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, a fire... His classmate, also a young man in our village, wanted to put out the fire, crying and shouting, the fire was so big, how could he be saved, I was the one who stopped him. "

"Classmate? Whose classmate?"

Director Guan said: "Shen Ying's classmate, he was studying in Baima Academy at that time, and the boss of Ai's family was also studying there, but they probably don't know each other. Lawyer Xiao Shen is in the top class, Xiao Ai... "

On July 22, Shen Ying left the villa at eight o'clock in the evening. I heard the movement and paid special attention to the time, but he came back three hours later.

It took at least three hours to go back and forth from Chilian Peak to Yusong. If he still wanted to do something in between, this time was definitely not enough.

but……

However, I never knew that Shen Ying and Xiao Ai went to the same high school.

It was then that I began to investigate the relationship between Shen Ying and Xiao Ai.

Shen Ying was busy with the case, and Xiao Ai was seeing no one every day because Qiongling ushered in the peak tourist season in summer. I took this opportunity to visit Xiao Ai's neighbors in Chilian Village, and found the elders in the village. Xiao Ai asked me to help him investigate his father's whereabouts under the pretext of collecting his past and fragments of his life.Accompanied by the director of the department, I went to visit Xiaoai's mother, Wang Yunmei.

Wang Yunmei couldn't recognize the director of the department. The director of the department introduced me to her, but she forgot in a blink of an eye. Her mouth was always open, she was sitting on the bed, and her eyes were always looking at the yard.She sat slumped in the darkness, and when I mentioned Ai Hongshan, she blinked her eyes slowly and said a few words, fragmented, with ups and downs of emotions, sometimes gentle and sometimes angry.

"Sequoia... Chilian Shenjun, oops, someone carried him, his eyes are so dark, red letters are all over his body, Sequoia..."

"He climbed the wall and came back in the middle of the night!!"

"He's not a thing! Beast! That beast!! Ai Xin! Be careful!"

The supervisor dragged me away.Later, I sneaked to Ai's house several times by myself.Xiao Ai is always not at home, Wang Yunmei sometimes falls asleep, sometimes half-opens her eyes, wriggling her lips, staring at the ceiling.I tried my best to piece together her marriage with Ai Hongshan, Xiao Ai's childhood, and Ai Xin's childhood from her words.

At the same time, I am also looking for Ai Hongshan.Through various connections, I found Ai Hongshan.He worked as a porter in Mount Qingcheng, carrying people and goods, and selling his physical strength. He started a new family, stopped gambling, smoked a lot, and his teeth and fingers were yellowed.I said: "When Xiao Ai was 17 years old, they asked him to hold a new sacrifice. Later, Shen Huaisu died unexpectedly, and the Tianfu Palace was burned down. The sacrifice could not be completed again."

He nodded: "I know."

I looked at him: "Did Xiaoai look for you?"

He asked me: "Young man, do you really want to make a travel documentary about Chilian Peak?"

I said: "I heard that during the sacrificial ceremony, the person playing the role of Chilian Shenjun has to meditate in a room and cannot go out for seven days and seven nights, right?"

He said: "Not only can't go out," he smoked, saying: "It feels like a lot of people are watching you." He took a puff of smoke, "Fortunately, we can't do it anymore."

He didn't go on talking, and I didn't go on asking.

I also visited Baima Academy and met several teachers under the guise of inspecting the school environment for my relatives. I found Shen Ying’s mother, Mei Jia, and used the excuse that I was a staff member of the Yusong Museum to compile a museum collection. I really want to know about the life of Shen Huaisu who has made outstanding contributions to the protection of Tianfu Palace in Chilianzhai and the local culture of Qiongling. sisters.

So, I said goodbye to Shen Ying on the grounds that my mother was seriously ill. Shen Ying held a farewell banquet for me and invited some colleagues from the law firm to eat at a Cantonese restaurant. Xiao Ai did not come, he just texted me and asked Me, are you leaving?

I replied to him: Do you want me to stay?

He said: Of course.

I looked at Shen Ying, he was eating food, looking at his mobile phone, occasionally chatting with the people next to him, caught my gaze, and raised his glass to toast me.

I didn't stay.

When I went to Singapore, Shen Huaisu's third sister held a tea party at home and called her other sisters, who accepted my "interview" together.I couldn't find Shen Huaisu's first love, the French teacher, but I had a meal with his colleagues in the research institute. Many of them became professors and achieved success in their studies. I have no impression of academic research, but I am deeply impressed by his fascination with the murals in the dark room of Tianfu Palace.

