Don't be a secretary to a genius

Although Jiang Shengyan made up his mind to meet his father, it was still a very difficult thing to take that step.

Those forgotten pasts that she once thought she didn't care about anymore resurfaced before her eyes one by one.

After the original verdict that the father was a rapist came out, how the people around him cursed and insulted the father, and how they ridiculed her and her mother;

People who were acquainted in the past pointed and pointed at how my family got into trouble;

Even at school, how do teachers and classmates see themselves.

Those contemptuous, contemptuous, disgusting eyes.

In one night, she changed from the mayor's daughter whom everyone envied to the prisoner's daughter whom everyone shouted and beat.

Jiang Shengyan remembered.

In junior high school, a boy who once confessed to her and was rejected said: "I heard that rapists enjoy the stimulation of other people's resistance. Is it true? Has your father ever told you that he has this habit? Or, you Dad won't... do something to you, will he? Actually, I really like you. If you are my girlfriend, I will shut up those who say you are bad. As long as you..."

There is no need to say the following words explicitly, teenage girls should also understand.

Jiang Shengyan clearly remembered that he beat him to the knees and begged for mercy.

Seems to be bleeding.

The boy's parents made a fuss at the school, but the teacher asked her to apologize and her mother to apologize.

But mom slapped the boy.

That was the first time she saw her mother beating someone.

Later, my mother returned what the boy said to his parents, without any shyness.

Because of the mother's tough attitude, the parents' faces were dull, and they did not continue to quarrel.

Mom took her home.

She also remembers what her mother said at that time——

Violence can't solve anything unless it's unbearable.

Another time, a girl talked about her behind her back.

It is said that she has the face of a girl and the heart of a slut. She is only a teenager and seduces and seduces people everywhere.

At that time, she went up and touched the girl's face with a smile, and said, "Although I don't know what kind of face a jade girl should have, it should be pretty. Thank you for complimenting me. You have to go back and take a good look in the mirror." , Find the reason, why so many people like me to death or life."

That girl was the one who was punished by Jing You for "reciting texts" at the old lady's birthday banquet.

Has been kicked out of the house by her husband.

As for her fat pig-headed husband driving his wife out, it's not known whether it was because she made him offend President Jing Teng.

Bullying by classmates is just the tip of the iceberg.

After his father was imprisoned, the darkness of human nature was completely exposed in front of Jiang Shengyan.

At that time, Jiang Shengyan realized how close a person is to the devil.

The uncle who had been so attentive to her father in the past wanted to buy her with money.

There was more than one mother who was driven out of the house.

14-year-old Jiang Shengyan hated his looks for the first time.

If she didn't have a good face, perhaps she would not have seen so much filth hidden under the clean appearance.

During so many difficult days, it was my mother who protected her firmly under her wings like an eagle.

Even at the bottom of the valley where the light cannot be seen, he kept teaching her to be a brave and kind person.

Mom said that her future should not be biting each other with dirty maggots in the dark, but flying eagles into the sky, driving away the dark clouds, and letting the sun illuminate more dark corners.

When Jiang Shengyan was a child, she didn't understand why her mother repeated it over and over again, and patiently told her not to listen to the vicious words around her, not to care about other people's strange eyes, and not to be trapped in resentment.

Now she knows.

Because if the heart is filled with filth and filth, it will never be able to flap its wings and fly beyond the darkness——to a wider world.

With mother's watering and care little by little, she learned to build an iron wall in her heart.

It is also to learn to laugh at kind people, because they will smile back at you;

Laugh whoever has malice in his heart, for a smile is the most powerful sarcasm.

But such a great mother suffered such a serious injury because of her.

How did she tell her father that she failed to protect her mother.

Jiang Shengyan took many deep breaths at the door, but still didn't dare to ring the doorbell.

Jing You came from behind and put his mouth close to her ear: "Why don't you go in?"

"Why are you here?" Jiang Shengyan was surprised.

Jiang Shengyan didn't hide from Jingyou that he was coming to see his father, but he didn't ask her to come with him either.

