Chi training
Chapter 1, Act 1
Everyone is happy.But are you willing to fight this cheating lawsuit?Tabloid reporters must like this kind of story very much. You are so good, but I cheated on you as your wife. Is it possible, perhaps, that there is something wrong with you?Otherwise, how could our child fall into such a strange problem?
"Shen Huaisu, I'm so curious. You've lived until now, studying this and that. If you can't understand the language, you just study the murals. What's so special about the murals? They're so rough and scribbled, they're a bit mysterious. Use it as an excuse to shrink back, but the murals can't make a name. It just so happens that the son seems to be worth studying, so let's study him. I think you probably can't figure it out. What kind of research do you want to study? Do you study yourself? Let’s study how the golden Buddha statues are cast, and study how the hollow molds of wooden Buddha statues are pasted with gold leaf layer by layer.”
Shen Huaisu's face turned pale, with a sneer on his lips, he looked at Mei Jia, and Mei Jia also smiled, Shen Ying built a tall tower with building blocks on the ground next to them, and he pulled out the bottom block After leaving, the tower shook and fell down.
After a while, Shen Huaisu came up with an idea, he agreed with Mei Jia to take Shen Ying away, but only after he finished writing a book.
Mei Yan smiled and said, "Writing a book? It's a good way, the highest form of self-deception."
Shen Huaisu said again: "I'll give you money every month, and I have no objection to what little Liu Xiaowang you want to find."
Mei Jian still smiled and waved her hand.
Is there love between Mei Jian and Xiao Liu?Does she love Xiao Liu?She has never answered these questions directly, maybe she is just tired of Shen Huaisu's ignorance, tired of his five sisters who are keen to talk about his life, his marriage, his married life, and all aspects of him.Xiao Liu was her provocation, her opportunity, and her other investment. She took the initiative and the right to speak in the relationship with Shen Huaisu.
In short, Mei Jia and Shen Huaisu continued to live together in the name of husband and wife, and Shen Ying became Mei Jia's care again. He was old enough to go to school and went to the Sunflower Class of Yusong City Special Children's Education School. Taking Shen Ying to and from school, Shen Huaisu became a "good father" in the eyes of the parents of other children in the same class-he took a small notebook and stared at Shen Ying every day.He changed from a researcher to an observer. He recorded Shen Ying's work and rest, every detail of his life, every toy he played, every picture book he read, and even his daily clothes. diet.
Shen Ying often wears shirts, from short-sleeved to long-sleeved. In winter, she adds a vest over the shirt, a woolen overcoat, occasionally wears a flat peaked cap, and always wears a pair of shiny leather shoes. with a Super Eight camera.The camera was given to him by Mei Jia, and she taught Shen Ying how to use it. From then on, Shen Ying learned to see the world through the lens.
He shoots a lot of short films every day, and Mei Jian will review them with him before he goes to bed, but Shen Ying doesn't have much interest in the films, and falls asleep after watching them for a while.He doesn't seem to be interested in the matter of taking pictures, just doing it like a routine, his hands are steady, and the angle of view of the camera is roughly the same as his height.He rarely looked down and almost never looked up.
Shen Huaisu will also watch these films taken by Shen Ying, which have become his writing materials. His book will be about the importance of language to human self-cognition. In the book, he describes such an observation object, such a boy Son: Beauty can't impress him, and ugliness can't scare him. He can't speak. The loss of language makes him have no sense of responsibility, shame, lack of identity, and groupness.
He suspects that he may be the original program coded by God.
Mei Jian saw the first draft of this book once, and put it down after reading a few pages. Her evaluation is: she still regards herself as a god.
Teacher Jia, the head teacher of the Sunflower class, had a long talk with Mei Jian when Shen Ying was ten years old. Shen Ying had been studying at school for four years. It’s everywhere, never knocked over soup, never snatched other people’s biscuits, never hit or bite anyone, when people talk to him, he will seriously look into each other’s eyes, he can write, and his handwriting is beautiful , he can also draw, whether it is copying or sketching, the degree of completion is very high. He plays go and chess, which is better than any teacher in the school. Their textbooks are obviously not suitable for him. She told Mei Jia not to worry at all. , Shen Ying can go to the school that normal children go to study.Mei Jian heard this, and said to Teacher Jia: "He wrote his own name, maybe he didn't know that it was his name, it represented him." She added, "He can't cry, he can't even laugh. "
If there is no way to express emotions, no way to communicate with people, no desire to communicate, then it is abnormal.
Shen Huaisu would occasionally take Shen Ying up the mountain, he took him to places they had been to, Tianfu Palace, Waterfall, Sword Washing Pond, Treasure Cave, he asked Shen Ying to bring a camera, and Shen Ying took some movies , Shen Huaisu will broadcast it and watch it when I go back that day.There are always too many things in Shen Ying's lens, a tree with so many branches and leaves, bearing so many mulberries, a waterfall splashing so much water, clouds in the sky so many, so dense, a piece of grass blooming So many wild flowers came out and so many butterflies were attracted.His field of vision is always full, even in the early morning, when he stands on the top of an empty mountain, a lot of light and heavy fog falls on the film.
Shen Ying also took pictures of the fish in the release pond of Tianfu Palace. He lowered his head to take pictures rarely. There is also this kind of fish in Jianchi, which can bite people and is poisonous."
Shen Ying's small face was on the camera, facing the release pool.Shen Huaisu pulled Shen Ying's right hand and stretched it into the pool, a black fish just swam over and bit Shen Ying.
Half a month later, the wound on Shen Ying's hand healed without leaving a scar, but he always remembered that the wound was on the top of his right index finger. Later, he often asked Xiao Ai to lick his finger.Xiao Ai also bit him, his teeth were not as sharp as those of the poisonous fish, Shen Ying only bleed a little, strangely, that bite left him with a scar.
There is still a scar on his body, which was bitten by a snake. He can't remember exactly when it was, it seems to be summer, or it may be autumn, anyway, it is close to evening, and there is a moist smell of moss in the mountains, and it may rain up.He walked into a piece of wild grass on Chilian Peak alone, and he held up his Super Eight, where he met a Chilian Snake.
The snake came out of the grass and swam up to him. Its long and slender body curled up in many "s", spit out a message, and darted, biting his calf.
A mountain man who went up the mountain to cut firewood rescued Shen Ying, and carried him to the health center. He vaguely saw the white light flickering. For a moment, it seemed that many clouds gathered above his head, and they rushed towards him again. The two sides separated, as if eager to slip away, there was a buzzing in his ears, the clouds all ran away, and he saw many people surrounding him, everyone's face was so clear, everyone was so tense, There are many drops of water on everyone's face, whether it is sweat or rain.
