Chi training
Chapter 3, Act 3
call you. "
Shen Ying said: "Your mother should rest at home? It's not good to disturb her. I just bought a few new ps4 games at my place. Why don't you come and try them out?"
Ai Shanshan looked at me, I looked at Shen Ying, and said, "That's fine, call me back."
Shen Ying nodded and drove the car away.
Xiao Ai walked towards us.
He came up to me and held out his hand.Ai Shanshan said: "Lawyer Guan, this is your first time climbing Qiongling Mountain, don't get tired, just give it to my brother."
I grabbed the straps of my backpack and said, "I'm fine, I can do it."
Ai Shanshan winked at me for a while: "Don't regret it then, Lawyer Guan, it feels light to carry it now, but you will know it is heavy when you go up the mountain."
I still insisted: "I can do it."
We went to the ticket office to buy tickets, but after entering the scenic spot, the sky became overcast. Ai Shanshan yelled that something was wrong, and Xiao Ai also suggested to go back. I said, "If it rains, just hide for a while. Go ahead, I'm fine."
I was at the mercy of a mentality of unwillingness to admit defeat in front of Xiao Ai and a throbbing desire to continue walking behind him to watch him climb the mountain.
Xiao Ai, he walked in front of me so briskly, he climbed the steps, raised his feet, followed by his calves, his muscles tensed and then relaxed, his arms raised and lowered, he was flexible, agile, a little careless, he seemed really He picked wild fruits and threw them to me. He pointed to Yunxianding, which was faintly visible. He taught me to stand under the peach tree and listen to the sound of the waterfall. He said that there is a small fish in the stream here. The eyes are red.I was out of breath, and he turned to look at me from a high place.My world is quiet, the sky is darker white, and I stand on the black steps glowing with water, which is like a road of asking, the only road in the world, and Xiaoai and I are on this road There are only two people, he is at the top, and I have to work hard to go up.
When it was raining, we arrived near the General’s Washing Sword Pond. The raindrops were so heavy that they hit people with crackling noises. Ai Shanshan couldn’t stop crying, and I couldn’t hold it any longer. Xiao Ai took us to a canteen shelter from the rain.The owner of the canteen recognized him, and the two of them saw him. They handed out cigarettes to each other and spoke in a dialect. After we put on the raincoats one by one, Xiao Ai pointed to the outside and said, "It's too bad, let's go back."
Qiongling was misty with rain and mist, and the mountains were not mountains, the trees were not trees, and the people lost their shapes, and they were all a few threads that melted into the water.
Shen Ying's call came at this time, and he said, "It's raining heavily, are you all right?"
I said, "We're at the pool where the general washes his sword, and we can't go up."
Shen Ying was coming to pick us up, I asked Ai Shanshan and Xiao Ai what they meant, Xiao Ai didn't say a word, Ai Shanshan agreed with both hands, and we made an appointment to meet at the place we separated earlier.
The rain outside the scenic area was not so heavy, but the road conditions were not very good. Shen Ying picked us up and drove the car onto the Panshan Highway. The visibility on the road was not high. It was a narrow mountain road with one bend after another. Shen Ying did not panic at all. , the car drove very steadily.He told me: "This is how it is here. If it rains, it will never end."
Ai Shanshan said: "The wet season is just over, April is like this, it will be fine after April." He looked at me, "Lawyer Guan, can you stay until then? Are you going back to Shanghai?"
Shen Ying said, "Lawyer Guan didn't tell you? He plans to stay in Yusong."
Ai Shanshan was surprised: "Not going back to Shanghai?"
I said, "I won't come back."
I peeked at Xiao Ai from the rearview mirror.Xiao Ai sat against the car door, looking outside.He hasn't spoken since getting in the car.Shen Ying asked again: "Is the scenery okay? Did you go to the General Washing Sword Pond to see it? A pool of red water is rare."
Ai Shanshan was quite regretful: "It rained before I could get there." He raised his voice: "But I met a snake halfway, so I saw a special product in Qiongling!"
I said, "You pointed it out to me, and to tell you the truth, I didn't see it."
Ai Shanshan sneered: "It's okay, I'll go to Chilian Peak later, when it rains, there will be snakes all over the place." He grabbed my shoulder and said shaking, "But don't be afraid, my brother is very good at snakes!"
He was triumphant, but Xiao Ai was indifferent.Shen Ying asked: "Then that means adding more food tonight?"
Ai Shanshan laughed, and I laughed too. Xiao Ai still had no expression. I suspected that there was some misunderstanding between him and Shen Ying, and he hated Shen Ying because of it. How would Shen Ying offend Xiao Ai?So, when we were walking on the stairs leading to Shen Ying's villa, I asked Xiao Ai, "You don't seem to like Shen Ying very much?"
Shen Ying came over with two umbrellas, Xiaoai and I, and he and Ai Shanshan. They walked in front, and Xiaoai and I walked behind.We opened a long distance.
Xiao Ai said, "You seem to have a good relationship."
I said: "He is two years older than me. We are from a university. This time I came to Yusong, and he took good care of me. Before, I was dragged to the wilderness with my head covered and beaten up. If it wasn't for him, I would I guess I died on the way if I didn’t find the way back to Yusong.”
Xiao Ai listened to my speech very carefully, and I immediately explained: "He and I are friends." I looked at Shen Ying's back, "I'm not the kind he likes."
Ai Shanshan was chirping with Shen Ying, when I heard words like "Tianfu Palace" and "Chilian Shenjun", they were all unfamiliar.Xiao Ai didn't answer my words, I cleared my throat, and said, "He used to have a girlfriend, and we talked about it as soon as he entered school in freshman year, and when it came to junior year, his girlfriend came to Yusong to see him, and both of them were going to get engaged Yes, girlfriend drowned in pool and died."
Xiao Ai raised her hand and grabbed a leaf from a nearby tree, played with it in her hand, and said softly, "Is that so..."
Shen Ying's love tragedy did not touch him.I asked him, "How did you and David meet?"
Xiao Ai blew the water droplets on the leaves, and said: "He came to Qiongling to play, and went to the General's Sword Pool. It happened that we rescued a swimmer over there. He saw me and asked me for a phone number."
While talking, we stepped onto the last step. The forest was dense, and the sound of the rain hitting the umbrella instantly became lighter.Ai Shanshan said: "Brother Shen, you live in a secluded place! I heard from the old man that there used to be Tianfu Palace in front of this place."
I asked curiously: "A Taoist place? Is it also a tourist attraction?"
Ai Shanshan said: "It's gone now, it was burned by a big fire. I haven't seen it before. I was talking to Brother Shen just now. I only heard that there is a Chi Lian god enshrined in it. Chi Lian, that is There are a lot of snakes here, Chilian Snake, this god seems to be a snake who has cultivated to become a spirit, and has done a lot of good deeds to become a god." He turned to look at Xiaoai, "In the past, there was a sacrifice once a year here to worship this god , all of us surnamed Ai went out to pretend to be a god, bro, have you ever seen Dad pretending to be a god?"
Xiao Ai shook her head and said nothing.Shen Ying said: "Before I sorted out my father's belongings, I saw some documents. I didn't expect him to have a piece of land here. I came to see it, and I thought the environment was good, so I demolished all the remains of Tianfu Palace and built it new house."
He pointed to the front: "Enter that door and you will be there."
Ai Shanshan cheered, and trotted towards the direction Shen Ying pointed.
Xiao Ai lit a cigarette.I whispered to him, "Are you not feeling well?"
Xiaoai smiled at me, and I asked again: "Can we still be friends now?"
Shen Ying and Ai Shanshan were far away from us, so I said to Xiaoai again: "I'm so happy that you are willing to see me today. I don't mean to stalk you, I just want to say sorry to you."
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said that about you that day. I don't care how you want to live. I don't care at all..." I lowered my head and lowered my voice. I can't see his expression.
