[Vampire Knight] Briar

The author has something to say: There may be some mockery of Shu in this chapter, be forewarned, pure Shu fans should retreat first.

I didn't mean to diss Jiu Lanshu.It's just the plot of Hino Mori that made me complain.Otherwise, feel aggrieved.

In the final ending, the characters in Vampire Knight are based on the original ending, because I just inserted two outsiders, not rewriting the story line.

The story line belongs to Mari Hino, but the son and daughter added by the pair chosen by my girlfriend belong to me.Please understand.

Also, thanks to the little angels who left me messages.I don't know if the plot will develop as you hope.But in fact, this is Mary Suwen with a love brain, as long as everyone is happy, just click fork if they are not happy.I just took the time to paddle happily, and wrote wherever I thought of, with the plot provided by You Xunran, without thinking too much.

[Human beings are nothing at the beginning, but they become human beings by themselves. 】

- Sartre (existence precedes essence)

"You should know that it is you who give birth to zero love. Although he may not say it, but since only you can satisfy his hunger and thirst, you should understand this. You know, the heart can deceive people, but this thirst But never." I said to Yuuki.

"He won't remember me anymore. I failed him. To hurt, it's enough to hurt one of them. I'd rather he hate me and pass all the resentment on me than he would suffer silently like this Unbearable hunger and thirst." Yuki said.Her expression was extremely painful, as if the hurt person was not Cone Shengling, but her.

"Now that you've made up your mind, let's do it." I said to her, "Jiu Lanshu is too tired, he's used to taking everything on himself... But if it's you, you should... There is still someone who can give him a hand, I think, only you." I finally couldn't bear to tell her what Xun said to me, "Jiu Lanshu can't hold on anymore, everything he has done, It's all a struggle before the lamp burns out'.

Will there be a miracle?If Jiu Lanshu could look back at You Ji, if Yu Ji could fill the scar in his heart.

Anyway, I still hope they can be happy.

Especially the kind and innocent Yuuki.

Even if she considers herself to be that 'original sin'.But as the person who listened to the story, I also listened to the entanglement between them in various versions.I know that without her, maybe Jiu Lanshu and Zhui Shengling, neither of them would have been redeemed.

You Ji, she has actually saved these two people, but she doesn't know it.

"Thank you, Ryo." Yuuki hugged me, and after a long time, she let go. "I want to turn Shu into a human being," she said to me. "I know it will be difficult, but I have lived as a human being. Although their lives are short, they will not have the loneliness and endless hunger of pure blood. If you can make Shu forget everything and start over as a human If so, he can get the peace he wants in that identity."

Yuuki walked to the door and put her hand on the doorknob.

"Thank you. Liang, you and Iris-kun must be very, very happy. For sure." She smiled and opened the door.Then, she transformed into a butterfly outside the door, and her figure disappeared in front of me.

I swallowed the sourness in my heart.

Kaoru and I will be happy.But probably, if Yuuki succeeds, I will never see her again.

I silently opened the door of my bedroom.Kaoru was standing by the door, waiting for me.

"What's the matter, Ryo?" He may have seen my depression.

I threw myself into his arms and said to him, "Let's go back to Europe. I miss Europe. Sure enough, I still hate Japan."

I hate that depressing understatement in Japan.

Like the Volturi, whether you love it or hate it, what's wrong with venting it out crazily?Don't want to be entangled in love and hate like this, entangled into silk threads that are constantly being cut and untangled.Reluctant to let go, silent and silent, they all thought that their own sacrifices were the only way to fulfill others.Then everyone sank deeper and deeper into the pain and sank together.

So, I hate it here.

"Okay." Kaoru didn't ask me why, but just lowered her head and kissed my forehead. "I'll take you to see the sleeping people in Scarlet Sakura's house, and your father. Then, we'll go back. We'll go to the Cote d'Azur in Nice to collect shells, and go to the Christmas market in Strasbourg Buy firewood cake. Your little skirt hasn’t been put away in that Berlin apartment yet. But after a few months, even if the weather hasn’t been sunny, I think it should have dried. Then, don’t you keep clamoring to go to Te Transylvania to see Dracula? Although Dracula is a fictional character imagined by humans, there are indeed some ancient vampires in Romania, and people I once knew. I will take you to visit their old castle .”

I relaxed amidst his moaning and chirping, and said to him: "Okay."

I used to think he was a little noisy.But now I feel that I am so lucky that he is by my side and that we can be together.

When I fell asleep, I dreamed to find the spiritual realm that belonged to Jiulanshu, and wanted to tell him what Youji said to me.But I don't know if it was because there were so many doors in the dream that I missed them; or because he hadn't been well enough to fall asleep.In short, I never saw the door that I had seen before.