He suddenly had a feeling that he had become a part of this world.
He let out an "ah," which sounded like a sigh.
Wang Yunmei took Xiaoai and Ai Xin back to Yusong.At the beginning, she still planned to find Ai Hongshan, so she went to several mahjong parlors where she heard that Ai Hongshan often appeared, but she couldn't find it. What attractive magic, Wang Yunmei, who hates gambling the most, has become a frequent visitor to the mahjong parlor.She rented a small room in a group rental house next to the mahjong parlor. The room was so small that she couldn’t turn around when she put down a single bed. The heart is full of water, eat one separately, and the remaining two are Xiao Ai and Ai Xin's lunch and dinner.After breakfast, Wang Yunmei touched Xiao Ai's face, kissed Ai Xin's little hand, and went out.She will lock the door, and there is a spittoon under the single bed, which is convenient for the child to use when he is in a hurry. The windows are always open for ventilation, and there are anti-theft bars on the windows. Fence to see the world outside.
Later, after Wang Yunmei met two or three men at the poker table, she lived in the bungalows, buildings, and shacks of the two or three men.Wang Yunmei is beautiful. Although her skin is no longer delicate, her cheeks are no longer plump, her hair is no longer thick, her mouth has nasolabial folds, and there is a hint of bitterness between her brows, but her overall appearance is still quite charming, even with two My child, if you want to please a man, cheat a few sweet words, it is easy to get along with her for a short period of time, and she has become docile, her attitude towards men has gone to another extreme, she no longer loses her temper with men, When a man hits her, she never fights back, never complains, when a man hits Xiao Ai, beats Ai Xin, pulls their hair and slaps them, punches and kicks them, she does not defend or persuade them to fight, she will avoid, Don't look at Xiao Ai, ignore Ai Xin's cries, either go out to buy food or go to smoke.She smoked a lot, drank a lot, almost to the point of alcoholism, she was silent, ignoring, sometimes in the middle of the night, Xiao Ai found her mother sitting beside him crying, Xiao Ai wanted to touch her hand, she disgusted dodged.She became a wisp of ghost, with no human breath, limp, how many times, Xiao Ai dreamed that her mother was left with only a skin pouch, and he kept stuffing cotton into it, and he wanted to stuff himself in it too .
Wang Yunmei secretly followed the man and left Xiao Ai and Ai Xin at the place where she and the man lived temporarily.She didn't dare to go out during the day, Xiao Ai would make trouble, which would attract the neighbors to watch the excitement. At that time, the neighbors were still very nosy, and it would be troublesome if they caused the police.Scars can often be seen on the bodies of Xiao Ai and Ai Xin. Wang Yunmei knew that she would be arrested and put in jail, and her child would be handed over to her parents to take care of.Her parents will know what happened to her over the years.
Xiao Ai is smart. He has followed Wang Yunmei and secretly recorded the mahjong parlors, bars, and dance halls she loves to go to. Whenever Wang Yunmei disappeared, he would go to those places to look for her. Wang Yunmei was laughing and laughing at the man.
Once, Wang Yunmei walked very thoroughly. Xiao Ai and Ai Xin woke up in the closet, opened the closet door, and met a middle-aged woman. The woman was terrified and looked at the messy room , asked Xiaoai: "Where is your mother? Do you want to pay the rent?"
Xiao Ai knew that Wang Yunmei ran away again, this time with a retired pilot who would drag Ai Xin's braids and use her as a mop when he was drunk.
Xiao Ai started looking for Wang Yunmei again. He still remembered the names of those mahjong parlors.The boss and regular customers in the mahjong parlor all know him and greet him familiarly.
"Xiao Ai! Why did you leave school early today? Your mother didn't come today."
In fact, Xiao Ai is not studying at all, he is already past the age when he should go to school.Xiao Ai asked these people: "Then do you know where she might go? I didn't bring the keys to the house, so I can't go home."
The people in the mahjong hall didn't know, so he went to the ballroom and asked the oily-faced man and the woman with eyeliner flying into her temples: "Have you seen Xiao Wang?", "Have you seen Ami?", or " Have you seen Sissy?"
Sissy is a nickname of Wang Yunmei. It was told to him by a bartender in the bar when Xiao Ai went to a bar called Paris Dream to find Wang Yunmei.The bartender looked at Xiao Ai, smiled and said, "Oh! You are Sissy's son! You are so old, come and eat some chocolate."
Xiao Ai had never eaten chocolate before, so she took a small bite first, vomited it out bitterly, followed the bartender to the basement of the bar wrinkled her nose and wrinkled her face.There the mother was talking to a man against a reddened wall.Her hand slid back and forth on the man's chest, her eyes were fascinated and dazed, she was obviously taken aback when she saw Xiao Ai.
Xiao Ai yelled out: "She's not my mother! It's a mistake!"
He turned his head and ran.
This time, he went to Paris Dream again, and the bartender told him: "I haven't seen Sissy for a long time."
The bartender added: "Sissy said she is getting married, and the partner seems to be an elementary school teacher, and her surname seems to be Zhu."
Xiao Ai took Ai Xin to find Teacher Zhu every day.He thought, how many primary schools and teachers Zhu could there be in Yusong, if he wanted to look for it, he would definitely find it.He went to the guard room of every elementary school and asked: "Do you have a teacher Zhu here?"
The guard waved his hand and ignored it, Xiao Ai squatted at the school gate, and after school, he went to ask the students who walked out of the school: "Do you have a teacher here?"
The students were all dressed very cleanly. The boys had short hair, the girls wore ponytails, braids, headbands, and bow ties. They carried bulging schoolbags, ate snacks, and played football, in twos and threes. Walking together, and then separated one after another, walking to my grandparents, grandparents, parents.
At that time, Xiao Ai still spoke with a village accent. He had no home, no parents, and he was still wearing the vest, jeans, and flip-flops that Wang Yunmei wore the day he abandoned his home. He had no place to take a shower, and no one took him to a haircut. His hair was long and sloppy, and his face and hands were covered with unexplainable dirt.He drank tap water, rummaged through trash cans, and when he was lucky, he could find a public toilet with a compartment to make do for the night. When he was unlucky, he could only hide under a chair at the train station. His body was always smelly.Those students wearing school uniforms and red scarves would pretend not to understand what he was saying, make fun of him, spit at him, grab Ai Xin's hand, pull her hair, throw stones at them, throw empty drink bottles, Beverage cans.Xiao Ai threw a stone back at them, grabbed Ai Xin and ran away.When there was no one around, he sat on the side of the road and recombed and braided Ai Xin's hair, facing the back of Ai Xin's head, sobbing and biting his lips.Ai Xin is still very happy, with Xiao Ai here, she seems not afraid of anything, eating other people's leftovers, it doesn't matter to her, it doesn't matter if she doesn't wear warm clothes, doesn't sleep well, she still claps her hands when she sees Xiao Ai , just smiled happily.
