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On the Saturday of the fourth week of August, Asamu's [-]th anniversary debut and disbandment commemorative concert was held as scheduled.

The concert venue in City Y that can accommodate up to 10 people is full of seats, and the heat is in full swing.

The four members carefully prepared and dressed up, and presented all the songs included in the three released group albums.

Entertainment News has already reported that among the four, only Jian Zhicheng and Ning Guoguo chose to renew their contract with Xishi, which means that Yan Muyu and Song Qingmian will no longer be Xishi's artists in the future.

Four seasons, long and short.

The four get together in a good season, and then separate and become independent in a good season.Even if the combination ceases to exist, the friendship will not change.

After Encore, it is almost over.

The four members once again performed the title song of their debut album "Zhaohui Four Colors", sending blessings to each other for the future, and at the same time announcing the end of this concert and the official disbandment of the Chaomu group.

They kept thanking and saying goodbye to fans, and then reluctantly left the stage.

The fans were reluctant to leave the venue for a long time, and the sound of the second encore resounded throughout the venue.But this time, what the fans summoned was not the four returning players, but a short film about 10 minutes long, recording the growth trajectory of the group.

At the end of the short film, the big screen is no longer the picture of four people appearing in one shot at the same time. The four people take turns sending messages through the short film, expressing their gratitude to the staff, fans and members.

At the end of the curtain, the latest personal updates of the four are written to remind fans that they can still cheer and support the disbanded Chaomu members in the future.

At the concert celebration banquet, the four of Zhao Mu sat alone at a small table.

The day was special, after the toast, no one came to bother them anymore, tacitly reserved the last group time for the four of them to share.

In the early hours of the morning, the celebration banquet will end.The four of Chaomu stood up one after another and held up their wine glasses.

"After drinking this cup, we are neither teammates nor colleagues from now on."

Ning Guoguo's eyes turned red as she spoke.

"Don't cry!" Yan Muyu shouted first, "We are neither teammates nor colleagues, but we are still friends. True friends, no matter how far apart, no matter how long we haven't contacted, we will remain the same when we meet again. "

Jian Zhicheng changed the wine glass to the other hand, wiped away a few tears from the corners of Ning Guoguo's eyes, and said with a smile: "Today is actually a good day when even Mu Yu will be gentle with you. If you cry, But it changed."

Song Qingmian patted Ning Guoguo on the back, and said softly: "Guoguo, we are all basically in Y City, so it's easy to see each other once. Take today as a signal for us to set sail, and the short parting is for more Good reunion."

"Didn't I just be emotional, why are you all taking turns coaxing me, I'm not used to it." Ning Guoguo laughed through tears, "I just celebrated my birthday at the beginning of the month and I'm one year older, so don't treat me like that anymore. It's a child. Besides, I'm not the youngest of us."

"Actual age and mental age are two different things." Song Qingmian continued, "In our eyes, you are the youngest of the four of us. No matter how old you are, it will not change our perception."

"The fans all say that you are the mascot of our group. Even if the group is gone, the mascot is still there." After Jian Zhicheng replaced the wine glass with the original hand, she stretched forward, "Okay, wine capital Tired. After drinking this cup, we will take a group photo and post it on Weibo, we will officially bid farewell to ourselves as a group, and we will interact with each other as individuals in the future. We are still young, wish us a prosperous future.”

Yan Muyu raised his wine glass: "We both value love, I wish us good friends like clouds."

Song Qingmian followed closely behind: "We all know how to be humble. May we be humble."

"We all...we all..."

Ning Guoguo scratched her head and thought for a while, then suddenly she had an inspiration, and immediately shouted: "We all look good-looking, may our looks stay forever!"

The other three laughed out loud after hearing this, but no one answered any more.

After looking at each other with everyone, the four began to clink and cheer.

After the toast, they took a group photo of all four of them smiling, and then posted it on their Weibo together in a unified text.

—Yesterday is gone, but the day and night are forever.

After leaving Xishi, Yan Muyu did not sign a contract with any brokerage company.

