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In fact, Bai Su is very sure that he will fight a protracted war with Nian Queqing, because he knows that Nian Queqing is a soft-hearted person.

Bai Su had seen him at his worst, corrupted by jealousy, even his eyes were black.His eyes were dark and his voice was cold.He also tried to harm Nian time and time again but was promoted to confinement with the spirit whip, but even if he was bad to the bone, his heart was soft.

One winter day, just after Laba, the snow was several feet deep.Nian Queqing sued Nian Fengling because of a trivial matter, but Nian Fengling punished Nian Quesheng to kneel at the entrance of Baiyue Temple, and could not get up without orders.However, Nian Sheng was naturally indisputable, so he simply accepted the punishment and knelt at the entrance of Baiyue Temple for a day and a night, always keeping his back straight, as if he was not afraid of the cold at all.

This was originally Nian Queqing's wish, but after Nian Queqing was promoted to punish and kneel, he was not happy for a moment.The snow also fell all day and night, and the students in Nian's family suspended their studies for a day. Everyone was warming up in their respective rooms and embracing the blankets. Only Nian Sheng was kneeling in the snow wearing a single shirt. ——He was afraid of the cold, but he didn't even move in a daze.Nian Queqing could not see the Baiyue ancestral hall in Yuchi's room, and there was no sadness or joy on his face, but he was always restless, throwing the scroll in his hand on the table, and asked Yuchisu: "Nian Quesheng should also know about coldness. , Don’t kneel there? He’s not a fool.”

Yuchisu thought it might not be so, he said noncommittally, "Go and see?"

Nian Quqing said: "He deserves it, don't go."

But another afternoon later, when the snowstorm was even worse at dusk, Nian Keqing couldn't help it anymore, pulled Yuchisu and said, "Let's go and see."

After talking about Nian Queqing, he got up, opened the door and went out, not even having time to put on a thick windbreaker to keep out the cold.Yuchisu couldn't stop calling him, so he had to find his own windbreaker before following him out.Nian Queqing left quickly, and when Yuchisu went out he was nowhere to be seen, only when he arrived at the Baiyue ancestral hall did he hear Nian Queqing ask in surprise: "Brother, why are you still here?" ?”

Then Yuchisu saw a figure that merged with the wind and snow.The snow on the shoulders has accumulated very thickly, but it hasn't fallen half.Hearing the words, Nian has improved slightly. He glanced at Nian for the first time, and his eyelashes turned white.Nian Sheng didn't say a word, and was about to turn around when he suddenly fell to the side as if he was overwhelmed.

There was no sound when he fell in the extra thick snow, but Nian Queqing was really startled by him, and subconsciously helped him up.His arms were stiff after touching, but Nian Quqing took off his coat and gave it to him in a hurry, Yuchisu put on the windbreaker for Nian Quqing from behind, and Nian Quqing pulled Yuchisu to carry Nian Qusheng back , Find a doctor to treat him.Send him back to his deserted yard before he wakes up.Nian Fengling asked why he didn't kneel again, but Nian Keqing said with contempt: "Baiyue Ancestral Hall Nian Family Holy Land, how can he be an eyesore there? I told him to go back."

That is to say, he can act, and pretends to be ruthless. In fact, he is soft-hearted no matter whether it is for the Nian Quesheng of the year or the current Bai Su.

Even today, under Bai Su's hard and soft actions, Nian Queqing is really a lot gentler.

At least he is no longer aggressive when speaking, and he can talk to Bai Su calmly for a day.Even when falling asleep at night, he will lean on Bai Su's shoulder intentionally or unintentionally, like a defenseless cat.

Bai Su is already very satisfied to be able to do this, because Nian Queqing may not be asleep, and Bai Su can vaguely discern that Nian Queqing's eyelashes are trembling slightly through the night light at the entrance of the cave.

He may be thinking about something, sad or happy, resolute and difficult to choose, reluctance to give up or must give up.

Unknowingly, they spent seven days in this cave, and Nian Keqing finally couldn't help but asked: "Are you ready to go out? Of course it doesn't matter where I am. You disappeared for so many days for no reason. Who will take care of the family affairs?"

Bai Su was very meaningless: "I told you to leave the affairs of the Bai family to Bai Fu when I'm not in the house. He is bold and careful, so naturally there won't be any trouble."

Nian Queqing said: "But what if they usurp your position? After all, because of me, there have been many disputes, and it is impossible for them to have no resentment towards you."

Bai Su was noncommittal again, and asked him, "Do you remember what I said to you the day you came here?"

But Nian was straightforward: "I just thought you were taken away that day. You said so much, who knows what you are talking about."

