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Loving you does not come from my fear of falling in love with girls, nor from my family's obstacles, because I have already witnessed the successful and happy example of my aunt and aunt Yun.What I am afraid of has always been the loss after I have gained it; what I have avoided has always been my cowardly heart. "

"Actually, no matter whether you are a man or a woman, if you are noticed by me, you will be kept away by me. Because at that time, I stubbornly thought that as long as I never accept or extravagantly seek a new relationship, I will never be in love with you." Will taste the pain of losing it. After all, don't two people seem the most stable and peaceful when they maintain a relationship of friends?"

After hearing this, Yan Muyu really wanted to ask questions, but was afraid of interrupting Song Qingmian, so she forced herself to hold back her words with a sad face.

Seeing this, Song Qingmian, who had been watching Yan Muyu's expression, also raised one hand and squeezed his two fingers together, and then quickly slid across Yan Muyu's mouth sideways, making a movement of unzipping the mouth : "You can speak freely now, I have roughly finished."

"Ha..." Yan Muyu took a deep breath and asked hastily, "Although I forced you to run farther and farther away, why did you choose to get married in the end? Who is your marriage partner? "

"I'm afraid I can't control my increasingly restless heart, and I agreed to you without paying attention, so I want you to give up this love completely, so that we... Maybe we can meet again as friends in the future. But Facts have proved that I made a choice that is enough to regret for a lifetime."

Song Qingmian's eyes darkened: "My brother helped me find the person to marry. Now my dad is in charge of the overseas affairs of Tingtao Hotel, and all domestic affairs are in his hands. I married that person by contract. He I didn't even dare to touch my hand when I took money to do things. Originally, I wanted to hold a small-scale wedding, let you know how to give up and then find a suitable time to leave, who would have expected..."

"Okay, okay... let's not talk about what happened after that, but how can you treat your marriage as a joke? Do your parents and your brother allow you to act like this?" Yan Muyu couldn't accept it.

"In my last life, I never thought about spending my life with anyone. I have been rich and well-fed all my life. Is there any dissatisfaction? Isn't it good to be alone like this? I thought that if my heart only belonged to me If I'm alone, I won't worry about who it will hurt in the future." Song Qingmian confessed her stubborn thoughts.

"The reason why my parents and elder brother let me do whatever I want is because my grandfather told my grandmother before he died, as long as I don't make any moral demands of murder and arson, let them be satisfied with me as much as possible. Just being obedient doesn't mean my dad and the others have the guts to go against grandma, not to mention it's my grandfather's legacy. Although I usually don't make any demands..."

After hearing this, Yan Muyu was silent for a moment, then changed the subject and asked: "How is your relationship with your family now? What about your aunt? How do you know so much about your aunt's past?"

"After you left in the last life, it was my aunt who called me out of the room and advised me to go outside. At that time, she talked with me a lot. She told me everything I knew and didn't know before." Song Qingmian seemed to be recalling, "She said that she was also at fault. She knew what happened to us, but she thought it might give me an opportunity to untie the knot, so she let the situation develop. In fact, she was not at fault. You left the church that day. After that, I began to wonder if the idea I insisted on was just a kind of self-paranoia."

"If you don't get it, you won't lose it. But if you don't get it, how can you experience the beauty after getting it, and you don't necessarily lose it. But even if I figured it out at the time, it was too late... If I hadn't been reborn."

Song Qingmian paused, then said:

"Even the most stubborn grandfather in my family was affected by the aunt's incident, and he began to reflect on himself. My father and others are no exception. It's not that I haven't enjoyed the love of family affection after that. In the past few years, the business of Tingtao Hotel has been stable. After I got down, my dad took my mom and brother home for a long time. It’s just that my mentality changed at that time.”

"But in this life, I have already awakened, otherwise, I would never have brought you here. In the past, in my heart, Tingtao would automatically be regarded as an industry that had nothing to do with me by default. Since a few months ago, there has been a Since I realized it in my lifetime, I have been gradually taking the initiative to repair these family ties, including my aunt's..."

"Well, Ms. Song... For my future happiness, I want to make a solemn confirmation..." Yan Muyu had a strange expression, "...you don't have a love affair with an aunt, do you?"

"It is undeniable that when you taught me something, it reminded me of my aunt. I can't say whether I was influenced by my aunt when I let go of my heart and fell in love with you. But my aunt is always mine in my heart. An important family member who is both a teacher and a friend... is different from you." Song Qingmian was a little embarrassed, "I was gradually attracted by some of your characteristics. Didn't you always love to be alone before? And you didn't Cover up and live more casually than me."

"Probably because my living environment is simpler, and I don't like to think about too many complicated things." Hearing what Song Qingmian said, Yan Muyu thought about it seriously, "I feel like I belong to the world that I am happy to stay in. As a person who enjoys being alone, I can live comfortably without expanding my circle of friends. I mean before I met you."

"But you are different from me. You seem to have a good relationship with everyone you know, and you are willing to make new friends, but none of them seem to be close friends. After listening to you talk about these things, I think I understand , You are obviously eager to expand your circle of friends, but you are forcing yourself to stop. You seem to be like this before, not to mention friendship, family affection, and love for me. "

"Yeah. But it won't happen now." Song Qingmian firmly shook the hand that Yan Muyu held up just now, "I've been listening to me for a long time, do you have any questions?"

"There's still a lot I can't figure out... about Xige Xiwu and your aunt..."

"Then you ask one by one, and rest after you finish asking, it's almost early morning."

"Okay." Yan Muyu cheered up, "The first question, who are your aunt and aunt Yun who are the seniors from Xishi who debuted? Why haven't I heard of similar names?"

"We've sung their songs a long time ago..." Song Qingmian suddenly smiled slyly.

"Although you seem to have forgotten, that song... was chosen because of my suggestion."

"what?!"

The author has something to say: In the previous two chapters, the unreasonable timeline was fine-tuned, but the update time can be ignored.

There will be another chapter tomorrow, and the word count will be updated normally.

I really wanted to finish it all in one chapter, but my liver couldn't move...