Over the past few years, she has accumulated a large amount of personal savings through song copyright fees and album sales.

After regaining her freedom, she opened a personal studio called "Reverse Clock" to make it easier for herself to decide her own itinerary and related arrangements. Help her with daily chores.

Yan Muyu's next important itinerary is a solo concert in mid-November.

She has already had the experience of holding a solo concert, but this concert is extremely special to her, which made her pay attention to the fact that she did not answer any announcements for two months, and devoted herself to the concert wholeheartedly.

A new song will be revealed during the concert. Yan Muyu invited Song Qingmian, who is now an artist signed by Guanlan Film and Television, to perform this song on the grounds of "I want to see you dance a ballet at my concert". guest.

So this time for Yan Muyu's solo concert, Song Qingmian didn't sit in the auditorium, but waited in the background, watching Yan Muyu's every move on stage through the small TV.

An inconspicuous part of Yan Muyu's custom-made light blue ear monitors and microphone, which he rarely leaves, has a small sheep-shaped logo. They are actually Song Qingmian's birthday presents to Yan Muyu.

Song Qingmian also has a set of custom-made ear monitors and microphones of a similar style that Yan Muyu gave back, but hers has a bright red base tone, and a small wooden fish-shaped logo is inconspicuous.

In fact, the title song of Yan Muyu's second solo album "Fresh" is a song that Yan Muyu was inspired to write when he saw the sheep logo on the custom-made ear return. When I grow up, I have the contradiction and helplessness of not only wanting freshness, but also seeing everything that is not new, but the "fresh" in the title of the song is a combination of the "fish" of wooden fish and the "sheep" of sheep.

When they were active as Chaomu before, the four of them had to use the unified earphones and microphones of the group, so Song Qingmian had no chance to use this set of gifts from Shangyan Muyu.

This time Song Qingmian participated in Yan Muyu's solo concert as a guest performer, and was finally able to use this set of customized ear monitors and microphones that paired with Yan Muyu.

While watching Yan Muyu's wonderful performance, she was also full of anticipation in her heart that she will be on stage with Yan Muyu to perform together - because this is the first time for them to break away from the relationship of the group and perform together in front of the public.

"Fresh" happened to be Yan Muyu's last song before performing Encore's new song in this solo concert.

During the fan encore, Song Qingmian rushed to the lifting stage, ready to perform on stage.

The performance costume that Yan Muyu prepared for her was similar to the one she wore in the second half of the "Venus" finals, but this white dress looked more luxurious and elegant, and it was very expensive at first glance.

Suddenly, the sound of encore stopped suddenly, the music started, and then Yan Muyu's singing came, and the lifting stage where Song Qingmian was standing slowly rose.

The new song sung by Yan Muyu has the same name as her studio, called "Reverse Clock".

"Reverse Clock" is a slow song with a warm style.In order to match the style of music, Yan Muyu also practiced the piano hard in the first two months, so that she can play and sing with skilled piano skills during the performance.

The song asks 'If the clock starts to run backwards, what choice would you make? ', and Song Qingmian is the ballet famous for its flexibility, to abstractly interpret the feeling of clock retrograde.

Song Qingmian made a surprise appearance at one third of the song. As soon as her face close-up appeared on the big screen, there was a deafening scream from the auditorium—the identities of Yan and Song are not what they used to be For example, the friendship between the queen of the song and the queen of the movie has become a scene that most people like to hear and see.

But still in the middle of the stage performance, the fans restrained in time and focused on the new song collaboration stage of the two.

Yan Muyu was wearing a white dress that was only slightly different from Song Qingmian, sitting on the piano on the main stage, just like the scene when Song Qingmian sang "The Curse of Losing Mind", the difference is that her singing "Reverse Clock" is full of warmth , without heavy sadness.

After taking the stage and Yan Muyu who was not far away looked at each other, Song Qingmian began to dance in harmony with Yan Muyu's singing.

The sound of stringed songs is accompanied by a startling dance.Luan singing and phoenix dancing, in exchange for thunderous applause.

