Butterfly [The Great Austrian Woman Version]

When Yu Xumo heard that his Yuzhongge came to report, he didn't hear what they said clearly, but was attracted by their expressions, because the expression on Yuzhongge's face was too surprised.Even so, when Ji Zong stepped into the house with Changfu in his arms, his eyes widened in surprise.

Chang Fu in Ji Zong's arms opened his ignorant eyes, gnawed on his thumb, and looked around curiously, not knowing what the world in her eyes looked like.Yu Xumo was so surprised that he forgot to salute, he stood up straight, looked at Jizong for a while, and looked at Changfu for a while.Ji Zong waved his hand, Yu Zhongge stumbled out of the room, and gently closed the door.

Suddenly, Chang Fu pulled out his thumb from his mouth, and stretched out his fleshy little hand in the direction of Yu Suma.

"She wants you to hug her, don't you want to hug her?" Ji Zong looked at Yu Xumo who was already stunned, and handed the child to him.A blood relationship was a strange thing, she had experienced it.

Yu Xumo hugged Changfu clumsily, and the infant drooled and smiled obsequiously at him.

"She's so ugly." Yu Xuma's thoughts blurted out accidentally.

Instead, Ji Zong laughed, "Aren't all children like this?"

Yu Xumo was surprised at his gaffe at first, and then raised his head amidst Ji Zong's laughter. How long has it been since he hasn't seen Ji Zong's smile like this? How long has it been?Two people seem to have returned to the past years.However, Yu Xumo lowered his head and hid his expression, as if he was looking at Changfu intently.However, they all knew that the two of them could never go back to the past.

"You, after leaving Aobo, did you go to Jiu's place again?" Yu Xumo's voice was hoarse, as if he was suppressing something.Changfu in his arms seemed to feel his father's nervousness, kicked his legs vigorously, and waved his small fists, hoping to get attention.

"Why are you the only one holding the child here? How long has it been? I haven't been with him for a long time." Chang Fu had already stuffed his fist into his mouth, and Ji Zong approached gently and pulled her fist out of his small mouth. .Chang Fu tried to put her fist back into her mouth without getting discouraged, but Ji Zong stopped her with only two fingers.Changfu didn't give up trying, if she couldn't handle it, then she would go for it!She lifted her small neck that hadn't grown acquainted yet, and tried to raise her overly heavy head so that she could get closer to her fist. This time, it was more laborious than manipulating her own hands, and she suddenly flattened her mouth and began to cry.

Ji Zong was a little at a loss for a while, so he let go of his hand quickly. Chang Fu regained control of his little hand in satisfaction, stuffed it into his mouth quickly, and began to gnaw it.It's just that there is still a trace of sadness, and she is full of pride, she has won.

"What a smart little guy." Ji Zong poked her bulging little face lightly and said in a low voice.

Yu Xumo subconsciously pulled the child into his arms and moved away from Ji Zong, but Ji Zong did not catch up.She stayed where she was, looking at Yu Xumo who was holding the child in a vigilant state, lifted the hem of her clothes, and knelt down calmly.

Yu Xumo looked at Ji Zong looking at himself calmly, thought for a while, hugged the child, and carefully knelt and sat opposite Ji Zong.

"Mei" Ji Zong pondered for a while, and said softly.Yu Xumo's body froze, he hadn't sat face to face with Ji Zong so calmly for a long time, and Ji Zong had never called him Mei so softly again.On those sultry or deserted days, I stayed in the yard by myself, waiting for Ji Zong to visit, although it was monotonous, it was not boring.Whenever Ji Zong appeared at the gate of the courtyard intact, he felt that his whole heart was filled. He didn't care whether Ji Zong was tired or happy, because when she came, he was comforted.And he will comfort her, accompany her, and make every night peaceful and stable.These days, it's like yesterday.However, yesterday is long gone.Now he is still waiting, but his heart is no longer calm, and the desire in his heart is hard to fill.He didn't know whether he had changed or Ji Zong had changed. This kind of waiting became tormenting and made people ugly.He didn't even want to raise his head, he was afraid that Ji Zong's once trusting gaze would disappear, and he was also afraid that his greed would show on his face, which would only arouse disgust.

"Mei, we haven't talked like this for a long time." Ji Zong broke Yu Xumo's silence.

"Heh" he chuckled, "In the beginning, in the castle tower, we were not good at talking. It was Yuan, who talked about what he had seen and heard during the day while eating."

Yes, at that time, both of them were listening, but even then, they felt warm and comfortable in their hearts.

