Lin Shen sees the deer again
Chapter 37 Breaking
The time has passed, three months have passed, and the three-day college entrance examination has passed.
Yao Lu got a very satisfactory result in the exam as his parents wished, and he volunteered to fill in the accounting major of the School of Finance and Economics of Hangzhou Z University.
In mid-August, Yao Lu received an admission letter from Z University. Yao's father and mother took him to several department stores on weekends to purchase a lot of items needed for school.
This is the first time Yao Lu has been so far away from home since he was born. It took four years to travel a distance of more than 2000 kilometers. Yao's father and Yao's mother were a little bit reluctant to part with their precious son.
But the chicks leave the nest!The eagle spreads its wings!
After the child grows up, he has his own world to explore, and the parents are responsible for nurturing their children. In the end, it is natural to let him fly high, instead of using the high-sounding reason of "parents are not traveling far" to put the child Bound by your side, accompany yourself to take care of yourself.
Therefore, although Yao's father and Yao's mother were reluctant, they were still very happy that Yao Lu was able to pass such a good exam!Such a good professional!The two of them were extremely busy with Yao Luyuan's study, and spent a lot of time and money.
In late August, everything was ready for Yao Lu, and the sleeper ticket was bought. After a few days, he rushed to the school to report for duty accompanied by his parents.
This afternoon, he stayed at home with nothing to do. Yao's mother had returned to him the idle books that had been put away. He had been rereading Jules Verne's "Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea" recently.
Why rewatch Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea?
Yao Lu asked himself, did he still have any illusions about Lin Shen?
Do not!no!
The threat of Lin Shen's parents has been effective for a long time!Unless my father retires, but it will take more than ten years until my father retires, how is it possible?
As long as he continues to have any contact with Lin Shen, Lin Shen's parents will attack his father mercilessly, and they must not implicate his parents because of himself!
Besides, even if he and Lin Shen are in a relationship, this kind of campus love is basically impulsive, and with graduation coming, most of them will have no results.
In fact, there are many pairs of puppy love in the grades. As far as I know, there are as many as six or seven pairs who have broken up now. It is all because of the reason of moving away from each other. Some even broke up before the college entrance examination.
Childish love!Childish love!
Yao Lu thought to himself mockingly, wouldn't he and Lin Shen be like this?
How long will Lin Shen miss him when they go to college and go their separate ways?a year?two years?
If the two insisted on being together, Lin Shen's parents would angrily destroy his father's job, and then he would definitely complain to Lin Shen constantly.
Then, the two started to quarrel with each other thousands of miles away, and Lin Shen would hate himself more and more. After that, there should be no more...
Yao Lu was lying on the sofa reading a book, his mind was overwhelmed and he was thinking wildly.
When the phone rang, he picked up the receiver and asked, "Hello? Hello, who is it?"
There was silence on the other end of the phone, Yao Lu's heart skipped a beat, he swallowed, and asked in a low voice, "Who is that?"
First a deep breath came from the microphone, and then a hoarse voice sounded: "Lulu, it's me."
Yao Lu: "!!!"
"Lin Shen..." Yao Lu asked softly, "Is that you?"
Lin Shen said hoarsely, "Yes, it's me! Lulu, I want to see you."
"I, I'm at home." Yao Lu stammered, "I can't get out!"
Lin Shen asked: "Lu Lu, the college entrance examination is over, who cares if you go out or not?"
Yao Lu was left speechless by the question, so he could only say, "I, I don't want to go out, I don't want to see you."
"Lulu!" Lin Shen raised his voice and questioned: "I have done what I promised you before, and I will never disturb you before the exam! Now that the exam is over, I asked Liu Chendong, and you have received your admission letter. You are going to study in Hangzhou soon, why don't you see me?"
After being questioned by Lin Shen, Yao Lu stuttered completely. He twisted the phone cord at a loss and said, "I, I, I..."
He said "I" for a long time, but he didn't say the second word "I".
"Lulu, let me see you." Lin Shen's voice softened, and he begged: "Let's have a good talk, I won't do anything to you, just let me see you, please? Please!"
Yao Lu whispered: "I, I don't want to go out."
Lin Shen: "..."
"Lulu, please!" Lin Shen continued to beg, "If you don't want to come out, can I go to your house to find you? I... called you from the canteen at the entrance of your community."
Yao Lu immediately said in horror: "Don't come! Don't come!"
"Lulu!" Lin Shen's voice cooled down, threatening: "If you don't see me, I will keep calling you! I will still wait for you downstairs at your house! I don't believe you will never go out! Even in the end I can't see you, I know you're going to Hangzhou to study at Z University, I can go to your school to find you, from dormitory to dormitory, if I don't believe it, I won't be able to see you!"
Yao Lu: "!!!!!!"
Yao Lu was frightened, he believed in Lin Shen's threat, he knew another side of Lin Shen, and he had seen how terrifying and cruel that other side was.
He held up the phone and didn't say anything for a long time, while Lin Shen waited patiently for his response, and finally Yao Lu said, "You, come up, I'll open the door for you."