The singing stops, the dancing stops, and the song ends.

Song Qingmian, who was immersed in the music and performed an expensive backup dancer, was happy physically and mentally. All she had to do next was to walk to the center of the stage with Yan Muyu and deliver the final customary curtain call speech.

So Song Qingmian walked to the designated position in front of the stage with an elegant smile on her face, then turned sideways, wanting to wait quietly for the two Limai with their custom-made microphones to rise to the stage, and Yan Muyu on the left side of the stage to leave the piano Come to her side.

Song Qingmian had already performed the final curtain call during the rehearsal. She thought that there would be no accidents in such a simple process, but she turned sideways for a moment, but couldn't maintain the elegant and decent expression on her face.

Before the fixed position, there are not only two Limephones slowly rising from the bottom of the stage, but there is also a vertical stand next to the two Limephones.

Both brackets were covered with a beautiful veil that matched the white dresses they were wearing, and the bracket next to Song Qingmian had a small tray on which was placed a small and exquisite jewelry box!

Yan Muyu's little assistant ran onto the stage at some point, and handed over to Yan Muyu a large bouquet of delicate flowers and an exquisite jewelry box that was exactly the same as on the tray. Jing, an impressive gesture of marriage proposal!

Although Yan Muyu hadn't spoken her intentions yet, the fans present all started to howl—either joyful, unbelievable, or unacceptable...

Song Qingmian was in a state of confusion, watching Yan Muyu walking towards her step by step with a smile on her face while holding flowers.

When she reached the empty light blue Limai on Song Qingmian's left, Yan Muyu suddenly stopped and turned to the auditorium, and said to Limai in front of her:

"I'm very glad that everyone came to my concert today, but I'm sorry, I didn't tell you in advance that today's stage is actually my marriage proposal scene. On important days, important witnesses cannot be missing, so I dare to ask everyone present An important person who will witness the next important moment for me."

The auditorium was once again full of voices and restlessness.

Yan Muyu was not affected at all, and then turned her head to look at Song Qingmian, who was watching her with watery eyes, and said sincerely:

"The beautiful person beside me—Ms. Song Qingmian is actually my only lover from the past to the future, Yan Muyu."

"I have coveted her since I was a trainee, and I have always longed to be by her side. Fortunately, God blesses her, she has the same emotion for me, and I finally got my wish."

"I used to be not strong enough to bear the turmoil after announcing my love affair. I wronged her and waited for me for four years. Now, although I am still far away from being truly strong, I have enough confidence to face the turbulent future. .”

"I am very clear that we cannot be understood by everyone. But in this world, there is a deep love that is heavier than life and engraved in the bone marrow. If we leave each other, we will wait for the walking dead. Only when we are together in order to feel that you are truly alive.”

Seeing that Song Qingmian's tears could not be stopped, Yan Muyu paused and moved the ring box with his right hand, then stretched out his right hand, and wiped away the tears from the corners of both eyes for Song Qingmian with his thumbs.

After wiping away her tears, she withdrew her hand again, continued to gaze at Song Qingmian affectionately, and added what she had just interrupted:

"The song I sang just now is called "Reverse Clock". When we make wrong choices in life, we often hope that time can be turned back and everything can be made up for, but we often ignore that turning back time may also mean that everything resets and returns to zero. .”

"And what I want to use this song to say to Song Qingmian is that even if time goes back, my love for you will never fade away."

"Qing Mian, are you willing to stay with me for the rest of your life?"

Yan Muyu knelt down on one knee, raised the bouquet in her left hand in front of Song Qingmian, and looked up at Song Qingmian affectionately.

Song Qingmian took a few deep breaths, calmed down a bit, and then turned to the bright red Limai in front of her, and replied loudly: "I am willing! I love you!"

Then she took the flowers and pulled the half-kneeling Yan Muyu up.

The two took out the rings from the ring box, put them on each other's left ring fingers, then took off the white veils on the brackets, and covered each other.

The moment the veil fell on Yan Muyu's head, Song Qingmian threw herself into Yan Muyu's arms.