After waking up, Kaoru had already changed into his shirt and suit pants. "Clean up, I'll take you to say goodbye to Fei Yingshi."

When we went downstairs, I saw Lan Tangying with a decadent face.Obviously, he knew about his father.

"Liangzi, tell me, Shu didn't do it, right?" He stubbornly wanted me to deny his answer.An answer that even he himself believed.

Lan Tangying, he is so stupid.

I stopped. "It's okay, Ying. After Uncle Lan Tang wakes up, you can ask him yourself, okay?"

"I don't know..." Ying whimpered, "I don't know if he will wake up...I haven't let him see that his son has grown into a reliable man. I...but I don't believe it's Shu, definitely not him..."

"Let's go see Uncle Lantang." I sighed and said to Xun, "Xun, postpone our plan to go back for a day."

Ying's father was sent to a room controlled by the Blood Hunting Association to prevent him from violently injuring others.

Ying sat beside his father dejectedly, praying sincerely that his father would wake up.

"Let's go." I can't help Ying here.But being able to come and take a look is a kind of relief to him.

When I left that room, I passed a familiar girl.I looked back and recognized that it should be her friend Yuki had introduced to me, Wakaba Sarai.

Holding some water and food with blood sedatives in his hand, Ruoye Shalai walked into the room we had just exited.

Yuuki and I mentioned her longing for Ying.I think, if it's her, I can feel more at ease on Ying's side.

When we came out of the Blood Hunting Association, we bumped into Cone Sheng Zero who was wearing a Blood Hunting Judgment suit.

After being absorbed by You Ji, he looked even colder.The whole person is like a moving ice cube, without the slightest emotional fluctuation.

He glanced at us, loathing about to materialize, like a lifelong enemy.

We passed each other without saying a word.

I think, if this is what Yuuki wants to 'return to the original place', then I respect her choice.

I followed Kaoru to the coffin where Scarlet Sakura was sleeping.

I looked at the man in the coffin, he was young and handsome, he almost seemed to be the same age as Kaoru.

He is my father.

The funny thing is, I barely saw him a few times since birth.

"Will he wake up again?" I asked Kaoru.

"Yes. In about a few decades, he will wake up again." Kaoru answered me.

"I'm sorry for what the Feiying family has done to you, and the restraints they put on you."

"It's okay, Ryo. I've said it all, it has nothing to do with you. I'm very glad that I was awakened by your mother and met you." Kaoru gently touched my face and kissed my lips .

I closed my eyes, enjoyed his kiss for a while, and then turned back to Hi Sakurashi who was sleeping.

He saved my life at the hands of my mother, so Kaoru let him go at the risk of being punished by the law when destroying the surname Feiying.

Since I was a child, Kaoru has taken care of me more than the surname 'Hi Sakura'.Therefore, if I am grateful, I should thank Kaoru, not the Hizakura family who treat me like a pawn.

From then on, I and Fei Ying's family, as well as Fei Yingshi, have settled down.

"Let's go," I sealed the place where Fei Ying was sleeping, to ensure that he would wake up safely.Then, he turned his head and said to Kaoru: "Tomorrow, you can go and deal with the matters of the Changteng family. I'll go and see Ying again. After Uncle Lantang wakes up, we'll leave here."

Kaoru answered me, "Okay."

The next day, Kaoru went out at dusk.

I stayed in bed until almost dawn.

When I was about to pack up and go to the Blood Hunt Association to visit Uncle Lantang, the ground trembled violently and there was a rumbling roar.My heart was also beating so fast suddenly, it was like a natural alarm bell going off.

Something big happened.

Following my intuition, I looked out the window.

It is also the headquarters of the Blood Hunting Association.What an ominous place.

I suppressed my uneasiness, and carefully felt that Kaoru's breath was also in the Blood Hunter Association.So, I decided to go to him.

When I arrived at Kaoru's side, everything was settled.

There were not many people in the Blood Hunting Association.

Almost everyone I know, Lan Tangying, Zaozono Ryuka, Kainin Akatsuki, Chikui Chisato, Toya Rima, Black Lord Huiyan, Kaoru, my uncle Iris Isa, all gathered in that extremely energetic place Next to the tower.His face is sad.

In front of them was a 'melting furnace' filled with golden flames.

And, the one frozen in the center by an ice cube.

Jiulanshu.

Jiulan Yuji stood in front of the sealed ice block of Jiulanshu, motionless.Cone Shengling hugged her tightly.

They have their backs to me.But it seems that Cone Health Zero should have recovered his memory.