Ai Xin smiled, and Xiao Ai couldn't help but shed tears, or cried even harder.He was afraid, he was afraid that Ai Xin would eat his stomach badly, and he was afraid that someone would take Ai Xin away as soon as he fell asleep. He slept in the public toilet, and through the partition, he could often hear strange groans, and he was even more afraid.He watched Ai Xin so tightly that he didn't dare to close his eyes.
Fortunately, there are not many primary schools in Yusong. Some schools really have Teacher Zhu, a female teacher, and a very old teacher. They all say that they don’t know Xiao Wang, A Mei or Qian Qian.On this day, Xiao Ai found a school for special children. He first observed across the road for a while. The children who came and went here were not only elementary school students, but also very big. Many of them were accompanied by their parents into the school.He tried to ask in the guard's room, the guard looked at him, then at Ai Xin, Ai Xin smiled, and tilted her head to touch the key chain that the guard was wearing around her waist.Xiao Ai held Ai Xin's hand, and the guard said, "Wait a minute."
He made a phone call, hung up, gave Xiao Ai and Ai Xin a drink of water, and gave them biscuits.
Ten minutes later, Xiao Ai saw Zhu Sheng.
Zhu Sheng is a middle-aged man who is not tall, a little fat, a little dark, with a gentle tone of voice.He has hands with sweaty palms.
Zhu Sheng took half a day off and brought Xiao Ai and Ai Xin back to Phase II of Xingchen Community.It was the house allocated by their school. He lived in Building 12, 403. He opened the door with the key, and Xiao Ai saw at a glance that he was ironing clothes in the living room, wearing an apron, with his hair up, with a rosy face and a lot of weight Wang Yunmei.
Ai Xin stretched out her finger and pointed at Wang Yunmei, shouting "Xiao Ai" and "Xiao Ai", and motioned Xiao Ai to look at Wang Yunmei.
Strange to say, Ai Xin never called Xiao Ai "brother", no matter what her parents taught her, she only called Xiao Ai "Xiao Ai".
Xiao Ai didn't dare to look at Wang Yunmei. He looked at the beige wall where Wang Yunmei was, the sky blue curtains, the white leather sofa, the magazines and newspapers scattered on the coffee table, and the slanting rays of sunlight falling on the floor. Home.He couldn't speak.
Ai Xin broke away from Xiao Ai, rushed to hug Wang Yunmei's legs, and shouted: "Mom! Mom! Ah! Mom!"
Wang Yunmei glared at Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai's heart skipped a beat, she pulled Ai Xin away, and dragged her out.Zhu Sheng stopped him, pushed him into the room, and said enthusiastically: "Come in and sit down! Is it hot? Xiao Wang, pour some orange juice, or drink Coke, Sprite? I'll go downstairs to buy, or go to KFC Xiao Wang, change your clothes and wash the children, I’ll go and see if there are any old children’s clothes at Lao Lin’s place, and I’ll borrow two to wear them.”
Lao Lin is the principal of Zhusheng School, and there is a boy who is two years younger than Xiao Ai in his family, who lives in the first phase of Xingchen Community across the road.
Xiao Ai and Ai Xin live in Zhu Sheng's house.
Zhu Sheng works as the class teacher in the Little Apple class of the special children's school. Ai Xin went to their school to attend classes. Smart and hardworking enough to keep up in no time.
Wang Yunmei has long stopped going to the mahjong parlor. She switched to sales, selling a health product, and often has to go out for meetings and team building.When Wang Yunmei was away, Zhu Sheng took Xiao Ai and Ai Xin to go shopping and buy toys when he was free. He had bought many four-wheel drive vehicles and small trains for Xiao Ai. He encouraged Xiao Ai to take these toys and go downstairs for more Other kids play and make friends.At first, Xiao Ai was still worried about Ai Xin, and she had to go upstairs to see her younger sister after playing for a while. Zhu Sheng was never married and had no children, but he was very patient with children and was good at taking care of "special children" like Ai Xin. Every time Ai went upstairs, Ai Xin was either sleeping or playing with building blocks. Sometimes Zhu Sheng would take Ai Xin to Principal Lin's house to play with his children.Ai Xin likes to eat watermelon. Every time she comes back from President Lin's house, Zhu Sheng always carries a big and sweet watermelon. He always cuts the first piece of watermelon for Ai Xin.Xiao Ai gradually felt relieved. As soon as school was over and homework was finished, she grabbed her four-wheel drive and went downstairs to find someone to race.
Xiao Ai’s four-wheel drive vehicles have always been the most beautifully painted and fastest running. He cherishes them, studies them, assembles, disassembles, and cleans them carefully. He takes them to the Children’s Palace for competitions. Always No.1.He watched the cartoon "Four Drivers Brothers" at home, commented and talked endlessly, and finally said that he would go to Japan to compete in the future and come back with a championship.
Sometimes, when he was tired from playing downstairs, he looked up and looked upstairs. There were clothes drying on the balcony at home, and the windows were closed. He thought, my sister must be blowing on the air conditioner, eating watermelon, or sleeping under a blanket, doing something. Beautiful dream.He wondered if he was dreaming too. He pinched himself, beat himself, and washed his face with cold water, but everything was real. He lived with his sister and mother in a house with TV, air conditioning, toys, and entertainment. Drive bumper cars in the market, go to the beach to enjoy the sea breeze, eat as much watermelon as you want, and drink as much Coke as you want.All of a sudden, mother, father, and Ai Xin were no longer the main components of his life. Classmates, playmates, and happiness became his main theme.He made a lot of friends. When he was on vacation and when he was resting, he followed his friends to swim, catch cicadas, and ride a bicycle. He was bold and wild-tempered. He knew nothing about climbing mountains and seas. He climbed trees to pick them. Apricots, wild chestnuts with bamboo poles, fish and snails in the moat are all led by him.He studies seriously when he is studying, and plays seriously when he is playing. He puts on his schoolbag in the morning and runs to school with a meat bun in his mouth. He likes to attend lectures, do questions, be surrounded by all kinds of books, and also likes recess Rest, like eye exercises, physical education class, reading class, like calling friends after school.He missed too much of this kind of life, and he wished he would never have to go home, just spend his whole life at school, at the swimming pool, at the door of the commissary.
