Why Not Divorce[Transmigration Book]

Although Jiang Qiu once said that he wanted to keep some privacy for the original owner, if they change in the future, at least the original owner will feel better knowing that his secret has not been touched.

But since this bunch of keys was found on the rooftop, and the rooftop is a public place, the keys that fell in the cracks of the wall don’t seem to have been put in on purpose. Although there are bricks blocking them, the bricks look more like accidentally falling on that place. local.

——Does this mean that the original owner doesn't mind his diary being seen by others?

At least, he didn't worry about being seen by the person who found the key.

As for Jiang Qiu, with the recovery of his memory, he solved many problems that he had pondered over before, but there were still many questions that could not be answered.He knew that some of the answers were in those locked diaries, but because the questions were not very urgent, he hadn't lowered his moral bottom line to pick the locks.

Now that the key suddenly appeared in front of him, maybe this was the hint that the original owner secretly agreed with him to read the diary?

"I'm sorry, brother..." Jiang Qiu removed the lock, carefully put it aside, and opened the first page of the diary.

This is the penultimate diary written by the original owner so far. The cover and lock are relatively new, and the paper is also white, unlike the paper that has been yellowed for a long time.

When Jiang Qiu saw the words on the title page, his breathing stopped for a moment.

——Written to Qiu.

Is this what the original owner wrote to him?

In past memories, Jiang Qiu wrote many letters to the original owner, encouraging him to cheer up, not to feel lonely, he is not fighting alone... But Jiang Qiu never got a response from the other party, he guessed Could it be that the original owner could not accept that there was another personality in his body at the same time, and wanted to try his best to ignore this.

But later he saw that the original owner preserved all the things he left behind, and it didn't look like he wanted to destroy the traces of his existence. He thought that the original owner should not be so repulsive to him.

Does not reject, does not mean that will accept.

Only now did Jiang Qiu dare to be sure that the original owner had acknowledged his existence.

He collected himself and turned to the second page.

Starting from this page, each page is densely packed with handwriting, without date marking, and the handwriting is not written within a day, but written intermittently, probably after writing a few hundred words, resting, The ink color on the paper is also slightly different.

The handwriting is not neat, but it can still be read clearly. With the mental state of the original owner at that time, it is very rare to be able to control himself to write a notebook intermittently.

Jiang Qiu first looked at the handwriting and length, and was a little moved. The original owner could write him such a long sentence in such a state. It seems that his persistent encouragement moved him.

But there was something wrong, if the letters he wrote were really useful, how could the situation of the original owner get worse and worse?

He turned back to the previous page and carefully read what the original owner wrote.

[Qi Xiuze has Bai Yueguang, who is his childhood sweetheart, a boy who grew up with him and was held and cared for by him...]

[Seeing the scene of Lin Yan smiling at Yi Zikun at the banquet, Qi Xiuze felt that his eyes were stabbed deeply, and his heart felt like it was being pricked by countless needlepoints. The blood flowed all over the body, and then silently cooled...]

[Others say that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new relationship.Qi Xiuze couldn't forget Lin Yan, he chose to bury himself in the tomb of marriage, guarding him from afar, appearing in front of him in the name of a friend, keeping his warm emotions in his cold eyes...]

【When he came home from get off work, he saw Jiang Qiu sluggishly sitting on the sofa, and the desolate tone of the room, and he felt exhausted, which made Qi Xiuze loosen his tie irritably.He said to Jiang Qiu: "Go back to your room, I have something to go out tonight."...]

The more Jiang Qiu looked behind, the more dumbfounded he became.

This bloody plot, this delicate description, this smooth writing!

Although it has been several months, Jiang Qiu is absolutely impossible to admit his mistake, this is the original work! !

Authentic original manuscript! ! !