"Okay, wait for me." After Lin Shen finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
Soon someone knocked on the door, Yao Lu took a deep breath, walked over to open the door, and saw Lin Shen standing upright in front of him.
Lin Shen's complexion was very bad, with heavy dark circles under his eyes, and his stubble was not clean. He stood there with a haggard face, staring straight at Yao Lu.
Yao Lu stepped in and said, "Come in..."
Lin Shen went in and took off his shoes, closed the door with his backhand, and walked in, still looking straight at Yao Lu, his eyes were complicated and released danger signals that made Yao Lu afraid.
Yao Lu took a few steps back, pointed to the sofa and said to Lin Shen, "Sit, you sit here."
Lin Shen glanced at the sofa, walked over and sat down, crossed his legs, looked at Yao Lu with his hands on his lap, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "Aren't you going to sit?"
Yao Lu whispered, "I'll move a chair."
He walked to the dining table, moved a chair across from Lin Shen, and said, "You, what do you have to say, go ahead."
Seeing Yao Lu's strange and awkward attitude towards him, Lin Shen was so angry that he sneered, "Lu Lu, I haven't seen you for a few months, you don't seem to know me anymore?"
Yao Lu looked down at the ground and whispered, "No, how could it be."
"Oh? Then sit here." Lin Shen patted the seat next to him, and ordered: "Sit next to me! Lulu!"
Yao Lu shook his head and said, "Just sit here, if you have something to say, speak up."
"What's the rush!" Lin Shen leaned back, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Should you kick me out after you finish speaking? Yao Lu, a top student?"
Yao Lu: "..."
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu, and continued to mock: "I heard Chen Dong say that you were admitted to Z University, and I'm really happy for you. You can be regarded as an embarrassment for your parents. And me? It's not as calm as you, I I thought about you day and night in No. [-] Middle School, and I didn’t have the heart to study for the remaining three months, so I barely took the second exam in the end.”
Yao Lu raised his head when he heard the words, looked at him and asked, "Have you been admitted to the second university? Which school? Congratulations!"
"Thank you, classmate Yao Lu!" Lin Shen said indifferently, "It is said that it is the second copy, so you don't even need to publish it, just roll up your bedroll and report directly, how about it? Not bad?"
Yao Lu: "!!!"
Yao Lu asked in surprise, "Did you pass the exam?"
"That's right!" Lin Shen swayed his legs leisurely, and said, "How is it? It's not in vain for you to tutor me for so long, right? I'm very pleased!"
From the moment Lin Shen entered the door, everything he said was ridiculed, and Yao Lu could understand everything.
correct!That's it!
Quarreling, ridiculing, hurting each other, looking at each other with distaste, and in the end bridge to bridge, road to road!
Yao Lu didn't know that his eyes were full of sadness, he looked at Lin Shen, and whispered: "Lin Shen, don't talk like that, it's not like you."
"Then what should I say?" Lin Shen was already dazzled by the resentment, turning a blind eye to the sadness in Yao Lu's eyes!
He said coldly: "I was always like this! Didn't you already experience the beating of Wu Ke? So later you found out that I am such a person. You are afraid that I will hurt you, so you start to despise me, right?"
Yao Lu said it was wrong, and it was wrong to say no, so he just bowed his head and remained silent.
Lin Shen was furious when he saw Yao Lu's arrogant attitude!
He endured it for a full four months, only waiting for the dust to settle before coming to Yao Lu to discuss the future of the two of them.
He, Lin Shen, wanted to make a promise to Yao Lu, telling him that although he was in a different place, Lin Shen would never change his mind!He will definitely keep the love between the two until they are financially independent and can get rid of the control of their parents.
As a result, he saw that Yao Lu was inexplicably unfamiliar and repulsive to him, and he felt that all his sincerity had been fed to the dogs!My sins of the past few months are all in vain!
The more Lin Shen thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more unwilling he became, and evil thoughts surged in his heart!
He stood up and walked towards Yao Lu step by step. Yao Lu looked up and saw Lin Shen approaching with danger in his eyes, so he got up in horror and wanted to run away.
Lin Shen grabbed Yao Lu and immediately locked him in his arms. Yao Lu began to struggle hard.
"Don't move!" Lin Shen threatened viciously: "If you move again, I will be rude to you!"
Yao Lu fell silent instantly, looking at Lin Shen in fear, not daring to move.
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu's face that he thought about day and night, and the anxiety in his heart became more and more intense. He pulled Yao Lu, threw him on the sofa, and then leaned over to press him down.
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Infinite sadness and fear surged in Yao Lu's heart. He never expected that Lin Shen would treat him like this one day. He was completely different from the gentle Lin Shen in the past.
When he thought of Lin Shen's current state and what Lin Shen might do to him, he was afraid and anxious!
Should I call someone?is that useful?Will it irritate him more?
If someone comes, will my parents lose their face after seeing all this?
