From the first time he saw Pan Ruoyan, Su Wang fell in love with him.He likes the heroism in her eyebrows, her talent, and her calmness and confidence.If she could win the first prize in the imperial examination, Su Wang knew that she would be an outstanding woman similar to Liu Feiran.

But Su Wang didn't care, he didn't care that his wife had a higher official position than himself, and he didn't care that outsiders only knew his wife but not him, he didn't care, he just liked her very much, so he ran after her obediently, Hope to impress her.

Perhaps it was his infinite tolerance for her that moved Pan Ruoyan.Pan Ruoyan finally agreed to his proposal and married him.

But Su Wang actually knew that Pan Ruoyan didn't love him.The way she looked at her was never the same as how she looked at her.

But he still doesn't care, or rather, he can't care.

The person he loves is already his wife. She didn't plan to get married, but she still married him.She can play chess with herself, drink with herself, and chat with herself.

Their husband and wife are in harmony, which is enviable.

Occasionally he longed for her to look at him with love in her eyes, but he didn't wait.

How could Su Wang be willing to question her?How can you be willing to ask where her heart is, how can you be willing to ask who is she thinking about when she is in bed with herself?

These questions are so sharp that Su Wang can't afford to answer them.He could see Pan Ruoyan's silence, and she could see her dazed and helpless, but he couldn't penetrate into her heart.

Su Wang was waiting, he thought, he would accompany her day and night, give her the best care he could, one day she would open her heart and tell him her secret.

It was only now that Su Wang realized that her secret was so sharp that he really couldn't bear it.

Just like Su Wang kindly pretending that Pan Ruoyan loves him, can Pan Ruoyan's hiding from him be interpreted as a kind cover-up?

Thinking like this, Su Wang felt that he had jumped out of the abyss, with a glimmer of clarity.

But immediately, a black hand stretched out from below, grabbed his foot, and pulled him back into the abyss.

All this is nothing but self-deception.

Pan Ruoyan has never loved herself, and she hides it because she can't reveal it.

These are all fake, he lied to himself, it was the price he paid for being so stupid that he discovered her inappropriateness many times but still concealed it from himself.It was his price for insisting on marrying her even though he knew she didn't love him!

Su Wang had a splitting headache, opened his mouth in pain, and screamed silently, trembling.He was attacking crazily, how much he loved her before, and now the sword stabbing at her was so fierce.

"what!!!"

Su Wang hissed in pain, his anger and sorrow gushed out, as if he was being strangled by fate, even his voice was sharp and distorted.

"Pan Ruoyan! Are you sorry for me?!"

After all, he couldn't hold back and said this sentence in a growling gesture. If he didn't say it, he would be suffocated by the anger.His eyes were red as if they were bleeding, and the feeling of being betrayed by the woman he loved was really maddening.

Pan Ruoyan pursed her lips tightly, her eyes became sharper.Facing Su Wang's attack, she retreated steadily, her tiger's mouth was already cracked open, and blood flowed down.

The fights around them had nothing to do with them, they only had each other in their eyes, the madness of the man and the calmness of the woman became a stark contrast.

"Zheng! Hiss—"

The rapid transfer of weapons brought a series of sounds, the sounds were harsh, as if they were stuck in the ears.

Su Wang leaned close to him, stabbing with the long sword, heading straight for Pan Ruoyan's heart!

At this critical juncture, Pan Ruoyan rushed forward, his speed suddenly increased, and then directly hit Su Wang's sword with his own chest!

"Well!"

The long sword pierced Pan Ruoyan's chest, and the collision between the two was so fast that it was a force to destroy.Su Wang thought that Pan Ruoyan would hide, her martial arts are not weak, they have been fighting hard, haven't they?She can dodge it, and if she seizes the opportunity, she can even fight back.

But...but why didn't she hide?

The huge force of the two sides collided, causing Su Wang's sword to completely sink into Pan Ruoyan's chest, piercing through, and blood fell down the blade, and soon soaked a large area of ​​the ground, making people panic and desperate.

Su Wang's pupils shrank suddenly, and he looked at the scene in disbelief. He hurriedly let go of Pan Ruoyan's body, and he hurriedly hugged her into his arms again.

He killed the woman he loved.

Su Wang's mind was blank, his body was shaking, and his teeth were knocking all the time.

"You...why don't you hide..."

Su Wang was at a loss, he hugged Pan Ruoyan, hugging her with love as before.But no, this is far from what it used to be, the difference between heaven and hell.

Pan Ruoyan's face, which had always been indifferent, finally softened at this moment.Her pupils began to dilate, and her head began to empty.However, she still stared at Su Wang, at this man who loved her wholeheartedly.

