love distance

16,

Ling and Xing stood in the doorway, with a look of resentment, and they never forgot to criticize each other.

"My brother just gave you a chance, and you made him angry, Yuan Jinyi, can you do it?"

After getting off the subway, Yuan Jinyi hardly dared to stop, using the speed of long-distance running before, he ran back quickly.

I didn't put my schoolbag in the opposite house, so I ran over to explain and beg for forgiveness.

The heavy breathing has not stopped yet, and the tone of begging for forgiveness cannot conceal the eagerness, "No, sister, listen to me, this time it is really a misunderstanding, I will explain to Lin Lin now, huh... sister, You can do it."

There were fine beads of sweat on that handsome face, his brows were slightly furrowed, and every cell in his body exuded anxiety.

Ling Yuxing couldn't bear to keep him out, and took the initiative to make room for him.

"come in."

As soon as Yuan Jin slipped in, he didn't forget to thank, "Thank you sister."

"Go and make amends."

After finishing speaking, Ling Yuxing went out with a small bag.

It happened that only Ling Yulin and Yuan Jinyi were left in the whole house, which gave Yuan Jinyi enough room to apologize.

The door of Ling Yulin's room had already been locked, and Yuan Jinyi stood in front of the door and took a deep breath.

The raised hand gently knocked on the door, as if knocking on Ling Yulin's heart cautiously.

"Lin Lin."

"sorry."

"Can you listen to my explanation? In fact, Rong Han is just my friend. He is born to be talkative. It is common for him to run the train with his mouth full. I didn't expect to meet her today. Lin Lin, don't pay attention to what he said. Kidding."

After a series of long-winded words, there was not the slightest sound from inside.

The quietest answer is the most dire situation.

Yuan Jinyi stood at the door for a few more minutes, but there was still no response.

He turned around and ran back to his house, and threw his schoolbag on the ground as soon as he entered the house. His throat was a little dry, but he was not in the mood to drink water at the moment.

The balcony is the only breakthrough point he can think of now.

The two balconies are separated by half an adult's length. If it is a platform on the ground, it is not difficult to jump over it, but now it is on the seventh or eighth floor, nearly 20 meters from the ground.

Jump over and be safe.

If you can't jump over, you may fall to your disability or die.

Yuan Jin pulled off his coat and threw it on the balcony floor. He accelerated from one end of the balcony, his two long straight legs gathered strength, sprinted, got up and jumped hard, and finally landed firmly.

When he landed on the opposite balcony, he smashed the two pots of flowers next to him, and the crisp sound startled the people in the room.

Ling Yulin didn't draw the curtains. He got up from the bed and saw the apologetic person outside the balcony at a glance.

Through the glass, he looked at Yuan Jinyi, and then glanced at the other side.

Yuan Jinyi stood outside feeling uneasy. He was about 1.8 meters tall, with his head down, and looked pitiful. Anyone who looked at him couldn't bear it.

He leaned to the window and apologized, "Lin Lin, don't be angry, okay?"

The people inside seemed to have changed, and they had only been separated for less than an hour. His eyes were slightly red and swollen, bloodshot in his eyes, his face was pale, and his whole body was listless.

Yuan Jinyi was gripped by this scene, and all the explanations that came out of his mouth were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

He was a little anxious, "Lin Lin, what's wrong with you, are you crying? I'm sorry, me, don't cry, your eyes are swollen." Yuan Jinyi was already incoherent, holding the glass with his hands, his knuckles turned white, " Rong Han was just joking, he and I are just friends, Lin Lin, don't be sad, it's all my fault, I should have protected you back then, I should have told him to shut up, I..."

"I'm tired, you go back."

Yuan Jinyi felt even more distressed as Ling and Lin's hoarse voices flowed into their ears.

"Lin Lin, can you let me in, I don't trust you."

Ling and Lin didn't want to say more, they directly closed the curtains, and all the people and scenery outside the window disappeared.

Only Yuan Jinyi's words of apology echoed in his ears.

Ling and Lin lay down on the bed again, the voice from the bottom of their hearts came up again.

"You are a sick person, who will really love you all the time."

"Yuan Jinyi is not an exception, he is just a novelty for a while."

"That person is just an introduction, you are a coward, you are afraid, afraid that Yuan Jinyi will leave you."

Ling and Lin curled up, hugging their heads tightly with both hands, tears rolled down, and their brows were wrinkled together in pain.

He whimpered and begged, "Stop it, stop it, please, please."

As soon as Yuan Jin heard his choking voice, he became even more flustered and couldn't think of anything. He slapped the glass and shouted, "Lin Lin, you let me in, what's wrong with you?"

"Lin Lin, speak up, Lin Lin!"