"Uncle Jiang isn't that scary." Jing You answered irrelevantly.

Jiang Sheng said: "Have you met my father?"

Jing You almost bit his tongue, and admitted honestly: "I've been here once."

After thinking about it, he added another sentence: "Secretary Qi said that my performance is not bad."

Jiang Sheng said, "Secretary Qi has met my father?"

Jing You: "He came with me."

Jiang Sheng said: "So you two have been hiding such a big secret from me?"

Secretary Qi, who was far away at home, sneezed at this moment, feeling inexplicably panicked.

Jingyou: "Go in quickly."

Jiang Shengyan's throat was dry, and his raised hands trembled.

Having not seen each other for 15 years, she was afraid of feeling unfamiliar with her father, and also afraid that both of them would become different from each other's imagination.

Seeing that Jiang Shengyan hadn't pressed the doorbell for a long time, Jing You grabbed her hand and pressed it.

Now, Jiang Shengyan had no chance to back down.

Soon, the metal door opened.

Inside, Papa Jiang was wearing comfortable home clothes. Except for some gray temples and some wrinkles on his face, he was almost the same as the man ten years ago.

Jiang Shengyan's tears instantly accumulated in his eyes.

Father is the wound she dared not open for more than ten years.

"First... come in first." Father Jiang's voice was a little stiff.

Although it's not good for a grown man to cry, his daughter, who hasn't seen him for more than ten years, has grown up so much, still makes him feel unspeakably sore.

Papa Jiang's eye sockets were a little moist.

The daughter has become so outstanding, very similar to her mother when she was young.

It would be great if I didn't miss the growth of my daughter.

Jiang Shengyan stepped in with one foot, but still couldn't believe that his father was right in front of him, and he could touch it with his hand.

I'm afraid this is a fragile dream.

"Hello, Uncle." Jing You was not as nervous as the first time.

After all, she spent so many days alone with Mama Jiang, and Mama Jiang would occasionally mention Papa Jiang, and she had heard a lot about Papa Jiang.

Jiang's mother said that he was a handsome and gentle man.

Papa Jiang gave Jingyou a kind smile, and the smile lines in the corners of his eyes deepened.

"Hi, thank you." Staying with my daughter.

He could imagine how lost and helpless his daughter must be now.

As a father, he was actually very afraid of meeting his daughter.

For so many years, he was full of guilt for not being able to shelter his daughter from the wind and rain.

Jiang Shengyan sat on the sofa in a daze, not knowing what to say.

Father Jiang poured tea for the two of them.

"Your mother, does she know you're here?"

Papa Jiang actually wanted to ask, "Is your mother doing well?"

But what kind of problem is that?What counts as good and what counts as bad?

These years, I must have worried about myself.

Jiang Shengyan didn't know how to talk about her mother's situation. She was very afraid that her father would not be able to accept this matter, and she was also afraid that his father would feel guilty about it.

The mother lost her legs to protect her, and the car accident that broke her legs was caused by that case.

She knew all too well how contradictory and painful it was to never be able to forgive herself.

"Mom is fine, she told me about when you were in love." Jing You spoke first.

Jiang Shengyan looked sideways, staring blankly at Jing You.

Papa Jiang was also taken aback for a moment, and then laughed out loud after a while.

"You have changed your words to my wife, why do you treat my father differently?"

Jingyou: "Mom said that she would change her mouth and give out red envelopes. I'm afraid you're not ready."

This is indeed a big truth.

Father Jiang smiled even more, looked at his daughter and said, "Your fiancée is such an interesting child!"

Jiang Shengyan glanced from his father's face to Jing You's face, and then from Jing You's face back to his father's face.

The two of them chatted so easily and freely?

Jing You blinked slowly at Jiang Shengyan, as if puzzled: "Sister, why don't you talk? Shouldn't you be happy to see Dad?"

It is indeed very happy.

Jiang Shengyan froze, the blood in her whole body seemed to be flowing extremely slowly, as if it was about to freeze into ice at any moment, she couldn't even move a single finger.