The relationship between the two of them also seemed to start from this awkward silence, and slowly, over time, they became tacit understanding. Even if neither of them said anything, just being together, they felt peaceful and contained.Perhaps, it is this habitual silence that has created today's embarrassment.Ji Zong changed, and also watched Mei's stagnation, but didn't say anything, but gradually drifted away.Mei enjoyed this kind of tolerance and silence, but when she turned around one day, she realized that there was no longer Ji Zong beside him.whose fault?

"We are all used to listening and don't like to talk." Yu Xumo lowered her head and looked at Changfu. After a while, she gnawed her fists and became tired. She closed her eyes for a while, and opened them suddenly again, unwilling to give up He slapped his hands twice, but immediately fell asleep again in a drowsy state.Yu Xumo wondered, if he could tell his fear and greed at that time, everything would be different today.It's just that in this world, there are no ifs.

He looked at Chang Fu who had finally dropped his heavy eyelids, raised his head, looked at Ji Zong, and asked, "Is it impossible to go back to the past?" In his voice, there was a pleading that he didn't know.

Ji Zong looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar Yu Xumo, and shook his head slightly.They are not children anymore, they got into a fight today, they said they would not see each other for 100 years, they spit in the blink of an eye, took back their vows, and played together happily.This is an adult society, mixed with politics, and it's not something that can be solved by saying "I'm sorry" or "I forgive you".

"Mei..." Ji Zong slowed down his speech, trying to make his next words without too much subjective emotion, "At the beginning, it was not your choice to escape to the castle tower; it was not your choice to be rescued by me; General The same is true for the marriage gift from the adults; even, you can say that the long blessing is also your involuntary choice."

Yu Xumo looked at Ji Zong in surprise, she was not a stingy person, based on what he knew of her, she was a responsible person who was used to knocking out teeth and swallowing blood.She never explained anything, nor would she make up for anything, just like her own rash intrusion, and her sisters' unfairness to her.She always accepts it silently, and then looks for a solution. More often than not, she takes it all on her own, with a responsibility beyond her age.At first, he was grateful, anxious, and even a little guilty; slowly, because he understood her silence, he began to feel sorry for her silence; but later, he got lost in this silence, and even took advantage of her sense of responsibility and trust in him.

Yu Xumo felt a sharp pain in his nose and eyes, as if he had been punched in the face.Since trying to get Ji Zong pregnant, his heart is like a beast, restless and greedy all day long.However, when he really calmed down and saw the truth clearly, he still held the beast tightly, refusing to let it go.That was his last dignity, if he lost even this, he would have nothing.He closed his eyes, suppressed the hot and sour nose, and endured it.

"You mean, I dragged you down. I know, I always knew, since you saved me, your life has become difficult. The suspicion of the sisters, the tilted balance, and even forced you to walk You are not keen on chasing power." Yu Xumo controlled his trembling, and said a little sharply, "If I could choose, I would rather freeze to death at the gate of the castle tower at that time, and you didn't save me either!"

Ji Zong's eyes didn't waver at all, he quietly looked at the excited Yu Xumo, and said softly "Mei"

Yu Xumo clenched his fist suddenly, suppressing the beast in his heart, it was going to swallow him up too.

"Mei, I have never regretted saving you, marrying you, and giving birth to Changfu." Yu Xumo raised his head violently, tears filled his eyes uncontrollably. "I am grateful for every single day that has passed."

"You" Yu Xumo fell to one side, and Chang Fu, who was in his arms, almost fell to the ground, but luckily he caught it subconsciously.And Changfu fell asleep carelessly, the shaking only made her frown, and she never woke up.

"Mei, you can raise Changfu yourself to grow up." Ji Zong said softly, Yu Xumo looked at Ji Zong in shock, tears did not fall but blurred his eyes, all this happened so suddenly, he almost Overwhelmed by an intense sense of happiness.Who has the honor to raise their own children to adulthood?In the Great Austrian Law Code, there are only a few people who are extremely favored.

"It's just" Ji Zong looked at the ecstatic Yu Xumo, and said firmly, "Mei, from the moment you become a monk, you should cut off contact with your family. You can be Mei, Yu Xumo, or Changfu's." Father, but, you can no longer be the only son of the Okubo family."

Yu Xumo raised his head in shock, his heart clenched violently, here we come, here we come, Ji Zong actually wanted to cut off his relationship with his family as his mother said.She wants to isolate Changfu!Yu Xumo hugged Changfu tightly, his surname is Okubo, what's wrong with that?In this way, Changfu will have a strong family that can protect her from growing up safely!Ji Zong said so many things that made him shake, just to prevent Changfu from having his own father's family?Why?

For a moment, the faces of many men flashed in his mind.Yes, Ji Zong is still young, and she will have children in the future, children of different men, but Changfu is his only one.At least, no one can replace it.Ji Zong didn't think about Changfu, but he couldn't.As my mother said, after a man has a child, he should be strong and able to protect his child.