I was looking through old newspapers in the library in Singapore, searching for gossip news about the Shen family, they are a big family, Singapore is a small place, I saw a girl committing suicide for Shen Huaisu in England, there are also tabloids about Shen Huaisu drug addiction, the girl It was his "drug friend", but this newspaper also wrote that Elvis Presley is still alive, and the Beatles were captured by aliens to hold a concert.

I still went back to Yusong, and I met with Lu Mingyou, in his narration, Shen Huaisu's image became more and more plump, at one point I had an illusion that I knew more about Shen Huaisu than I knew about Shen Ying To go deep.

I saw "People and Self-cognition" on Lu Mingyou's bookshelf, and I asked him if he knew that Boy A was Shen Ying.

He smiled and poured me tea.We drank Kung Fu tea in the yard of his house, and I asked him again if he knew that Shen Huaisu often beat boy A.

Lu Mingyou said: "My father named me Mingyou, and Huai Su's father named him Huai Su. When it comes to our child, I hope the child will be successful and become a talent. We call him Peida, my child. If he was born at noon when the sun was high, let him be reflected."

He showed me photos of Lu Peida.

I found an ex-girlfriend of Lu Peida in Shanghai, Huahua. Huahua is now a great painter. She has her own gallery in Shanghai and often holds art exhibitions there. I went to see her exhibition, and I saw a In an oil painting, there is only one pair of eyes on the canvas, and the surroundings of the eyes are pitch black. Those eyes seem to be lying in a big black river, with firm eyes, much like Xiao Ai.

I showed her the photos of Xiao Ai and Shen Ying. That time I pretended to be a private detective and claimed to be entrusted to investigate Shen Ying. I was tracing the past between him and Xiao Ai. I also mentioned that people around Shen Ying would disappear from time to time. , such as Lu Peida.

Huahua shrugged: "What does this have to do with me?"

I said, "You and Lu Peida used to be boyfriend and girlfriend, right?"

"Who didn't have a few boyfriends and girlfriends in high school?" She raised her eyebrows, lit a cigarette, and smoked, and said, "Isn't it surprising that people like Lu Peida don't disappear?"

She laughed: "Besides, who in this society is not a missing person? Detective, ask yourself, are you really here? Are you really in Shanghai? Do you know how many people disappeared in Shanghai in a year? Suddenly One day, someone you know disappears, it’s perfectly normal, you feel sorry for him for a while, maybe shed a few tears, but,” she paused, “it’s like news, 45 seconds later, switch back to the live broadcast In the meantime, when you come back as a kind news host, you will be thrown into the next piece of news again."

Pointing to Xiaoai's photo, she asked me: "He disappeared, and his family entrusted you to find him?"

I nodded.

Huahua chuckled: "If he is missing, I suggest you go directly to Shen Ying's house to look for him."

"why do you say so?"

"One day, I was in a school building with Lu Peida and a few of his friends. The abandoned school building used to be a school for the handicapped. I don't know who found that place, and it became the stronghold of their group. Yes, Shen Ying brought him here, and he called him Xiao Ai. You know those children, besides bullying and bullying others, talk about self-righteous love, what else can they do? Study, do they need it? Worried about money and future, Is it necessary? I’m actually a little surprised that Shen Ying mixed with them, but it’s reasonable when I think about it, he’s too smart, those people, Lu Peida, Cheng Wanli, Xiao Ai, are just his marionettes , Isn’t it fun? How fun.”

She looked back into the gallery, and I looked back.I know we are looking at the same painting.

"Xiao Ai is still a little different. He gave me a feeling that he would never do something he didn't like, but Shen Ying opened his mouth...Maybe he has something to do with him. With just one look from Shen Ying, he gave in. He's not weak, and he's not compromised with anything."

I said, "He has to."

I decided to find the Cheng Wanli that Hua Hua mentioned.Cheng Wanli's personal information can be found on the Internet. He does business in Yusong and runs a trading company. Unfortunately, he keeps silent about what happened in high school, only saying that he and Shen Ying are good friends now. The legal advisor of his company is Shen Ying, and they meet frequently.

