Chi training

Let’s talk about Yao Xiaofu’s case. Among the cases I have dealt with in which an underage girl was sexually assaulted by a teacher, this is by no means the most tragic, bizarre, and attracts the most attention from the society. In the end, none of the links jumped out of my expectation.Yao Xiaofu, like most victims, was surrounded by a sense of shame and guilt after being assaulted. She fell into a mood of self-blame. I read her diary and consulted her psychiatrist. For a while , she hypnotizes herself with the concept of "the teacher likes me" and "to the teacher, I am special". "Yao Xiaofu" constituted harm.Her psychiatrist told me that Yao Xiaofu already had signs of split personality.

Yao Xiaofu did not keep any physical evidence either. The place where Zeng Hai attacked her was either in his office or in his own car. Apart from Yao Xiaofu's memory, he could not find any records to support her. Ai Shanshan's testimony was even more impeccable. When Shan Shan was chatting, I could already imagine how Zeng Hai would defend himself.The student was criticized by the teacher for a few words, and he was a little squeamish, so he cried. What is there to investigate?A student made a mistake, and he couldn't say it. As a teacher, he didn't know how to deal with it.

I decided to approach it from another angle. Based on my experience in such cases, I suspect that Zeng Hai did not only attack Yao Xiaofu alone. There may be students who have graduated, or students who are still in school are more or less Having encountered his verbal and physical harassment, I plan to inquire some information from the students. If I can find more victims, it will definitely benefit the case.I haven't mentioned this idea to Ai Shanshan. His identity as a witness has always been kept secret. I don't want to affect his studies because of this case, but he is very concerned about Yao Xiaofu's case. When he finalized some details of what happened on the evening self-study, Ai Shanshan actually offered to help me find clues among my classmates.He said that he himself read a lot of news on the Internet, and this kind of case usually has more than one victim.He and I wanted to go together.I was worried that he would be embarrassed by the school, so I didn't agree, but the next day he sent me a message, saying that he heard that a senior who had graduated had a similar experience, named Cen Yan.

But before I could get in touch with Cen Yan, the trouble started. The door of the express hotel I was staying in was broken open at night. Fortunately, I was always alert. When I entered the room, I would put a chair behind the door to block the door. The doorman woke me up when he pushed the door open and I called the police immediately.The next day I changed my place of residence, and the next day I also received a call from Principal Bao of No. [-] Middle School. Principal Bao was very polite on the phone and said that he would invite me to Jianghe Restaurant for an authentic Yusong banquet. Yes, I brought a voice recorder, set the alarm call as a shortcut key, backed up all the data and files on my phone and computer, stored a copy in a mobile hard drive and locked it in the hotel safe, and sent a copy to my colleagues.Before leaving, I told the front desk of the hotel that if I didn't come back at ten o'clock in the evening, I would call the police and let the police go to Jianghe Restaurant.After leaving the hotel, I thought about it, turned back, and gave Shen Ying's phone number to the front desk.

At the dinner at Jianghe Restaurant, I not only met Principal Bao, but also Director Wang, the senior dean of senior high school. Zeng Hai was also present. He toasted me three times when he saw me. The mineral water he brought, the cold dishes were removed, and a few hot dishes were served. Principal Bao locked the door of the private room.I have come into contact with too many school leaders like this. They either act with courtesy first, or act both hard and soft, all for the same purpose: not to expose the school or the teachers.If I refused and insisted on going my own way, they would not express it in person, but I had to be careful when I went back. Sure enough, after the meal, I was waiting for a taxi at the entrance of Jianghe Restaurant, and a van stopped in front of me, and the door slammed Open it, and three strong men with masks and peaked caps came down and grabbed me into the car. They were quick with their hands and feet. One stuck my mouth with tape, and the other put a black cloth bag on my head. My hands were tied behind my back, and they beat me up in the car. The car stopped after driving for a long time, and the door slammed again. I was thrown out of the car, and I was beaten again.I tried my best to protect my head, but the group of people didn't speak. After the beating, they searched my body and emptied all my pockets.I know that my mobile phone, voice recorder, wallet, and hotel room card were all confiscated by them.

This is not the first time I was beaten. When I just graduated, I took the first case. A five-year-old girl was sexually assaulted by the kindergarten director. I was directly kidnapped from the house and someone hit the back of my head. , I passed out, and when I regained consciousness and opened my eyes, I was already lying in the hospital. My mother sat beside my bed, pressed the electric bell beside the bed with wet eyes, and asked me with sobs, do you want to Get another job.