Jiang Qiu was almost stunned by these words.Although he had some guesses in his heart, he thought that the so-called original work was just the information that Jiang Hang kept instilling into 'Jiang Qiu' and him. Under the circumstances, it is normal for the memory to be confused, so he did not associate it with the original owner.

Thinking about it carefully, the original owner is a liberal arts student, and even his brother wanted to ask him to write acrostic poems on a date, which shows that the original owner's writing skills should not be bad.If it wasn't for his mental problems, maybe his college entrance examination results would have been better.

Jiang Qiu's memory is not bad. When he read the end, he realized that it was the place where he inserted the bookmark when he was reading a novel on the subway.

Could it be that his memory of his previous life was really messed up?

This question only circled in his mind, and soon, Jiang Qiu's attention was attracted by the remaining few lines of text.

This passage was written in a bit of a mess, probably because I had written an unfinished novel before, and the original owner didn't have much energy left, so the handwriting looked quite sloppy.Fortunately, Jiang Qiu had read his handwriting for a long time, and was able to recognize the original owner's handwriting.

The central idea of ​​this passage has only one meaning——Qiu, Qi Xiuze is not as good as you think, he only has one appearance to see, and the person he pretends in his heart is not you!

In order to increase the authenticity, the original owner also wrote Qi Xiuze's attitude towards him into the novel.

Of course, this is an interpretation from the perspective of the original owner.It is very likely that Mr. Qi didn't think about anything when he loosened his tie, and he was only asked to go back to the room because Mr. Qi was going to go out next, and he was worried that he would not be able to see him, and that the original owner would commit suicide.

Most of this novel is based on the information provided by Brother Jiang, plus the original owner's own personal experience.

The original owner probably felt from Jiang Qiu's letter that he really liked Qi Xiuze, so he was also considering the possibility of Jiang Qiu and Qi Xiuze.However, the source of the original owner's information is very limited, and he is not familiar with Qi Xiuze. Although they both went to the same school when they went to school, after so many years, all he saw was Qi Xiuze's performance of defending Lin Yan, and he did not see Qi Xiuze and Jiang Qiu got along with each other, so he also took Jiang Hang's investigation results as the truth.

He wrote this novel to let Jiang Qiu see clearly, don't be deceived by Qi Xiuze, falling in love with someone who doesn't love him is a very painful thing.

The original owner himself suffered a lot from it, how could he watch his other personality fall into such pain?

But he doesn't know how to write chicken soup to persuade others, and he is not as positive and optimistic as Jiang Qiu, so he has to write his full of depression and anger into a novel, hoping to be seen by Jiang Qiu one day.

After reading this diary, Jiang Qiu breathed a long sigh of relief, and then a dumbfounding expression appeared on his face.

After such a big circle, it turns out that this is how the original work was born!

Jiang Qiu paused for a while, and then read the novel from beginning to end. It was almost the same as the novel in his impression, and he was sure that the original work was written by the original owner.He was about to pick up the lock and go back when he realized that his legs were numb from sitting for too long, so he stood up and fell back down, so he had to hold on to the edge of the table to reach the small lock .

As soon as he stretched out his hand, Jiang Qiu suddenly remembered something.

Even if his memory before time travel was messed up, he should have read the original book a long time ago, otherwise it would be impossible for him to be so sure that what he just read was the original book.

For this, Jiang Qiu could only think of one explanation—he had read this diary a long time ago, before he lost his memory, and it was very likely that the key to the diary was in a place he could easily get at that time, rather than In the crack of the wall.

Dr. Sun said that in the later stage, the time for the original owner to master the body is gradually decreasing, but every time it appears, the reaction is very intense. This may not be entirely true.At least the original owner was able to finish writing the novel within a limited time, which shows that he still has time to control himself.

The original owner was not ignorant of his own situation, so he also hoped that Jiang Qiu would live a better life than him after replacing him, and he would find a way to let Jiang Qiu see the contents of the diary.

So what happened in the middle?

