[Vampire Knight] Briar

【The world is driven by the extreme and simple reason of desire.

'Paranoia' is because he created the self-identity of 'I am such a person', is constrained by social norms, has to care about other people's thoughts, and lives under many constraints.

And 'schizophrenia' is driven by desire, instant gratification.Does not hold its own personality and identity position. 】

- Deleuze & Guattari (anti-Oedipus)

"If I say that the person I like is Jiu Lanshu, what will you do?" After kissing and hugging her high, I asked Iris Kaoru on a whim.

"Probably? Find a way to make him fall in love with you? It's okay to modify his memory; give him my heart, use my blood to tamper with his thoughts. In short, if Liang really falls in love with him, I will help Liang, your wish will come true." Iris Kaoru kissed my eyes lovingly.Although he said it with a smile, there was a bit of seriousness hidden in his voice, not like he was just joking.

"It's great to meet you and be protected by you." I am sincerely grateful, and the person I fell in love with also loves me so much.

"I'm the one, Ryo." Kaoru Kaoru took my hand and led me back to his spiritual realm that we arranged so warmly. "Thank you for loving me." He said softly.

Hearing this sentence, I had an impulse.

I suddenly put my arms around this man's neck, stood on tiptoe, and kissed this man's lips.

It was our first kiss, and it was my first kiss.

Although we are very unfamiliar, even his canine teeth accidentally cut the tip of my tongue, but the sweetness in my heart is about to explode.

"If one day you don't love me anymore, then I will eat you." After taking a breath, I looked directly into Iris Kaoru's eyes and said to him.

"Okay." Iris Kaoru took my hand and pressed it to the position of his left chest. I could feel his vigorous and powerful heartbeat that was faster than usual. "At that time, I will dig out my heart with my own hands and give it to you to eat." Before I could react, he bit his lip and kissed the back of my hand.Blood dripped on the back of my hand, forming a crest of the oath.

"Do you know...how did Jiu Lanshu become what he is now? When we saw him just now, I felt that he...was no longer what he was when he was a child." Leaning on Chang Teng Xun's body, lying down with him In the 'Youth Tuaner' blanket that I had conjured up, I still couldn't hold back my inner doubts.

"Jiu Lanshu...he's about to reach his limit." Xun's voice was filled with a kind of sad sigh. "I can't forgive him for attacking you. Although, I can guess his thoughts to a certain extent. He, he has always been like-"If you don't live for someone, your own existence cannot be allowed ' look.

"The wound in his heart is too great to mend. Even living is a kind of pain."

"But what about Yuuki? Couldn't she make up for that trauma too?" I sat up from Kaoru's embrace.If what Kaoru said was true, how would Yuuki feel?

If this is the case, Yuuki, she is so pitiful.

"Jiu Lanshu is different from me who used to wander outside this world.

"He loves humans. He helps humans and gives them love. Even if he is betrayed, even if he loses an important comrade, even if he loses a partner, he will always, always, stand by the side of humans." Kaoru said slowly: "This journey is too long, and the sadness accumulated in his heart is too much. Even Yuki can't save his exhaustion, but will be dragged down by him to the hell that belongs to him.

"He himself is very aware of this. Therefore, he probably has seen his own end, and that's why he wanted to kill pure-bloods like this, and he did not hesitate to commit a 'big crime'. It was just to balance the vampire as much as possible before he died. power between humans.

"I can understand him, but I cannot forgive what he did to you.

"Jiu Lanshu probably thinks that if he kills you, I will continue to sleep after avenging you and never wake up again.

"He guessed right, but Yuki is still his weakness. So, he finally gave up. And I will never let him have a chance to threaten you again."

"If... If Jiu Lanshu really killed me, Kaoru, would you kill Yuuki? She is obviously innocent."

"Yes, cool." Kaoru Kaoru smiled: "I'm not as beautiful as you imagined. If Jiu Lanshu really dared to touch you, I would not only use the cruelest means to kill you in front of him The dead Jiulan Yuki will slaughter the human beings he values ​​before killing him. Unless I die, otherwise, as long as I have a breath, the things he cherishes will be destroyed in front of him one by one."