In this long search and piecing together, for some reason, it became difficult for me to completely trust a person. I sorted out those videos, those recordings, and repeatedly listened to me and those who appeared in Shen Ying and Xiao Ai’s life at a certain time. When talking to someone, I kept reminding myself that I must maintain an objective and neutral position.I can't believe any side of the story.I hope that I can not mix any personal emotions, and try to rely on unchangeable physical evidence to make judgments and inductions. If there is no physical evidence, then on that matter, there must be at least two people who agree on the narrative before I will regard it as It happened.

I try not to be a lawyer, but a judge. I try to truly and accurately restore the life trajectories of Shen Ying and Xiao Ai. I try to unravel the mysteries of the people around them who left for no reason or even died.

How did Shen Huaisu die from a drug overdose? None of his sisters or Mei Jian mentioned that he was addicted to drugs. Those drugs—according to the copy of the forensic report I got, he died of a heroin overdose. Where does heroin come from?Is Lu Peida, who is addicted to drugs, still alive?Where is he now?Where is Yu Yingying?Was her death a normal death?I know that Shen Ying's water quality is very good.

My doubts about Shen Ying are getting deeper and deeper.

And Xiao Ai.

I have to admit I don't know anything about them.

After traveling for more than two months, I returned to Yusong and Qiongling.I see this as the place where it all started and I think it will answer all my questions.

On the way, I repeatedly read what Ai Hongshan told me, compiled by others on the Internet, dictated by the elders of the cottage, the story of the Treasure Cave written in Shen Huaisu's book, and those about the Qiongling tour. Promotional film, about the mural records of Tianfu Palace.

A general killed the barbarian king, and hid the golden mask and golden battle robe; a group of savages may have lived there; there was a kind of poisonous fish that bit people in the general's sword washing pool; no one had found the treasure and treasure in the treasure cave. mural.

These are anecdotes passed down from generation to generation, and only Xiao Ai told me that Ai was transformed from Jiaolong's bones, and only Shen Ying took me to see the stone bed.

I dreamed about Xiao Ai, night after night: Xiao Ai sitting in the room meditating with eyes closed, many hands touching him, rubbing him, and ravaging him.He was silent.

When I came to the Dadu River, I asked a boatman to take me to Dingdao. The water level in October was already very high and it was very dangerous. I gave the boatman a lot of money, and I showed him photos of Xiaoai and Shen Ying. I asked him, have you seen these two people?The boatman recognized Xiao Ai, and he said, "That doll from Chilian Village!"

Xiao Ai can row a boat, and he can also drive this kind of fast boat with a motor. His water skills are also very good.

The three of us dived into the treasure cave, and both he and Shen Ying got out of the water ahead of me.

There is nothing to see on Ding Island. There is a wooden tablet facing east. The boatman said that the east is the direction of worshiping gods.Beside the wooden tablet was a large iron bucket, which was full of bones.Said the boatman, young man!Those who come to sacrifice are pretending to be gods, but they are still human after all!People have to eat. For three days and three nights, they eat some chicken and fish. There are always bones left over. Look, these bones must have been more than ten years ago.

There was still some black ash and debris on those bones, and I thought it might be the traces of the oldest way humans used to dispose of garbage.

That night I slept in the homestay in Taoyuanzhai. A street away from the homestay was the restaurant where Wang Yunmei used to work and the mahjong parlor where Ai Hongshan was addicted.They are still there.

I am dreaming again.I dreamed that smoke was everywhere, just like the dry ice special effect that would appear on the stage. In order to create a fairyland, not the feeling of the world, there was a shadowy figure behind the smoke.At first I thought it was Xiao Ai, but then I thought it was Shen Ying, and later, I chased after it and grabbed a severed hand, which looked like Lu Peida's.I woke up.

The next morning, Shen Ying called me, and he knew that I had returned to Yusong.He said that according to internal information, the police found David's body and his cell phone, which contained a threatening text message I sent to David, and he told me to go to his house immediately.His tone sounded a little joking, a little wanting to laugh.

I sat on the bed, I knew it was a hoax, did my investigation alert him?Am I missing too?If I don't go and ignore it, what will he do?

Will I see Xiaoai again?

After a while, I received a text message from Xiao Ai, who hadn't contacted me for two months, asking where I was.

I still came to Shen Ying's villa.I went up the steps into the woods, the little door among the elms was open for me, I went in, across the empty front yard, it was raining, I forgot my umbrella at the hotel, and no one reminded me to take a nap umbrella.