When he was in the fourth grade of elementary school, the school arranged a spring outing. Xiao Ai took his precious four-wheel drive car and raced with his classmates on the open space of the botanical garden. It's too late, there's no one at home, Zhu Sheng isn't here, Ai Xin isn't here, my mother is away on a business trip, she's been away for three days, and she won't be home until tomorrow.Xiao Ai called Zhu Sheng's office, and when another teacher answered the call, Zhu Sheng left early with Ai Xin.So, Xiaoai waited and waited, waited and waited, he watched TV, ate watermelon, and cooked noodles by himself.He thought, Zhu Sheng might have taken Ai Xin to ride the carousel. Ai Xin's school didn't know if there was a spring outing, so taking the merry-go-round would be considered a spring outing.For a moment, Xiao Ai felt a little sorry. He scraped together five yuan from his schoolbag, desk drawer, and pencil case. He wanted to buy a big watermelon for Ai Xin tomorrow, and he must choose the sweetest one. .Thinking about it, Xiao Ai fell asleep lying on the sofa in the living room. When he was in a drowsy sleep, he heard the sound of the door opening, got up and looked, and vaguely saw that it was Zhu Sheng who led Ai Xin back.With sleepy eyes, Xiao Ai asked, "Be careful not to wear the white dress in the morning."
"Go out to play and get dirty, so I changed my clothes. Go to sleep, brother also go to the room to sleep."
Xiao Ai wanted to ask something more, Zhu Sheng took Ai Xin into the room, patted her and said, "Be careful, be good, don't let my brother worry, it's time to sleep, don't disturb my brother."
Xiao Ai rubbed her eyes and followed Zhu Sheng into the room. Ai Xin lay down on the bed, and Xiao Ai also lay down. The two of them slept on a small single bed.Zhu Sheng looked at them with a smile, raised his finger to Ai Xin, pressed his lips, and let out a hiss. He looked at Xiao Ai again, with a smile on his face, and made the same movement.He turned off the light, stepped back, and closed the door.
Xiao Ai was too sleepy, so he yawned, rolled over the quilt, turned over and fell asleep again. In the middle of the night, he woke up. Seeing that Ai Xin was still asleep, she sat on the bed, clutching her belly, her face was very pale .Under the moonlight, Xiao Ai could clearly see the clothes Ai Xin was wearing. They were dark in color and loose in style, like boys' clothes, but definitely not his clothes.Ai Xin's face wrinkled into a ball.
Xiao Ai got out of bed, walked up to Ai Xin, rubbed her hands, and asked her: "Be careful and let's sleep, okay?"
Ai Xin shook her head, Xiao Ai sat next to her, and said: "Be careful and lie down, Xiao Ai will tell you a story, okay?"
Ai Xin was still clutching her stomach, she raised her eyes to look at Xiao Ai, she lay down slowly, and slept sideways on the bed with her pillow on her head.Xiao Ai went to pull the quilt for her, and asked leisurely: "Where did you go to play this afternoon?"
Ai Xin said: "Go...go to Uncle Lin..."
"Oh, what did you do at Uncle Lin's house?"
Ai Xin fell silent, Xiao Ai covered her with the quilt and looked at her.Ai Xin covered her mouth and shook her head vigorously.Xiao Ai still looked at her, Ai Xin touched his arm, rubbed it lightly, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Ai, don't worry, Xiao Ai, don't be unhappy...Xiao Ai...Xiao Ai...don't smell bad The baked rice, Xiaoai..."
Xiao Ai's hand touched Ai Xin's stomach, and Ai Xin whimpered.Xiao Ai patted her, smiled, and asked her: "Why is the skirt missing?"
Ai Xin's voice became softer: "The skirt is dirty..." She grabbed Xiao Ai tightly: "Xiao Ai, don't be angry... eat watermelon," she stroked her belly, "Eat watermelon, it's sweet, it's sweet! alright."
Xiao Ai didn't speak, he let Ai Xin hold it for a while, and when Ai Xin looked at him and laughed again, Xiao Ai withdrew her hand, pointed outside and said, "Xiao Ai is going to the toilet and will be back soon."
"Xiao Ai..." Ai Xin refused to let him go.Xiao Ai said comfortingly: "Be careful, Xiao Ai will be back soon, soon." He leaned over and kissed Ai Xin's hair, and said softly, "Sleep, sleep..."
He walked away from Ai Xin.He walked outside the house. He first glanced at Zhu Sheng's room. The door was closed tightly, and it was dark under the crack of the door.Xiao Ai's eyelids twitched, he tiptoed to the entrance, opened the door, and slipped out.
He didn't even wear shoes, and ran all the way with bare feet. He ran downstairs to Principal Lin's house and found a garbage room. , He rummaged around, looking everywhere, the smell of garbage made him dizzy, he stepped on a glass bottle, and was stuck in his hand by a piece of wood, the moonlight was dim, he couldn't see clearly the things in the garbage room, he lay on his stomach He fell to the ground, tore apart the garbage bags one by one, and touched them carefully. He knew how Ai Xin's white dress felt. He washed it for her, although it was a long time ago, and he was often with Ai Xin at that time. As soon as he got home from school, he would tell stories to Ai Xin, watch TV with her, and build tall towers with building blocks.He would accompany and follow Ai Xin wherever she went. He was afraid that she would fall, that she would be bullied, and that he would not take good care of her.
Xiao Ai found Ai Xin's skirt.He got out of the garbage room and looked outside. There was a dried blood stain on the white skirt.He grabbed the dress and went back. He wanted to show it to Zhu Sheng, he wanted to show it to his mother, and he wanted to go to the police station!
Xiao Ai ran to the road outside the community in one breath, the pedestrian green light at the intersection was counting down, Xiao Ai stopped, he stood on the side of the road panting, what would he say to the police when he went to the police station?Will the police believe him?Or call mom first?Mom... Mom will...
Xiao Ai's head hurt for a while, he hesitated, and the green light turned into a red light.Xiao Ai grabbed the skirt tightly, he didn't know what to do.
"Xiao Ai!"
Suddenly, he heard someone calling him across the road, it was Ai Xin.She stood unsteadily under the street lamp, crying: "Xiao Ai!! Don't!! Don't be angry!!"
She yelled and said, she cried and walked towards Xiao Ai.The red light was still on.Ai Xin's hair is black and she wears dark clothes.
Xiao Ai shouted: "Go back!! Go back!!!"
A truck speeds by.
Choking on his own saliva, Xiao Ai coughed, and he also hiccupped, one after another, unable to stop.The truck stopped in front of him, he looked around, and saw Ai Xin in the grass beside him.He walked towards her, and he felt that he should wipe his face and tears at this time, but his eyes and face were dry, and it didn't rain, and he didn't sweat much.It's not summer anymore, maybe it's autumn, the wind is very cold at night, Xiao Ai can't cry, he is still holding on to the skirt, and he doesn't know what to do.But he understood one thing: people's tears sometimes dry up.