That time I broke two ribs, almost went blind in my right eye, had a slight concussion, all the collected materials at home disappeared, my computer was smashed, my hard drive was dismantled, all the witnesses backtracked, girl parents moved with their girls.I was never able to contact them again.

After the three strong men beat me, I knew that I would not die. I was still awake and conscious. I tried my best to get the black cloth bag off my head.I was surrounded by mountains and it was very dark. I rolled and touched a tree, stood up with the trunk of the tree, and there was no road under my feet, it was all grass. I walked and looked around, and as soon as I saw a place with lights, I quickened my pace. I walked and looked all the way, and I found a road. I continued walking and tried to stop the car, but no one wanted to stop. I was very tired and wanted to drink water and take painkillers. When I was sitting on the side of the road out of breath, a car stopped with the windows down. I saw that it was Shen Ying.

I laughed out loud, the corners of my mouth hurt badly, Shen Ying looked me up, shook her head, and smiled too.I got into Shen Ying's car, and we went to the nearest police station to report the crime.When the statement was recorded and signed, it was already dawn. I used Shen Ying's mobile phone to make two calls, one to Yao Xiaofu's aunt. I have been looking for me for a long time, but I have not been able to contact me. Last night, someone poured pig's blood on Yao Xiaofu's house, and someone burned paper money in front of their door. Yao Xiaofu was frightened and was admitted to Tanqiao Hospital.I called Ai Shanshan again, but no one answered the phone. I called his home, and his grandmother answered the phone, telling me not to call him again. She still wanted her grandson to finish high school safely.

I hung up the phone, and Shen Ying said to me: "The hotel called me and said, Mr. Guan Mingzhi asked me to deliver a message. If he hasn't returned to the hotel after ten o'clock, please go to Jianghe Restaurant. Now It's ten fifteen, and Mr. Guan hasn't returned to the hotel yet."

He added: "I thought it was a scam call. When I went to the restaurant, someone came to tell me that you were kidnapped and asked me to pay a ransom."

The corners of my mouth hurt when I smiled, and I gasped hissingly. Shen Ying lit a cigarette, handed it to me, and said, "The last time my girlfriend came to Yusong to look for me, she died. If something happens, no one will come to Yusong to look for me in the future, I think, if you are a scammer, let me be a scammer, let me destroy this fraudulent organization by the way, make some contributions to the society, and promote the law firm."

My face hurt even more, Shen Ying said: "The group of people who beat you are veterans, and they are very good at hiding from surveillance, so they couldn't be tracked down."

I said, "I want to see Yao Xiaofu first."

Shen Ying drove me to Tanqiao.He was waiting for me outside the hospital. I entered the hospital and found the inpatient department. I wanted to ask the nurse which ward Yao Xiaofu was in. When I looked up, I saw Ai Shanshan.Ai Shanshan also saw me, obviously taken aback, looked around for a while, gave me a wink, sneaked into the stairwell.I followed to look for it, and Ai Shanshan checked again, pointing to me upstairs with a mysterious expression.We went to the rooftop, he closed the door, and then greeted me.

I asked him, "You don't have to go to class today? It's Monday."

Ai Shanshan said: "The principal refused to let me go to class, told me not to spread rumors at school, and said that if I did this, I would never have to go to class. My grandma was so anxious that she dragged my grandfather to find his old colleagues to clear up the relationship. Yes, I sneaked out from home." Ai Shanshan curled her lips, disapproving, "I didn't want to go to school either."

I asked him, "How do you know Yao Xiaofu is here?"

"I'm not here to look for Yao Xiaofu," Ai Shanshan said, "I'm here to wait for my brother. I called him before I left the house, but I couldn't explain clearly on the phone. He came to the hospital today to get some medicine for mom. Medicine, I just said that it’s better to meet here.” He walked towards the fence, looked over, and said, “I saw Yao Xiaofu’s mother just now, so I followed her to the inpatient department.”

I was a little confused: "Wait a minute, don't you live with your brother? Your brother lives in the unit dormitory? Then your mother..."

Ai Shanshan said: "My brother doesn't live with me. I usually live in school and go home on weekends. I live with my grandparents." Ai Shanshan said, "My brother has to take care of my mother, who lives in the deep mountains Getting sick."