I have forgotten so many things, there must be many details that I have left out.

I passed the workshop, the door of the villa was unlocked, and I went in with my shoes on. The entrance, kitchen, living room, corridor in front of the guest room, two guest rooms, a storage room, the basement audio-visual room, and the backyard were all empty.I had no choice but to follow a string of wet footprints on the ground to the second floor. The footprints lingered in front of the door with an electronic lock, overlapping one after another, and the footprints did not appear anywhere else.

Suddenly someone behind me asked me, "Do you want to go in?"

I turned around and Xiaoai was standing behind me.He was barefoot, with a can of Coke in his hand, and he walked up to me, the soles of his feet were dry.He asked me again: "Do you want to go in?"

I was stunned and froze in place. Xiao Ai entered the password in front of me, double passwords, and each was very long. He wrote it down, and he knew the password to open this door.

The lock clicked open.

Xiao Ai graciously indicated that I could go in first, and I stepped into the door. The room was a little noisy, and I could see eight LCD screens hanging high at a glance, and eight different videos were playing on the eight screens.There are two wooden cabinets embedded in the walls on both sides of the screen, filled with CDs and video tapes from top to bottom, and a single sofa chair is placed in front of the screen.I was facing the back of the sofa chair, I turned around and looked at Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai drank coke, walked to the front of the sofa chair, I hurriedly followed, hurriedly looked around, Shen Ying leaned on the sofa His eyes were closed when Xiao Ai passed by, his nose moved, and his eyes opened slightly.Xiao Ai sat cross-legged on the ground, bent over, and sat at his feet.Shen Ying lowered his hands, took a sip of the Coke in Xiao Ai's hand, and raised his eyes to look at me.

"You're here." Shen Ying smiled and said.

How do I respond?I'm sure I wasn't laughing, how could I possibly be smiling?Am I stern?Did I lose my temper?Do I look angry or dazed?I don't know, there is no mirror in that room, and the eyes of Shen Ying and Xiao Ai can't reflect my image.

My memory is full of Shen Ying stretching her waist, pointing to the video tape box and CD box on the floor, pointing to the screens one after another, and asking me: "What do you want to watch?" He explained to me, "Then It's the first set, very commemorative, 'School library, third floor men's toilet cubicle, noon', in high school, it was the men's toilet at the bottom of the corridor on the third floor of our school library, I said, you don't want to let I posted photos of you and your mother all over the neighborhood, so lick my shoes, and he came to grab the photos and eat them, are you stupid? How could I not have negatives? I thought, so stupid Man, he has a handle on me, doesn't he do what I tell him to do? He'll never figure out how to fight back, he's so stupid. I don't want him to lick my shoes anymore, I want him Lick my bottom."

I asked Shen Ying, I must have asked, I asked him: "Why did you lie to me that you are not familiar with each other?"

Shen Ying looked at me, as if surprised: "Have I lied to you? You just asked me if I knew him. I said, I have met him a few times. I really only met him a few times. It was just that I took pictures of him. I had a lot of tapes about him, I met him in the second year of high school, and I went to Shanghai after I graduated from the third year of high school, and I never contacted him, nor did he contact me.”

I watch Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai drinks Coke and looks at those screens.

On one screen, he was grabbed by Lu Peida and pressed against Cheng Wanli's crotch. The young Huahua jumped away from Lu Peida and walked out of the camera cursing.

On a screen, he is tied to a chair, leaning against a window, a beam of sunlight shines on him, his penis is erect, Shen Ying is facing the camera sideways, holding something in his hand and talking to him Talking, yin and yang strange.

On one screen, he opened his legs, Shen Ying fucked him, and could faintly hear the baby crying, the surroundings were too dark, Shen Ying licked his Adam's apple.

Shen Ying said: "Oh, this time, it's at his home, '78, No. 303 Fenghua Road, kitchen, evening'."

I saw the box of the video tape on the ground, and Shen Ying said: "His younger brother is still very young, and he can still hear him crying. His mother is sleeping in the room, and she may have died." Shen Ying looked at it with a smile Me, "You know how bad he is? He's trying to drown his brother in the sink. He's feeding his mother so many sleeping pills every day just to have a moment of peace and let me take his pants off I fucked him and made him come out, and then I couldn't come out with anything, he cried and peed, and that's it, he still grabbed me and wanted me to fuck him."