The rain was falling stealthily, the leaves were sparsely leaking water, Ai Shanshan waved to us: "Hurry up!"
Xiao Ai asked him loudly: "Will you go back later by yourself or should I send you?"
Ai Shanshan still waved her hands and shouted: "Hurry up!"
Xiaoai and I walked up to him, and there was a small door squeezed between a row of towering trees behind him.Shen Ying opened the door, we walked in, Ai Shanshan looked around: "Brother Shen! How much money does being a lawyer make?"
I said, "Don't get me wrong, brother Shen, he already has money."
Ai Shanshan was curious about everything. He asked about this and that. He was particularly interested in Shen Ying’s glass-enclosed workshop. Shen Ying wanted to show him around, so she gave me the key to the door and said, “Go to the end of the first floor. There are two guest rooms with bathrooms inside, let’s take a hot bath first, and there will be a change of clothes in the room.”
I took the key and went to the villa with Xiaoai.Xiao Ai finished smoking a cigarette and lit another.After entering Shen Ying's house, I planned to take a shower. We did get caught in a lot of rain along the way, and my feet and hands were a little cold. I asked Xiao Ai what he meant, and he smiled at me, walked through the living room, and moved away. There are two French doors, which lead to the outside.There is another big courtyard, and there is a courtyard with a blood-red release pond.
Xiao Ai stood under the eaves and smoked.I took a hot shower, changed into clean clothes and came out. Ai Shanshan was already playing games. He was wearing new clothes, with a towel hanging around his neck. Xiao Ai was still outside. He took off his slippers in the entrance , without changing the indoor slippers, walking in Shen Ying's house, leaving a string of wet footprints on the floor, I looked at Shen Ying, and I owed him, I felt embarrassed.Shen Ying smiled and asked me: "Would you like something to eat? Shall I order some noodles?"
I was ashamed to make him, the master, work hard, so I volunteered: "Let me make lunch, you guys play games."
Shen Ying was not polite to me, Ai Shanshan grabbed the handle, stared at the TV screen, and said, "Brother! Please help Lawyer Guan! Stop smoking!"
Not long after I entered the kitchen, Xiao Ai came over. He smelled of cigarettes, and he told me, "Let's go eat outside."
I followed his gaze and saw that there were indeed outdoor tables and chairs in the yard outside the living room, but they were all soaked by the rain. I said, "If the rain stops later."
Xiao Ai fell silent. He looked around and asked me, "Can I help you?"
I opened the refrigerator, and the refrigerator was full. I looked at it and thought about it, and I muttered: "Just make... fried bamboo shoots, fried pork chops, and scrambled eggs with tomatoes?"
I looked back at Xiao Ai: "Just look at me."
Xiao Ai sat on a high bar chair, propped her face, and smiled.Ai Shanshan and Shen Ying are fighting street fighters, you talk to each other, the battle is fierce, I roll up my sleeves to cook, Xiao Ai tried to help a few times, but I persuaded him, I sent him to the living room, he also If you don't go, you are really looking at me in the kitchen.I cooked that meal very vigorously, my hands and feet were very neat, the food was ready, and the rain still didn't stop, so we had to eat in the restaurant.Shen Ying ate the oily bamboo shoots and was full of praise, Ai Shanshan also gave me a thumbs up, Xiao Ai also ate, chewing slowly, as if she had no appetite.He has been looking outside.
During the dinner, Shen Ying answered a phone call. He didn't leave his seat, watched me say a few words, and then hung up.
"David called." He told me, and then asked me, "Do you want to stay here for a few days? Just relax."
He kicked me under the dinner table.
Ai Shanshan also said: "How convenient it is to live here. If you want to climb a mountain, let's see if my brother is in the sky. The weather in the mountain is fine, so I will take you up."
Shen Ying kicked me again.I asked Xiaoai: "Are you busy with work?"
Xiao Ai said, "It's okay."
Shen Ying said: "Although you can use the things in the house, I seldom come here. The house must be lived in to be popular."
Xiaoai asked Ai Shanshan: "What time do you plan to go back?"
Ai Shanshan pouted: "Why do you keep urging me to go back today? I rarely come back."
Xiao Ai smoked, flicked ash into the bone dish, and pushed Ai Shanshan's head, Ai Shanshan made a gesture to avoid it, Xiao Ai raised his hand and hit him on the back of the head, Ai Shanshan lowered his head, I was busy picking up food for him, Greeting: "Eat vegetables, eat vegetables, eat more."
Ai Shanshan picked up the bowl and ate all the food in it, took the bowl and chopsticks to the kitchen, washed and dried it, and went to play games again.
Xiao Ai asked him, "Have you finished your homework?"
Ai Shanshan completely ignored Xiao Ai, so I hurriedly smoothed things over and said, "I see some wontons and gnocchi in the refrigerator, do you want to cook some to eat?"
Xiao Ai said, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette."
Ai Shanshan suppressed her voice and hummed: "Fuck, be careful of lung cancer!"
Xiao Ai went straight out, Shen Ying gave me a look, and I hurriedly chased her out.The rain was much lighter, and Xiao Ai walked far away from the villa. He stood under a tree. I called him and asked him: "Is the food not to your liking? Too sweet?"
Xiao Ai pointed to the pool in the yard and said, "The water in the General's Sword Washing Pool is this color."
I looked at him and then at him.He said: "Many people want to touch the treasure cave behind it to find the legendary treasure. When the water level is high, you have to dive to get in. It is very dangerous. There is also a fish inside that can bite people and is poisonous."
"Treasure cave? So mysterious?" I was curious.
Tianfu Palace, Chilian God, Treasure Cave, and poisonous fish, this mountain seems to gather all the most difficult and fascinating mysteries in the world.
Xiao Ai told me the story of the treasure cave after the general washes the sword pool. His version is too short, and he finished it in one sentence.
"There used to be a general who killed a king and robbed his gold and silver treasures. Everyone said that the general hid all those treasures in the cave behind the Sword Washing Pool."
I asked him, "Is that general the one who washed his sword?"
Xiao Ai nodded: "A general who has killed many people and wants to kill more."
When he said this, he kept looking at the direction of the pool. A drop of rain hit his forehead without blinking. The rain slid down his cheeks. I raised my hand to wipe it off for him. He looked at me. , I asked him: "Do you think I am passionate and annoying? If you want me to keep a distance from you, then I..." I took two steps back, "I can't do anything, just send a message , call, I will do nothing, I promise."
His eyes are peaceful, yes, yes, Xiao Ai's eyes are so peaceful at any moment.He was calm when he laughed, and he never showed a hint of absent-mindedness or trance when making love.He is calm.
Before I got Xiao Ai's reply, I saw Shen Ying. He came out to smoke, holding the lighter, and raised one shoulder to light the cigarette. He also saw us and waved his fingers as a greeting.
Xiao Ai turned around, turned her back to Shen Ying, and said to me, "I'm on vacation tomorrow afternoon, so I'll come to see you?"
How did I answer him?How did I clean up the dinner table, how did I spend the afternoon, how did I follow Shen Ying to send Ai Shanshan back to Yusong, went to Shen Ying's house to pick up my luggage, and then returned to Chilian Peak?I'm totally lost.People's memory is too easy to be picked and picked, discarded, and blurred.Memories that are too happy and too painful will make people want to lock them up, and they will make people's brains go blank.People are too willing to treat themselves well.
Let's first take a look at those "happy" memories that I didn't want to share with anyone, didn't want to tell anyone, were locked up by me, and planned to be treasured forever.