All the past, at this moment, quickly surged in my mind.The man approached him cheerfully and confidently, begging himself to marry him.The things they have experienced together, and the loving and happy behavior that others seem to have, have gone through them one by one.

Pan Ruoyan actually had a lot to say to Su Wang.

She wants to say that he is the best person she has ever met in her life.His care and tolerance made her feel a heart-piercing pain when she woke up in the middle of the night.

Just like Pan Ruoyan longs for sunshine after a long rainy day. Su Wang is like her sunshine. After this burst of pain, she will always curl herself into Su Wang's arms and fall asleep again.

She knew it, knew that he didn't belong to her, knew that this relationship was based on deception and would always be broken.She was like a child who ate secretly, knowing it was wrong, but still secretly stretched out her hand.

She was deceiving herself and thinking, it's okay, just stealing a steamed bun, it's not too much.It's like stealing a ray of sunshine, which doesn't affect it.

She doesn't know if she loves him, doesn't know how she feels about him.

It is not so much love as it is redemption.

To escape from one's own identity, one's own goals, to paralyze oneself and tell oneself that this is one's own life.This is what she has been learning from him these days.

She greedily and selfishly absorbed his kindness to her to make up for her panic.She knew it was unfair, it was unequal, it was a loft built in mid-air, it didn't exist.

Pan Ruoyan's love for Su Wang is different from her admiration for Liu Feiran. It is an inexplicable dependence, and it is the self-salvation she should not seek.

She was walking on the ice, and when spring came, the ice melted and she fell off.

"Yan'er, Yan'er, don't sleep, it's okay, you'll be fine."

Su Wang seemed to be insane, hugging Pan Ruoyan and kneeling on the ground, he hurriedly tried to cover Pan Ruoyan's wound, but he couldn't cover Pan Ruoyan's wound at all, the blood was still flowing, and both of their clothes were wet.

The tears couldn't stop flowing.

Su Wang had already forgotten how long he hadn't shed tears, but at this moment, the tears flowed down like rain, dripped on Pan Ruoyan's face, and then flowed down her face, mixing with the blood on the ground Together.

"Yan'er, don't die, why are you willing to leave me behind. What would I do without you." Su Wang hugged Pan Ruoyan in despair, lowered his head in pain, his broken heart turned into dust, floating in the air .

He begged, "Don't die, you don't die..."

Su Wang's voice became farther and farther away from Pan Ruoyan.This world has nothing to do with her.

She still wanted to talk, she wanted to say, I'm sorry for failing you.

She wanted to say that if she didn't bear these things, if she could, she would spend her whole life with him, raise children for him, and educate him.Cook for him, recite poems for him, resign for him and travel far away, and live together hand in hand.

However, these are all if, she has no way to do it.

I'm sorry she lied to him.

She has done too many wrong things and carried too many sins. She is not worthy of him, not worthy of what he has paid for herself.She is nothing but a scheming, unscrupulous sinner.

She didn't dare to ask for happiness, and she didn't want to live.

It is too painful to live, it is better to die.

She hurt Su Wang, and now she died in his hands, His Majesty should be more lenient to him, right?

I beg God, take pity on this man who loves me wrongly, and give him a better ending.In the next life, in the next life, she will be a cow and a horse to repay God's kindness.

And Liu Feiran... Feiran...

The woman who had always treated herself sincerely and supported her, but was betrayed by herself in the end.

sorry……

ended.

"Yan'er! Yan'er, I beg you, I beg you! Please don't die, woo woo..."

The seven-foot boy whimpered and cried.

Su Wang hugged Pan Ruoyan, crying embarrassingly, screaming heartbreakingly, as if Pan Ruoyan would get better after this.

However, Pan Ruoyan was already dead, and he ended his life with a sword.His sword came very well, aimed at the position of the heart, and with one stroke of the sword, people died without a trace of pain.

There were not many soldiers led by Pan Ruoyan, and by this time, all of them had been executed.The living people stood beside Su Wang, wondering if they should speak.And for those with delicate thoughts, tears stayed silently, and they couldn't bear to watch it again.

"Smoke! Ah!!"

Su Wang wailed endlessly.

Someone boldly took a step forward, "My lord..."

Su Wang seemed to have never heard of it, he looked at the woman in his arms affectionately, as if he was remembering her appearance with his life.Finally, with trembling lips, he kissed her forehead.

"I love you."

Even if you don't love me, I love you.

Su Wang carefully put Pan Ruoyan down and stood up.

The soldier next to him looked at his upper peak and suddenly screamed.It turned out that Su Wang's hair turned white at this moment.

The originally black and thick hair turned white at the ends, and the ends of the hair were still black, but the ends were all white.

Su Wang looked at the palace, and his voice was lifeless, "Follow me to escort you and eliminate the traitors! Kill!"

"kill!"

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