Although I am very happy, there are many mixed emotions that bury this joy at the bottom.

With so many things happening, she couldn't face her father with a single emotion.

Jiang Shengyan cared too much about his father's thoughts, because he was too cautious because he was afraid of his father's injury, and was afraid that his mother would overwhelm his father...

So much so that she actually forgot that as a daughter, she should be happy to see her father.

Jing You looked at Jiang Shengyan and asked earnestly, "Uncle didn't miss you on purpose, and he didn't do anything wrong. He's a good person. Mother Jiang said that Uncle loves you very much, and you love him too, so he's my sister. It's very important." People. Don't sister like to laugh very much? Why don't you smile when you meet important people?"

This is the pure thought of a child.

Just like when Jing You saw his mother who had abandoned him, he only felt that she was a strange aunt.

She won't treat that strange aunt differently because of her blood relationship, and she won't waste time complaining about quarrels.

Because they are unimportant people.

It sounds like it makes sense.Jiang Sheng thought.

Jiang Shengyan showed his father a nice smile.

"Dad," she called.

Hearing this long-lost word, Jiang Dong's eyes filled with tears.

The shadow of the smiling little girl more than ten years ago overlapped with the big girl in front of her.

Jiang Sheng said softly, "I'm sorry, it's been so long since I came to see you." His eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears overflowed his eyes.

Papa Jiang also wiped the salty tears off his face, and shook his head: "What are you doing saying sorry to Papa? It's not your fault that Papa didn't see you."

"You have always been a proud father in my heart."

At this moment, Jiang Shengyan didn't know what to say, whether to comfort her or pretend not to care, and how to make her father feel that she would always respect him.

Because I cared too much, I messed up the size.

The corners of Jiang's father's eyes crooked into smiles, "As long as you trust your father, no matter how others criticize you, your father will not be afraid."

Jiang Shengyan was startled, and hesitantly said: "You are different from what I imagined..., I am very afraid, afraid that you are suffering in your heart, but you are so strong in front of me."

Father Jiang stretched out his hand, stayed in the air for a few seconds, and stroked Jiang Shengyan's hair.

"Silly boy, Dad has you and mom. It's like having an engine that can never run out of fuel. No matter what happens, it won't be knocked down. Although we haven't been together these years, Dad thinks of you in his heart. I know that I will always have a home."

"Dad, I'm really worried about you. I'm afraid that you won't be able to bear the humiliation and will be disappointed in this world. I'm afraid that the once vigorous father was clearly crushed by pain and told me that you are fine. I am also afraid that you will see me and mother It will be even more difficult.”

Jiang Shengyan almost choked up, got up and hugged his father's neck.

It seems to have turned back to the little girl who loved to laugh and act like a baby more than ten years ago.

She had so many things she wanted to tell him, but she didn't know where to start.

Father Jiang patted his daughter on the back and comforted him, "Silly girl, it's not so easy for father to be knocked down."

After a long silence, he said: "It's my father's fault. I shouldn't be thinking about drawing a line with you just because I'm afraid of hurting you. If I let you see me with your own eyes instead of telling you my current situation by writing, maybe It won't make you so worried."

"After that...will you come back and live with us?" Jiang Shengyan looked at his father anxiously.

"The bad guy has been caught, of course Dad will go back and reunite with you." Dad Jiang smiled, "Do I look like the handsome and forbearing tough guy in the Infernal Affairs movie?"

Jiang Sheng smiled through tears.

She sat back on the sofa again, twisted her hands together unconsciously, lowered her head and said, "There is something... there is something I don't know how to say yet."

"What's wrong?" Papa Jiang's voice was gentle.

"Mom...Mom..." Jiang Shengyan couldn't speak.

"Mom is a superman, she protects her child." Jing You took the words, "Although I lost the ability to walk, I am very happy in my heart."

Jiang Shengyan's eyes turned to Jing You's direction, and he forgot to blink.

Jing You clicked on a video on the phone.

Mother Jiang was sitting in a wheelchair, her legs were covered with a simple and elegant blanket.