Xiao Ai would take the initiative to find me, and Xiao Ai took the initiative to find me more than once.We often do nothing, just sit on the sofa, lean against the small bar near the kitchen, stand in a daze under the eaves, or take a walk along the pond, go to Chilian Peak, I follow Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai is not at all Stop and go on the muddy trail on the road.He sent eggs laid by his own chickens, pumpkins and bitter gourds he grew, mushrooms he picked on the mountain, and bracken. I fried bitter gourd with eggs, steamed pumpkin, stewed chicken soup with mushrooms, cold bracken, and wormwood. He was very happy. When the two of us ate, he always gobbled it up, and his mouth was full of oil. After we were full, he went outside to smoke and feed the fish with the leftover meat. He said that this pool used to be the release pool of Tianfu Palace, which attracted It is the water from Xijian Pond, and the "Ai" in Xijian Pond is also raised. They only eat meat, and if they are not fed, they will kill each other.I asked him, which "Ai" is "Ai", is it your last name?
Xiao Ai didn't answer me.
If Xiao Ai doesn't speak, I won't speak either.
When we are not in a daze, when we are not loitering, when we are not feeding the fish or eating, we watch TV. Xiao Ai is lying down, with his feet stretched out on the edge of the sofa, swaying leisurely. He still does not wear indoor slippers, and he still wears shorts and a vest all day long, with his calves exposed. His arms were bare, and his long hair was tied into a bun.He closed his eyes easily while watching the TV. I turned down the volume of the TV, and he opened his eyes to look at me and said, "It's okay, just watch."
He said that he sleeps very lightly and wakes up with a slight movement. He often feels that he is not asleep at all, and often feels that he is in a dream.
I installed a software on my mobile phone to monitor sleep quality. I did a test for Xiaoai. He was indeed a very light sleeper. I tried playing soothing music and lighting lavender-flavored candles to relax the nerves, but the effect was not obvious. I just read to him, and read the words and sentences in a tone that does not fluctuate much like a parent coaxing a child.He will sleep deeply.
There are many books in Shen Ying’s study room, I pick the ones I like to read to Xiao Ai, after Xiao Ai wakes up, he will look at the cover of the book, find the passage he heard when he fell asleep, and ask me, next What was said.I told him.He asked me again why I liked this book.I told him why.Sometimes I can't explain why, such as "Faust", when I read it, I yawned and fell asleep, but as long as I think that Mephisto is still waiting somewhere in this book Me, I cheered up again.
Xiaoai took me to see a mulberry tree.The trunk was thick and the branches and leaves were luxuriant. He walked around the tree and talked. He said that when he was a child, his father would take him to pick mulberries from the tree and eat them.
I feel that Xiaoai and I have completely become a couple.
Lovers share their stories, walk into each other's lives, become each other's lives, even if they want to separate in the end, they will take away a part of each other.
That mulberry tree always doesn't bear fruit, I hope it will bear fruit soon, and it will bear a lot of fruit. I want to pick it off and eat it with Xiaoai.
Xiao Ai sometimes stays in the villa. We sleep on the same bed. He doesn’t wear clothes when he sleeps. There is only a quilt in the guest room. His hands often touch my arms, and my feet often touch his feet.
Once, we were lying on the bed sideways, facing each other, and it was very quiet outside, as if we were not in the world.Xiaoai asked me: "Do you want to do it?"
I said, "It doesn't matter if you don't."
My goal is very clear. I want to be a special case among all the people I have come into contact with. I want to go through his body and live in his heart.At that time, I felt that I was about to succeed. Xiao Ai was willing to lie beside me watching TV, sleeping, and eating lychees. Xiao Ai was willing to listen to me quietly about my views and opinions on music, books, movies, and news, and was willing to tell me about his childhood. Thoughtful, totally in tune with him, things he doesn't say - where he lives, his mother, I never ask, despite all my doubts.Accompanying, interacting, and almost obedient, this is the way I try to get Xiao Ai's favor.
Xiaoai asked me: "Are you going to live here forever?"
I said, "If I go back to Yusong, can we still meet like this often?"
I didn't want to put too much pressure on him, so I hurriedly changed my words: "Teach me to farm and raise chickens and pigs. I exercise every day. I'll be a guide in Qiongling."
"No more lawsuits?"
"do not fight."
Xiaoai stared at me and asked me, "Why did you come to Yusong?"
I said, "You know, because of Yao Xiaofu's case." I moved closer to him, lowered my voice, and said, "Tell me more about the story here, your father pretends to be Chilian Shenjun , can you also dress up? What do you do to pretend to be a god? Dress up like a god, and everyone will worship you?"
Xiao Ai smiled: "When I was 17 years old, the elders in the village came to me and said, you have reached the age where you can pretend to be a god. Your father left and never came back. Without the god, our sacrifice would not be possible. This year's priest, you can pretend to be a god." He paused, and said quietly, "The person who pretends to be a god can't eat meat for seven days, can't get close to women for seven days, and can only meditate in a room in Tianfu Palace for seven days. They will still be blindfolded and unable to see for seven days. The eyes of the gods cannot be polluted by the filth of the world, and the hair of the gods is very long. The Tianfu Palace is gone, and no one has mentioned the matter of holding sacrifices."
I touched Xiao Ai's hair: "You don't pretend to be a god anymore, do you still have long hair?"
Xiao Ai said: "Some people like to grab my hair."
I said, "I like it too." I asked him, "Who is that guy?"
Xiao Ai didn't speak, her smile was restrained, she just looked at me, I was a little nervous and jealous, my mouth was sour, I said to him: "I like you."
I have said it many times.
Xiao Ai listened, and a smile gradually appeared on his face.
"Has anyone ever told you that before? There must be a lot?" I held his face in my hands, breathing his breath, and asked.
Xiao Ai shook his head, and after a while he nodded again.
"Who? What kind of person?"
Xiao Ai said: "My sister." He touched his hair and said, "She likes to grab my fingers, bite my fingers, and also grab my hair."
That was the first time I heard that Xiao Ai had a younger sister.
Xiao Ai said: "She is my twin sister. She died in a car accident when she was ten years old."
"She learned to speak very late. After she could speak, she didn't call me brother. It's strange. She called me Xiaoai. Before her, no one ever called me that..."
"Xiao Ai..." I also called him that, one after another, getting closer to him, I kissed Xiao Ai's hair, I hugged him, and began to kiss his hair lightly.
Xiao Ai's cell phone rang, and he went outside to answer the call. When he came back, I asked him, "Do you want to be on duty?"
He shook his head and went back to bed, and we were back in that close, looking at each other position.His hand went inside my pajama pants, he took my penis and rubbed it, I took his hand away, and I said, "No need."
I didn't kiss him because I had "sexual" intentions. I explained to him, but Xiao Ai did it more boldly. He got under the quilt, took off my pants, and took my penis in his mouth.I tried to pull him up, but his mouth was too warm and his tongue was too flexible and wet, and I got an erection, wanting to move.I also got under the quilt and asked him: "Do you want to do it?"
Xiao Ai stammered hard, and I continued to ask: "Do you want to have sex with me, or is it because of your physical needs? You haven't done it for a long time, right?"
Xiao Ai raised his head, grabbed my arm and climbed up. He kissed my lips and told me: "I want to have sex with you."
I touched him for a while, but he couldn't get hard. I was surprised for a while, but looking at him, Xiao Ai said indifferently: "Come in, I'm fine."
He said he didn't have to orgasm.
I was stunned, the previous wonderful atmosphere suddenly disappeared, he said he wanted to have sex with me, but he couldn't get hard, isn't that okay?is it possible?
That night, we didn't continue, I couldn't fall asleep, Shen Ying came over the next day, I drank some wine and chatted with him about this matter.
Besides Shen Ying, who else can I share with Xiao Ai about me and Xiao Ai?He created so many opportunities for me, and he even lent me his place to live. He pushed Xiaoai towards me and me towards Xiaoai.I completely regard him as my staff and advisor.
Shen Ying and I analyzed: "Maybe he has some psychological barriers, he can go to see a psychiatrist, I can help you contact one, and absolutely protect privacy."