"Deep mountains and old forests?"

"The Chilian village on Chilian Peak in Qiongling, my brother only comes up once a month, he is very busy." Ai Shanshan said again: "It takes about two hours to drive there. half an hour."

"You want your brother...to talk to the school?" I asked him.

Ai Shanshan couldn't tell herself: "I just want to see him, I..." He looked at me, and suddenly his eyes widened, "Lawyer Guan, have you been beaten?"

I also stared, dumbfounded: "You just found out?"

Ai Shanshan scratched her ears and cheeks, and said embarrassedly: "Why don't you ask the nurse for a band-aid? Or wipe it with alcohol cotton?" He stuck out his tongue, "I still wonder why you see me with such heavy eyelids. makeup."

I covered my mouth and couldn't laugh anymore.Ai Shanshan leaned on the railing, looked downstairs, and muttered: "Our principal used to be a gangster, right?"

I patted him and said, "I'll go and see Yao Xiaofu first. Your brother is here. Tell him to wait a while. I want to talk to him." I looked at him and said, "No matter how things develop, What will happen to this case, you are very brave to stand up for Yao Xiaofu."

Ai Shanshan also looked at me, he didn't look much like Xiao Ai, his eyebrows and eyes were soft, and his eyes were naturally innocent, there was no trace of aggressiveness in him, he could often see hesitation, hesitation and dazed.I don't know if Xiao Ai has ever experienced such a period of time. What would it be like for Xiao Ai with such sharp eyes to wander?

I said to Ai Shanshan: "But you also need to know that in this world, not all enthusiasm will get the same enthusiasm, and not all resistance will have results. You have done a good job, don't think too much, you can give me something Call up."

At that time, I already had a vague premonition that Yao Xiaofu's case would end without a problem.I don't want Ai Shanshan to blame herself too much. That night, in front of Zeng Hai's office, she didn't knock harder on the door, didn't immediately go to other teachers for help, didn't grab Yao Xiaofu and ask her why she was crying, no his fault.

Ai Shanshan nodded, we made an appointment to meet again at the gate of the hospital, and I went to find Yao Xiaofu.

Yao Xiaofu fell asleep on the bed, and her parents were by the bed. Seeing me, her father pulled me out, and we went to talk outside the inpatient department.He sent me a cigarette, I took the cigarette and didn't light it.Father Yao lit up and smoked for a while, then he said, "Lawyer Guan, otherwise, forget it..."

He hurriedly said: "We will pay for your travel expenses, and you..." He looked at me, and before he could continue, I continued: "I'm fine, this injury is fine."

He avoided my sight, smoked, and said, "Teacher Zeng wrote a letter of apology, and the school also made a promise."

I asked him, "What is Xiaofu's wish?"

Father Yao was agitated for a moment, the cigarette fluttered in his hand, staring at a piece of grass and said: "She can't even recognize people, Lawyer Guan...she's only sixteen...sixteen!"

I have met too many families like this, I fully understand their giving up, their retreat, but I still want to fight, I said: "Xiaofu is not the first, and may not be the last, I completely understand you decision, but if possible, I hope we can continue to..."

I didn't go on, Yao's father was silent, I didn't push anymore, I shook hands with him, and left.Ai Shanshan and Xiao Ai were already at the entrance of the hospital. Xiao Ai was smoking a cigarette. Ai Shanshan saw me, waved and said, "I'll go to the supermarket across the street to buy something."

He ran away, I walked up to Xiaoai, he glanced at me, touched my face: "Are you okay?"

"It's not the first time I've been beaten, it's okay."

"Didn't you go to the hospital?"

"It's really all right," I asked Xiaoai, "Did Shanshan tell you?"

"He asked me, if he didn't graduate from high school and I went back to farm and raise pigs, would I beat him?"

I immediately said, "Don't worry about it, he doesn't have to appear in court or testify against anyone."

"Don't tell me?"

"No more."

Xiao Ai blinked her eyes: "Then you didn't make this trip in vain?"

"It's a dime a dozen," I said.

Xiao Ai smiled, and he asked me: "Then are you going back? Are you from Shanghai?"

"David told you?"

He smiled and told me: "You said it yourself that day, you said you were a lawyer, you came to Yusong from Shanghai, and you asked me if it snowed in Yusong in winter, and asked me for a phone number, and I gave it to you. You forget it."

