Jiulanshu once.The ones following Jiulan Youji were either Lan Tangying, or the silver-haired blood hunter, Cone Shengling.

On the contrary, the pure-blooded egret from the egret family even approached me and said a lot of strange things, but in the end he almost got into a fight with calamus.

That day was like this: when I was walking from the classroom to the night room with books and calamus in my arms, a Level B vampire with blond hair and green eyes stopped in front of me.

He smiled and said, he is a Tuma.On the order of Lord Bailu, I was invited to have tea and get together with him.

I know him.

He is the grandson of Mayuan Ichijo, who was once a senior member of the Senate.

However, hasn't he been following behind Jiu Lanshu?Why now choose to follow another person?

Because I was more curious about egrets, I accepted her invitation.

Egret is a mysterious woman.

Intuitively, I only have this impression of her.Beautiful, but ambitious.

Although she has the same youthful face, she has definitely lived a lot of years, not only like me and Yuki, but also in her real teens and 20s.

I have no proof, but my gut tells me so.

When I walked into the tea room she had an appointment with me again, the first thing I could smell was the strong fragrance of flowers.But that smell is not a cool fragrance, but a rich fragrance of a large piece of flower blooming when it is about to rot.

I feel exactly the same as her.

"Oh, Miss Scarlet Sakura is here." Accompanied by several beautiful human girls, she walked towards me with an elegant smile on her face. "I came to you because I wanted to meet one of the few people of the same kind."

She sent a tama to bring some refreshments, and put them next to me. "Come on, sit down. Don't be so unfamiliar. Miss Fei Ying is really a lovely girl, and I am so tempted to see it."

I was a little overwhelmed by her sudden enthusiasm.

"Thank you, Miss Bailu." Actually, I don't want to eat those pastries, but since Bailu is more in my hands, I can't refuse.

I just picked up a piece and put it to my mouth, but it was knocked off by the calamus standing behind me.

I turned my head and looked at him with some surprise.He had never done such a faux pas.

But Calamus didn't look at me, he stared at Bai Lugeng, but held my hand that was holding the pastry: "Please don't hit this kid." Follow me to the door.

"Are you really interested in this toy?... Iris?" Bai Lugeng's voice came from behind me, and I hurriedly turned my head to look at her. She was still sipping tea calmly, and then said I showed a very elegant and mysterious smile.

Calamus did not answer, but did not refuse either.He just continued to drag me out of the tea room and lead me to our room.

He has been silent, which makes me feel a little uneasy.

Before leaving the tea room, I looked back at Bai Lugeng, but when she smiled at me, I heard her voice in my ear: "Poor doll, you look so cute. I can't help it." Want to help you. Want to know the secret that the person next to you is hiding from you? Then find a time to find me alone."

"I will tell you the false truths in your eyes."

After returning to our room, Calamus apologized to me as if waking up from a dream. "Sorry, Ryo, just now..."

"Are you hiding something from me?" I interrupted him, looking up at him.

"..." He who was always very talkative was actually silent.Then, what Bai Lu Geng said is very likely to be true.

"I'm sorry, Ryo." After a while of silence, he said this.

But he quickly added: "I'll tell you everything, everything. Just not now. Believe me, Ryo, I won't do anything against you. Egrets are more dangerous, you Stay away from her." He grabbed my arms on both sides and said eagerly and pleadingly, his light green eyes were full of hesitation and pain.

"... Bailu even left a message in my ear telling me to go find her. She said she would tell me the truth." It was the first time I saw calamus showing such an expression.All along, even though sometimes he would be dissatisfied with some things and complain to me, but he was never so distraught.

I think he needs my comfort.

I raised my arms and hugged him.

Standing on tiptoe, kissed his cheek lightly, then buried her head in his arms, leaning against his chest.

"It's okay. I believe in you, Calamus." Bai Lu was wrong about one more thing. I don't think being deceived by Calamus is such an unforgivable thing.For more than ten years, Calamus led me to live in the human world in Europe.I have known for a long time that the relationship between people is actually full of lies.However, these lies are not necessarily bad things. In many cases, they are just a last resort, or it is good for everyone.Like, I never told my classmates at the time, I was a vampire.

"It's okay, Calamus. I won't go to her." I said softly.

If even Calamus can't believe it, then there should be no one in this world who would truly wish me happiness.

"Xiao Liang." Calamus suddenly hugged me tightly, bent down, and buried her head in the hollow of my neck.His body was tense, but trembling slightly, as if restraining something.

"Calamus! What's wrong with you?!" I raised his head forcefully, he opened his mouth, but closed it tightly again.Although no fangs have grown, I feel that he is desperately thirsty for my blood. "Do you want to suck blood? Calamus?" Although he has never eaten blood, but as a LevelA, I have bitten him so many times, he should not be human anymore.Although I don't know why he doesn't have the need to suck blood, and he doesn't have the breath of a vampire on his body.

I thought about it, maybe it's because he doesn't have fangs, so it's inconvenient to suck blood?

So I rolled up the cuffs at my wrists, bared my fangs, and prepared to help him.

But Calamus suddenly grabbed my wrist forcefully. "Xiao Liang, don't! I'm going to lose control!! I'm thirsty for your blood, but it can't be now! Now... just let me hug you."

I relaxed my body and let him hold me obediently.

His breath surrounded me, gradually calming down.

After a long time, he said: "Thank you, Ryo. Thank you. You saved me again. Thank you. I may have to part with you for a while to settle some things. Black Lord Academy is all I can think of, now come Say, the safest place. You stay here and I'll be back soon, okay?"

I answered him: "Okay."