Psychologist?To what extent does Xiao Ai need to confess to that psychiatrist?The psychiatrist will divide him into some kind of obstacle, some kind of disease, and then treat him, heal him, will he be the one who saves Xiao Ai?Will the psychiatrist charge hundreds of thousands of dollars per hour, and then talk about Xiao Ai with others behind his back, and make fun of Xiao Ai?
Just thinking about it makes my scalp tingle.
Shen Ying said again: "It's better for you to find someone at random. If you think about it, maybe he will only get excited under certain circumstances. There are many strange people in the world. Some people like to peep, and some people like Being peeped, or looked at openly... It's not that he doesn't like you, he said it too, he said he wants to have sex with you, it's just that a person is used to a certain situation, you let him suddenly change, he suddenly Can't get used to it."
I said, "Maybe it really is a disease."
"Then you have to find the crux of the matter before you can prescribe the right medicine." Shen Ying said, "You don't even know what his problem is now, so what's the use of thinking wildly? You should find a doctor and listen to professional advice."
I resisted the idea of finding a psychiatrist from the bottom of my heart. After much deliberation, Shen Ying and I said, "Let's do an experiment."
"experiment?"
I nodded and looked at Shen Ying.
Shen Ying said, "I'm a little confused."
I don't want anyone to share Xiaoai with me, but I need to know what's wrong with Xiaoai. What I need is an experimental assistant, a trustworthy friend.I still looked at Shen Ying.
Shen Ying is so smart, he reacted immediately, he shook his head with a wry smile, and drank tea.I asked him, "What are you doing tonight?"
"Are you serious?"
I said, "It's better than just looking for someone, isn't it?"
I said, "Are you afraid of embarrassment?"
Shen Ying said: "It's too strange."
"Just think of yourself as a psychiatrist."
"A therapist who needs to undress?"
I said, "Let's see how far it goes, maybe he just needs to be watched..."
I hesitated to speak, drinking, Shen Ying still shook his head, I begged him: "Senior, help me."
Shen Yingyu said earnestly, "Don't you think you've been messed up by him..."
He didn't continue, and I laughed at myself: "Isn't it normal?"
I said again: "Maybe true love is so abnormal and crazy. I can experience it once in my lifetime, and there is nothing wrong with it."
Shen Ying thought for a long time and said, "Without your permission, I will not do anything."
I believe him, I believe he has no interest in Xiao Ai at all, because in my impression, in so many chaotic and crowded gatherings, Shen Ying never got close to Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai never got close to Shen reflect.
I can trust him.
For this absurd experiment, I insisted on calling Xiao Ai to the villa for dinner. As soon as Xiao Ai entered the room, she was taken aback when she saw Shen Ying. When Shen Ying greeted him, he nodded and moved away in a hurry. line of sight.We ate in the restaurant, I kept pouring wine for Xiao Ai, and I drank it myself, while Shen Ying drank tea.
Taking advantage of the strength of the wine, before the meal was finished, I pulled Xiao Ai to the sofa and started touching and kissing him.Shen Ying was still sitting at the dining table, far away from us.Xiao Ai has reacted, as long as there is a third person and a third pair of eyes looking at him, he will react soon.
Originally, this experiment could end here. I found Xiao Ai's illness, and I could start thinking about how to make Xiao Ai adapt to one-on-one sex.But I didn't stop. Alcohol caused me to urge me to take off Xiao Ai's clothes and pants. It controlled me to separate Xiao Ai's legs.
Shen Ying is still in the living room, I was a little uncomfortable at first, but he didn't make a sound at all, and I turned my back to him again, he seemed to be invisible, I gradually ignored his existence, and focused on kissing Xiao Ai , Knead him, and use your fingers to help him expand, his acupuncture point is wet and soft, I leaned into his body, Xiao Ai hummed softly.At this time, I smelled a smell of cigarettes. Xiao Ai looked at me, licked his lips thirsty, and handed a cigarette to his mouth.Shen Yingfu whispered in my ear and asked me, "Can I give him a cigarette?"
Xiao Ai bit the cigarette, and the uncomfortable feeling came up again. Before I could say anything, Xiao Ai pushed me down and sat on me. His hair was loose, and he was smoking a cigarette. , put one hand on my chest, touch myself with the other, and masturbate.The ash was burning long, and when the smoke was about to fall from his mouth, I stretched out my hand, and Shen Ying caught it first, and he walked away, I don't know where he went, I heard footsteps moving away, I wanted to take a look, but Xiaoai hugged my neck tightly, our bodies were stuck together, my face was buried in his hair, Xiaoai just hugged me and moved up and down on my body , he didn't make a sound.After a while, he called out.
Harder, fuck me harder.
Fuck me hard, okay?
He hoarsely craved sweetly, and I immediately lost my mind, and I had no time to think about Shen Ying, so I held onto Xiao Ai's waist and just fucked him.Xiao Ai yelled ecstatically, which made me blush. I hugged him and let him sit on the coffee table. He relaxed and opened his legs and wrapped them around my waist. I stood up, lifted one of his legs and inserted him deeper.He was so wet inside, he sucked me in, his arm rested on my shoulder, I wanted to kiss him, I kissed him, Shen Ying walked by us, he drank water from the glass on the coffee table, when the water was finished, he Walking to the kitchen, I heard the sound of pouring water.He is calm and cold, how can he be so cold?In the face of a live erotic marriage, he turned a blind eye to it. What turned his appetite?
Shen Ying came back again, Xiao Ai yelled even louder, his head pressed against my chest, his voice was completely hoarse, his penis became harder, and the head of his penis kept leaking wet fluid.Shen Ying looked at me, as if asking me if I still need him here, I made a look, and he pointed upstairs, he was leaving.
Xiao Ai stretched out his hand suddenly, and he grabbed Shen Ying's fingers.
He looked up at him, his mouth open, his lips moist, moaning, yelling, yelling, unable to utter complete sentences.
Shen Ying still looked at me, as if she was waiting for my instructions.
If Xiao Ai hopes.
If this is what Xiao Ai wants.
If slowly, if it takes time for him to transform...
Besides, the other party is Shen Ying. He said that he would not do anything without my permission. Besides, without my permission, he did not do anything to Xiao Ai.
I nodded.
Shen Ying bent down and kissed Xiao Ai.
There was no sound when they kissed, and Xiao Ai was trembling all the time, from lips to body, I could feel it and see it clearly.Shen Ying's hand reached into his hair, and he scratched his hair.Xiao Ai ejaculated.
I froze and looked at Xiao Ai, who was exhausted after ejaculating and fell backwards.I was still in his body, he seemed to have lost all passion, I put him on the ground, Shen Ying patted me, and walked away as if nothing happened, my throat was very dry, I held Xiao Ai, and acted violently After a few shots, he also shot.
I hugged him tightly, Xiaoai pushed me, but I still hugged him.I kissed his hair over and over again, from the hair to the ear, to the neck, and I touched his bottom again, but Xiaoai didn't respond, so I bit his shoulder.I asked him, "Have you ever done it with Shen Ying?"
Xiao Ai said, "No."
I asked again, "Have you ever done it with David?"
Xiao Ai said, "Many times."
I got up from the ground and went to the bathroom of the guest room to take a shower. After washing, I went back to the living room. Xiao Ai was sitting on the ground with his clothes on. I just wanted to call him to take a bath to avoid catching cold. I saw Shen Ying coming from the yard. walk in.An inexplicable anxiety choked my throat, I didn't speak, I hid by the wall and looked at the living room.There was an extra book in Shen Ying's hand, Xiao Ai didn't look at him, picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table, smoked two cigarettes, one was in her mouth, Shen Ying walked over, lowered her head, and bit off the other Root, he took out the lighter, and the two got together to light a cigarette.The cigarette was lit, Xiao Ai tied her hair with a rubber band, and Shen Ying walked away with the book. When he reached the stairs, he saw me, pointed to the second floor with me, and smiled.In his hand was a thick hardbound copy of Faust.