"Lin Lin, are you feeling unwell? If you feel unwell, you must tell me. I'll take you to the hospital."

"Lin Lin..."

Ling and Lin huddled on the bed, the curtains covered everything, only Yuan Jinyi's anxious voice kept coming.

He thought, people like Yuan Jinyi are popular and love to pursue many suitors.

Those who fall in love with him will be very hard, and those who are loved by him are also very hard.

Ling and Lin never expected that they would associate with such a dazzling person.

He was not worthy and did not dare to try.

It's not that he couldn't feel Yuan Jin's kindness to him and his attachment to him, on the contrary, he was very moved.

But the appearance of that person named Rong Han made him realize that he still didn't dare to take that step.

He has more affection for Yuan Jinyi than that person. If Yuan Jinyi leaves him in the future, he will definitely not be able to bear it.

He will be more broken and more desperate.

As long as you don't pay and don't expect, you won't be disappointed.

He retracted the protective shell again and pushed Yuan Jinyi out of his world.

Yuan Jinyi was burning with anxiety outside the window but could do nothing.

Just when he was weighing, which is more appropriate to break in with a brick and smash the glass, or to continue shouting outside.

Ling Yulin suddenly opened the curtains. He looked even more fragile than before. He opened the balcony door and walked out step by step.

Yuan Jinyi's expression revived, his brows and eyes raised, thinking that Ling and Lin were finally willing to listen to his explanation.

He asked excitedly, "Lin Lin, you are finally willing to come out to see me."

However, Ling Yulin's words in the next second sent him into the ice ravine.

"Yuan Jinyi, I take back what I said in the elevator. Please don't pester me again. My world doesn't want to accept anyone who doesn't matter. I hope you don't make trouble for me anymore."

Yuan Jin didn't react for a while, and asked with a dry smile, "Lin Lin, are you joking? We're not, haven't we already said that we're going to try?"

Ling Yulin looked coldly, "I've tried my best, but I don't feel happy at the end of the day, I don't want to continue, I hope you don't pester me anymore."

The tone of his words was too unfamiliar, and Yuan Jinyi tried to calm down while feeling uncomfortable.

"Lin Lin, if it's because of today's incident, I apologize to you, I..."

"Enough!" Ling Yulin interrupted him, "Yuan Jinyi, do you think that since you treat me well and pester me, I should like you and accept you?"

"Don't be too confident."

"If you don't want me to suffer anymore, don't bother me."

"I don't like to say bad things, and I don't like to hurt people. Please don't make me do things I don't like."

Ling Yulin's voice became more and more trembling. Just a second before his emotions got out of control again, and he was about to show his feet, he turned around and closed the door heavily.

Only Yuan Jin was left with a determined back.

It’s a lie not to feel uncomfortable, it’s a lie not to feel lost, it’s a lie not to shock me.

As soon as Yuan Jin clenched his fists, he kept looking at the back.

Until the setting sun scattered, the red clouds receded, the night fell, and the stars shone.

He said again with a dry and sore throat, "Lin Lin, I learned a good night song yesterday, and I planned to sing it to you in the future, but I may not have a chance in the future. If you really don't want me to bother you, then I won't I'm bothering you, it's just... I want to sing this song to you."

Ling and Lin were lying on the bed with their backs to him, and Yuan Jinyi knew that he was not sleeping.

The other party didn't respond, Yuan Jinyi spoke slowly.

As the street lights suddenly turned on in the community, Yuan Jinyi's singing sounded, softly

softly.

——The child asked his mother

Where is the rabbit's home?

mother smiled and answered

The moon is the hometown of Mr. Rabbit

child asks mother

Why doesn't Mr. Rabbit come home?

mother smiled and answered

Wandering is Mr. Rabbit's specialty

child pouting

Why is Mr. Rabbit disobedient?

Rabbit father-in-law rabbit mother-in-law

miss him and worry about him

kid kid whisper

Ah, Mr. Rabbit, please go home quickly

Mom and Dad who love you most

In the sky, I look forward to you

Mr. Rabbit laughed and said

Ah, baby, I'm homesick too

but small me

wandering pace

Still can't stop--

After the song was over, Yuan Jinyi turned around with red eyes.

The person who was about 1.8 meters tall jumped back to his balcony and nestled in the corner of the balcony in the next second, crying.

Yuan Jinyi, who has lived for more than 20 years, has never had any ups and downs, and finally encountered the most difficult problem in life.

The person he likes just wants to push him away.

Yingying moonlight shines on the ground, it is clear in spring and May, but the night is as cold as ice.

The unhuman coldness of the moonlight set off the lover's heart, which was cold.

They turned their backs to each other that night, their faces were wet.