"Didn't we agree to announce it together next year..."

"But I suddenly wanted to surprise you—"

The two were not talking into the microphone, and the noisy fans in the audience couldn't hear what they were saying, but they only saw Yan Muyu quickly lifted the veil that covered her front face, and then raised the veil to cover Song Qingmian's front face. Part of the veil, and then held Song Qingmian's face and kissed it without hesitation.

☆、The ending chapter has never been

Today is the wedding day between Yan Muyu and Song Qingmian, and today is destined to be the most memorable day in Yan Muyu's life.

On this day in the last life, Yan Muyu experienced heart-wrenching despair; on this day in this life, Yan Muyu will experience the ecstasy of being in full bloom.

From being betrayed by everyone, being spurned by others, and being unable to court, to being full of guests and friends, attracting attention, and being always accompanied by your lover.

In the same five years, Yan Muyu had two completely different life trajectories, and it was Song Qingmian's love that no longer concealed that changed all of this.

Today is also the most memorable day in Song Qingmian's life, since she proposed to set the wedding date on this day, her heart was full of emotion.

On this day in the previous life, Song Qingmian's insincere words, deliberately understated and uttered words, brought endless pain of heartbroken heart and heart weeping blood; on this day in this life, Song Qingmian will use the words from the bottom of his heart to renew and overwrite each other's memory. Regrets and incompleteness.

From harming others and oneself, feeling ashamed, not having a good death, to being successful, having a happy family, and raising the eyebrows.

In the same five years, Song Qingmian flew from Abi Hell to Paradise of Ultimate Bliss, and it was Yan Muyu's consistent true love that saved her.

Long before the wedding, Yan and Song flew abroad to countries that allow same-sex marriage to obtain a marriage certificate. No matter whether the domestic law now recognizes it or not, they are already true lovers of each other in body, mind and name.

Different from the propaganda when the relationship was announced, the people who came to the wedding today are all relatives and friends of the two of them.

The wedding venue was chosen in the main store of Tingtao Hotel in City Y. Even if the news media wanted to sneak into the venue, they had no choice.

Based on the customs of the Song family, Yan Muyu did not see Song Qingmian all day yesterday.

So the closer it was to the wedding, the more eager and impatient she was.

Today, Song Qingmian will wear the mermaid-shaped wedding dress designed by them and hand-made by a special person, hold her hand and walk with her through the red carpet, and under the witness of each other's close relatives and friends, make a vow that will never change until death .

After today, they can confidently and confidently declare their sovereignty to outsiders with malicious intentions without any scruples. They can play hand in hand, visit relatives and friends, and go home together more openly and justifiably.

In the wedding waiting room, seeing Yan Muyu next to her still out of her mind, Jian Zhicheng finally couldn't bear to see it, and called out: "You're back to your senses! People who don't know will think you're demented."

Yan Muyu shook her body, tilted her head and said in embarrassment: "This is my first and only experience as a bride, so now I am a little excited and a little nervous." The urgency to see Song Qingmian in her wedding dress.

"I know why you lost your mind, but don't forget, you are also one of the protagonists today. You are dressed so luxuriously and beautifully today, and you can't match this expression." Jian Zhicheng took Yan Muyu's whole body up and down, After confirming it carefully, "No problem, let's go!"

Yan Muyu wanted to shake her head to wake her up, but she remembered that there was nothing on her head, so she took a deep breath and tried to regain her usual composure.

"Well, let's go!"

She will never lose the chain on the only important day in her life.

The wedding is Western style.

In a conventional Western-style wedding process, after the guests arrive, the groom and his parents are the first to enter, followed by the best man, bridesmaid, ring boy, flower girl, and finally the bride and her parents.

But the two are in a special situation. Today's wedding has neither a groom nor a best man, but two brides and two bridesmaids.

When the Yan and Song families got together to discuss the wedding, Song Qingmian proposed to let her enter the venue with Yan Muyu, but was rejected by Song Hanjue, who had already evolved into a "sister-in-law".