David
Shen Ying said: "Your mother should rest at home? It's not good to disturb her. I just bought a few new ps4 games at my place. Why don't you come and try them out?"
Ai Shanshan looked at me, I looked at Shen Ying, and said, "That's fine, call me back."
Shen Ying nodded and drove the car away.
Xiao Ai walked towards us.
He came up to me and held out his hand.Ai Shanshan said: "Lawyer Guan, this is your first time climbing Qiongling Mountain, don't get tired, just give it to my brother."
I grabbed the straps of my backpack and said, "I'm fine, I can do it."
Ai Shanshan winked at me for a while: "Don't regret it then, Lawyer Guan, it feels light to carry it now, but you will know it is heavy when you go up the mountain."
I still insisted: "I can do it."
We went to the ticket office to buy tickets, but after entering the scenic spot, the sky became overcast. Ai Shanshan yelled that something was wrong, and Xiao Ai also suggested to go back. I said, "If it rains, just hide for a while. Go ahead, I'm fine."
I was at the mercy of a mentality of unwillingness to admit defeat in front of Xiao Ai and a throbbing desire to continue walking behind him to watch him climb the mountain.
Xiao Ai, he walked in front of me so briskly, he climbed the steps, raised his feet, followed by his calves, his muscles tensed and then relaxed, his arms raised and lowered, he was flexible, agile, a little careless, he seemed really He picked wild fruits and threw them to me. He pointed to Yunxianding, which was faintly visible. He taught me to stand under the peach tree and listen to the sound of the waterfall. He said that there is a small fish in the stream here. The eyes are red.I was out of breath, and he turned to look at me from a high place.My world is quiet, the sky is darker white, and I stand on the black steps glowing with water, which is like a road of asking, the only road in the world, and Xiaoai and I are on this road There are only two people, he is at the top, and I have to work hard to go up.
When it was raining, we arrived near the General’s Washing Sword Pond. The raindrops were so heavy that they hit people with crackling noises. Ai Shanshan couldn’t stop crying, and I couldn’t hold it any longer. Xiao Ai took us to a canteen shelter from the rain.The owner of the canteen recognized him, and the two of them saw him. They handed out cigarettes to each other and spoke in a dialect. After we put on the raincoats one by one, Xiao Ai pointed to the outside and said, "It's too bad, let's go back."
Qiongling was misty with rain and mist, and the mountains were not mountains, the trees were not trees, and the people lost their shapes, and they were all a few threads that melted into the water.
Shen Ying's call came at this time, and he said, "It's raining heavily, are you all right?"
I said, "We're at the pool where the general washes his sword, and we can't go up."
Shen Ying was coming to pick us up, I asked Ai Shanshan and Xiao Ai what they meant, Xiao Ai didn't say a word, Ai Shanshan agreed with both hands, and we made an appointment to meet at the place we separated earlier.
The rain outside the scenic area was not so heavy, but the road conditions were not very good. Shen Ying picked us up and drove the car onto the Panshan Highway. The visibility on the road was not high. It was a narrow mountain road with one bend after another. Shen Ying did not panic at all. , the car drove very steadily.He told me: "This is how it is here. If it rains, it will never end."
Ai Shanshan said: "The wet season is just over, April is like this, it will be fine after April." He looked at me, "Lawyer Guan, can you stay until then? Are you going back to Shanghai?"
Shen Ying said, "Lawyer Guan didn't tell you? He plans to stay in Yusong."
Ai Shanshan was surprised: "Not going back to Shanghai?"
I said, "I won't come back."
I peeked at Xiao Ai from the rearview mirror.Xiao Ai sat against the car door, looking outside.He hasn't spoken since getting in the car.Shen Ying asked again: "Is the scenery okay? Did you go to the General Washing Sword Pond to see it? A pool of red water is rare."
Ai Shanshan was quite regretful: "It rained before I could get there." He raised his voice: "But I met a snake halfway, so I saw a special product in Qiongling!"
I said, "You pointed it out to me, and to tell you the truth, I didn't see it."
Ai Shanshan sneered: "It's okay, I'll go to Chilian Peak later, when it rains, there will be snakes all over the place." He grabbed my shoulder and said shaking, "But don't be afraid, my brother is very good at snakes!"
He was triumphant, but Xiao Ai was indifferent.Shen Ying asked: "Then that means adding more food tonight?"
Ai Shanshan laughed, and I laughed too. Xiao Ai still had no expression. I suspected that there was some misunderstanding between him and Shen Ying, and he hated Shen Ying because of it. How would Shen Ying offend Xiao Ai?So, when we were walking on the stairs leading to Shen Ying's villa, I asked Xiao Ai, "You don't seem to like Shen Ying very much?"
Shen Ying came over with two umbrellas, Xiaoai and I, and he and Ai Shanshan. They walked in front, and Xiaoai and I walked behind.We opened a long distance.
Xiao Ai said, "You seem to have a good relationship."
I said: "He is two years older than me. We are from a university. This time I came to Yusong, and he took good care of me. Before, I was dragged to the wilderness with my head covered and beaten up. If it wasn't for him, I would I guess I died on the way if I didn’t find the way back to Yusong.”
Xiao Ai listened to my speech very carefully, and I immediately explained: "He and I are friends." I looked at Shen Ying's back, "I'm not the kind he likes."
Ai Shanshan was chirping with Shen Ying, when I heard words like "Tianfu Palace" and "Chilian Shenjun", they were all unfamiliar.Xiao Ai didn't answer my words, I cleared my throat, and said, "He used to have a girlfriend, and we talked about it as soon as he entered school in freshman year, and when it came to junior year, his girlfriend came to Yusong to see him, and both of them were going to get engaged Yes, girlfriend drowned in pool and died."
Xiao Ai raised her hand and grabbed a leaf from a nearby tree, played with it in her hand, and said softly, "Is that so..."
Shen Ying's love tragedy did not touch him.I asked him, "How did you and David meet?"
Xiao Ai blew the water droplets on the leaves, and said: "He came to Qiongling to play, and went to the General's Sword Pool. It happened that we rescued a swimmer over there. He saw me and asked me for a phone number."
While talking, we stepped onto the last step. The forest was dense, and the sound of the rain hitting the umbrella instantly became lighter.Ai Shanshan said: "Brother Shen, you live in a secluded place! I heard from the old man that there used to be Tianfu Palace in front of this place."
I asked curiously: "A Taoist place? Is it also a tourist attraction?"
Ai Shanshan said: "It's gone now, it was burned by a big fire. I haven't seen it before. I was talking to Brother Shen just now. I only heard that there is a Chi Lian god enshrined in it. Chi Lian, that is There are a lot of snakes here, Chilian Snake, this god seems to be a snake who has cultivated to become a spirit, and has done a lot of good deeds to become a god." He turned to look at Xiaoai, "In the past, there was a sacrifice once a year here to worship this god , all of us surnamed Ai went out to pretend to be a god, bro, have you ever seen Dad pretending to be a god?"
Xiao Ai shook her head and said nothing.Shen Ying said: "Before I sorted out my father's belongings, I saw some documents. I didn't expect him to have a piece of land here. I came to see it, and I thought the environment was good, so I demolished all the remains of Tianfu Palace and built it new house."
He pointed to the front: "Enter that door and you will be there."
Ai Shanshan cheered, and trotted towards the direction Shen Ying pointed.
Xiao Ai lit a cigarette.I whispered to him, "Are you not feeling well?"
Xiaoai smiled at me, and I asked again: "Can we still be friends now?"
Shen Ying and Ai Shanshan were far away from us, so I said to Xiaoai again: "I'm so happy that you are willing to see me today. I don't mean to stalk you, I just want to say sorry to you."
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said that about you that day. I don't care how you want to live. I don't care at all..." I lowered my head and lowered my voice. I can't see his expression.