I don't remember, I really drank a lot that day, too much.I didn't know what to say, I was embarrassed for a while, I was embarrassed to look at Xiao Ai, so I could only look around, and wanted to change the subject quickly, I saw Shen Ying's car parked on the side of the road, pointed and said: "David is also a lawyer, His partner is still my senior, if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be able to come back from the wilderness today."

Xiao Ai responded: "Then you should thank him well."

I was still looking for something to say: "Do you know Shen Ying?"

"I've seen it a few times." Xiao Ai lowered his head and smoked, looking at his feet, with a few hairs hanging down to block his profile.I want to push them away, I want to see his ears, his neck.I want to see it again.

I asked Xiao Ai: "Then can you give me your phone number again?" I found a reason for myself, "I want to have dinner with you and Shanshan another day, I want to thank him, he is very courageous."

Xiaoai asked me: "Do you have a pen? Write it down, lest you forget it again."

I hurriedly knocked on Shen Ying's car window, he looked at me, then at Xiao Ai, and asked me: "Your friend? Do you want to tell him a little?"

I hurriedly knocked on the car door: "Senior, borrow a pen quickly!"

Shen Ying found a pen for me. When I turned around, Xiao Ai had already walked to me. I asked Shen Ying for paper again, but Xiao Ai grabbed my hand and wrote his number directly in my palm. .

The tip of the pen touched my palm, itching for a while, and feeling nothing for a while. I heard Xiao Ai’s breathing, which was very clear for a while, and was hidden in the wind for a while. We were too close, he looked at me from the corner of his eyes, I hurriedly backed away, I saw Ai Shanshan coming back drinking Coke, cleared his throat, and said: "Speak to Shanshan, don't over thinking."

Xiao Ai nodded, and I said, "Do you want to send you off?"

After Xiaoai finished writing, she handed the pen into the car. Shen Ying took the pen and asked, "Are you Xiao Guan's friend? Where are you going?"

Xiao Ai waved her hand and took care of me: "Remember to see a doctor."

He turned around and went to look for Ai Shanshan.

I got in the car, Shen Ying started the engine, but didn't drive, just smiled at me.I touched the bridge of my nose and asked him, "Have you never met Xiao Ai? He and David seem to be very familiar."

"I have a little impression, I have seen it a few times." Shen Ying drove the car out of the parking space and said, "Do you like this model?"

The car drove past Xiao Ai, he was talking to Ai Shanshan, I looked at him in the rearview mirror, then turned my head to look at him, Ai Shanshan lowered her head and glanced at us, Xiao Ai patted He, his head lowered even lower.

Shen Ying came to listen to jazz, turned the volume down, and asked me, "Do you want to consider staying in Yusong?"

I smiled: "He doesn't live in Yusong either."

Shen Ying looked at me: "You know all this? You don't live in Yusong, so where do you live?"

"On the mountain." I pointed to the faintly visible continuous mountains in front of me, "What Chilian Village?"

Shen Ying smiled and said, "Oh, that's near my villa."

Only then did I know that he built a villa in the mountains years ago.He said: "Next time I will create opportunities for you."

I said, "Senior, please take me to buy a mobile phone now." I showed Shen Ying my hand, and the string of numbers written by Xiao Ai was very correct and neat.

I touched my pocket and laughed dryly: "Maybe I need to ask my senior to lend me some money."

Shen Ying said: "To be honest, you might as well think about it. Our firm also wants to expand its business in this area and serve the society." He said, "If you agree, let alone lend money, we will lend houses You live."

13689767989, Xiao Ai's number.I still remember it.

Later that day, I came out of the emergency department of the First Municipal Hospital with a few extra patches on my face, bandages on my wrists, and a pair of crutches under my armpits.Shen Ying was waiting for me in the parking lot. He was standing beside his car with a box of McDonald's chips in his hand, watching me while eating. When I approached, he looked even more exaggeratedly, looking up and down.I said, "I don't think it's that serious." I leaned the crutches aside and said, "The crutches are a bit too much."

Shen Ying asked me: "Shall I find you a reporter to expose it?"

I said: "The parents have given up, there is no need, so be it."

Shen Ying said: "If the parents give up, you also give up?"