Although I was a little shocked by Yu Xun's words, I still fell asleep in his arms.His embrace is my safe haven.

It was evening when I woke up at the Black Lord Academy.

"Don't sleep for a while anymore?" Kaoru wrapped a strand of my hair around her fingertips and let it go again.

I shook my head.

"Alright." He got up first, and changed into his daily black shirt and long windbreaker. "Would you like something to eat first?" He turned his head to me, revealing his unbuttoned neckline.

I opened my mouth to him, baring my fangs.Kaoru chuckled and lowered her head, stretching her neck to where I could get it easily.

Unexpectedly, I retracted my fangs and gently kissed his Adam's apple.Then he buttoned the collar of his shirt for him, and even smoothed out the wrinkles on the edge of his trench coat by the way.

"My uncle will be arriving soon. Before that, I want to see Yuuki." I said to Kaoru.

Kaoru nodded and leaned over to give me a good morning kiss.I picked up the clothes he handed me, quickly put them on, grabbed two handfuls of my hair, hung up my shoes, and hurried out the door.

Just when I was looking for Kulan Yuki all over the school, the cousin I hadn't seen for a long time, Red? Maria, actually found me.

"Liang, can I ask you something?" She hesitated for a long time, and finally said it.

"What's the matter? Cousin?" It seemed that it should be a tricky thing.Even Hong Maria, who has always been gentle and demure, was a little embarrassed.

"It's Mr. Zero." She said, with some sadness in her eyes. "He hasn't had blood in a long time. He's so horny."

"So...?" It's just that the matter of Cone Shengling has nothing to do with my cousin.

"Are you friends with Miss Yuuki? Can I ask you to ask Miss Yuuki to let Zero-kun suck blood?" Unexpectedly, Cousin Maria even used the honorific title for me. It seems that She is really worried about Cone Health Zero. "Please." She bowed deeply to me.

"What do you...? You like him?" I didn't realize that my cousin, who was always sick, would be so nervous about a person, and she was a cold vampire hunter who didn't have any good looks towards vampires.

"...Yes. But, I can't satisfy Zero-kun's hunger and thirst." Maria looked a little sad.She forced a smile and said, "Ling, if you think I'm being presumptuous, I'll go to Mrs. Yuki by myself. I also think that my request is a bit difficult for others."

"No need." I said to her, "I'll help you." I held her hand, her fingertips were very cold: "But, are you serious about falling in love with a vampire hunter? Ji's blood can satisfy Zhui Shengling's hunger and thirst, so he must have a soft spot for her. Do you... Uncle and aunt know?"

"I didn't let them know." Maria clenched her fist under my palm, "It's my own thing to like him. Such a small thing... I only hope that Zero-kun can be happy."

"Okay, I see. I'll bring this up with Yuuki."

When I found Yuuki in the garden, Rei was pressing her against the wall beside her, and it seemed that the two were having an argument.

"... that guy, every inch of flesh and blood, everything that exists is filthy. He ruined everything! My family, Yiwei, and me..." Cone Shengling looked very excited, he said loudly.

But Yuuki looked a little confused, but her face was also very serious, as if she realized something.

"Youki..." I just wanted to run over, but Yuuki suddenly turned her head in another direction. There, the person gradually gathered by bats is...Jiu Lanshu?

When I saw the figure of Jiu Lanshu, I subconsciously stopped, and then hid behind the flower bed beside me.

Jiulan Youji seemed to want to pounce on Jiulanshu, but Zhui Shengling grabbed her arm tightly and couldn't move forward.

"Didn't you come to pick me up like that time... What's the matter? Now, at this time..." I could see that Yuki's expression was no longer that kind of unreserved dependence.On her face, there was a weary sadness.

"...Poor and lovely my You Ji, you have become my hindrance." Unexpectedly, Jiu Lanshu said this mercilessly as soon as they really met. "I have already reached this point, but you still don't understand that my thinking has changed. I can learn from Zero. To some extent, he is the person who understands me the most."

No, the current situation feels a bit wrong, doesn't it?

While saying 'Your Yuki', he also said 'Zui Shengling is the one who understands you best'.Could it be that after I left Japan for so many years, Jiu Lanshu actually awakened the attributes of a playboy?I think so inappropriately.