"Kun? Here..." I softly asked Kaoru who saw my figure and walked towards me.

"Shhh..." He motioned me to wait, and then led me away from the tower.

Iris Fuji Yisa also came out with us.

"Are you still going to continue with your plan?" Kaoru asked Iris Isa.

"No. I'm useless after hearing the last words of that person. Yuuki also doesn't want to be turned into a human being by me. So, probably, I will find a place and continue to sleep. If I wake up in the future, I will I want to see what the world that one has been working hard to create will become." Iris Isa looked at me again, showing a soft smile. "However, if you and Liang's child is born, you can wake me up. The Iris family hasn't had any new blood in the past ten years. Your child should be the new generation of pure-blooded kings of the Iris family."

"There will be such a day." Kaoru also showed a smile. "However, Ryo is still young. In the future, when will our child be born? Will it be born? It's up to her to choose. For me, as long as I have her, that's enough."

"Then, goodbye, Kaoru. And Ryo." Iris Isa nodded to us.

"Goodbye." Kaoru said to him.

"Goodbye, Uncle." After Kaoru, I waved to Iris Isa.

A gust of wind blew by, and the figure of Iris Isa disappeared in front of us.

"Irisa Iris left us the key of Iris's ancestral house. If we want to see him next time, we will go to the ancestral house to wake him up." Kaoru said to me.

"Just now... what happened here?" I turned to Kaoru.

Kaoru looked up at the blazing golden flames on the high tower, and said to me: "Did you see there? That is the 'forge'. It is the source of the power of all blood-hunting weapons. And the fuel that supports the burning of the furnace is 'Original metal'. It is said to be metal, but in fact, it is the heart of the ancestor of the vampire, so it has such a large energy."

"! You mean!" I thought of Jiu Lanshu who was frozen by the furnace, and my eyes widened in surprise.

"That's right." Xun answered me, "The heart that belonged to 'Mo Li' thousands of years ago has been completely burned out. Now, the furnace can be re-ignited, and the fuel inside is the heart of Jiu Lanshu."

Jiu Lanshu... just like that, dead?

With that in mind, I also asked.

"It doesn't count. But he won't wake up again, but will continue to exist as countless unconscious but numerous blood hunting weapons. Until the power that belongs to him is exhausted, until the furnace goes out again."

"Then... where's Yuki?" I suddenly remembered the firm look in Yuki's eyes when she talked to me the day before yesterday.She told me that she chose Jiulanshu.She wanted him to become a human being, so that he could throw off the burden of a pure-blood and spend his human life without any worries.

Kaoru hugged me into his arms: "This is Jiulanshu's choice. He finally said that he hoped Yuki could be with Zero. Now... we can only comfort her. The hero of the fragile balance between vampires. With his power alone, he stopped the war between humans and vampires."

I pushed Xun away: "Do you think so too? To become a hero? Heh! Mingming Jiu Lanshu has other choices! From the time he hunted pure-bloods to now he has become Yuanjin, no one forced him, It was he who voluntarily made it into what he is today step by step. I have sucked your memory, he has long planned to throw his heart into the furnace! The most pitiful thing is Yuki, even though she gave up everything to try to save Jiu Lanshu couldn't stop him either."

"...You're right." Kaoru answered me after a moment of silence. "Because, that is the behest of 'Mo Li'. When Jiu Lanshu's memory as the ancestor is fully awakened, You Ji alone can't save him. After all, Jiu Lan You Ji is just after he wakes up, seeing The lively and kind little princess. But 'Mo Li' was the female ancestor who turned his heart into gold before he fell asleep and left him with unforgettable regrets." Xun hugged me again, "Jiu Lanshu thinks , if there is no him, Jiulan Youji can return to the life of her childhood sweetheart with her beloved Zhui Shengling, and she will no longer be hungry. And if he becomes a new "source metal", Moli He can also be freed from the fate of being bound. The balance between humans and vampires will continue. This is a good thing that kills two birds with one stone, and the only thing he doesn't consider is himself."

"He farted!" What kind of logic is this?Obviously, if he uses his own power to deter, vampires and humans will still maintain such peace.

Even if at the last step, he can no longer turn back, then use other methods!If it does not become the source metal, there must be other ways.Vampires are not without weaknesses.How come in Japan, all the power of blood hunting comes from the heart of a pureblood?Now is not the era of nothing 1 years ago.1 years have passed, how could human beings still be as unarmed as they were 1 years ago, allowing vampires to slaughter them?

And, the hell with Yuuki and Zero together!What did he think of Yuuki?Can you obediently obey the doll arranged by the owner?