"Shen Huaisu, I'm so curious. You've lived until now, studying this and that. If you can't understand the language, you just study the murals. What's so special about the murals? They're so rough and scribbled, they're a bit mysterious. Use it as an excuse to shrink back, but the murals can't make a name. It just so happens that the son seems to be worth studying, so let's study him. I think you probably can't figure it out. What kind of research do you want to study? Do you study yourself? Let’s study how the golden Buddha statues are cast, and study how the hollow molds of wooden Buddha statues are pasted with gold leaf layer by layer.”
Shen Huaisu's face turned pale, with a sneer on his lips, he looked at Mei Jia, and Mei Jia also smiled, Shen Ying built a tall tower with building blocks on the ground next to them, and he pulled out the bottom block After leaving, the tower shook and fell down.
After a while, Shen Huaisu came up with an idea, he agreed with Mei Jia to take Shen Ying away, but only after he finished writing a book.
Mei Yan smiled and said, "Writing a book? It's a good way, the highest form of self-deception."
Shen Huaisu said again: "I'll give you money every month, and I have no objection to what little Liu Xiaowang you want to find."
Mei Jian still smiled and waved her hand.
Is there love between Mei Jian and Xiao Liu?Does she love Xiao Liu?She has never answered these questions directly, maybe she is just tired of Shen Huaisu's ignorance, tired of his five sisters who are keen to talk about his life, his marriage, his married life, and all aspects of him.Xiao Liu was her provocation, her opportunity, and her other investment. She took the initiative and the right to speak in the relationship with Shen Huaisu.
In short, Mei Jia and Shen Huaisu continued to live together in the name of husband and wife, and Shen Ying became Mei Jia's care again. He was old enough to go to school and went to the Sunflower Class of Yusong City Special Children's Education School. Taking Shen Ying to and from school, Shen Huaisu became a "good father" in the eyes of the parents of other children in the same class-he took a small notebook and stared at Shen Ying every day.He changed from a researcher to an observer. He recorded Shen Ying's work and rest, every detail of his life, every toy he played, every picture book he read, and even his daily clothes. diet.
Shen Ying often wears shirts, from short-sleeved to long-sleeved. In winter, she adds a vest over the shirt, a woolen overcoat, occasionally wears a flat peaked cap, and always wears a pair of shiny leather shoes. with a Super Eight camera.The camera was given to him by Mei Jia, and she taught Shen Ying how to use it. From then on, Shen Ying learned to see the world through the lens.
He shoots a lot of short films every day, and Mei Jian will review them with him before he goes to bed, but Shen Ying doesn't have much interest in the films, and falls asleep after watching them for a while.He doesn't seem to be interested in the matter of taking pictures, just doing it like a routine, his hands are steady, and the angle of view of the camera is roughly the same as his height.He rarely looked down and almost never looked up.
Shen Huaisu will also watch these films taken by Shen Ying, which have become his writing materials. His book will be about the importance of language to human self-cognition. In the book, he describes such an observation object, such a boy Son: Beauty can't impress him, and ugliness can't scare him. He can't speak. The loss of language makes him have no sense of responsibility, shame, lack of identity, and groupness.
He suspects that he may be the original program coded by God.
Mei Jian saw the first draft of this book once, and put it down after reading a few pages. Her evaluation is: she still regards herself as a god.
Teacher Jia, the head teacher of the Sunflower class, had a long talk with Mei Jian when Shen Ying was ten years old. Shen Ying had been studying at school for four years. It’s everywhere, never knocked over soup, never snatched other people’s biscuits, never hit or bite anyone, when people talk to him, he will seriously look into each other’s eyes, he can write, and his handwriting is beautiful , he can also draw, whether it is copying or sketching, the degree of completion is very high. He plays go and chess, which is better than any teacher in the school. Their textbooks are obviously not suitable for him. She told Mei Jia not to worry at all. , Shen Ying can go to the school that normal children go to study.Mei Jian heard this, and said to Teacher Jia: "He wrote his own name, maybe he didn't know that it was his name, it represented him." She added, "He can't cry, he can't even laugh. "
If there is no way to express emotions, no way to communicate with people, no desire to communicate, then it is abnormal.
Shen Huaisu would occasionally take Shen Ying up the mountain, he took him to places they had been to, Tianfu Palace, Waterfall, Sword Washing Pond, Treasure Cave, he asked Shen Ying to bring a camera, and Shen Ying took some movies , Shen Huaisu will broadcast it and watch it when I go back that day.There are always too many things in Shen Ying's lens, a tree with so many branches and leaves, bearing so many mulberries, a waterfall splashing so much water, clouds in the sky so many, so dense, a piece of grass blooming So many wild flowers came out and so many butterflies were attracted.His field of vision is always full, even in the early morning, when he stands on the top of an empty mountain, a lot of light and heavy fog falls on the film.
Shen Ying also took pictures of the fish in the release pond of Tianfu Palace. He lowered his head to take pictures rarely. There is also this kind of fish in Jianchi, which can bite people and is poisonous."
Shen Ying's small face was on the camera, facing the release pool.Shen Huaisu pulled Shen Ying's right hand and stretched it into the pool, a black fish just swam over and bit Shen Ying.
Half a month later, the wound on Shen Ying's hand healed without leaving a scar, but he always remembered that the wound was on the top of his right index finger. Later, he often asked Xiao Ai to lick his finger.Xiao Ai also bit him, his teeth were not as sharp as those of the poisonous fish, Shen Ying only bleed a little, strangely, that bite left him with a scar.
There is still a scar on his body, which was bitten by a snake. He can't remember exactly when it was, it seems to be summer, or it may be autumn, anyway, it is close to evening, and there is a moist smell of moss in the mountains, and it may rain up.He walked into a piece of wild grass on Chilian Peak alone, and he held up his Super Eight, where he met a Chilian Snake.
The snake came out of the grass and swam up to him. Its long and slender body curled up in many "s", spit out a message, and darted, biting his calf.
A mountain man who went up the mountain to cut firewood rescued Shen Ying, and carried him to the health center. He vaguely saw the white light flickering. For a moment, it seemed that many clouds gathered above his head, and they rushed towards him again. The two sides separated, as if eager to slip away, there was a buzzing in his ears, the clouds all ran away, and he saw many people surrounding him, everyone's face was so clear, everyone was so tense, There are many drops of water on everyone's face, whether it is sweat or rain.
He suddenly had a feeling that he had become a part of this world.
He let out an "ah," which sounded like a sigh.