Bai Su smiled and reminded: "I figured it out."

Bai Su paused for a moment, and then said something that Nian Queqing couldn't think of: "If you forgive me, I don't have to give up the whole Bai family. I will take you away from here and go to a far away place. We will start again incognito. Pass."

Nian Queqing was stunned there, Huanxi didn't resist or resist, just half surprised and half hesitant, softly said: "Don't be joking."

Bai Su was very sincere, looking directly at Queqing's eyes from the previous year, he said softly: "I'm not joking, I'm telling the truth. As long as I find a way to take you out, I will immediately return to the Bai family and announce my abdication. It has nothing to do with me. I am just like any passer-by you meet on the street, an ordinary person without identity and status."

Nian Keqing didn't show any emotion, and he never showed any expressions related to joy, and naturally he didn't have any negative emotions.Bai Su only thought that he was used to having no sorrow or joy these years, and only heard him say: "You really think about it? For me... you really do this?"

Bai Su said: "Yes."

Nian Queqing said: "From now on, you will be nameless, even poor, and you will never be able to reach the height you are now in your whole life. No one appreciates you, and your spiritual power is useless. In the good years, you are doing nothing, and I am sorry for the family business left by your parents and grandparents." The outside world will not know why you abdicated, and it is even rumored that you left the mess and fled away like a turtle because you were afraid of the power of Suzerain Yuchi. You are fearful, ruined, and you are all for me?"

Bai Su didn't hesitate: "Yes."

Nian Queqing's eyes flashed, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath: "For me, right?"

Bai Su was absolutely sure: "For you."

Nian Queqing didn't say anything else. After a long silence, he lowered his eyes and said, "Then how do you plan to get out?"

Bai Su took out a small talisman from his sleeve, but Xiang Nian said: "Yuchi's family gave me a summoning talisman before, but I have never used it. It will lose its effect if it is left for a long time, and I don't know what to do. Repair, but there is always a way, let's wait a few more days."

Nian Queqing said: "What do you want the resentful spirit to do?"

Bai Sudao: "Your elder brother told me that when he was in Hanshui, he forced out the resentful spirits in his body to endow him with spiritual power, and smashed through the gap in the barrier in one fell swoop. This should be his intentional reminder. Since he is willing to say these things, he will not Intentionally hurt me."

Nian Queqing said in a low voice that he naturally wouldn't, and then said to Bai Su: "No rush, take your time."

Bai Su smiled and nodded slightly.

This is what he thought his life would be complete.

After another three or two days, there was still no progress in the Summoning Talisman.Nian Queqing's attitude towards Bai Su is constantly turning gentle.Bai Su thought that he had finally given Nian Queqing what he wanted, so Nian Queqing would forgive him and call him A Su before going to bed that night.

Bai Su was so happy that he asked, "What did you call me just now?"

Nian Queqing just smiled: "You heard that, what are you asking?"

As if the long-standing haze was swept away, Bai Su felt relaxed and at ease, and went to bed early and soundly that night.

Until midnight, he heard a loud bang, and before he could open his eyes, he felt the cool wind blowing in from outside the cave.

Bai Su was very surprised, because there was a huge breach in the barrier.He turned his head to wake Nian Queqing up, but he had already opened his eyes.

Calmly looking at the grass and trees outside the cave at night, indifferently almost lonely.Sitting on the stone wall, he looked extremely pale and lost for some reason.

Bai Su said: "Queqing?"

Nian Queqing turned his gaze to Bai Su, and hummed lightly.

Bai Su said: "This enchantment has been opened."

Nian Qingqing's voice was very soft, as if he was very tired and didn't even have the strength to speak.He said lightly, "I know."

Bai Su suddenly felt uneasy for some reason, but he pretended to be calm, stood up and wanted to pull Nian, but Qing's arms stood up with him, and said softly: "Then let's go."

But Nian Queqing didn't stand up, his voice was soft and slow, very gentle, he smiled at Bai Su, and whispered: "You go....I'm afraid...you won't be able to go."

For a moment, Bai Su's heart skipped a beat, as if struck by lightning, the mountains collapsed.Bai Su suddenly squatted down in front of Nian Queqing, supported his shoulders with both hands, and finally said in a voiceless voice: "You..."

Nian Keqing didn't seem like he was flustered, but instead smiled quietly, and said softly: "I used the resentful spirit in my body and my soul to blow up the barrier, am I not strong?"

Bai Su didn't have time to pay attention to Nian's words, but he smiled at Nian's words, and immediately picked him up and rushed away, running all the way to the Bai family in the city, with a word scattered in the wind whistling in his ears: "I'll give you Find a doctor."