Xiao Ai drank Coke and said, "I took off the pants myself."

Shen Ying was noncommittal, stood up, walked to the side of the wooden cabinet and stooped down to find something.I said, "When did you meet again? After you returned to Yusong and left the office?"

I heard the sound of Xiao Ai lighting a lighter, and I smelled smoke, so I didn't go to see him.I don't want to look at him.

Shen Ying said: "It seems that after I went back to Yusong to leave the office, I can't remember, one rainy day, in the treasure cave, the cave was very dry, he looked at me, I looked at him, I fucked myself I was in a bit of a mess, my hands were covered in blood, I was shaking with a knife in my hand, he told me to go first, and I left."

I said, "Is that the day you killed Lu Peida?"

Shen Ying replied: "Did you bring a recording pen? Do you know the effectiveness of recorded evidence in court?"

I took my hands out of my pockets, I did bring a voice recorder, I was really recording, and I continued: "Your dad also injected heroin into him, right? You got it from Lu Peida, and later Lu Peida Da wanted to blackmail you, so you killed him. What about David? What did David do? Where is Yu Yingying?"

Shen Ying didn't answer, pulled out a video tape, and threw it at me: "This one is very classic." He pointed to the screen where Lu Peida appeared, and said, "This one follows this one."

He changed the disc, I saw his and Xiao Ai's faces could not be seen clearly in the skewed lens, but I can be sure it was them, Shen Ying was driving, Xiao Ai was filming, Xiao Ai bit him, Shen Ying put The car stopped and Xiao Ai was slapped across the face.

I looked at Xiao Ai: "Do you know that he killed someone? Has he ever killed someone? He is a murderer...!"

He's crazy, he's a beast in good skin, playing a man!I was deceived by him, I was deceived back here by him, I want to find out what he wants from me, I want to know what role Xiaoai and I played in his crazy game.Is Xiaoai his accomplice?If so, as Hua Hua said, did Shen Ying catch him? There is a chance!But Xiaoai didn't give any response, he just read the names I reported gently.

Lu Peida, Yu Yingying, David, Shen Huaisu...

I put my hand in my pocket again, I brought a fruit knife for self-defense, I don’t want to die here, I can go now, no one stops me, no one imprisons me, I should run at this time Let's go, but it was also at this time that Xiao Ai's eyes were attracted by a screen in the lower right corner, and I followed it.

It seems to be a picture under a night vision lens, the pixels are not high, and the grains are very large.In a room, a person was sitting cross-legged on a futon with short hair, another person walked into the room, I recognized it immediately, the person who entered the room was Shen Huaisu.He approached the person sitting on the futon, he gently stroked the person's hair, the back of the neck, and he put his hand into the person's clothes.That person kept his eyes closed all the time, I thought, that person was Xiao Ai.

"Is that you?" I asked Xiaoai.

Xiao Ai raised her neck, smoked, and drank Coke: "At that time, Tianfu Palace hadn't been burned down. That summer, I was there to learn how to do Chilian Shenjun. They told me that when I meditate, I must not open my eyes." .”

He said: "They say that the sight of the gods cannot be polluted by the filth of the world, and the gods must be able to bear all the filth."

My legs softened and I sat on the chair. An answer vaguely appeared in my heart, about Shen Ying, about Xiao Ai, and even about myself.

I touched Xiao Ai's hair, he must have looked very sad, that's why I wanted to touch him, comfort him, I still wanted to touch him, I still wanted to comfort him, and I was delusional that I could save him.

Shen Ying laughed out loud, a screen flashed, I heard my own voice, I looked for it, I saw me and Xiao Ai, the camera was far away from us, I trembled all over, and questioned Shen Ying: " Did you install a sneak camera at home??"

I snatched the CD from Shen Ying's hand, on the cover it read: villa, living room, evening.

Shen Ying didn't speak, but looked at the screen, Xiao Ai didn't speak, but watched, and I watched too.I couldn't help shaking.

Xiao Ai and I made love on the sofa, Shen Ying sat at the dining table, Xiao Ai put his arms around my neck, he looked at Shen Ying, Shen Ying raised his hand, he opened his mouth, Shen Ying moved his index finger, he yelled.He yelled first.

fuck me.

Shen Ying nodded, and he yelled a second time.

Harder, fuck me, fuck me, okay?