I was extremely angry, and I even vented my anger on Kaoru. "I want to find him!" I thought of Yuuki's pain and struggle, and felt aggrieved. "I want to ask him for an explanation for You Ji!" If he is in front of me, I will scold him bloody.

As I was thinking this way, my eyes suddenly went dark, and amid Kaoru's panicked screams, my consciousness entered the world of dreams.

I don't know why I didn't fall asleep, but I entered here.But after I panicked for a moment, I quickly calmed down and started searching the world for the door belonging to Jiu Lanshu.

While searching, I cursed: "Jiu Lanshu, you coward! You bastard!

"Come out! Get out of here!

"You Ji told me the day before yesterday that you have to give up everything, even Cone Shengling, just to save you and make you no longer alone.

"Lan Tangying still believes that you are not that kind of person when everyone says that you seriously injured his father.

"There is also Zaoyuan Liujia, for your plan, she dares to fight with Kaoru who is a pure blood with her life!

"But you just turned into source metal?! What do you think of these people?

"Do you think that if you sacrifice yourself selflessly and bear all the darkness, everyone will be happy?

"Have you ever thought that those who are left behind are the ones who suffer the most?

"You don't tell them anything, you hide everything. It's best to think that other people don't know anything.

"Egoist! Control freak!

"Do you know? The one who caused those people the most pain is you!"

"I used to suspect that you see everyone as pawns, that's why you do this.

"But everyone I know is defending you, whether it's Kaoru, the black master Huiyan, my uncle Iris Isa, Lan Tangying, Zaoyuan Ryuka, they're all of them!

"They say that you are the most gentle person, and they say that you are actually more painful than anyone else.

"But, if you are really so gentle, how can you do such a thing?

"I don't hate that you want to kill me, after all, we have different positions, and there is no right or wrong.

"But I can never forgive your decision to turn yourself into source metal.

"You let Ying, let Youji, let those who love you never forget you! They will suffer for you all their lives.

"Why do you make such a selfish decision, without discussing with anyone, and plan their life like this?

"So, if you don't want to be scolded by me, then get out! Get your heart back! Who cares!

"Give me back the carefree, arrogant and innocent Ying! Give me back the kind, optimistic, strong and lively Yuki!

"I feel sorry for them.

"People say, exchange your heart for your heart.

But what about your heart?Jiulanshu!do you really have it "

In this way, I have been looking for it all the time, but I have never found the "door of state of mind" that belongs to him.

When I woke up again, I saw Kaoru sitting next to me with an anxious face.

I lifted myself up, grabbed his collar, looked straight at him, and said to him: "If one day, you are like Jiu Lanshu, ready to commit suicide, then I won't break my heart for you any more. , I will pack up my things, turn around and marry another person who cherishes me."

Kaoru hugged me and patted my back gently like coaxing a child.He said, "Okay."

I lay in Xun's arms, the resentment in my heart gradually dissipated, but I said to him sullenly: "Also, if you want to sacrifice for righteousness, then I will respect your choice. But I hope that you Also respect my choice. Don't tell me that I hope I can be with so and so. Don't put this kind of shackles on me at the end. I don't need anyone who thinks that 'this is good for me' to replace me I make any choice. Because in my opinion, the premise of falling in love should at least be mutual respect."

"I know, Ryo." Kaoru said, "The reason why I acted as a servant beside you before was to protect you at any time, but I didn't want to affect any of your own decisions. Ryo is not a puppet or doll I raised , I hope my Liang can freely choose what he wants to do. I will only take Liang's place and sweep away the thorns on your road."

I turned my head away and started kissing him.

From slow to hasty, from active to passive.

This night, after so many things happened, I 'ate' Kaoru.

From now on, he is completely mine and belongs to me.

Because Jiulanshu became Yuan Metal, our plan to return to Europe was postponed for a long time.

You Ji has been standing in front of Jiu Lanshu's ice coffin in a daze.

Except that Zhui Shengling couldn't bear it sometimes, he knocked her out and forced her to rest.But as long as You Ji wakes up, she will run to Jiu Lanshu's ice coffin again.

I once persuaded her, saying that Zhuo Shengling loves you so much, why don't you abandon this person who abandoned you, and go to be with Zhui Shengling, and make him mad at him?

You Ji just stared blankly at Jiu Lanshu, like a sculpture that can neither laugh nor cry.For a long time, she said, Shu and I are already husband and wife.Zero... there are better girls than me to love him.

Already a couple?

Damn, it couldn't be that Jiu Lanshu slept with You Ji before he died, right?This scum!

So, that night, I took Xun and ran to scold Jiu Lanshu in a dream world.