"I... somewhere in my heart, I once believed so... that you will go down with Yuuki..." Unexpectedly, Zhuo Shengling said such a sentence.

I hid behind the flower bed and secretly took care of the complicated relationship between these few people.

You Ji and Jiu Lanshu are siblings and fiancee. It seems that You Ji is in love with Jiu Lanshu.It can be recorded as: You Ji --> Shu.

My cousin Red? Maria likes to give birth to Zero, but she says only Yuuki can satisfy Zero's hunger.Then it is: Cousin Maria --> Cone Health Zero --> You Ji.

As for Jiu Lanshu... Based on what I heard just now, maybe he has two people?Yuuki and Zero?

Hmm... Is it really the Jiulan family?The previous generation was a love drama between two men and one woman, you love me, I love him, but my aunt's tragedy was included in it.Now, these two remaining purebloods of the Jiulan family have started such a love-hate entanglement again, and it seems that there is even an extra "he loves him"?

I thought to myself, I must take good care of my cousin.When I got back, I told her that I couldn't like Cone Shengling anymore.Who let him get involved in the brother and sister of Jiulan's family?I want to tell her about my aunt Fei Yingxian and remind her: let's not interfere in other people's affairs.

I was thinking furtively on one side, and on the other side I was still secretly listening to the conversation of the three people.

"Tell me, Zero... Hurry up, tell me!" You Ji's expression was very stern, but behind this calmness, it made people feel as if they were facing an abyss.She was like standing on the edge of a cliff, already aware of something, but still wanted to self-mutilate, and heard the other party say it himself.

"...I'm sorry... If you don't want to say, it's okay." For some reason, Jiulan Yuki suddenly compromised.

"Why did you release Fei Yingxian from the cell?" At this moment, Zhui Shengling opened his mouth.

They're talking about... my aunt?I quietly pricked up my ears.

"Answer me, Jiulan!" Zhui Shengling questioned Jiulanshu

"...It is to allow Xian to take revenge... No, it should be said that it is to allow a certain hunter couple to be attacked."

"why?"

"For the sake of branding the twins of that family with a hatred for pure-bloods that will never let go until death."

"...Why!" Cone Shengling's voice was hoarse with a hint of grief.

"In order to make the twins a living weapon that cannot be stopped until all the purebloods are killed." I heard Jiu Lanshu say this.

"Why is this! Why is it us! At least, if you don't get a strand of it in..." Hearing Jiu Lanshu's words, Cone Shengling was so angry that he went crazy, the power in his body exploded, and the Blood Rose Spear sucked screaming with his blood.

I hurriedly huddled myself behind the flower bed, keeping my breath to a minimum.

There is too much information just now, and my mind is a bit messed up.

If it is said... that it was Jiu Lanshu who freed my aunt from the Senate.So, when did he start planning these things?

He used my aunt as a chess piece, making the hunter's twins a weapon against pure-bloods.In this way, he should have targeted the pair of children long ago.When is that again?

Could it be that... from the very beginning, from the beginning of his resurrection, he has been planning to hunt and kill all the purebloods? !

If this is the case, then my aunt is a pawn, Zhui Shengling is a pawn, and Jiulan Youji should be a pawn too.Even...the people around him, Lan Tangying, Yi Yi Tuoma, Jiayuan Xiao, Zaoyuan Liujia...they should all be pawns.

Does he really want to be friends with Lan Tangying?Was it a plot that Jiu Lanshu had planned long ago when he cautiously said "want to be friends"?

I think of that guy Ying, no matter when he was a child or now, when he mentions Jiulanshu, he will always have that smug look on his face, like a child showing his unique and precious candy to another.

In this way, Jiu Lanshu is too scary.

I should have thought of that earlier.How can such a hidden person appear alienated just because he is gentle and polite?

Does the emotion he shows come from the heart?Are the words spoken just to attract people to take the bait, and throw the bait?

Could it be that from the time we met, we 'chess pieces', have been designed by him to play the role and the time to 'exit'?

That kind of people.Such people.

Really.

too frightening.