Wang Yunmei took Xiaoai and Ai Xin back to Yusong.At the beginning, she still planned to find Ai Hongshan, so she went to several mahjong parlors where she heard that Ai Hongshan often appeared, but she couldn't find it. What attractive magic, Wang Yunmei, who hates gambling the most, has become a frequent visitor to the mahjong parlor.She rented a small room in a group rental house next to the mahjong parlor. The room was so small that she couldn’t turn around when she put down a single bed. The heart is full of water, eat one separately, and the remaining two are Xiao Ai and Ai Xin's lunch and dinner.After breakfast, Wang Yunmei touched Xiao Ai's face, kissed Ai Xin's little hand, and went out.She will lock the door, and there is a spittoon under the single bed, which is convenient for the child to use when he is in a hurry. The windows are always open for ventilation, and there are anti-theft bars on the windows. Fence to see the world outside.
Later, after Wang Yunmei met two or three men at the poker table, she lived in the bungalows, buildings, and shacks of the two or three men.Wang Yunmei is beautiful. Although her skin is no longer delicate, her cheeks are no longer plump, her hair is no longer thick, her mouth has nasolabial folds, and there is a hint of bitterness between her brows, but her overall appearance is still quite charming, even with two My child, if you want to please a man, cheat a few sweet words, it is easy to get along with her for a short period of time, and she has become docile, her attitude towards men has gone to another extreme, she no longer loses her temper with men, When a man hits her, she never fights back, never complains, when a man hits Xiao Ai, beats Ai Xin, pulls their hair and slaps them, punches and kicks them, she does not defend or persuade them to fight, she will avoid, Don't look at Xiao Ai, ignore Ai Xin's cries, either go out to buy food or go to smoke.She smoked a lot, drank a lot, almost to the point of alcoholism, she was silent, ignoring, sometimes in the middle of the night, Xiao Ai found her mother sitting beside him crying, Xiao Ai wanted to touch her hand, she disgusted dodged.She became a wisp of ghost, with no human breath, limp, how many times, Xiao Ai dreamed that her mother was left with only a skin pouch, and he kept stuffing cotton into it, and he wanted to stuff himself in it too .
Wang Yunmei secretly followed the man and left Xiao Ai and Ai Xin at the place where she and the man lived temporarily.She didn't dare to go out during the day, Xiao Ai would make trouble, which would attract the neighbors to watch the excitement. At that time, the neighbors were still very nosy, and it would be troublesome if they caused the police.Scars can often be seen on the bodies of Xiao Ai and Ai Xin. Wang Yunmei knew that she would be arrested and put in jail, and her child would be handed over to her parents to take care of.Her parents will know what happened to her over the years.
Xiao Ai is smart. He has followed Wang Yunmei and secretly recorded the mahjong parlors, bars, and dance halls she loves to go to. Whenever Wang Yunmei disappeared, he would go to those places to look for her. Wang Yunmei was laughing and laughing at the man.
Once, Wang Yunmei walked very thoroughly. Xiao Ai and Ai Xin woke up in the closet, opened the closet door, and met a middle-aged woman. The woman was terrified and looked at the messy room , asked Xiaoai: "Where is your mother? Do you want to pay the rent?"
Xiao Ai knew that Wang Yunmei ran away again, this time with a retired pilot who would drag Ai Xin's braids and use her as a mop when he was drunk.
Xiao Ai started looking for Wang Yunmei again. He still remembered the names of those mahjong parlors.The boss and regular customers in the mahjong parlor all know him and greet him familiarly.
"Xiao Ai! Why did you leave school early today? Your mother didn't come today."
In fact, Xiao Ai is not studying at all, he is already past the age when he should go to school.Xiao Ai asked these people: "Then do you know where she might go? I didn't bring the keys to the house, so I can't go home."
The people in the mahjong hall didn't know, so he went to the ballroom and asked the oily-faced man and the woman with eyeliner flying into her temples: "Have you seen Xiao Wang?", "Have you seen Ami?", or " Have you seen Sissy?"
Sissy is a nickname of Wang Yunmei. It was told to him by a bartender in the bar when Xiao Ai went to a bar called Paris Dream to find Wang Yunmei.The bartender looked at Xiao Ai, smiled and said, "Oh! You are Sissy's son! You are so old, come and eat some chocolate."
Xiao Ai had never eaten chocolate before, so she took a small bite first, vomited it out bitterly, followed the bartender to the basement of the bar wrinkled her nose and wrinkled her face.There the mother was talking to a man against a reddened wall.Her hand slid back and forth on the man's chest, her eyes were fascinated and dazed, she was obviously taken aback when she saw Xiao Ai.
Xiao Ai yelled out: "She's not my mother! It's a mistake!"
He turned his head and ran.
This time, he went to Paris Dream again, and the bartender told him: "I haven't seen Sissy for a long time."
The bartender added: "Sissy said she is getting married, and the partner seems to be an elementary school teacher, and her surname seems to be Zhu."
Xiao Ai took Ai Xin to find Teacher Zhu every day.He thought, how many primary schools and teachers Zhu could there be in Yusong, if he wanted to look for it, he would definitely find it.He went to the guard room of every elementary school and asked: "Do you have a teacher Zhu here?"
The guard waved his hand and ignored it, Xiao Ai squatted at the school gate, and after school, he went to ask the students who walked out of the school: "Do you have a teacher here?"
The students were all dressed very cleanly. The boys had short hair, the girls wore ponytails, braids, headbands, and bow ties. They carried bulging schoolbags, ate snacks, and played football, in twos and threes. Walking together, and then separated one after another, walking to my grandparents, grandparents, parents.
At that time, Xiao Ai still spoke with a village accent. He had no home, no parents, and he was still wearing the vest, jeans, and flip-flops that Wang Yunmei wore the day he abandoned his home. He had no place to take a shower, and no one took him to a haircut. His hair was long and sloppy, and his face and hands were covered with unexplainable dirt.He drank tap water, rummaged through trash cans, and when he was lucky, he could find a public toilet with a compartment to make do for the night. When he was unlucky, he could only hide under a chair at the train station. His body was always smelly.Those students wearing school uniforms and red scarves would pretend not to understand what he was saying, make fun of him, spit at him, grab Ai Xin's hand, pull her hair, throw stones at them, throw empty drink bottles, Beverage cans.Xiao Ai threw a stone back at them, grabbed Ai Xin and ran away.When there was no one around, he sat on the side of the road and recombed and braided Ai Xin's hair, facing the back of Ai Xin's head, sobbing and biting his lips.Ai Xin is still very happy, with Xiao Ai here, she seems not afraid of anything, eating other people's leftovers, it doesn't matter to her, it doesn't matter if she doesn't wear warm clothes, doesn't sleep well, she still claps her hands when she sees Xiao Ai , just smiled happily.