"Respect their decision," I said. "In this type of case, the process of handling the case is nothing more than exposing the victim's scars again and again. Some people can stand it, and some people can't stand it."

Upon hearing this, Shen Ying gestured to me, opened the door of the passenger seat, took out a mobile phone, and handed it to me.I was just going to be amazed at his high efficiency. I bought the phone for me while I was in the emergency room, but as soon as I pressed the phone, I smiled wryly: "Senior, you really have great powers."

This phone is my phone that was seized.Shen Ying pointed to the passenger seat again, and I saw that my laptop was also lying there, next to a McDonald's take-out paper bag.

Shen Ying said: "David's girlfriend's family has some connections with the Education Bureau."

I froze: "David has a girlfriend?"

Shen Ying shrugged, I didn't ask further, I reached into the car and took out the takeaway paper bag.The paper bag was empty, and there was only an invoice in it, four packs of ketchup. I looked at the invoice, and Shen Ying bought two packs of French fries and two cones. I looked at him again, and he handed the French fries box to Leaving me, the man walked away in front of the car and went around to the driver's seat.The chip box was empty.

Shen Ying got into the car, greeted me and said, "The trash can is right next to it, throw it out for me, please, junior."

I was so angry and funny, I went to throw away the takeaway bag, Shen Ying opened the trunk, I put my crutches in, and got in the car.I didn't expect to leave anything usable in the computer and mobile phone. As I expected, the hard disk was formatted, and the records of the phone with Yao Xiaofu's family were all cleared. I couldn't help but sigh. voice.Shen Ying wiped her hands and mouth with a tissue, and said to me, "Director Li and your mother called just now, but I didn't answer."

Director Li is the office director of our assistance team, and he should have come to inquire about the progress of the case.

Shen Ying added: "Maybe the parents change their minds in a few days."

I compared a circle, the possibility of this is basically zero.

Shen Ying looked at me: "Aren't you in a hurry to go back? If you go back like this, your mother won't be in a hurry. Let's wait a while, at least heal up before going back." He also said, "I don't think we should stay in the hotel. What do you think of staying at my place? 24-hour security, an electronic key card is required to enter the door, and a key card is required to enter the elevator. The electronic door lock and fingerprint lock are absolutely safe."

I saw the phone number written by Xiao Ai in my hand, I smiled and didn't answer.I called my mom.

I admit that Shen Ying's proposal to stay in Yusong for a while moved me a little bit. As he said, my mother would definitely worry about going home with an injury. In addition, it still has something to do with my mother. I am thirty. I haven't come out with her yet, maybe she has seen some clues, but if I don't say anything, she has entered a state of self-paralysis. Since last year, she has been actively arranging blind dates for me. If I don't go, she I had a cold war with me at home, and when I went, she asked me why I didn't invite the little girl to watch a movie, why didn't I bring the little girl home for dinner, and if there was anything dissatisfied with the little girl, I made excuses, I said that this person is not tall enough, and that person is not highly educated, so she will find someone who is tall enough for me, and there are so many academic certificates that can be piled up into a hill. The director interceded and asked him to arrange less work for me, and wept bitterly at Director Li with the news of a certain lawyer's sudden death from overwork in the newspaper.When I came to Yusong to handle the case, I was more or less evasive. Although the case did not go well and I was beaten, I got used to the climate, diet, and environment of Yusong. Shen Ying also said that I could go to them I worked in an office and was willing to lend me a place to live. I know he might just say it casually, but at that time, at the time when Shen Ying rescued me, a junior who had only met him a few times, I told him With a feeling of gratitude, it is inevitable to trust him more and be more willing to rely on him.

I also saw a stable, easy-going, easy-to-get-along, and helpful Shen Ying that everyone else saw.

And I also met Xiaoai.I really don't want to leave Yusong so soon.

Shen Ying invited me to a Cantonese restaurant for dinner, two grouper fish, fish porridge and steamed black bean sauce. He also ordered a bowl of wonton noodles, and bought some frozen homemade shrimp wontons.

After the meal, Shen Ying said, "I'll take you somewhere to relax."

I said: "My image today is not suitable for drinking, go clubbing?"