His reason was that it was too crowded for the two newcomers to walk on the red carpet with their parents, and he also pointed out that Yan Muyu proposed to Song Qingmian first, and Yan Muyu should have entered first, which won the unanimous approval of the two elders of the Yan family.

Therefore, Yan Muyu had to enter the arena first, and Song Qingmian could be seen last.

The wedding began, the priest walked across the red carpet, arrived at the center of the stage, and stood facing the guest seats.

Later, Yan Muyu wore an elegant and romantic mermaid wedding dress that showed off her figure. Under the watchful eyes of relatives and friends, she walked down the red carpet with Ji Yu and Yan Chenming to the parents' table.

"After the wedding ceremony, it means that you have started a family and a career. The life path you choose must be maintained with all your heart. You can't let yourself down, let alone Xiao Mian."

"Yes." Yan Muyu replied firmly, looking into Yan Chenming's eyes.

"Xiao Yu, although you and Xiao Mian are both girls, you will be two years older than her after all. Even if there are frictions and disputes in the future, you should show the attitude of an older person, reflect on yourself, and be considerate of each other. Mo Let us and our in-laws regret agreeing to your marriage."

"I understand, but you won't have a chance to regret it."

Ji Yu nodded in relief, and pulled Yan Chenming into their seats.

Seeing her parents sitting, Yan Muyu walked to the priest's right hand side and turned to face the guest seats.

In the guest table, apart from the Yan family and the Song family, the Xi family members from the same family as the Song family were also present.

Yan Muyu was a little surprised when he saw Liu Qishui, who was supposed to be sitting at the friend's seat on the other side, but sitting next to Xiwu, and at the same time was happy that the relationship between the two of them had progressed.

But at this time, Yan Muyu didn't have any extra thoughts to care about others, so he smiled at Liu Qishui and Xiwu, and cast his eyes full of nervousness and expectation straight ahead.

After Yan Muyu, Jian Zhicheng and Ning Guoguo entered the venue as bridesmaids.In a sense, today is also a one-day limited resurrection stage for Asahi.

Ning Guoguo showed her demeanor when attending a large-scale ceremony, with a sweet smile, and walked on the red carpet with Jian Zhicheng with graceful steps.

Probably because she was interested in making fun of Ning Guoguo's attitude which was quite different from usual, Jian Zhicheng looked straight ahead and joked in decibels that only she and Ning Guoguo could hear: "Don't you think there is something like we are talking How does it feel to have a wedding?"

"Who wants to hold a wedding with you?" Under the eyes of everyone, Ning Guoguo's smile did not collapse, but her tone was not gentle, "If you want to hold a wedding, go find someone yourself, don't pull me."

"It's because you don't have a partner that I will pull you in."

"...What nonsense are you talking about?" Ning Guoguo's voice became a little lacking in confidence.

"You usually react so quickly on variety shows, can't you understand what I mean?" Jian Zhicheng didn't change her pace, and she was naturally generous, "But today you can't take the lead, and you can play dumb as always. Support Mu Yu and Qing Mian first. Stay in the scene."

"...It's up to you to say."

Jian Zhicheng and Ning Guoguo walked to the front of the stage, nodded to Yan Muyu, and then dispersed to the left and right sides of the stage—Jian Zhicheng stood behind Yan Muyu on the right, and Ning Guoguo stood at the left back and waited for Song Qingmian to arrive soon.

After the bridesmaids, ring boys and flower girls appeared.

Two ring girls held the ring pillows containing the wedding rings of Youyan and Song, and walked silently in front; while the two flower girls held baskets full of flowers, sprinkled the petals in the back as they walked, and then Song Qingmian will step on the red carpet.

The moment the ring boy and the flower girl returned to their positions on both sides of the stage, Yan Muyu's pupils suddenly grew bigger and her heart beat faster—the moment that made her most excited finally arrived.

Wedding dresses, bouquets, and red carpets make the people in front of you more breathtaking and exciting.