The rain was falling stealthily, the leaves were sparsely leaking water, Ai Shanshan waved to us: "Hurry up!"
Xiao Ai asked him loudly: "Will you go back later by yourself or should I send you?"
Ai Shanshan still waved her hands and shouted: "Hurry up!"
Xiaoai and I walked up to him, and there was a small door squeezed between a row of towering trees behind him.Shen Ying opened the door, we walked in, Ai Shanshan looked around: "Brother Shen! How much money does being a lawyer make?"
I said, "Don't get me wrong, brother Shen, he already has money."
Ai Shanshan was curious about everything. He asked about this and that. He was particularly interested in Shen Ying’s glass-enclosed workshop. Shen Ying wanted to show him around, so she gave me the key to the door and said, “Go to the end of the first floor. There are two guest rooms with bathrooms inside, let’s take a hot bath first, and there will be a change of clothes in the room.”
I took the key and went to the villa with Xiaoai.Xiao Ai finished smoking a cigarette and lit another.After entering Shen Ying's house, I planned to take a shower. We did get caught in a lot of rain along the way, and my feet and hands were a little cold. I asked Xiao Ai what he meant, and he smiled at me, walked through the living room, and moved away. There are two French doors, which lead to the outside.There is another big courtyard, and there is a courtyard with a blood-red release pond.
Xiao Ai stood under the eaves and smoked.I took a hot shower, changed into clean clothes and came out. Ai Shanshan was already playing games. He was wearing new clothes, with a towel hanging around his neck. Xiao Ai was still outside. He took off his slippers in the entrance , without changing the indoor slippers, walking in Shen Ying's house, leaving a string of wet footprints on the floor, I looked at Shen Ying, and I owed him, I felt embarrassed.Shen Ying smiled and asked me: "Would you like something to eat? Shall I order some noodles?"
I was ashamed to make him, the master, work hard, so I volunteered: "Let me make lunch, you guys play games."
Shen Ying was not polite to me, Ai Shanshan grabbed the handle, stared at the TV screen, and said, "Brother! Please help Lawyer Guan! Stop smoking!"
Not long after I entered the kitchen, Xiao Ai came over. He smelled of cigarettes, and he told me, "Let's go eat outside."
I followed his gaze and saw that there were indeed outdoor tables and chairs in the yard outside the living room, but they were all soaked by the rain. I said, "If the rain stops later."
Xiao Ai fell silent. He looked around and asked me, "Can I help you?"
I opened the refrigerator, and the refrigerator was full. I looked at it and thought about it, and I muttered: "Just make... fried bamboo shoots, fried pork chops, and scrambled eggs with tomatoes?"
I looked back at Xiao Ai: "Just look at me."
Xiao Ai sat on a high bar chair, propped her face, and smiled.Ai Shanshan and Shen Ying are fighting street fighters, you talk to each other, the battle is fierce, I roll up my sleeves to cook, Xiao Ai tried to help a few times, but I persuaded him, I sent him to the living room, he also If you don't go, you are really looking at me in the kitchen.I cooked that meal very vigorously, my hands and feet were very neat, the food was ready, and the rain still didn't stop, so we had to eat in the restaurant.Shen Ying ate the oily bamboo shoots and was full of praise, Ai Shanshan also gave me a thumbs up, Xiao Ai also ate, chewing slowly, as if she had no appetite.He has been looking outside.
During the dinner, Shen Ying answered a phone call. He didn't leave his seat, watched me say a few words, and then hung up.
"David called." He told me, and then asked me, "Do you want to stay here for a few days? Just relax."
He kicked me under the dinner table.
Ai Shanshan also said: "How convenient it is to live here. If you want to climb a mountain, let's see if my brother is in the sky. The weather in the mountain is fine, so I will take you up."
Shen Ying kicked me again.I asked Xiaoai: "Are you busy with work?"
Xiao Ai said, "It's okay."
Shen Ying said: "Although you can use the things in the house, I seldom come here. The house must be lived in to be popular."
Xiaoai asked Ai Shanshan: "What time do you plan to go back?"
Ai Shanshan pouted: "Why do you keep urging me to go back today? I rarely come back."
Xiao Ai smoked, flicked ash into the bone dish, and pushed Ai Shanshan's head, Ai Shanshan made a gesture to avoid it, Xiao Ai raised his hand and hit him on the back of the head, Ai Shanshan lowered his head, I was busy picking up food for him, Greeting: "Eat vegetables, eat vegetables, eat more."
Ai Shanshan picked up the bowl and ate all the food in it, took the bowl and chopsticks to the kitchen, washed and dried it, and went to play games again.
Xiao Ai asked him, "Have you finished your homework?"
Ai Shanshan completely ignored Xiao Ai, so I hurriedly smoothed things over and said, "I see some wontons and gnocchi in the refrigerator, do you want to cook some to eat?"
Xiao Ai said, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette."
Ai Shanshan suppressed her voice and hummed: "Fuck, be careful of lung cancer!"
Xiao Ai went straight out, Shen Ying gave me a look, and I hurriedly chased her out.The rain was much lighter, and Xiao Ai walked far away from the villa. He stood under a tree. I called him and asked him: "Is the food not to your liking? Too sweet?"
Xiao Ai pointed to the pool in the yard and said, "The water in the General's Sword Washing Pool is this color."
I looked at him and then at him.He said: "Many people want to touch the treasure cave behind it to find the legendary treasure. When the water level is high, you have to dive to get in. It is very dangerous. There is also a fish inside that can bite people and is poisonous."
"Treasure cave? So mysterious?" I was curious.
Tianfu Palace, Chilian God, Treasure Cave, and poisonous fish, this mountain seems to gather all the most difficult and fascinating mysteries in the world.
Xiao Ai told me the story of the treasure cave after the general washes the sword pool. His version is too short, and he finished it in one sentence.
"There used to be a general who killed a king and robbed his gold and silver treasures. Everyone said that the general hid all those treasures in the cave behind the Sword Washing Pool."
I asked him, "Is that general the one who washed his sword?"
Xiao Ai nodded: "A general who has killed many people and wants to kill more."
When he said this, he kept looking at the direction of the pool. A drop of rain hit his forehead without blinking. The rain slid down his cheeks. I raised my hand to wipe it off for him. He looked at me. , I asked him: "Do you think I am passionate and annoying? If you want me to keep a distance from you, then I..." I took two steps back, "I can't do anything, just send a message , call, I will do nothing, I promise."
His eyes are peaceful, yes, yes, Xiao Ai's eyes are so peaceful at any moment.He was calm when he laughed, and he never showed a hint of absent-mindedness or trance when making love.He is calm.
Before I got Xiao Ai's reply, I saw Shen Ying. He came out to smoke, holding the lighter, and raised one shoulder to light the cigarette. He also saw us and waved his fingers as a greeting.
Xiao Ai turned around, turned her back to Shen Ying, and said to me, "I'm on vacation tomorrow afternoon, so I'll come to see you?"
How did I answer him?How did I clean up the dinner table, how did I spend the afternoon, how did I follow Shen Ying to send Ai Shanshan back to Yusong, went to Shen Ying's house to pick up my luggage, and then returned to Chilian Peak?I'm totally lost.People's memory is too easy to be picked and picked, discarded, and blurred.Memories that are too happy and too painful will make people want to lock them up, and they will make people's brains go blank.People are too willing to treat themselves well.
Let's first take a look at those "happy" memories that I didn't want to share with anyone, didn't want to tell anyone, were locked up by me, and planned to be treasured forever.