"I, I raised Changfu, and I have nothing to do with Okubo's family. I am Okubo's son, Changfu's father, and even more Mei, so, can't it?" He looked at Ji Zong with some stubbornness.

Ji Zong sighed, "Mei, you can't be too greedy. Also, why can't you trust me? Changfu, it's your child, mine, and both of us. I'm her mother, can't I Isn't that enough to protect her?"

Yu Xumo was a little bit ashamed of being greedy by Ji Zongdao, and unspeakably disappointed. Why, he had to choose?

"She, she is unique to me, but not necessarily to you. In the future, you will have more children, and there will be more men who will bear children for you. At that time, at that time" Yu Xu Mo hugged Changfu, and it was difficult to express bad guesses.Although it is not said that a son is noble by his father, how many generals are promoted by their mother's love for their father.Even Ji Zong himself, despite his embarrassing background, has a father who has a special status in the heart of Lord Ji Yi.If it weren't for her father, it's hard to say whether Ji Zong could grow up safely.On this matter, he will not back down.As if he had made a big decision, Yu Xumo straightened his back and said

"Sir General, the Okubo family is loyal to you, and will be loyal to Nagafuku in the future. As for me, as long as you show me a little mercy, I can become whatever you want."

"Hahaha!" Ji Zong laughed suddenly, with some sadness in his voice, and Chang Fu clenched his fists in his sleep.

"It's good to be loyal to me, loyal to Changfu. I haven't said that the position of the general's son must belong to Changfu! How old is she? Who knows whether she will be smart or stupid when she grows up. Even if she is my child, I can Dote on her unconditionally; however, to be the general's heir, only these are not enough. If, if she can't become a general, will the Okubo family still be loyal to her? What about the real general's son? So what?"

"No, no, no, Changfu won't. She must." Yu Xumo couldn't bear Ji Zong's questioning and disdain, he subconsciously argued.

"Nothing? Wouldn't Changfu fail to be a general?!" Ji Zong's voice was stern. "Mei, have you ever truly respected me? Don't say gratitude, don't say accept fate, but understand me and respect me from the bottom of your heart. In your eyes, am I still not favored by the castle tower? Or, she has always been." Therefore, Mei has respect, gratitude, dependence, and even possessiveness towards her, but it is only a little less than love.Ji Zong closed her eyes. She felt that her cultivation had improved day by day, and there were fewer and fewer things that really touched her emotions. However, it was still difficult for her to maintain absolute calm for those she cared about.

Yu Xumo didn't know why Ji Zong was angry, he wanted to refute, he wanted to say that was not the case, besides, why did Ji Zong feel wronged and angry?What did he do that was not enough?

Ji Zong calmed his breath and asked again, "I will ask you for the last time, whether you choose to be Changfu's father or Okubo's son."

Yu Xumo couldn't turn the corner. Could it be that his surname is Okubo? He is Okubo's son, so he can give Changfu more?If he was just Changfu's father, what could he give her?What is the meaning of existence for a worthless father?

Ji Zong looked at the silent Yu Xumo, and exhaled lightly, "Okay, I understand." She stretched out her hand and hugged Chang Fu back, and Chang Fu stretched out his arms unsteadily.Yu Xumo subconsciously wanted to grab it, but lowered his hand dejectedly.He knew that he couldn't possess all of the child, love, and surname. Even if Ji Zong took the child away, it couldn't change the fact that he was Changfu's father.

Ji Zong picked up the child, got up gently, and said some cold words to Yu Xumo who was kneeling there stupidly.

"Since you choose to keep your surname as Okubo's son, you can go back to Okubo's house tomorrow. I don't want to see you again. But don't worry, Changfu, I will take care of you. After all , she is also my daughter."

Yu Xumo raised his head suddenly, and looked at Ji Zong in disbelief, but Ji Zong's face was just hidden in the shadow that the sun couldn't reach.He grabbed the clothes on his chest, twisted them tightly, and said with difficulty, "No, you can't do this to me, you can't, you"

"When you gave up your identity as Mei and wanted to be the father of the general's child, your family, and the father of the future general, I have always wanted to do this. It's just" Ji Zong's last two words are very It's light, but she can't be cruel in the end. "Tomorrow, someone will send you out. I hope that the Okubo family you chose will not treat you wrongly. Of course, you can still look forward to when Changfu ascends to the position of general and remembers her father's family. And I, I will work hard to live a long time, and watch her carefully!"

Ji Zong turned around and left the room.And Yu Xumo straightened up on his knees, holding his chest tightly with one hand, there was real pain coming from there.

The author has something to say: I feel that no matter how I write it, it is not right. On the contrary, no matter how I write it, it is right.

Haha, the top pot cover climbed over.