Nian could clearly hear his heart beating like thunder, and his panting caused by running too fast, he knew that Bai Su was panicking.How many times in the past he told himself that he was flustered because he cared too much, so Nian Quqing was very satisfied, couldn't help but smiled a little, went around and patted Bai Su's back, and said softly: "Okay, don't waste your energy... Su, stop for a while, let me take a good look at you."

When Bai Su heard this sentence, he felt his heart was about to break, so he slowed down according to the words, and finally stopped.Standing under a blanket of starlight, he heard Nian Qingqing say: "Listen to me."

There were some tears in Bai Su's eyes, he closed them tightly, lowered his head and said, "Say it."

Nian Queqing was already very weak at this moment, the blood on his lips had almost faded away, his voice was as thin as a mosquito, but Bai Su listened carefully.He said: "Leave my seal of the head of the Nian family to my elder brother... let him keep it well, he is the last survivor of our Nian family. I don't have anything else... My sword, leave it to me." You. You have to keep it. As for myself... I will give it to you. You can keep it or bury it, and it is up to you."

Bai Su bit his lip and nodded vigorously, Nian Quqing put his arms around Bai Su's neck, slowly and gently as if telling a child who doesn't know how to understand: "Don't blame yourself too much, don't take all your mistakes On yourself. You have to be good, A Su...you have to be good. Don't want the Bai family, that's what you worked hard to get. Otherwise, what did you pay for the seven years in the Nian family? You want I think you destroyed the Nian family through my information, and I was your accomplice. So Ruo Bai's family was taken away by someone else...you are sorry for me."

Bai Su's suppressed voice was trembling: "I know...I know..."

But Nian smiled, closed his eyes, and continued: "I have no chance in this life. If you... fall in love with someone in the future, I hope he... is like me. I don't blame you, I never blame you .Understand?"

Bai Su said: "I won't fall in love with anyone...I...understand."

Nian Butqing doesn't want him to give up everything he deserves for himself, because Nian Butqing will feel guilty for the rest of his life.But the feelings of guilt will not end well, it is a grand and useless hatchback.In the end, both sides suffered losses and no results.

So even if you are reluctant to give up for a year, you must be willing.

Nian Keqingying was already very tired, his eyes could hardly be opened, he just narrowed his eyes, and said to Bai Su: "I have been too indifferent to you these years, it is not my intention to call you Master Bai, A Su , you... don't blame me either."

Bai Su shook his head, telling him that he would naturally not blame him, and Nian Kesheng was relieved after hearing this sentence.His body and nerves that had been tense all the time gradually relaxed, and he said with a smile: "That's good." Bai Su realized that something was wrong with him, and shouted almost collapsed: "Queqing! Don't close your eyes... Queqing !Look at me! Queqing!"

But it was useless, Nian Queqing's hand hooked around Bai Su's neck suddenly fell down, and it hung down heavily as if he had no worries.For some reason, the slump was so heavy that it seemed to crush Bai Su's body and kneel on the ground.Bai Su was in so much pain that he yelled heart-piercingly, "Queqing!"

No one responded to him, and there was a faint echo after sound in the empty valley. In the vast and lonely suburbs, the sad "Que Qing" came back to Bai Su's ears, which was extremely desolate and sad.

Then his head fell into Bai Su's arms weakly, and the temperature on his hanging arms was blown away by the wind bit by bit, and then his limbs became cold, and his shoulders and abdomen became cold.And finally the chest.Under that chest, there is no soul of a cultivator.

Nian Queqing also didn't have a spiritual guard. His spiritual guard was shattered by the huge impact that fell from mid-air when he was hunting in Xizhou back then, unable to recover from the earthquake.

He could no longer hear Bai Su's long-awaited calls, and he could not see Bai Su's tears.Bai Su, even though his family was ruined since he was a child, and he grew up enduring humiliation, has never cried for an unfair fate.In his life, all his love and concern, all his emotions, all his cries and tears were all given to one person.He had never expected so much that he could live with that person forever, but in the end life still tortured his loved one to death, and then that person did the last glorious and magnificent thing in his life for Bai Su In the end, he died peacefully in Bai Su's arms.

He left cruelly, leaving Bai Su in pain. He himself walked quietly and peacefully, with a slight smile on his face amidst Bai Su's calls.

Their natures are different, one dies in the arms of the loved one, and the other dies in the arms of the loved one.Life and death are always unfair, the dead rest in peace, and the living grieve.

