owe us a good fight

Chapter 28 The Last Knot

The sound of the reed flute, the flying reeds, the leisurely autumn rhyme is like a poem drawn in ink. In the final round of interviews with Princess Moon, Sun Yingxi lost to Liu Jianing, the "Best Actress" of the Huading Award because she was too young.

Know-it-all Shen Qin started the talk: "She is brother Fei Xu's wife, a graduate of Chinese opera, an entertainer of Huanheng Entertainment Company, and their boss Ji Jiuheng is a weirdo, chasing after him to open an umbrella and fan for his first brother."

A person has to gossip a lot to be so knowledgeable and talented, Cheng Mu smiled faintly: "You know a lot."

Shen Qin was a little proud: "Hey, I'm a CP fan of Pencil Brothers, of course I understand. I'm the cutest in the scene of falling in love and killing each other."

Cheng Mu leisurely handed her a bag of snacks: "Are you okay? Have a plum?"

"Haha, Brother Mu, the first day I saw you abuse Brother Songyuan so much, I was terrified. I thought you hated him so much, but later I found out that you two get along very well." of.

"Shen Qin, go help organize the props." The field manager began to use all available resources again.

The filming progress of the TV series is not particularly fast. There is no need to shoot night scenes today, and it is rare to finish work early. Cheng Mu went to the dressing room to change and prepare to leave work. Cheng Songyuan took advantage of his inattention and pushed him into the dressing room. The door tip vaguely remembered that he was like this nine years ago, but was teased by fans that the two of them were hiding in the locker room and looking at fluorescent watches.

"What are you doing?"

"Let's go together, hahaha."

"Ah, so small, why are we together?"

"Let's think about where to go for a big meal."

"Shh, there's someone!" Cheng Mu pouted "Shhh", his lips were beautifully shaped, like the bow of the god of love, soft when touched, making people want to ask for a kiss.

When the two heard that the door of the dressing room was locked, it was Huo Ji'an in a low voice: "There is no one here, almost all of them have left, don't worry."

"Director, you are in charge of the heroine of the next play."

"I've always kept my word, as long as you serve me comfortably. I'm not like some directors who just sleep and don't film. That's a scum."

It's miserable, I can't go out now, I have to play this childish game.Cheng Mu gave him winks, but Cheng Songyuan was still overjoyed.

The loud conversation and the loud panting came from outside, which made the two of them gradually blush and became uncontrollably excited.

"Young women are indeed more charming. They are so flirtatious to the core that they will bleed when touched."

"Director Huo, be gentle, um, don't..."

Across the door, there is a live broadcast of pornography on one side, and the person I love the most on the other, but I can't make a sound.Cheng Mu covered his ears and closed his eyes, neither listening nor looking, but it became more and more attractive.The distracted Cheng Songyuan leaned against his waist, leaned over to kiss him, and Cheng Mu, who was provoked, put his arms around his shoulders and responded to him, making Cheng Songyuan's blood boil even more.

The performance outside the door finally ended, and the two walked out of the dressing room with flushed faces. Cheng Mu was both ashamed and angry: "Be more mature next time..."

"Brother, I invite you to eat delicacies from mountains and seas as compensation." Cheng Songyuan waved his hand domineeringly. After all, he is a person who thinks that a 70 yuan haircut is too expensive, so he can do it by himself when he goes home.

Money is nothing but to buy food, Cheng Mu pouted arrogantly: "You are poor!"

Cheng Songyuan complained aggrievedly: "I've been poor enough recently. Except for some fixed assets, all my working capital has been handed over to you."

The restaurant on the 66th floor of the Park Hyatt Hotel has large floor-to-ceiling windows, with a 360-degree wide-angle view, a panoramic view of the scenery, and a panoramic view of the charm of the ancient city of Beijing and the style of a modern metropolis.

Out of venting his anger, Cheng Mu had already ordered a feast for the entire Han Dynasty, a gluttonous feast, and Cheng Songyuan vaguely felt that there was still a hurdle between them that had not been crossed, and Cheng Mu did not fully forgive him, he just couldn't figure out what it was.

Out of humanitarian spirit, Cheng Songyuan kindly reminded him: "Do you think the two of us can eat it? It's not good to waste it."

Not only did Cheng Mu ignore it, but he deliberately ordered two more dishes: "I gave myself to you, you should spend money for me, otherwise you just don't trust me, don't care, don't like, don't care, anyway, you just treat me not good!"

Cheng Songyuan was very depressed: "Cheng Mu! Don't be so moody and change quickly. I am also very tired. I am afraid that one day I will wear out my patience!"

The decoration of the restaurant is mainly in black and white tones, the gray and black flowing water decoration wall, the black solid wood soft seat, and the long hanging snow-white tablecloth make the atmosphere more depressing.

Cheng Songyuan looked at the dim lights outside the window, and his depression deepened: "You have never explained Xiang Ruxin's matter to me, and you have never avoided the crazy girl. I really mind, but I dare not even ask."

Apart from having a particularly obedient face, Cheng Mu has never been an easy-going personality, so he immediately replied: "You have a girlfriend who has been dating for two years, a good friend who is terminally ill, and a young lady who is obsessed with you every day. I don't mind too!"

All sorts of feelings flooded into my heart, and this time really angered Cheng Songyuan: "Yes, Xiao Yun is considerate, Dong Qiuqiao is lively and cheerful, Fang Siran is paranoid in love, and everyone treats me very well. What is wrong with me!"

Cheng Mu's pupils shrank slightly, and he quickly counterattacked: "No one forced you to do this."