Shen Ying stood up, walked to the sofa, stood behind the sofa, and stood in front of Xiao Ai. He stretched out his hand, and Xiao Ai pressed me against him, hugging me tightly, and he leaned over to lick Shen Ying's fingers.

I want to vomit.

Shen Ying pushed me back on the sofa, and he asked me: "Do you want to watch other tapes?"

"You can pick any one, watch whatever you want, you can watch anything."

I said, "You killed your father, Yu Yingying, Lu Peida and David, do you dare to admit it?"

Shen Ying walked away again, mumbling: "David...David, I remember that David has a lot of tapes here..."

He searched and walked around, talking about high school, grade manipulation, funny, boring, everywhere stinks, everything is disgusting.

He searched like no one else, completely ignoring my existence and Xiaoai's existence.He said that Xiao Ai was born a bad breed, that he would not do good things before he was born.

"You know he made his sister an imbecile, right? He sucks nutrients in his mother's stomach, and his sister, who can't eat anything, is born as if dead. When he grows up, his sister He was hit and killed by a car because he was looking for him.”

I hurriedly said, "That's because he was looking for evidence!"

Shen Ying didn't even look at me: "You speak so noblely of a ten-year-old child."

Xiao Ai stretched her legs and leaned against the sofa, seeming a little tired.

Shen Ying was probably asking me: "Lawyer Guan, you have been investigating us for so long, you even found my dad's first love, did you find Zhu Sheng? Do you know this person? Did you find that Principal Lin? "

I swallowed my saliva and limp on the sofa chair.I wanted to go, but my feet were weak and my palms were sweating.What is he going to say, what is his subtext?

"He sleeps in the same room with his sister. He has been with his sister since he was a child. How could her every move, emotions, sorrows and joys escape his eyes? He is so precocious and has such a keen mind. If you feel something, he will not I know, don't you understand?"

"But what did he do? He didn't do anything."

Shen Ying walked up to me with a box of CDs, lowered her voice, stepped on Xiao Ai's leg, and said to me: "Do you know how bad he is? He is playful, and he is fed up with endless care. Sister, he brought her with him. He wants to play with his new friends, swimming, riding a bicycle. With my sister as a motivator, can he still have such a good time? Besides, my sister is also very happy, right? Eat the sweet watermelon, and my sister doesn't look unhappy, Lawyer Guan, let me tell you another secret, about his younger brother."

Shen Ying approached me, I pushed him away, Shen Ying smiled, stepped on Xiao Ai, walked, Xiao Ai lowered her head, and did not respond at all.Shen Ying said: "He is so bad that I can't stand it anymore. He needs someone to treat him worse, so that he can feel better, so that he won't think of how disgusting he is, so that he can pay himself back. Find a reason to live in this world, at least he still has the value of making others happy. In this way, he feels that he is accepted by this world, otherwise you say that he is such a person who killed his sister and killed his mother. Insanity..." Shen Ying smiled secretly, he looked at Xiao Ai, "he is not worthy of being a human being at all," he kicked Xiao Ai over, and Xiao Ai lay on the ground, "Look at him, he is just a dog, a cheap dog, He is only worthy of being fucked by men. The more people trample him, the happier he is. His happiness can only be obtained from this kind of insult from others. He still has self-knowledge and knows that he is only worthy of orgasm at that time. Is he a pervert? , is it deformed? Don't you think he's disgusting?

Shen Ying looked at me and said to me: "You can do anything to him."

The CD case in his hand fell into my arms.

Villa, David's wedding, early morning.

"Look at him, smell him, he stinks, like something rotten."

I can smell Xiaoai, he doesn't smell bad, his body smells bitter, like traditional Chinese medicine.

I argue: "He is so young, he doesn't understand, his sister, Ai Xin..."

I'm incoherent, I'm too confused, Xiao Ai's groans are everywhere, I can only see Xiao Ai being pulled by different people, he ejaculates, others cum on him, others break his ass, In an instant, the world is filled with only sex and desire.Shen Ying was talking, Xiao Ai was talking, and a voice was speaking in my heart.

What Shen Ying said was: "I can do anything to him."

Xiao Ai said: "When he was ten years old, he was bitten by a red snake. When Ai Xin was ten years old, he died in a car accident. Ai Xin called me Xiao Ai, and only she called me that. I was in school. When I met him here, he called me Xiaoai, how strange..."

He asked, "Have you ever heard the story of a soul that was split in two?"