Ai Xin smiled, and Xiao Ai couldn't help but shed tears, or cried even harder.He was afraid, he was afraid that Ai Xin would eat his stomach badly, and he was afraid that someone would take Ai Xin away as soon as he fell asleep. He slept in the public toilet, and through the partition, he could often hear strange groans, and he was even more afraid.He watched Ai Xin so tightly that he didn't dare to close his eyes.
Fortunately, there are not many primary schools in Yusong. Some schools really have Teacher Zhu, a female teacher, and a very old teacher. They all say that they don’t know Xiao Wang, A Mei or Qian Qian.On this day, Xiao Ai found a school for special children. He first observed across the road for a while. The children who came and went here were not only elementary school students, but also very big. Many of them were accompanied by their parents into the school.He tried to ask in the guard's room, the guard looked at him, then at Ai Xin, Ai Xin smiled, and tilted her head to touch the key chain that the guard was wearing around her waist.Xiao Ai held Ai Xin's hand, and the guard said, "Wait a minute."
He made a phone call, hung up, gave Xiao Ai and Ai Xin a drink of water, and gave them biscuits.
Ten minutes later, Xiao Ai saw Zhu Sheng.
Zhu Sheng is a middle-aged man who is not tall, a little fat, a little dark, with a gentle tone of voice.He has hands with sweaty palms.
Zhu Sheng took half a day off and brought Xiao Ai and Ai Xin back to Phase II of Xingchen Community.It was the house allocated by their school. He lived in Building 12, 403. He opened the door with the key, and Xiao Ai saw at a glance that he was ironing clothes in the living room, wearing an apron, with his hair up, with a rosy face and a lot of weight Wang Yunmei.
Ai Xin stretched out her finger and pointed at Wang Yunmei, shouting "Xiao Ai" and "Xiao Ai", and motioned Xiao Ai to look at Wang Yunmei.
Strange to say, Ai Xin never called Xiao Ai "brother", no matter what her parents taught her, she only called Xiao Ai "Xiao Ai".
Xiao Ai didn't dare to look at Wang Yunmei. He looked at the beige wall where Wang Yunmei was, the sky blue curtains, the white leather sofa, the magazines and newspapers scattered on the coffee table, and the slanting rays of sunlight falling on the floor. Home.He couldn't speak.
Ai Xin broke away from Xiao Ai, rushed to hug Wang Yunmei's legs, and shouted: "Mom! Mom! Ah! Mom!"
Wang Yunmei glared at Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai's heart skipped a beat, she pulled Ai Xin away, and dragged her out.Zhu Sheng stopped him, pushed him into the room, and said enthusiastically: "Come in and sit down! Is it hot? Xiao Wang, pour some orange juice, or drink Coke, Sprite? I'll go downstairs to buy, or go to KFC Xiao Wang, change your clothes and wash the children, I’ll go and see if there are any old children’s clothes at Lao Lin’s place, and I’ll borrow two to wear them.”
Lao Lin is the principal of Zhusheng School, and there is a boy who is two years younger than Xiao Ai in his family, who lives in the first phase of Xingchen Community across the road.
Xiao Ai and Ai Xin live in Zhu Sheng's house.
Zhu Sheng works as the class teacher in the Little Apple class of the special children's school. Ai Xin went to their school to attend classes. Smart and hardworking enough to keep up in no time.
Wang Yunmei has long stopped going to the mahjong parlor. She switched to sales, selling a health product, and often has to go out for meetings and team building.When Wang Yunmei was away, Zhu Sheng took Xiao Ai and Ai Xin to go shopping and buy toys when he was free. He had bought many four-wheel drive vehicles and small trains for Xiao Ai. He encouraged Xiao Ai to take these toys and go downstairs for more Other kids play and make friends.At first, Xiao Ai was still worried about Ai Xin, and she had to go upstairs to see her younger sister after playing for a while. Zhu Sheng was never married and had no children, but he was very patient with children and was good at taking care of "special children" like Ai Xin. Every time Ai went upstairs, Ai Xin was either sleeping or playing with building blocks. Sometimes Zhu Sheng would take Ai Xin to Principal Lin's house to play with his children.Ai Xin likes to eat watermelon. Every time she comes back from President Lin's house, Zhu Sheng always carries a big and sweet watermelon. He always cuts the first piece of watermelon for Ai Xin.Xiao Ai gradually felt relieved. As soon as school was over and homework was finished, she grabbed her four-wheel drive and went downstairs to find someone to race.
Xiao Ai’s four-wheel drive vehicles have always been the most beautifully painted and fastest running. He cherishes them, studies them, assembles, disassembles, and cleans them carefully. He takes them to the Children’s Palace for competitions. Always No.1.He watched the cartoon "Four Drivers Brothers" at home, commented and talked endlessly, and finally said that he would go to Japan to compete in the future and come back with a championship.
Sometimes, when he was tired from playing downstairs, he looked up and looked upstairs. There were clothes drying on the balcony at home, and the windows were closed. He thought, my sister must be blowing on the air conditioner, eating watermelon, or sleeping under a blanket, doing something. Beautiful dream.He wondered if he was dreaming too. He pinched himself, beat himself, and washed his face with cold water, but everything was real. He lived with his sister and mother in a house with TV, air conditioning, toys, and entertainment. Drive bumper cars in the market, go to the beach to enjoy the sea breeze, eat as much watermelon as you want, and drink as much Coke as you want.All of a sudden, mother, father, and Ai Xin were no longer the main components of his life. Classmates, playmates, and happiness became his main theme.He made a lot of friends. When he was on vacation and when he was resting, he followed his friends to swim, catch cicadas, and ride a bicycle. He was bold and wild-tempered. He knew nothing about climbing mountains and seas. He climbed trees to pick them. Apricots, wild chestnuts with bamboo poles, fish and snails in the moat are all led by him.He studies seriously when he is studying, and plays seriously when he is playing. He puts on his schoolbag in the morning and runs to school with a meat bun in his mouth. He likes to attend lectures, do questions, be surrounded by all kinds of books, and also likes recess Rest, like eye exercises, physical education class, reading class, like calling friends after school.He missed too much of this kind of life, and he wished he would never have to go home, just spend his whole life at school, at the swimming pool, at the door of the commissary.