Xiao Ai would take the initiative to find me, and Xiao Ai took the initiative to find me more than once.We often do nothing, just sit on the sofa, lean against the small bar near the kitchen, stand in a daze under the eaves, or take a walk along the pond, go to Chilian Peak, I follow Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai is not at all Stop and go on the muddy trail on the road.He sent eggs laid by his own chickens, pumpkins and bitter gourds he grew, mushrooms he picked on the mountain, and bracken. I fried bitter gourd with eggs, steamed pumpkin, stewed chicken soup with mushrooms, cold bracken, and wormwood. He was very happy. When the two of us ate, he always gobbled it up, and his mouth was full of oil. After we were full, he went outside to smoke and feed the fish with the leftover meat. He said that this pool used to be the release pool of Tianfu Palace, which attracted It is the water from Xijian Pond, and the "Ai" in Xijian Pond is also raised. They only eat meat, and if they are not fed, they will kill each other.I asked him, which "Ai" is "Ai", is it your last name?
Xiao Ai didn't answer me.
If Xiao Ai doesn't speak, I won't speak either.
When we are not in a daze, when we are not loitering, when we are not feeding the fish or eating, we watch TV. Xiao Ai is lying down, with his feet stretched out on the edge of the sofa, swaying leisurely. He still does not wear indoor slippers, and he still wears shorts and a vest all day long, with his calves exposed. His arms were bare, and his long hair was tied into a bun.He closed his eyes easily while watching the TV. I turned down the volume of the TV, and he opened his eyes to look at me and said, "It's okay, just watch."
He said that he sleeps very lightly and wakes up with a slight movement. He often feels that he is not asleep at all, and often feels that he is in a dream.
I installed a software on my mobile phone to monitor sleep quality. I did a test for Xiaoai. He was indeed a very light sleeper. I tried playing soothing music and lighting lavender-flavored candles to relax the nerves, but the effect was not obvious. I just read to him, and read the words and sentences in a tone that does not fluctuate much like a parent coaxing a child.He will sleep deeply.
There are many books in Shen Ying’s study room, I pick the ones I like to read to Xiao Ai, after Xiao Ai wakes up, he will look at the cover of the book, find the passage he heard when he fell asleep, and ask me, next What was said.I told him.He asked me again why I liked this book.I told him why.Sometimes I can't explain why, such as "Faust", when I read it, I yawned and fell asleep, but as long as I think that Mephisto is still waiting somewhere in this book Me, I cheered up again.
Xiaoai took me to see a mulberry tree.The trunk was thick and the branches and leaves were luxuriant. He walked around the tree and talked. He said that when he was a child, his father would take him to pick mulberries from the tree and eat them.
I feel that Xiaoai and I have completely become a couple.
Lovers share their stories, walk into each other's lives, become each other's lives, even if they want to separate in the end, they will take away a part of each other.
That mulberry tree always doesn't bear fruit, I hope it will bear fruit soon, and it will bear a lot of fruit. I want to pick it off and eat it with Xiaoai.
Xiao Ai sometimes stays in the villa. We sleep on the same bed. He doesn’t wear clothes when he sleeps. There is only a quilt in the guest room. His hands often touch my arms, and my feet often touch his feet.
Once, we were lying on the bed sideways, facing each other, and it was very quiet outside, as if we were not in the world.Xiaoai asked me: "Do you want to do it?"
I said, "It doesn't matter if you don't."
My goal is very clear. I want to be a special case among all the people I have come into contact with. I want to go through his body and live in his heart.At that time, I felt that I was about to succeed. Xiao Ai was willing to lie beside me watching TV, sleeping, and eating lychees. Xiao Ai was willing to listen to me quietly about my views and opinions on music, books, movies, and news, and was willing to tell me about his childhood. Thoughtful, totally in tune with him, things he doesn't say - where he lives, his mother, I never ask, despite all my doubts.Accompanying, interacting, and almost obedient, this is the way I try to get Xiao Ai's favor.
Xiaoai asked me: "Are you going to live here forever?"
I said, "If I go back to Yusong, can we still meet like this often?"
I didn't want to put too much pressure on him, so I hurriedly changed my words: "Teach me to farm and raise chickens and pigs. I exercise every day. I'll be a guide in Qiongling."
"No more lawsuits?"
"do not fight."
Xiaoai stared at me and asked me, "Why did you come to Yusong?"
I said, "You know, because of Yao Xiaofu's case." I moved closer to him, lowered my voice, and said, "Tell me more about the story here, your father pretends to be Chilian Shenjun , can you also dress up? What do you do to pretend to be a god? Dress up like a god, and everyone will worship you?"
Xiao Ai smiled: "When I was 17 years old, the elders in the village came to me and said, you have reached the age where you can pretend to be a god. Your father left and never came back. Without the god, our sacrifice would not be possible. This year's priest, you can pretend to be a god." He paused, and said quietly, "The person who pretends to be a god can't eat meat for seven days, can't get close to women for seven days, and can only meditate in a room in Tianfu Palace for seven days. They will still be blindfolded and unable to see for seven days. The eyes of the gods cannot be polluted by the filth of the world, and the hair of the gods is very long. The Tianfu Palace is gone, and no one has mentioned the matter of holding sacrifices."
I touched Xiao Ai's hair: "You don't pretend to be a god anymore, do you still have long hair?"
Xiao Ai said: "Some people like to grab my hair."
I said, "I like it too." I asked him, "Who is that guy?"
Xiao Ai didn't speak, her smile was restrained, she just looked at me, I was a little nervous and jealous, my mouth was sour, I said to him: "I like you."
I have said it many times.
Xiao Ai listened, and a smile gradually appeared on his face.
"Has anyone ever told you that before? There must be a lot?" I held his face in my hands, breathing his breath, and asked.
Xiao Ai shook his head, and after a while he nodded again.
"Who? What kind of person?"
Xiao Ai said: "My sister." He touched his hair and said, "She likes to grab my fingers, bite my fingers, and also grab my hair."
That was the first time I heard that Xiao Ai had a younger sister.
Xiao Ai said: "She is my twin sister. She died in a car accident when she was ten years old."
"She learned to speak very late. After she could speak, she didn't call me brother. It's strange. She called me Xiaoai. Before her, no one ever called me that..."
"Xiao Ai..." I also called him that, one after another, getting closer to him, I kissed Xiao Ai's hair, I hugged him, and began to kiss his hair lightly.
Xiao Ai's cell phone rang, and he went outside to answer the call. When he came back, I asked him, "Do you want to be on duty?"
He shook his head and went back to bed, and we were back in that close, looking at each other position.His hand went inside my pajama pants, he took my penis and rubbed it, I took his hand away, and I said, "No need."
I didn't kiss him because I had "sexual" intentions. I explained to him, but Xiao Ai did it more boldly. He got under the quilt, took off my pants, and took my penis in his mouth.I tried to pull him up, but his mouth was too warm and his tongue was too flexible and wet, and I got an erection, wanting to move.I also got under the quilt and asked him: "Do you want to do it?"
Xiao Ai stammered hard, and I continued to ask: "Do you want to have sex with me, or is it because of your physical needs? You haven't done it for a long time, right?"
Xiao Ai raised his head, grabbed my arm and climbed up. He kissed my lips and told me: "I want to have sex with you."
I touched him for a while, but he couldn't get hard. I was surprised for a while, but looking at him, Xiao Ai said indifferently: "Come in, I'm fine."
He said he didn't have to orgasm.
I was stunned, the previous wonderful atmosphere suddenly disappeared, he said he wanted to have sex with me, but he couldn't get hard, isn't that okay?is it possible?
That night, we didn't continue, I couldn't fall asleep, Shen Ying came over the next day, I drank some wine and chatted with him about this matter.
Besides Shen Ying, who else can I share with Xiao Ai about me and Xiao Ai?He created so many opportunities for me, and he even lent me his place to live. He pushed Xiaoai towards me and me towards Xiaoai.I completely regard him as my staff and advisor.
Shen Ying and I analyzed: "Maybe he has some psychological barriers, he can go to see a psychiatrist, I can help you contact one, and absolutely protect privacy."