Shen Ying raised her eyebrows, pretending to be mysterious.After more than half an hour, we came to a building in the shape of an old castle hidden behind a pine forest.Shen Ying parked the car and took me into the castle. As soon as we entered, we were stopped in front of a curtain by two tall men wearing masks and tuxedos. Shen Ying whispered something to one of them. After a while, he came back and brought us two half-masks and two cloaks. Shen Ying put on the mask and put on the cloak. I also put on the mask and put on the cloak. The two The man draws back the curtain.Behind the curtain are two symmetrical wooden stairs spiraling up. Below the stairs, there is a wooden door in the middle. The door looks heavy and thick. There is a bulletin board in front of the door: Retro Masquerade Ball.

I looked at Shen Ying, and he took me directly to the second floor.

There are rooms on both sides of the corridor on the second floor. I feel like I have come to a resort somewhere in Europe, or a sanatorium. The surroundings are extremely quiet, and I can't hear dance music or music at all.

Shen Ying stopped in front of a door with a picture of a lion painted on it.He pushed open the door.

The room behind the door is indeed decorated like a hotel, with heavy curtains, soft carpets, fancy wallpapers, wooden beds, velvet sofas, embroidered pillows with tassels, oil paintings on the walls, and round tables by the window. And glass vases with roses.There was a small round stool on tiptoe at the foot of the high-padded bed.

Three masked men tangled in bed.Two of them wore half-masks like ours, and one, he wore a mask that covered the whole face, with patterns like flowers and metal surfaces corroded by sulfuric acid.

The man with his entire face covered has long hair and dark complexion. He is sitting on a man, shaking back and forth, and his penis is also shaking. Belly, the other man was not idle, touching his arms, sucking his nipples, and he touched him too, reaching into his pubic hair, grabbing his genitals and rubbing.The flesh is colliding, the man is moaning, and the sound of light or heavy panting is one after another. I am still trying to figure out what pattern is on the mask of the man wearing a full face mask. His mask is suddenly taken off by the man caressing him. , they moved closer to kissing.

I heard Shen Ying say in my ear: "My friend said he was playing here today, don't say that seniors don't create opportunities for you."

For a moment my head was buzzing and confused.The person who was penetrated and kissed was Xiao Ai.I saw him, and he was looking at me out of the corner of his eye.I'm wearing a mask, but I feel like he recognizes me.I think he must have recognized me.

Shen Ying pushed me behind me, I fell onto the bed, my hand touched Xiao Ai's arm, the man who was riding by Xiao Ai pulled my hand and pressed it on Xiao Ai's chest.Xiao Ai's heart was beating so fast and my body was covered in sweat. I pulled out my hand and turned to look for Shen Ying. He sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette. Another person came in from the door, also wearing a mask and a nightgown. It was a woman, she went straight to Shen Ying, and Shen Ying lit a cigarette for her, they smoked and talked and laughed, the woman looked towards the bed, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, but Shen Ying just looked at the woman, he seemed to be interested He didn't care about anything that happened on the bed, and didn't care.

I touched Xiaoai's neck, his Adam's apple was sliding up and down, I touched his chin, he looked at me, he saw that I was left with only one thought, one thought, it burned in my body, it controlled My hands and feet, my every move.

I put my hand into Xiaoai's mouth, the man who kissed him couldn't go on kissing him, he came to grab me, his heavy breath approached me, his warm breath approached me, I left him, I pushed Xiaoai to the On the bed, I touched his sweat, his lips, and the sticky saliva at the corners of his mouth, and I held his face and kissed him.

Xiao Ai took off my pants and guided me skillfully. During the period, the two men who were still on the bed came to pull him again. I pushed them away. I hugged Xiao Ai and pinned him under me. How did the man walk away afterwards?I can't remember, they faded out of my memory, it seems that they were called away by Shen Ying, or maybe they felt bored and went to Shen Ying's place spontaneously, when I looked back at Shen Ying again, he Already surrounded by many men and women in the middle of the sofa, someone is having sex next to him, someone is kneeling and licking his penis, he is stroking a man's hair with one hand, and stroking someone else's thigh with the other, he sees I glanced at me, I turned my head, probably out of shyness and embarrassment, I didn't look at him again.I devotedly made love to Xiaoai.