This time it was no longer her walking towards Song Qingmian, but Song Qingmian walking towards her.With a sweet smile, lotuses grow every step of the way.

If it wasn't for a sliver of rationality that alerted Yan Muyu not to forget the occasion, the moment she met Song Qingmian, she would have stretched out her hand to hug Song Qingmian into her arms and kiss her.

"My daughter will be handed over to you from now on. The days are still long, you must not forget today's oath."

"Never dare to forget." Although Yan Muyu replied to Song Huanhai's words, his eyes were fixed on Song Qingmian who was smiling like a flower in front of him.

"Xiao Yu, Xiao Mian is actually very eager to be with you. In the past, we didn't care enough and always neglected her. No matter how we make up for it later, it is difficult to get Xiao Mian's heartfelt smile back. But since she has you, we have been relieved a lot. You and her are both lovers and relatives now, no matter how busy your career is in the future, remember to spend more time with her."

"Mom..." Song Qingmian's smile showed a tinge of embarrassment that had been pierced in her heart.

"Mom, don't worry, being with her is my most important career in the future."

After confessing his feelings to Tang Su, Yan Muyu's eyes were glued to Song Qingmian again.

"That's good. Go, and complete the most important ceremony in your life together." Tang Su and Song Huanhai took their seats.

Song Qingmian moved the bouquet to her left hand, and responded to Yan Muyu's invitation: "Although you enter the venue first today, you are also a bride. Remember to throw the bouquet with me later."

"Yes." Yan Muyu's eyes were burning, and she replied softly, "I hope the next person who catches this bouquet will be as successful as us."

The two walked hand in hand through the red carpet and walked to the podium. The priest who had been waiting for a long time immediately performed his duties for today.

After the speech, the priest read the oath.

"Yan Muyu, are you willing to make a marriage vow with Song Qingmian? From now on, no matter whether it is good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad, you are willing to spend with her, cherish her, love her until The moment your life ended?"

"I am willing."

"Song Qingmian, are you willing to make a marriage vow with Yan Muyu? From now on, no matter whether it is good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad, you are willing to spend with her, cherish her, love her until The moment your life ended?"

"I am willing."

"Okay, then please exchange tokens."

After the two obediently put on each other's rings, someone in the guest table suddenly started making noises.

"Kiss one!" "Kiss one!"

Someone raised the head, and the group of relatives and friends stopped being formal and started shouting.

"Kiss one!" "Kiss one!" "Kiss one!"

It is difficult to disobey everyone's wishes, not to mention Yan Muyu's long-awaited intention.

She immediately cupped Song Qingmian's pretty face, wanting to satisfy herself and everyone's wishes at the moment, but one hand blocked her when she was about to approach Song Qingmian's lips.

"what happened?"

The booing suddenly subsided, and Yan Muyu also looked at Song Qingmian who was blocking her action, full of doubts.

Song Qingmian didn't have any expression on his face, and said coldly: "Before the kiss, you still have one question you didn't ask me."

Yan Muyu couldn't help swallowing nervously: "...what's the problem?"

Song Qingmian's gaze also suddenly turned cold: "On this day in the last life, you asked me the only question."

Yan Muyu was startled when she heard the words, although she felt a little more panic in her heart, she still firmly believed in her relationship with Song Qingmian.

So she closed her eyes and opened them again, and after she had prepared her mind well, she looked straight into Song Qingmian's clear eyes, and asked solemnly.

"Song Qingmian, have you ever loved me?"

As soon as the words fell, Song Qingmian smiled brightly, and her eyes were full of affection.

The moment she felt the warm touch on her lips, thunderous applause and screams came from Yan Muyu's ears, as well as a sound of nature that pierced into her heart and was unforgettable for a lifetime.

"—never stopped."

(end)

The author has something to say: Thank you for your company and support all the way.

I originally thought that I would say a lot at the end, but it seems that no amount of words can compare to a thank you.

There is also a chapter about Xiao Song, which is expected to be updated tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

Xinkeng is expected to be updated on August 8. If you are interested, please go to the column to check.