"He's a part of me and I'm a part of him," he said.

Did he say that?Let me think about it, did he say that?So I was so excited that I jumped up from the chair, grabbed Shen Ying, and said hysterically, "Shut up! You murderer! You crazy! You killed so many people! You're crazy!!"

Shen Ying had a good time: "Don't you sometimes have such an impulse? Look at these people, don't you think, what are they doing in this world? Have they made any contribution to this world? Wasted Resources are a waste of air, my dad, Lu Peida, and David are like this, and so is Yu Yingying."

"You never liked Yu Yingying?"

"You...you cold-blooded animal!"

I pulled Xiaoai up to leave.I still want to take him with me.

What am I obsessed with.

He is not of me, he is not part of me.I get it, I get it, but I have to take him with me.I know, I understand.

I grabbed Xiao Ai and ran downstairs, and Shen Ying whistled upstairs: "Have you gone to see your father? Do you still hate psychiatrists so much? What's it like to change your name, Lawyer Lin?"

I stopped, I let go of Xiao Ai, and I ran by myself.I saw a diving suit in the living room, and Shen Ying's voice chased me: "You said something wrong just now, I didn't kill David, it was you who had a dispute with David because of the case, and David found out that you couldn't bear it." The secret of killing David is that you killed David, and you divided his body into many pieces and hid them in different places."

"One of David's hands was accidentally found by an old woman picking up garbage. His pants fell into the old clothes donation box by accident, and he was discovered by volunteers by accident. Coincidentally, the screen lock of the phone was broken. There really was a text message you sent him. I didn't lie to you."

He wants to frame me!He wants to find someone to help him take the blame!So that's why he tricked me back?Has he been thinking about it since he met me at Armstrong's?

I run faster.Shen Ying said: "Didn't you ask yourself why you took Yao Xiaofu's case and why you came back to Yusong? You receive so many requests for help every day, what is special about Yao Xiaofu's case, and what deserves special attention?" place?

shut up!

"Did you really not know David before he was introduced? Or did you recognize him at a glance?"

To shut up!

"I told Xiaoai that he must have recognized you at a glance. I said let's play a game. You go and sleep with the child of the person who killed your sister, and you let him have an addiction to redemption. Everyone wants to Being God, isn't it? I know what that feels like, like killing people, can't help it, we're probably born sociopaths. We're each other."

Stop talking!Stop talking!

God, please don't let me remember every word he said so clearly?

I turned around, rushed into the living room, threw Shen Ying to the ground, and grabbed his neck.

He closed his mouth, unable to speak.I freed one hand to touch the fruit knife, and the back of my head hurt.I was pushed down, Xiao Ai sat on me, I grabbed him, tried to break free, but failed, Xiao Ai raised the ashtray and hit my face once, twice, three times... indistinct On the ground, I saw Shen Ying pull him away, hugged him, hissed soothingly, they sat on the ground, Shen Ying's lips touched Xiao Ai's hair, he put the ashtray in Xiao Ai's hand Take it away, Xiao Ai grabbed his arm, clasped his nails tightly, as if pinching him, his hands were wet, maybe stained with my blood, slowly, Shen Ying's head rested on Xiao Ai's arm. Ai's shoulders.

Then they separated and stood up, Shen Ying dragged me, dragged me into the backyard, pushed me into the water, and then he jumped into the pool himself, I was not dead at that time, I was still conscious, I ate After pouring a lot of water, I saw Shen Ying swimming to my side and pulling out the rubber band that tied Xiao Ai's hair from my hand.He swam away.I drank too much water, my body became very heavy, and I kept sinking.I feel so cold, as cold as every winter, when I visit my father in Jiaxing.

I went to Paris Dream, to the ballroom where Wang Yunmei had been, but I didn't go to see Zhu Sheng, nor did I go to see Principal Lin.I don't know where Zhu Sheng is now, whether he is dead or alive. I know where Principal Lin is. He is in a nursing home in Jiaxing. During the Chinese New Year, I sat by his bed and peeled apples for him to eat.

My father named me Lin Linran when I was born, and he hoped that I would become a lawyer in the future, with an upright and awe-inspiring attitude.

I was eight years old, and a policewoman came to my room and talked to me kindly: "Hello, little friend, Auntie has something to ask you, is that okay?"

I nodded.

"When you were doing homework at home today, did a girl come to play with you at home?"

I nodded.

"The girl