When I got tired of scolding, Kaoru turned into a 'Youth Tuan'.While stroking him, I taught him viciously: "If you dare to learn from Jiu Lanshu, I will castrate you!"

Kaoru then changed back to his own form.He approached me, when I thought he was going to do something to me and blushed so badly, he just smiled slightly, kissed the corner of my eyes, and said to me: "Okay, when the time comes, I will let you handle it."

He just played with me again!

I thought... I thought... he was going to...

However, for the sake of his happiness, I also smiled at him.

Our foreheads are pressed against our foreheads, our eyes are intertwined, melting each other.

In my heart, it was as warm and sweet as if I had eaten milk candy.

Lan Tangying's father woke up. He said that the person who attacked him was Bai Lugeng.

Jiu Lanshu actually saved his life.

However, Ying did not make any grateful confession to Shu because of this.Because this guy believed in Jiu Lanshu from beginning to end.

Since Jiu Lanshu was sealed by his ice ability, he explored various ways to rescue Jiu Lanshu.In order to help him, I opened the places where the books of the Sakura family and the iris family are stored to him.Therefore, he is very grateful to me.

My cousin, Red? Maria actually left Japan one step ahead of me.

Because she saw Jiulan Youji standing blankly in front of Jiulanshu's body, and Zhuo Shengling also stood stubbornly behind Jiulan Youji.

Don't talk, don't disturb, don't leave.

Cone Shengling said that he will no longer escape from his heart.Ten years, a hundred years, even thousands of years, he will always wait like this, waiting for Yuki to look back, waiting for Yuki to open up to him.

But You Ji, I think her heart has died along with Jiu Lanshu.

She lost weight quickly, until she looked like a skeleton, but she still stood in front of Jiu Lanshu every day.

We all talked her out of it, but she never cried or fussed, never contradicted what we said, and hardly ever responded to what we said.If we pull her away, she will only run to Shu's body again while we are not paying attention.

So, afterwards, Cone Shengling followed her all the time, guarding her just like that.Leave her alone, just force her to eat or knock her out when she should be eating or sleeping.

Just like that, day after day.

Those of us who are still alive worry about these two people, but they still haunt them like this.

Like a ouroboros, Yuuki couldn't let go of the pivot, and Yushengling refused to let go of Yuuki.Day after day, the two of them were deadlocked in front of Shu's body.

It became like this, whose fault is it?

I really hope that You Ji can forget about Shu, and happily marry Ai Shengling.

But although Jiu Lanshu left, he lived in everyone's life, engraved in everyone's heart, and became a tacit heaviness in everyone's heart.

All the research Ying did was for him.Yuuki's change is because of him.All the experiences of Cone Shengling are thanks to him.A Tama always looks at the chessboard he often uses in a daze.

Probably, only time can break this bottomless cycle.

After half a year.

Kaoru and I finally bid farewell to these people and prepared to embark on a journey back to Europe.

On the day I left Japan, I accidentally found the gate of the "spiritual realm" of Jiulanshu in a dream.

I pushed open the heavy door.

Inside was still the dazzling white, empty.

In the center of this space filled with white light, there is a crystal coffin.

The person lying inside is slightly different from Jiulanshu's appearance, but it is the same appearance as the Jiulan family.

Probably, that is the appearance of Jiu Lanshu, the ancestor of the Jiu Lan family.

"You Ji is pregnant, it's your child." Before seeing Jiu Lanshu, I thought I would be angry and would yell at him.But after seeing him in deep sleep, my tone became very flat, "She stood in front of your body without sleep for three months, until she fainted, and we were able to send her to rest. Only then did I find out she was pregnant."

"You can't imagine, Lan Tangying, that noisy guy, has now turned into a silent scientist. When he was looking for a way to save you, he found the research notes you left behind, turning vampires into humans He said that he will inherit your wish and spend his whole life to fulfill your wish."

"And your rival in love, Coni Sheng Ling. He is now guarding You Ji's side every step of the way, to make up for the responsibilities you should fulfill. He said, he doesn't hate the tragedy of the Coni Sheng family that you designed, But I can't forgive you for leaving Yuuki with such great sorrow."

"Jiulanshu, look, so many people love you. But what have you done yourself?"

Jiu Lanshu was still asleep.But at the corner of his eye, a tear slowly flowed down.

I thought that this person would not shed tears because he had no heart.

But now he is crying.Instead, I feel a little tired.

That's all, Yuuki is willing.he will.Cone Health zero willingness.Even Lan Tangying gave him this life willingly.

What can I, a bystander who doesn't know how far away, participate in the affairs between them?