Psychologist?To what extent does Xiao Ai need to confess to that psychiatrist?The psychiatrist will divide him into some kind of obstacle, some kind of disease, and then treat him, heal him, will he be the one who saves Xiao Ai?Will the psychiatrist charge hundreds of thousands of dollars per hour, and then talk about Xiao Ai with others behind his back, and make fun of Xiao Ai?
Just thinking about it makes my scalp tingle.
Shen Ying said again: "It's better for you to find someone at random. If you think about it, maybe he will only get excited under certain circumstances. There are many strange people in the world. Some people like to peep, and some people like Being peeped, or looked at openly... It's not that he doesn't like you, he said it too, he said he wants to have sex with you, it's just that a person is used to a certain situation, you let him suddenly change, he suddenly Can't get used to it."
I said, "Maybe it really is a disease."
"Then you have to find the crux of the matter before you can prescribe the right medicine." Shen Ying said, "You don't even know what his problem is now, so what's the use of thinking wildly? You should find a doctor and listen to professional advice."
I resisted the idea of finding a psychiatrist from the bottom of my heart. After much deliberation, Shen Ying and I said, "Let's do an experiment."
"experiment?"
I nodded and looked at Shen Ying.
Shen Ying said, "I'm a little confused."
I don't want anyone to share Xiaoai with me, but I need to know what's wrong with Xiaoai. What I need is an experimental assistant, a trustworthy friend.I still looked at Shen Ying.
Shen Ying is so smart, he reacted immediately, he shook his head with a wry smile, and drank tea.I asked him, "What are you doing tonight?"
"Are you serious?"
I said, "It's better than just looking for someone, isn't it?"
I said, "Are you afraid of embarrassment?"
Shen Ying said: "It's too strange."
"Just think of yourself as a psychiatrist."
"A therapist who needs to undress?"
I said, "Let's see how far it goes, maybe he just needs to be watched..."
I hesitated to speak, drinking, Shen Ying still shook his head, I begged him: "Senior, help me."
Shen Yingyu said earnestly, "Don't you think you've been messed up by him..."
He didn't continue, and I laughed at myself: "Isn't it normal?"
I said again: "Maybe true love is so abnormal and crazy. I can experience it once in my lifetime, and there is nothing wrong with it."
Shen Ying thought for a long time and said, "Without your permission, I will not do anything."
I believe him, I believe he has no interest in Xiao Ai at all, because in my impression, in so many chaotic and crowded gatherings, Shen Ying never got close to Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai never got close to Shen reflect.
I can trust him.
For this absurd experiment, I insisted on calling Xiao Ai to the villa for dinner. As soon as Xiao Ai entered the room, she was taken aback when she saw Shen Ying. When Shen Ying greeted him, he nodded and moved away in a hurry. line of sight.We ate in the restaurant, I kept pouring wine for Xiao Ai, and I drank it myself, while Shen Ying drank tea.
Taking advantage of the strength of the wine, before the meal was finished, I pulled Xiao Ai to the sofa and started touching and kissing him.Shen Ying was still sitting at the dining table, far away from us.Xiao Ai has reacted, as long as there is a third person and a third pair of eyes looking at him, he will react soon.
Originally, this experiment could end here. I found Xiao Ai's illness, and I could start thinking about how to make Xiao Ai adapt to one-on-one sex.But I didn't stop. Alcohol caused me to urge me to take off Xiao Ai's clothes and pants. It controlled me to separate Xiao Ai's legs.
Shen Ying is still in the living room, I was a little uncomfortable at first, but he didn't make a sound at all, and I turned my back to him again, he seemed to be invisible, I gradually ignored his existence, and focused on kissing Xiao Ai , Knead him, and use your fingers to help him expand, his acupuncture point is wet and soft, I leaned into his body, Xiao Ai hummed softly.At this time, I smelled a smell of cigarettes. Xiao Ai looked at me, licked his lips thirsty, and handed a cigarette to his mouth.Shen Yingfu whispered in my ear and asked me, "Can I give him a cigarette?"
Xiao Ai bit the cigarette, and the uncomfortable feeling came up again. Before I could say anything, Xiao Ai pushed me down and sat on me. His hair was loose, and he was smoking a cigarette. , put one hand on my chest, touch myself with the other, and masturbate.The ash was burning long, and when the smoke was about to fall from his mouth, I stretched out my hand, and Shen Ying caught it first, and he walked away, I don't know where he went, I heard footsteps moving away, I wanted to take a look, but Xiaoai hugged my neck tightly, our bodies were stuck together, my face was buried in his hair, Xiaoai just hugged me and moved up and down on my body , he didn't make a sound.After a while, he called out.
Harder, fuck me harder.
Fuck me hard, okay?
He hoarsely craved sweetly, and I immediately lost my mind, and I had no time to think about Shen Ying, so I held onto Xiao Ai's waist and just fucked him.Xiao Ai yelled ecstatically, which made me blush. I hugged him and let him sit on the coffee table. He relaxed and opened his legs and wrapped them around my waist. I stood up, lifted one of his legs and inserted him deeper.He was so wet inside, he sucked me in, his arm rested on my shoulder, I wanted to kiss him, I kissed him, Shen Ying walked by us, he drank water from the glass on the coffee table, when the water was finished, he Walking to the kitchen, I heard the sound of pouring water.He is calm and cold, how can he be so cold?In the face of a live erotic marriage, he turned a blind eye to it. What turned his appetite?
Shen Ying came back again, Xiao Ai yelled even louder, his head pressed against my chest, his voice was completely hoarse, his penis became harder, and the head of his penis kept leaking wet fluid.Shen Ying looked at me, as if asking me if I still need him here, I made a look, and he pointed upstairs, he was leaving.
Xiao Ai stretched out his hand suddenly, and he grabbed Shen Ying's fingers.
He looked up at him, his mouth open, his lips moist, moaning, yelling, yelling, unable to utter complete sentences.
Shen Ying still looked at me, as if she was waiting for my instructions.
If Xiao Ai hopes.
If this is what Xiao Ai wants.
If slowly, if it takes time for him to transform...
Besides, the other party is Shen Ying. He said that he would not do anything without my permission. Besides, without my permission, he did not do anything to Xiao Ai.
I nodded.
Shen Ying bent down and kissed Xiao Ai.
There was no sound when they kissed, and Xiao Ai was trembling all the time, from lips to body, I could feel it and see it clearly.Shen Ying's hand reached into his hair, and he scratched his hair.Xiao Ai ejaculated.
I froze and looked at Xiao Ai, who was exhausted after ejaculating and fell backwards.I was still in his body, he seemed to have lost all passion, I put him on the ground, Shen Ying patted me, and walked away as if nothing happened, my throat was very dry, I held Xiao Ai, and acted violently After a few shots, he also shot.
I hugged him tightly, Xiaoai pushed me, but I still hugged him.I kissed his hair over and over again, from the hair to the ear, to the neck, and I touched his bottom again, but Xiaoai didn't respond, so I bit his shoulder.I asked him, "Have you ever done it with Shen Ying?"
Xiao Ai said, "No."
I asked again, "Have you ever done it with David?"
Xiao Ai said, "Many times."
I got up from the ground and went to the bathroom of the guest room to take a shower. After washing, I went back to the living room. Xiao Ai was sitting on the ground with his clothes on. I just wanted to call him to take a bath to avoid catching cold. I saw Shen Ying coming from the yard. walk in.An inexplicable anxiety choked my throat, I didn't speak, I hid by the wall and looked at the living room.There was an extra book in Shen Ying's hand, Xiao Ai didn't look at him, picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table, smoked two cigarettes, one was in her mouth, Shen Ying walked over, lowered her head, and bit off the other Root, he took out the lighter, and the two got together to light a cigarette.The cigarette was lit, Xiao Ai tied her hair with a rubber band, and Shen Ying walked away with the book. When he reached the stairs, he saw me, pointed to the second floor with me, and smiled.In his hand was a thick hardbound copy of Faust.
David
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