The last days of Nian Queqing's life were considered to be the same as Nian Quesheng's before, spent in the cold and dark stone cave barrier.They were equally gentle in their last days, and cruel without warning when they left to die.

You see, the fate of people is always surprisingly similar.

After Nian Quesheng finished his speech, he kept his expression on his face. When he let go of Nian Queqing's wrist and stepped back, his knees softened, and he quickly held onto the door frame, barely falling to the ground.

It took him a while to find his voice, and trembled uncontrollably: "He's only 19 years old..."

At the age of 19, he is still a minor, and it is still a good time in life when he is young and has let go of his responsibilities.

Bai Su had passed the saddest time, but when he heard Nian Sheng's words, his heart throbbed again. He bit his lips tightly, lowered his head and sighed almost humblely: "You can resurrect the dead. Then... ...Is there any way for you to let him... come back. If possible, I will go through fire and water, I...beg you..."

But Nian Sheng seemed to have regained some sanity, put his forehead on the back of the hand holding the door frame, and satirized his ignorance and said: "Why do you return when your heart is broken?" After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes and said, "Death!" For him, it is a kind of relief——even if he comes back, he will be involved in family strife and love troubles. I know who my brother is best, he... Even if he feels guilty and reluctant to give up on you, it may not be... …willing to live again.”

Bai Su lowered his head: "I feel ashamed of him, I..."

"Okay." Nian Kesheng interrupted impatiently, the sad look in his eyes had not faded, he glanced at Bai Su and said, "It's useless to say who is guilty of who, what's the matter now? Sample."

Bai Su's head has always been held high, and he has never humbled himself to anyone. Only in front of Nian Gesheng who has come back from the dead, he always feels ashamed of himself and has no confidence.

But Nian's face was filled with sadness and anger, and the cold and aggressive air hadn't faded away. Looking back at the room, his tone was surprisingly gentle: "Brother, can you help me get Bai Yueguang?"

Nian Quesheng turned his head and stayed for a while longer. When Jiang Dongshen came over with his sword, Nian Quesheng squeezed his hand.

He was restless, Jiang Dongchen could tell at a glance.

Bai Su looked at Nian Kesheng handing Bai Yueguang in front of him in some surprise, and heard him say, "It's useless for me to keep Bai Yueguang. Now that she has exhausted her divine power, she is just a well-carved ordinary silver sword. Words are belongings outside your body, so take them away and give them to the Yuchi family. Tell them that Bai Yueguang is not at all unfathomable, but sincere and sincere. You take it away and give your Bai family peace."

Bai Su hurriedly shook his head, took half a step back and said, "How can I take it, this is yours."

But Nian said: "Then the Bai family belongs to you."

This sentence made Bai Su think of Nian Queqing again, he looked down at the person in his arms, closed his eyes, read the formula and took out something from his sleeve, and handed it to Nian Quesheng.

It is the seal of the master.

But Nian Sheng looked at the seal of the master for a while, took it with one hand, and still handed Bai Yueguang with the other.

Bai Su still refused: "I don't..."

"If you tell you to take it, you can take it!" Nian Qusheng almost growled, "Am I for you? I couldn't fulfill my brother's duty when he was alive, and couldn't do the last thing for him when he died! "

Bai Su kept silent, but finally bowed his head and acquiesced.The hand holding Nian Queqing did not loosen, hooked his fingers and put Bai Yueguang into Qiankun's sleeve, and said in a low voice: "I owe you this."

Nian Butsheng doesn't want to see his younger brother who is no longer energetic anymore, and things are different, so Nian Butsheng can only try his best to forget them after the incident.But Nian raised his eyes, stepped back into the room and said, "You owe me a lot."

After all, brotherhood, whether good or bad, Nian Quesheng grew up watching it with his own eyes.

From the little one, to Yuxue's cute little friend, to the green and immature young boy, whether it's entangled in jealousy and hatred, or Yang Chen Ruxu, and then to the young and independent, and even the absent fourth year. Years, and then there is the cold and pale face.

He has indeed grown up and matured, his brows and eyes are full of the demeanor of a person who is about to reach adulthood, it is because he is so young that he does not dare to look at him, he knows what builds the demeanor of not being surprised by honor or shame.

It's hatred——a hatred that is too heavy for ages forever.

After Bai Su left.Nian Quesheng quickly closed the door, handed the patriarchal seal to Jiang Dongchen, and called, "Brother."

Jiang Dongshen accepted it and hummed.

But Nian said: "Give it to father for safekeeping, I... I'm afraid I won't be able to keep it well."

Jiang Dongshen nodded in agreement, then Xiang Nian Quesheng opened his hands and said, "Okay, stop holding on, come and hug."