[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

The smell... Ivan thought shyly.

Ivan got up slowly and approached Wang Yao slowly, but Wang Yao showed no signs of waking up.

I am sorry.

Ivan suddenly kissed Wang Yao superficially, and then got back into bed with a red face, turned his back to Wang Yao and thought wildly: I'm sorry Yaojun!I can't help it...

A sense of guilt welled up, and Ivan remembered that Wang Yao was staying at his house because he was homeless, and he actually took advantage of his danger.He covered his mouth with guilt.

If Yaojun finds out about this, he will definitely cut off contact with me...

Ivan licked his mouth, tasted the sweetness, but his head was a mess of happiness and guilt and shyness and fear.At this moment, he clearly realized that he liked Wang Yao to such an extent that he was mad and shameless.

He covered his face in self-blame and shame.After arguing for half the night, Ivan gradually fell asleep amidst guilt and happiness.

However, Wang Yao, who was kissed suddenly, was entangled in anger, shame and tension all night, and almost collapsed.

——Ah, sure enough, I really like this person.

*

small theater

(Ivan, Wang Yao, and Natasha share the same bed)

Ivan: (Kiss Wang Yao, overthrow Wang Yao...)

Wang Yao: (Go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep...)

Natasha: (married married married married...)

——The so-called same bed with different dreams.

diary six

Even if the child is not around, we must work hard to live. — Ivan Braginsky

cloudy on October 3

Thinking about it now, what happened yesterday was really like a dream.Yaojun didn't come to school today either.

A lot happened.How is Yaojun?I really want to see you.

Even if that child isn't around, try to live on.

What will happen in the future?

*

When he woke up in the morning, Wang Yao had already left.Ivan glanced at the empty bed in a daze, feeling somewhat disappointed.

The morning fog plundered the heat of the human body, Ivan quickly got out of bed, put on his clothes and shoes, and folded the quilt.Open the window, the sky is dark, the morning sun has just emerged from behind the ridge, the whole town is like a sleeping baby lying in the arms of the morning mist, there are few people on the street, and occasionally there are a few birdsong from a distance cry.

Ivan tried to find Wang Yao's figure, but to no avail.

Taking a deep breath of moist air, Ivan quietly closed the window.Natasha snored softly on the bed.Ivan opened the curtains, and the living room was dark. He lit a candle to illuminate his small and dilapidated home.

Sophia was not at home, so Ivan had to cook breakfast by himself.There were still a few sweet potatoes in the basket. Ivan built a fire to make tea, roasted sweet potatoes, and picked potatoes to peel. It is estimated that after the sweet potatoes are roasted, they can be used for cooking mashed potatoes and potato soup.The orange flame quietly licked the teapot, the firewood made the sound of peeling and peeling, and the shadow of the young son working alone was reflected on the wall.

In just a moment, a thin layer of sweat appeared on Ivan's forehead.At some point, Natasha also got up and joined in the preparations for breakfast.

After breakfast, Ivan packed his schoolbag.

"Nata, I'm off to school. Be careful when you're alone at home."

Ivan carried the small schoolbag Sophia sewed for him and went out briskly.

If only Sister Sophia and Nata could go to school...the school is very interesting, there are many young children of the same age.The money saved for another year should be enough for Nata to go to school.

When Ivan ran to the street, the sun had just risen, and smoke was wafting from every house.The sky watched Ivan silently from the broken cloud clothes.

Thinking about what happened last night, Wang Yao's injuries, and the night they shared the same bed, Ivan thought, maybe he got a permit last night—allowing him to continue to stay by Wang Yao's side. Proof of helping in times of distress.

*

As soon as Wang Yao opened the door, he saw Yakov Ostrovsky, his father, who was very drunk, lying on the sofa, snoring like thunder.The ground was full of wine bottles and overturned clothes, Wang Yao put on his shoes indifferently, picked up those clothes, and walked through the messy living room into his room.

After dressing neatly, Wang Yao packed up those clothes again, and piled up all the wine bottles on the ground outside the door, and someone who collects waste will pick them up.

After the living room was cleaned up, Wang Yao went to the kitchen to find some bread, sausage and milk and ate it silently, while the man in the living room was still sound asleep.

So after Wang Yao finished his breakfast, he brought a blanket to cover Yakov.

After finishing all this, Wang Yao silently took the medicine box and locked himself in the room.Facing the mirror, Wang Yao tied up his hair, and a scarred child's face was reflected in the mirror, Wang Yao frowned, thinking that he would not be able to go to school like this, he should have protected his face yesterday.