Jiang Qiu thought for a while, the problem might be on the roof, and he wondered if meditating on the roof could give him a glimpse of the truth.

Jiang Qiu walked a few steps while supporting the table, and fell headfirst on the bed that had been replaced with new sheets.While hugging the quilt and thinking, he waited for his numb legs to recover.

Thinking about it, his eyelids unknowingly became heavy, and he slowly fell into a dream.

This time the dream was like a revolving lantern, including the blank two years that I didn't dream about before, and there were fragments of memories popping up.Most of the time, Jiang Qiu "woke up" in his own room. Occasionally, he often took leave of absence from the university campus, and even dreamed of Jiang's father's secretary submitting the application for withdrawal from school for him.

The clips without Qi Xiuze are like silent fast-forward movies, and they don’t take up much space in Jiang Qiu’s memories until later when the two were discussing marriage, he saw himself and Qi Xiuze walk into the Civil Affairs Bureau, and the two simply registered marry.

Qi Xiuze said to him: "Whenever you want to have a wedding, I will listen to you."

At that time, Jiang Qiu was not relaxed. He was affected by the more violent suicide behavior of the original owner. He either went on a hunger strike or self-mutilated. His physical condition was not good, and his mental state was also affected to a certain extent.

He was also a little worried that the original owner would suddenly run out in the middle of the wedding.It's nothing to ruin the wedding, but Jiang Qiu was afraid that the original owner would be overwhelmed...so he had no choice but to tell Qi Xiuze to wait.

This waits until now.

Qi Xiuze in Dreamland never mentioned this matter to Jiang Qiu, so Jiang Qiu didn't know before that there was still a missing wedding between them.

Recalling that he wanted to drink to sleep, but was stopped by Qi Xiuze and mentioned the winery of a foreign friend, Jiang Qiu thought again, maybe they didn't even have a decent honeymoon?

Jiang Qiu secretly decided that after he sorted out these messy threads, he must make good compensation to Mr. Qi.

The screen turned again, and Jiang Qiu saw that he in the dream got a reminder from the original owner, opened the penultimate diary, saw the "original work", stood in front of the desk, covered his face with a wry smile, and wanted to write a reply later, and then Feeling that the original owner would not believe him, he touched his nose embarrassingly, locked the diary, and put it back where it was.

This means that he has seen it, but he will not do what the original owner said.

Jiang Qiu in the dream thought that in this way, the original owner could understand his thoughts, but he misjudged the original owner's mental state.

The next scene, even Jiang Qiu, who was in the memory, felt a little horrifying.

He found himself standing on the wall of the rooftop!

It was also at this time that he heard the voice of the original owner for the first time, through the vocal cords of this body, whispered: "...Why, people like me still live in this world... It is really good to live Pain, no one understands me, and there is no place for me in this world..."

The cold wind from above made his clothes flutter, and his hair was fluttering in a mess, blocking most of his sight and somewhat relieving his fear of heights.

"Don't jump!" Jiang Qiu finally synchronized with himself in the dream again, the same vocal cords, but a different voice, "Someone understands you! Haven't I been by your side all the time! You are still so young, you The novel you wrote is so good, you can become a novelist in the future!"

"Really..." The protagonist laughed at himself, closed his eyes, and exhaled slowly, "But even you don't believe what I wrote, you think it's all fabricated..."

"That's a fake! Qi Xiuze is not that kind of person!" Jiang Qiu shouted at him, "As long as you are willing to communicate with him, you will find that he—"

But the protagonist didn't listen anymore, he opened his arms, as if embracing someone who could never be touched, and slowly fell down.

Jiang Qiu was frightened to death, he even forgot that he was in memory, desperately squeezed his mental power into this body, and finally got control of the body at the very moment!

People do burst out with great potential at the critical moment of life and death, and so does Jiang Qiu. Even though more than half of his body fell out, he can still hook his toes to the edge of the wall, pull his body back little by little, and slowly move towards the top of the wall. Climb back.