Cheng Songyuan's emotions were on the verge of collapse: "I'm an idiot, I just like being abused! Don't challenge my bottom line, I'm afraid when I get angry."

Cheng Mu didn't care about his anger at all, and provocatively intensified: "Then you go!"

"You think I dare not!" Cheng Songyuan patted the table heavily, clenched his fists angrily, and walked away.

Cheng Mu's cold eyes watched him leave calmly. Sometimes messing around is just a test of security, a subconscious dependence, a trust of belonging, only for the closest lover.

The shadow of the moon was sparse, and the overpass was stained with rust by the time. Cheng Songyuan walked up the stairs leaning on the stone railing. The room was pitch black, and Cheng Mu had already fallen into a deep sleep.The truth is always one step away. Cheng Songyuan recalled that Cheng Mu hid some things the day Yan came back from her seclusion. Qiu Mingshan Che Shen turned into Detective Conan and began to search for clues.

Maybe it was disturbed by the sound of kicking, but Cheng Mu was already standing in the living room.

"Why are you still here? I don't want to argue with you."

"I'm here to admit my mistake."

"Why are you wrong again..."

"I have no idea……"

"Where did you go wrong?"

"I have no idea……"

"Then what's your mistake?"

"I have no idea……"

Cheng Songyuan looked at a loss, as if he had lost his soul, and said after a while: "If I knew, would I still be like this? I have missed you too much, and I don't know how to love you." He took a deep breath , opened the various pills in the palm of my hand, "When I was looking for things, I found some calming medicines in the drawer. I don't want any secrets between us."

"It's not a secret, it's just some painful memories." Cheng Mu also wanted to frankly reveal all the depression, grievances, and sadness in his heart for many years, like the Three Gorges pouring down, like a landslide, and the ground cracked, all bursting out.

You still remember the year of the high school entrance examination, many people said that we were not doing business properly, I want to prove it to everyone, who said that dreams and studies can not be balanced, I study in school, go home to make up lessons, fly to Beijing on weekends to film, I can only sleep every day For three or four hours, in the car and on the plane, I was racing against time to sleep.I just want to win a sigh of relief, so I have to work several times more than others, and I have to live omnipotently under the eyes of everyone.

My classmates said that you are so popular, do you still need to study?Just take the exam.I wanted to ask Brother Jun to explain it, but I didn't know that he was planning to dig a corner.I don't know who to talk to, no one in the whole world understands me, no one thinks highly of me, only countless pairs of eyes staring at my mistakes, waiting to see jokes, this is the price of becoming famous at a young age.The huge pressure made me breathless, I was always cranky, and I always woke up from nightmares.

Later, I set up my own studio, and I was alone. Every time I performed on stage, I subconsciously felt that you were still there, so I called "Xiaoyuan", and when I looked back, there was nothing.That year, I was only sixteen, and I didn't know what to do, so I just pretended to be strong and happy.

Every word is thrilling, Cheng Songyuan's eyes are already red: "So these years, you have been taking medicine? I'm sorry, I don't know, if I knew..."

"So what if you know? You're so busy, you don't have time to listen to me, and you even have to send a picture to Junge. You and Fang Siran are so close, inseparable, and they are inseparable. He is not yours." Spokesperson?" A tearful accusation, Cheng Mu was clearly complaining, but it was so many years late.

So when he staggered forward amid doubts, instead of shielding him from the wind and rain, he made waves and was full of evil?Cheng Songyuan's fingertips brushed across his cheeks that were wet with tears, and he also regretted the past, and his heart was deeply hurt: "I didn't look for you because I was afraid of disturbing your study. Didn't I go back on the day of your high school entrance examination? Later I sang Green Light to make amends to you, my own fans are all anti me!"

Cheng Mu suddenly raised his hand, and quickly took a bite on his arm.This bite was extremely hard, and there was a blood mark on Cheng Songyuan's arm: "What happened after that? You kept arguing with me, robbed me of things, and looked down on me."

The confused eyes were lingering with tears and rain, Cheng Songyuan felt the pain in his arm, subconsciously let go of the palm that was clenched on his wrist, and glanced at him: "I'm stupid, you are hot and cold, I just want to attract you. Pay attention, I want you to look at me, I want you to talk to me."

They are extremely extroverted in the eyes of others, but they are all lonely patients in private. Cheng Mu's eyes are dark and deep, and there are still bloodshots on his lips: "At that time, I was looking forward to the long night, and you appeared every day." In my dream, I found that I like you so much. But I have my pride, my self-esteem, and I'm afraid that I'm just wishful thinking. I'm not sure if you are a glimpse of me in the long years, or just a glimpse from beginning to end. It was a mirage, and I forced myself to gradually forget your appearance and your past, and when I was about to let go, you returned to my life, entangled endlessly."

They are all insecure teenagers. If they could have stayed with each other and guarded them all the way, there would not have been such ups and downs. Shadow. Because I can't forget you, and I like you very much."

In fact, Cheng Songyuan is only one year older, but he shoulders the responsibilities that should not belong to his age with his immature shoulders, and cruelly forces himself to grow up, who has the right to blame whom.

"Xiao Yuan, everything is over."

"I can't do anything about the past, but every day in the future, I will do my best to make you happy."

Open up your hearts to each other, speak out all the things that are suffocated in your heart, and resolve the knots in your heart, only then can you be truly at ease.

The summer flowers are gorgeous, and the autumn leaves are quiet and beautiful, so how can I have peace of mind at this moment.