When Papa Jiang saw his wife on the screen, shock appeared in his eyes.

"Old Jiang, long time no see. I've taken good care of myself, right? It's still a hibiscus flower."

"When you see this video, you must have met Yanyan's fiancée. I have already changed the lipstick package, and you should work harder."

"The reason why I met you like this is because I am different from when you left. I am afraid that I will suddenly appear in front of you and scare you."

Mother Jiang spread her hands: "After all, people are old and their hearts are very fragile."

"I guess Yanyan definitely doesn't know how to tell you that I'm in a wheelchair. I can only tell you as a mother."

"My leg was damaged when you left. It's been many years. Except that I can't run or jump, it doesn't affect my life. I live pretty well. Don't make a fuss."

"It's just that middle-aged uncles who are handsome and talented are quite popular these days. I don't know if you will find my messy wife in the way. If you have any small things in your heart, tell them as soon as possible. If you divorce, your daughter will be mine."

"..."

"After talking for so long, I haven't congratulated Comrade Lao Jiang for returning to society. Compared with more than a decade ago, technology is now on a rocket. If you don't know how to use electronic equipment, don't feel ashamed. I will let Xiaoyou teach Teach you, her IQ is higher than the two of you combined."

Seeing this, Father Jiang had a tender smile on his face.

"Yanyan, in the end, mom wants to tell you that it's not your fault that mom got hurt. Don't blame yourself anymore. Mom never felt that she sacrificed anything for you, and dad wouldn't think so. You are our proudest baby girl."

A video ends, and the air is silent.

Mother Jiang was pushed by Sister Zhao into Jingzhai.

"Grandma, last time the two children were here, I didn't have a good talk with you. I kept thinking about it, and I came today." Mother Jiang smiled, "You are my elder, I should be more courteous." yes."

"Although I call myself an old lady, I don't like others to treat me as an old man." Jing Zhenzhu went straight to the point, "I have also had some elegant hobbies in recent years, and I am not the kind of person who likes red tape."

Mother Jiang was silent for a moment, and said: "I am very happy to have a grandma like you in Yanyan."

"Xiaoyou is much closer to you than to me!"

Jing Zhenzhu suddenly changed the subject, her words were full of jealousy.

"Xiaoyou has restrictions on me and the elders, and he is comfortable in front of you. Isn't it said that you can be unscrupulous in front of the closest people."

Mother Jiang chuckled, "Yanyan told me a few days ago that the closer I get to you, the more lovely I think you are."

Jing Zhenzhu found this sentence very helpful, and turned to call Aunt Huang: "My mother-in-law has been talking for a long time, and I am thirsty, why is there no tea?"

"Here we come! Isn't this just brewed for tea! You can't let people drink cold tea!"

When Aunt Huang answered, she didn't seem inferior, on the contrary, she was thoughtful like a host.

Jing Zhenzhu: "Then if you don't tell me, you don't know that I have a bad memory now! What should I do if people think I have lost my manners?"

Aunt Huang: "Didn't I go back to watch the fire just now! Why are you in a hurry!"

The two of them were obviously used to such noise.

Aunt Huang came out and smiled at Jiang's mother: "I'm sorry, I can't do without people for this tea, so I kept you waiting for a long time."

What Aunt Huang brought out was her own unique handicraft. This tea had to be boiled slowly over an open fire, and it contained a lot of herbs that were good for women. Although it was slightly bitter in the mouth, it was not the bitterness of the medicine, but had a sweet aftertaste.

Mother Jiang smiled and shook her head: "I don't care about the vain gifts, but I should thank the host for such a good tea. I can smell the preciousness just by smelling it."

Jing Zhenzhu was stunned: "You just speak better than me, no matter how hard I practice, I can't reach this level."

Mother Jiang: "But I really like your straightforward temperament."

Jing Zhenzhu: "Xiaoyou didn't cause you any trouble a few days ago, right?"

Mother Jiang: "Xiaoyou is a lovely child, just as cute as you."