As long as he accidentally let go of his hand, he would definitely die if he fell.

Jiang Qiu didn't dare to look down, and didn't dare to let go. He clasped his hands and feet tightly against the wall, letting the strong wind smear his hair on his face, but he also resolutely refused to let go.

In a daze, he felt as if he had broken a brick with force, causing him to almost lose his grip. The brick fell into the roof and collided with the metal key that fell to the ground, making a slight sound.

Jiang Qiu didn't have time to pay attention to these, because the brick fell, and he almost couldn't balance his body, and most of his center of gravity was still outside.

At this time, his physical fitness was still poor. Jiang Qiu was worried that he did not have the physical strength to move his weight back. When he looked up, he saw the water pipe extending down from the roof, so his desire to survive exploded, and he played the same way he used to do when he was in junior high school. The spirit of climbing down the water pipe reached out to the water pipe.

He didn't have to climb to the first floor, he just had to climb down one floor, open the glass window, and go back to the corridor downstairs.

Every time the Qi family's aunt came to this floor, she would open the windows for ventilation, so the windows were not locked.

Sure enough, Jiang Qiu found the window, opened the glass window, and immediately got in. Because he moved too fast, his head hit the window frame during the process.

But as long as you can escape from death, hitting your head is nothing!

After both feet finally landed on the solid ground, Jiang Qiu let out a hard breath. His breathing was rapid and violent, his hands were covered with sweat, and a bean-sized layer of cold sweat appeared on his forehead. The clothes on the back were also soaked.

It was so thrilling that Jiang Qiu couldn't recover for a while.

At this moment, a pair of feet wearing leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of Jiang Qiu, and a voice rang above his head: "You are Jiang Qiu? Okay, that kid Qi Xiuze has covered you tightly, so what can I do?" I can't even see your face, but you ran out by yourself today, I insist on taking you to apologize to Lin Yan!"

Jiang Qiu raised his head in a daze, and saw Yi Zikun's face.

Impatiently, Yi Zikun grabbed his arm and pulled him up from the ground. Then, taking advantage of the fact that there was no one in the Qi family's apartment, he immediately stuffed him into the car and drove to the hospital.

So the scene changed to the scene when Jiang Qiugang "transmigrated". Lin Yan was injured and comatose, and he didn't wake up for a few days. Yi Zikun forcibly took him to the hospital to apologize to Lin Yan. After hearing the news, Qi Xiuze felt that he stopped Yi Zikun rude behavior, and sarcasm him coldly.

When Jiang Qiu opened his eyes, he still wanted to touch the back of his head. The throbbing pain in his head in the dream seemed to be transmitted to reality.

However, at this moment a pair of big hands appeared, grabbing Jiang Qiu's hair in front of him.

"Why are you sleeping here without covering yourself with a quilt?" Qi Xiuze's gentle voice rang in Jiang Qiu's ears.

Jiang Qiu turned his head to one side, and saw his handsome face with a bit of worry.

He half sat up, hugged Qi Xiuze's waist, tightened his arms hard, his body was still trembling a little, now Jiang Qiu's heart was full of fear for the rest of his life after the catastrophe.

"Having a nightmare again?" Qi Xiuze patted his back lightly, like coaxing a child, and kissed his ears and neck, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

"Hmm..." Jiang Qiu buried her head in his chest, her voice trembling, "Fortunately, I still have you."

Jiang Qiu knew that the way of thinking of patients with depression was different from his. He didn't blame the original owner, it was caused by illness, and maybe the original owner didn't want to commit suicide.But he almost lost his life, almost separated from Qi Xiuze, he couldn't imagine what would happen to Qi Xiuze if something happened.

There are thousands of words in my heart, but in the end, Jiang Qiu can think of only one sentence——

Fortunately, I survived.

The author has something to say: A little angel said it well, they are indeed each other’s salvation~