I don't know what happened to Ivan.

Yesterday's situation... was really bad.Originally, I didn't expect Ivan to take me in, but suddenly I was very concerned about whether Ivan was sleeping, and then...

Wang Yao suddenly remembered the childish kiss last night, and blushed suddenly.

that idiot...

Wang Yao wiped his mouth with the back of his hand vigorously, but the wound was pulled, causing him to grin his teeth in pain.

That guy...don't know what he'll think of me.

Wang Yao lowered his eyelids, and slowly took off his shirt. The soft, youthful upper body was covered with blue and purple bruises, and his abdomen was still aching, making him want to vomit.

I, Wang Yao thought to himself, whether it is bloodline or family, it is extremely distorted.

He stroked his dark eyes and smiled at himself in the mirror, but he couldn't because tears came to his eyes when he saw them.

So he collapsed on the bed, hiding himself from the world with layer upon layer of quilts.

"Mother……"

*

Sure enough, Yaojun asked for leave - after all, neither his physical condition nor his face was suitable for seeing people.What Ivan was more worried about was whether Wang Yao would be raped a second time after he returned home.

After thinking about it all morning, Ivan plucked up his courage and decided to visit Wang Yao's house to meet Wang Yao's family.If people don't welcome him, then he will observe from the window for a while, at least to see that Wang Yao is safe and sound.

Even though I am so weak, I still want to do something for important people.

For this reason, Ivan also drew a map to Wang Yao's house, starting from the school, passing the fork with a bank, and then turning left, Wang Yao's house is on that street.But he didn't know exactly which building Wang Yao's house was in.

Ivan never bothered his class teacher any more, he went door-to-door asking.After all, he grew up eating a lot of food, so he can do this little thing by himself.

Things have come to this, he can't do it without courage.

The last class in the afternoon is physical education class, and the children in the class gather on the playground.Ivan sat under the birch tree and watched the children play quietly.Just now Torres invited him to play together, but his mind is full of Wang Yao, and he is really not in the mood to participate.

Ivan wiped his face and found that his face became hot from the memory of last night.

As if hiding his shame, Ivan covered his face with his sleeve.Now, no, it should be from last night, the relationship between him and Yaojun has undergone subtle changes. In the past, Wang Yao in Ivan's eyes was a perfect white paper, but now this paper is dyed with color—— —Wang Yao's exclusive color, faintly, Ivan took another step closer to Wang Yao.

However, after taking this step, Ivan cannot take the next step by himself, because the next domain is the most secret part of Wang Yao, and doing anything without the child's permission is trampling on the other party's mood. In this regard, Ivan is always more sensitive.

Moreover, Ivan himself has his own secrets. How could there be two people who are completely honest with each other in this world?

Even so... In fact, Ivan was honored to take in Wang Yao.I'm afraid there won't be a second night like that—a night when I don't care about anything and can act according to my heart.

No, but it's not good to ignore anything!Kissing someone while they're asleep...kissing or something, that's too bad!shameful!

Recalling this incident, Ivan wanted to slap himself. God knows who gave him such courage to steal Prince Yao.Is that the reward for taking Wang Yao in?No matter how you think about it, it is the behavior of a hooligan.

——So, I must go to Yaojun today, whether it is an apology or compensation, anyway, I want to confirm his situation.Even if I like him, even if he doesn't like me, I want to do a little friend duty as his friend, just like he did to me.

Ivan rubbed his eyes roughly with the back of his hand to cheer himself up.

"Beep——" Just in time, school is almost over, and the physical education teacher blew his whistle to call the class.

"Hey, what should I do..." Several children from other classes gathered together to discuss in a low voice.

They were right next to the birch trees, and Ivan inevitably passed them.Just out of curiosity, Ivan glanced at them, and almost instantly, several malicious eyes locked on Ivan.

Ivan lowered his head in panic.He is very familiar with this kind of look, the look that he can see whenever someone bullies him, and a bad feeling comes up from behind.

Please, don't make mistakes at such an important time...

Ivan quickly ran away from those unpleasant eyes and trotted into the team.

"Hey, Mr. Nikolai..." The children quickly surrounded the physical education teacher and said something. After a while, the physical education teacher Nikolai turned his head and looked at Ivan.

Ivan frowned and lowered his head.

"Ivan Braginsky!"