When I was in high school, I realized that I was only interested in the same sex. I had a few boyfriends. I didn’t participate in any chaotic sex parties. I believe that physical relationships must happen after having a certain emotional foundation, but with Xiao Ai— ——I have only met him three times, I don’t know his name, I don’t know his preferences, I don’t know his past, I don’t know his present, I can say I don’t know anything about him, maybe that day, in that room Here, due to various psychological and environmental incentives: the work is not going well, the mother's nagging, the smell of love surging in the air, the atmosphere where everyone is thrown into the carnal desire, it seems that if I don't participate, I am so wrong. Being gregarious is how withdrawn, I have to hold onto Xiao Ai, have to vent, I try to find short-term relief and happiness in Xiao Ai.

If you give me another chance, if you can turn back time, if I go back to the bed pushed by Shen Ying, to the moment when the mask was taken off Xiao Ai's face.

I can……

I will still put my hand into Xiaoai's mouth, I will still pull other people away, I will still hug him, own him, enter his body, stroke his sweaty hair, and bite him, but I can't close it, no Kissing, that is, lips that are parted, screaming wantonly.

faster.

Push harder.

A little more, give me, give me.

I grabbed Xiaoai, hugged him from behind and inserted him a few times, he ejaculated, he wiped his penis clean, licked the semen on the bed, he saw that I was still erect, he hugged my neck, He lifted himself up and sat on top of me, sucking my cock into his ass again.He kisses my eyelids, sucks my earlobe, moves up and down, everything is very natural, very smooth, everything is too natural, too smooth, like a process, a habit, who taught him?Who cultivated it?He is like a machine that has no rules to follow in sex, it is only set for pleasure, without any restraint.

The night was long, and other people came close to the big bed one after another. I tried to trap Xiao Ai, but he would take the initiative to masturbate for others. He didn't refuse when others asked him to lick, and he still took care of me. The desire, I inserted him, he moved by himself, he would look back at me, I hate those people who are close to him, I want to take Xiaoai to another place, only the two of us, I pulled him out of bed, but There are people everywhere, there is no lock in the bathroom, anyone can break in at random, I don't know where so many people need to vent their desires, what is the place?What kind of dance was it?

Later, Shen Ying handed me a belt, and he said, you can tie his hands up.

I tied Xiaoai's hands in front of him, so that he can't touch others; I kissed him, so that he can't kiss others, and my mouth can no longer be used; Press against the wall so no one can hug him from behind.

So, Xiao Ai could only pant in my ear, wrap her legs around my waist, and beg me to give him more, to fill him up, to cum on him, to him.

The next day, when I woke up, I was still in that room, on the bed, Xiao Ai was sitting next to me, there were several people lying on the ground and on the sofa, all without clothes, and Xiao Ai was holding a plastic bowl What was he eating? I looked over and saw that he was eating wontons. He scooped up one and blew air on the wontons. The sun shone in and the heat wafted away. He took a small bite and ate carefully.He realized I was looking at him and turned to smile at me.

I asked Xiaoai: "How are you going back later? Your brother said you live on the mountain."

Xiao Ai said: "Let's take a ride, if you don't have a car, walk back."

"Walk back? How long will it take?"

Xiaoai asked me: "Then how do you go back?"

I didn't see Shen Ying, and I didn't want to bother him anymore, so I said, "Let me call a taxi, and I'll take you off?"

Xiao Ai said: "Didn't someone rob you of your wallet? Do you have money to call a car?"

I looked for my pants on the ground, found my mobile phone, and said, "Alipay, WeChat, taxis can be used now."

Xiao Ai smiled and said, "You go to Yusong, and I go to Qiongling, two directions."

I hurriedly asked him: "Then can I ask you out in the future, for dinner, or... watching a movie... playing ball, whatever... whatever you want. What do you usually like to do?"

He laughed harder.

I decided to stay in Yusong for a while.I want to go hiking with Xiaoai when the injury is healed and the rainy season is over.

Xiaoai is not difficult to get in touch with. He will always reply when I send him a text message, and he will also answer the phone call. If he misses a call, I will receive a text message from him telling me that he was busy just now, not taking I went for a walk in the mountains with my mother because I was out of the field.The search and rescue team still has to patrol the mountains during the wet season. There are more people climbing wild mountains in the wet season, and they are more likely to be in danger. Once I saw three travel friends brave the rain into the mountain in the rain and were trapped in the cave. The search and rescue team Emergency rescue was launched, helicopters were mobilized, and all search and rescue team members who were on duty and not on duty were called up the mountain to organize rescue.In the picture captured by the camera lens equipped by the team members, I saw Xiao Ai, who was carrying a screaming