When he was in the fourth grade of elementary school, the school arranged a spring outing. Xiao Ai took his precious four-wheel drive car and raced with his classmates on the open space of the botanical garden. It's too late, there's no one at home, Zhu Sheng isn't here, Ai Xin isn't here, my mother is away on a business trip, she's been away for three days, and she won't be home until tomorrow.Xiao Ai called Zhu Sheng's office, and when another teacher answered the call, Zhu Sheng left early with Ai Xin.So, Xiaoai waited and waited, waited and waited, he watched TV, ate watermelon, and cooked noodles by himself.He thought, Zhu Sheng might have taken Ai Xin to ride the carousel. Ai Xin's school didn't know if there was a spring outing, so taking the merry-go-round would be considered a spring outing.For a moment, Xiao Ai felt a little sorry. He scraped together five yuan from his schoolbag, desk drawer, and pencil case. He wanted to buy a big watermelon for Ai Xin tomorrow, and he must choose the sweetest one. .Thinking about it, Xiao Ai fell asleep lying on the sofa in the living room. When he was in a drowsy sleep, he heard the sound of the door opening, got up and looked, and vaguely saw that it was Zhu Sheng who led Ai Xin back.With sleepy eyes, Xiao Ai asked, "Be careful not to wear the white dress in the morning."
"Go out to play and get dirty, so I changed my clothes. Go to sleep, brother also go to the room to sleep."
Xiao Ai wanted to ask something more, Zhu Sheng took Ai Xin into the room, patted her and said, "Be careful, be good, don't let my brother worry, it's time to sleep, don't disturb my brother."
Xiao Ai rubbed her eyes and followed Zhu Sheng into the room. Ai Xin lay down on the bed, and Xiao Ai also lay down. The two of them slept on a small single bed.Zhu Sheng looked at them with a smile, raised his finger to Ai Xin, pressed his lips, and let out a hiss. He looked at Xiao Ai again, with a smile on his face, and made the same movement.He turned off the light, stepped back, and closed the door.
Xiao Ai was too sleepy, so he yawned, rolled over the quilt, turned over and fell asleep again. In the middle of the night, he woke up. Seeing that Ai Xin was still asleep, she sat on the bed, clutching her belly, her face was very pale .Under the moonlight, Xiao Ai could clearly see the clothes Ai Xin was wearing. They were dark in color and loose in style, like boys' clothes, but definitely not his clothes.Ai Xin's face wrinkled into a ball.
Xiao Ai got out of bed, walked up to Ai Xin, rubbed her hands, and asked her: "Be careful and let's sleep, okay?"
Ai Xin shook her head, Xiao Ai sat next to her, and said: "Be careful and lie down, Xiao Ai will tell you a story, okay?"
Ai Xin was still clutching her stomach, she raised her eyes to look at Xiao Ai, she lay down slowly, and slept sideways on the bed with her pillow on her head.Xiao Ai went to pull the quilt for her, and asked leisurely: "Where did you go to play this afternoon?"
Ai Xin said: "Go...go to Uncle Lin..."
"Oh, what did you do at Uncle Lin's house?"
Ai Xin fell silent, Xiao Ai covered her with the quilt and looked at her.Ai Xin covered her mouth and shook her head vigorously.Xiao Ai still looked at her, Ai Xin touched his arm, rubbed it lightly, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Ai, don't worry, Xiao Ai, don't be unhappy...Xiao Ai...Xiao Ai...don't smell bad The baked rice, Xiaoai..."
Xiao Ai's hand touched Ai Xin's stomach, and Ai Xin whimpered.Xiao Ai patted her, smiled, and asked her: "Why is the skirt missing?"
Ai Xin's voice became softer: "The skirt is dirty..." She grabbed Xiao Ai tightly: "Xiao Ai, don't be angry... eat watermelon," she stroked her belly, "Eat watermelon, it's sweet, it's sweet! alright."
Xiao Ai didn't speak, he let Ai Xin hold it for a while, and when Ai Xin looked at him and laughed again, Xiao Ai withdrew her hand, pointed outside and said, "Xiao Ai is going to the toilet and will be back soon."
"Xiao Ai..." Ai Xin refused to let him go.Xiao Ai said comfortingly: "Be careful, Xiao Ai will be back soon, soon." He leaned over and kissed Ai Xin's hair, and said softly, "Sleep, sleep..."
He walked away from Ai Xin.He walked outside the house. He first glanced at Zhu Sheng's room. The door was closed tightly, and it was dark under the crack of the door.Xiao Ai's eyelids twitched, he tiptoed to the entrance, opened the door, and slipped out.
He didn't even wear shoes, and ran all the way with bare feet. He ran downstairs to Principal Lin's house and found a garbage room. , He rummaged around, looking everywhere, the smell of garbage made him dizzy, he stepped on a glass bottle, and was stuck in his hand by a piece of wood, the moonlight was dim, he couldn't see clearly the things in the garbage room, he lay on his stomach He fell to the ground, tore apart the garbage bags one by one, and touched them carefully. He knew how Ai Xin's white dress felt. He washed it for her, although it was a long time ago, and he was often with Ai Xin at that time. As soon as he got home from school, he would tell stories to Ai Xin, watch TV with her, and build tall towers with building blocks.He would accompany and follow Ai Xin wherever she went. He was afraid that she would fall, that she would be bullied, and that he would not take good care of her.
Xiao Ai found Ai Xin's skirt.He got out of the garbage room and looked outside. There was a dried blood stain on the white skirt.He grabbed the dress and went back. He wanted to show it to Zhu Sheng, he wanted to show it to his mother, and he wanted to go to the police station!
Xiao Ai ran to the road outside the community in one breath, the pedestrian green light at the intersection was counting down, Xiao Ai stopped, he stood on the side of the road panting, what would he say to the police when he went to the police station?Will the police believe him?Or call mom first?Mom... Mom will...
Xiao Ai's head hurt for a while, he hesitated, and the green light turned into a red light.Xiao Ai grabbed the skirt tightly, he didn't know what to do.
"Xiao Ai!"
Suddenly, he heard someone calling him across the road, it was Ai Xin.She stood unsteadily under the street lamp, crying: "Xiao Ai!! Don't!! Don't be angry!!"
She yelled and said, she cried and walked towards Xiao Ai.The red light was still on.Ai Xin's hair is black and she wears dark clothes.
Xiao Ai shouted: "Go back!! Go back!!!"
A truck speeds by.
Choking on his own saliva, Xiao Ai coughed, and he also hiccupped, one after another, unable to stop.The truck stopped in front of him, he looked around, and saw Ai Xin in the grass beside him.He walked towards her, and he felt that he should wipe his face and tears at this time, but his eyes and face were dry, and it didn't rain, and he didn't sweat much.It's not summer anymore, maybe it's autumn, the wind is very cold at night, Xiao Ai can't cry, he is still holding on to the skirt, and he doesn't know what to do.But he understood one thing: people's tears sometimes dry up.
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