at the end of the day

After getting out of the car, the snowflakes were falling softly, which was actually quite beautiful, Xiang Bai thought so, and was fascinated by it.

Xiang Bai is a southerner. He never saw snow when he was a child, and he didn’t like it when he saw it. He thought it was too cold. He still likes summer. He looks forward to summer every year. 's arrival

"Let's go, it's cold outside." Lin Ziheng held him by the hand.

Stepping into the hospital, Xiang Bai frowned uncomfortably. The smell of the hospital made him uncomfortable, because he was naturally sensitive to smells. No matter how many times he tried, he couldn't get used to the smell of the hospital.

What's more, he is afraid of pain, injection pain, hanging bottle pain, he panics when he sees it, there should be no one who is not afraid of pain, right?

Or follow the usual procedure.Take a film, understand the situation, go to the psychiatrist, and then understand the situation.It was too late to walk down one by one.

Fortunately, his depression has improved, which makes Lin Ziheng very happy.Because he was afraid of being noticed, the name filled in each form was Lin Ziheng's.

Xiang Bai never understood anything about the hospital, so Lin Ziheng took care of everything, and he just went to see the doctor with peace of mind.

Sitting in the hospital lobby, Xiang Bai and Lin Ziheng sat and waited for the medicine, Xiang Bai was holding a book in his hand.

Lin Ziheng paid attention to the scrolling until his name appeared.They sat quietly, silent but tacit understanding.Lin Ziheng smiled when he saw his name, stood up immediately, and then stopped still.

Lin Ziheng stood still, Xiang Bai slowly raised his head, wanting to ask what's wrong, but saw an old acquaintance, Lin Rongze.

He has matured a lot, with meticulous hair, suits and leather shoes, the whole person has become attractive, very handsome, in fact, he was also very handsome when he was young.

He froze for a moment when he saw Xiang Bai, but Xiang Bai took off his mask and smiled at him, the smile was on the face, but the pain was on the heart.

Xiang Baiqing knew clearly that the person in front of him was already married, the daughter of the owner of a big company, and now he was going smoothly, becoming the pride of his parents and a good son-in-law of others.

He will never forget Miss Yu pouring the iced coffee over his head.Lin Rongze grabbed his hand and said sorry, he was getting married, if the marriage didn't end, the company's hard work for so long, his worth of tens of millions, would be gone.

It was only then that Xiang Bai realized that to Lin Rongze, his parents were more important than him, money was more important than him, the company was more important than him, and his future was more important than him. His status in Lin Rongze's heart was clearly visible.

His downline is already very low, "As long as you don't want me, you can do anything."

This was what Xiang Bai said in a daze when he was lying on Lin Rongze's lap and was about to fall asleep.How did Lin Rongze answer?

He said, "I don't want myself, and I won't want you."

Lin Rongze returned the bank card to Xiang Bai, and the card contained the money that Xiang Bai gave Lin Rongze back then, only a little more.

The card is still the same card, but the feelings are not.

Even at the end, Xiang Bai still asked without willfulness, "Do you really love me?"

He just kept quiet and waited until Lin Rongze got married on the day of Lin Rongze's wedding. He drank a cold drink and collapsed after freezing.

He curled up on the bed, twitching in pain, his stomach ached, and his heart ached.He doesn't like winter because it's too cold, he's most afraid of cold, Rong Ze knows it.

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Lin Rongze made his way in the business world and made his way into the world.How funny it is to be at a loss when facing an old lover now.To be honest, the moment he saw Xiang Bai, his heart ached.

In the past, Xiaobai had a fleshy face, and he would act like a baby and get angry with him.Even if it's just a look, there is his reflection, and emotions can be seen.When he smiled, his eyes were crooked, he didn't know how beautiful he was, and he couldn't describe how beautiful he was.

But now?His face is pale and he has lost a lot of weight. Even if he is covered by a thick down jacket, he can still see that his current body must be ugly, and his skinny is ugly.

What's up with him?He is sick?What's wrong with him?Is it serious?

These questions drove Lin Rongze to approach him step by step, walking very slowly, but he felt very fast.

Lin Ziheng got angry when he saw him, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed the top of Xiang Bai's head, Xiang Bai raised his head to look at him, Lin Ziheng instructed: "Stop talking to him, hold back."

Xiang Bai nodded lightly and smiled habitually.Then look down at the book.

Lin Rongze approached him step by step, and Lin Ziheng walked away step by step. Xiang Bai's mood fluctuated very much, but he didn't show any traces on the surface. He didn't want to be seen.

"Is it okay not to wear a mask? People won't come out."

Lin Rongze started the conversation without embarrassment, but his tone was full of caution.

"I am like this now, if you don't howl loudly, no one should recognize me." Xiang Bai's tone was gentle and gentle, with sharp words and no emotion.

Hearing what he said, Lin Rongze felt even more uncomfortable.

"I know, I'm sorry for you. What's wrong with you, why... why did you come to the hospital? You never liked the smell here. Then, now you're so thin and you don't look good."

"It's nothing, it's just that my heart is not very good recently, and my spirit is not very good. Let's take a look." Xiang Bai described his situation as not very good, he thought, this way it will not appear serious, but it is very real Bar?

His heart ached for Bai's body, and his heart ached even more for his indifference.

"Why don't you ask me why I came to the hospital?"

Xiang Bai left the book and stared at Lin Rongze with tenderness in his eyes, "Then why did you come to the hospital? Are you sick?"

Lin Rongze: "No, it's my wife, Miss Yu, you've met her before."

Xiang Bai thought about it, he seemed to have seen it before. In the winter, he was poured a cup of iced coffee by Miss Yu. Rong Ze knew that he was most afraid of the cold, but he kept silent.

Lin Rongze seemed to bear it, but couldn't help it, and burst into tears, "She's pregnant."

"Good thing, congratulations. Why are you crying?" Xiang Bai raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Lin Rongze's face, but his hands were too cold, and Lin Rongze visibly flinched.

Xiang Bai smiled, "Sorry, my hands are too cold."

Xiang Bai's "congratulations" and "sorry" cut his heart like a knife.

"Don't be like this, you scold me, hit me, and tell me to get out, the Xiaobai I know is someone who can do this. But you, why are you? You have changed a lot..."

Facing this question, Xiang Bai still answered in the same way: "If I am gentler to the world, the world will be gentler to me too, right?" Hmm?"

"Also, it doesn't make any sense for you to ask me what's wrong. My illness has been on the headlines for several days. If you want to say that you didn't see it, then I don't believe it."

Lin Rongze was stunned again, "Toutiao? What? I... I really didn't see it."

"But I don't believe it. You know it too. My hands are cold now, but my body is also cold. I'm most afraid of the cold. You know it." But how did you stay indifferent?

"Have you learned how to play charades?"

"You're very smart."

"I'd rather be a fool."

"If you want to be a fool, no one will know that you are a smart person unless you tell people yourself. Where is your wife, Miss Yu?"

"Checking."

Xiang Bai nodded understandingly, then fell silent for a while, and said, "Go and be with her, you can coax me well every time, but she can't. Maybe she has never been angry many times in her life, so be nice to her. When you're married, treat her better." Don't hurt her like you hurt me.Of course, Xiang Bai will not say the last sentence.

Xiang Bai was still the same, smiling gently, as if reminiscing with an old friend he hadn't seen for many years.

But no one knew that he was in pain now, as if someone stabbed his body one by one on a snowy day, piercing Confucius all over his body, and the wind and snow passed through Confucius.