"I'm an old lady, isn't it inappropriate for you to call me cute?" Jing Zhenzhu pretended to be angry.

Mother Jiang: "Thank you."

Jing Zhenzhu: "My mother-in-law is really interesting, you still want to thank me if I'm annoyed?"

Mother Jiang said: "Yanyan is careful from the start. Although she doesn't show it on the face, I know she has never passed that hurdle in her heart and always feels that she owes me. I have always been afraid that she will walk into a dead end. .”

After a pause, "Last night, Yanyan told me that she was determined to see her father. I was actually very worried. Fortunately, Xiaoyou accompanied her, so I felt much relieved."

Jing Zhenzhu: "You have a big heart, Xiaoyou will be a troublemaker."

Mother Jiang smiled slightly: "Xiaoyou, this child, thinks very differently from others. I used to be afraid that Lao Jiang would feel guilty if he knew my legs had become like this. I was also afraid that he would not be able to accept that his wife could only sit in a wheelchair. On, my feelings have changed.

But Xiaoyou asked me, "Papa Jiang didn't hit this leg, why should he feel guilty?" ’, and ‘If two people really have a deep relationship, what does it matter if they are in a wheelchair?If it's changed because of being in a wheelchair, it's breaking your wedding vows, why care about someone who doesn't keep their promises? '.

After much deliberation, I realized that the problem that had troubled me for more than ten years was not really a problem. "

Jing Zhenzhu took a sip of tea and didn't speak.

"Thank you for allowing Xiaoyou to accompany me for such a period of time. Otherwise, knowing that Lao Jiang is out, we can meet each other, but Yanyan and I are still the only ones at home... The atmosphere at home... will probably become gloomy."

Mother Jiang's eyes were full of gratitude, and tears flashed faintly, "It is indeed hard work not to be able to express the true emotions in my heart in front of the closest people."

"I kicked her out because I didn't want to see that annoying bastard." Jing Zhenzhu waved her hand, "My old lady doesn't have so many twists and turns."

Mother Jiang said sincerely: "Even so, I should say thank you."

"If it happened to help your family, it would be a blessing in heaven. Mayor Jiang is a good man. If he hadn't vigorously supported technology companies back then, Jing Teng might have gone bankrupt long ago, and he wouldn't be able to make it to where he is today." Jing Zhenzhu smiled lightly. Dan, "This is Mayor Jiang's blessing."

Mother Jiang smiled back and stopped talking.

Regardless of whether the other party was intentional or unintentional, his daughter and the Jing family's granddaughter came together.

She believed that her daughter would help her repay this love.

It is their fortune to meet such a noble person in a desperate situation.

opposite.

Jing Zhenzhu actually had regrets in her heart.

If she had known earlier that Mayor Jiang's wife couldn't have the operation due to lack of money, and if she could have helped at that time, perhaps the elegant dancer in front of her would not have been trapped in a wheelchair for the rest of her life.

Back then, Mayor Jiang did a lot of things for Yancheng, but when he had an accident, no one gave him help. Instead, many people made trouble.

This is really chilling.

But it was precisely because Jiang Dong was a good mayor in most people's hearts that what happened made people even more angry.

In this world, it is too difficult to tell the real from the fake, and the real from the fake. Who can say that those people shouldn't accuse a criminal who has lost all conscience?

Because of this trace of regret, Jing Zhenzhu would get angry with her own granddaughter, but she didn't want to vent her anger on Jiang Shengyan.

This child has done nothing wrong and shouldn't bear so many groundless accusations.

After watching the video, Jiang Shengyan broke down in tears.

She has been strong for many years and has not shed tears like this for a long time.

Jing You was at a loss, and comforted in a panic: "Sister, don't cry."

Like so many dreams in the past.

When she was young, Jing You had seen Jiang Shengyan crying helplessly.

At that time, she wanted to go up to Jiang Shengyan and say, "Sister Fairy, don't cry. I will protect you from now on."

reason……

Little Jingyou himself didn't know.

That year, Jing You was 9 years old and Jiang Shengyan was 16 years old.

It was two years before they really met.