Meeting cannot be forced, goodbye by fate.

☆、Extra chapter monologue

Are you a liar?

Remember the ins and outs of the first time you lied?

Is telling a lie out of self-interest or good intentions?

Did the final result get what you wanted?

I love to lie.I've been a liar since childhood.

He obviously wants to pester his parents and elder brother to chat coquettishly, and wants them to be by his side all the time, but what comes out of his mouth is always "You guys do your work first" and "I can take care of myself".

But I don't know whether I want them to believe it or not...

You were born in a wealthy family and enjoy the material life that ordinary people can hardly have in their entire lives. What is there to be dissatisfied with?

You have to be obedient, you have to be considerate.

The elders work hard all year round to give you better living conditions. You can’t blame them for not having time to accompany you. You should learn to be grateful.

I get it, I get it.If I didn't understand these principles, I wouldn't be a deadpan liar.

It's not that I haven't tried to reveal my heart, and the final result has not changed, but I have become more sad because my expectations have failed.

So wouldn't it be good to lie from the beginning?

If you don't have hope, won't you be disappointed?

Isn't it good to be alone?Haven't you been here for so many years?

No one puts you first, why don't you protect yourself?

you're right.

Lying so well that I can fool myself, I can become another me.

I am a natural actor who is praised even by my acting teacher.

You should have done so.

But it's not too late.

I have met an enemy in life who can see through my lies.

My tiredness, depression, insincerity, any pretense is useless in front of her.

What should I do?

Is it because she can see through it, or are you not serious about covering it up?

You want her comfort, you want her concern, you want her to be your companion, you want to be loved by her, and you want her to be unique to you.

You obviously like her and you know the answer, but you ask me what to do.

Since the two love each other, why not simply love each other?

...You know, I've decided to live alone.

I can't let go of this feeling.It's good for her and me to break up as soon as possible.

I'm a natural actor and I believe in my acting skills.

When I lie to myself, the lie can become the truth.

You will regret this.

Who can know the future in advance.

I lied to her.

the only time.

the last time…

Are you a liar?

Do you still remember the most regrettable experience of lying?

Is telling a lie out of self-interest or good intentions?

And why make you regret it?

……I do not want to answer.

So do you regret it?

I said you would regret it.

Is my regret still useful?

I am a sinner.

Sinners cannot die simply and easily. Sinners should linger on and recognize their crimes.

But the sinner's confession deserves no one's sympathy, and the sinner's confession means nothing to the victim.

A sinner is dead to live.

But why am I the only sinner alive?

The blame is self-inflicted, harming others and oneself.

If you knew today, why did you...

I dreamed of her!She was five years ago!

She can laugh, talk, and have a heartbeat.

Her eyes, her eyebrows, her lips... Her face, except for being a little immature, everything remains the same.

But why did she look at me with a little less fiery look in the past?

Dream is a world opposite to reality, she doesn't love you anymore.

you're lying!I do not believe!

I am you, how could I lie to you?

Isn't this the result you've ever wanted the most?She who is no longer trapped by love will live a happier life.

Dream fulfilled your long-cherished wish for you, shouldn't you be satisfied?

But in reality she doesn't exist anymore...

I miss her so much...

Are you crazy?

Take these pills and you will die!

I've already died once...

Even if you are sleeping in a dream, you may not really see her.

Even if you meet her, she may not still love you.

If you fail, you may really disappear from the world; even if you succeed, you may not get the results you want.

Stop before you swallow it!

Which side is more fascinating, the hell of the living or the heaven of the dead?

If I can't see her, I will pay for my life. Anyway, I have survived for more than a year.

If she doesn't love me anymore...then I won't hurt her anymore, I can see her, I should learn to be content...

The worst thing is that I go back to the life path I originally envisioned...

does it worth?No one blames you.

I am the sinner and I am the judge.

I sentenced myself to the expiration of my reprieve and to execute the death sentence immediately.

Hope you won't regret it.

There is no chance of regret...

The author has something to say: a brief side story, officially over