The more Yao Lu thought about it, the more desperate he became, the tears couldn't help but flowed all over his face as if the gate had been opened.
"You promised me before! You have to do what you say! You did it voluntarily!" Lin Shen said viciously in Yao Lu's ear.
When Yao Lu heard this sentence, his head "boomed", and he gave up resistance completely.
Feeling that Yao Lu stopped struggling, Lin Shen raised his head and wanted to kiss his lips to comfort him, but he saw his face was full of tears, looking like he was dying. Lin Shen woke up instantly as if struck by lightning, feeling so regretful It's almost green.
He hurriedly tidied up Yao Lu's clothes, reached out to wipe away his tears, hugged him and coaxed him: "Lu Lu, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I, I didn't mean it, you, don't cry! Don't be like this!"
Yao Lu finally realized what it meant to be "there is nothing greater than death"!
He had encountered it several times in the book before, but he couldn't understand the true meaning of this sentence.Now, he understands clearly and deeply!
Yao Lu sat up slowly, his eyes glazed over.
Lin Shen was so frightened that he didn't know what to do. He put his arms around Yao Lu and stroked his scalp to comfort him, just like how he used to coax him to take a nap, but Yao Lu didn't respond at all.
He felt that Yao Lu seemed to be completely frightened.
Just like that, after about 10 minutes, Yao Lu came to his senses and said numbly, "Let me go..."
Lin Shen quickly let go of him.
Yao Lu got up, sat back on the chair, stared at his feet and said slowly: "Lin Shen, I don't like you anymore, we haven't seen each other for several months, and we have only known each other for less than a year. Feelings are not as deep as you think."
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu in disbelief, completely disbelieving that he would say such a thing.
Yao Lu continued: "I've been studying for the past few months. At first I missed you very much, but then I missed you less, and then I didn't think much about you. I saw you just now, I... I feel a little strange , so the attitude towards you may not be very good."
Lin Shen: "..."
"Just now...you treated me like that, I was very scared..." Yao Lu raised his head to look at Lin Shen when he said this, and said, "Besides being afraid, I... I also feel a little disgusted, a little disgusted, I don't like boys, Back then... I didn't know why, but I would be like you... just like you."
Lin Shen couldn't listen anymore, so he interrupted Yao Lu and asked, "Lu Lu, do you know what you're talking about?"
"I know." Yao Lu looked at Lin Shen, and continued: "What I said was the truth. Just now... except for fear and sadness, I just feel disgusted and uncomfortable. I don't like being like this with boys..."
"Yao Lu!" Lin Shen roared.
Yao Lu shivered from fright, and looked at Lin Shen in horror.
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu and asked coldly, "Yao Lu, do you know what you're talking about?"
Immediately, he raised his left hand and shouted loudly: "You gave me this bracelet! I have been wearing it all the time! Tell me, what happened to our previous ones? Were you possessed by a ghost at that time? So Did you do so many things with me? Or are you possessed by a ghost now? Say these things to me?"
Yao Lu looked at the little lion bracelet on Lin Shen's left wrist that he had given him. He was so flustered that he stammered and begged, "I, I am not possessed, I... Lin Shen, I beg you, let me go." pass me!"
Yao Lu's words "let me go" dealt a devastating blow to Lin Shen, he used an expression of disbelief/What are you talking about/Did you make a mistake/Am I dreaming/Etc. Looking at Yao Lu with a look on his face, he asked stupidly: "What do you mean? Then what's the matter with us? Are you kidding me?"
Yao Lu whispered: "If you want to say yes, anyway, I don't like you now. No! No! I don't like boys at all. It was you who treated me like that...you induced me!"
Lin Shen laughed out of anger when he heard the words, and then asked, "I induced you—?? How can I induce you?"
"You, you care about me very much, and you even fight and cause trouble for me, all of which make me feel grateful and dependent on you." Yao Lu looked at Lin Shen, and said cautiously: "I just, thought... I like you. "
"Think—why—like me?" Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu and raised his eyebrows, and asked, "You said you don't like me now, and I won't pursue it for now. Now you say that you liked me before, but it was also a lie." of?"
Yao Lu immediately petrified.
He didn't know what he just said at all, he just wanted to send Lin Shen away as soon as possible, and he didn't want to entangle him too much, otherwise he was really afraid that he would lose control and all his previous efforts would be wasted!
How did two people become like this?
You hurt me with a punch!I'll pay you back again!
Why do your parents threaten my parents, what do you want me to do?
Lin Shen ignored Yao Lu's unpredictable expression.
He looked at Yao Lu and asked, "I did so much for you before, and I almost went to jail for you! Are these meaningless to you? Is it an inducement to you?"
"Lulu, look at me." Lin Shen tried his best to soften his tone, and said, "Tell me the truth, tell your heart! Do you still like me? Do you want me again? I came today because I actually want to Ask you this. As long as you say more, those bastard words we said just now, and all the unpleasantness that happened, will be written off!"
He took a deep breath and continued: "As long as you say you like it! More! I promise to treat you well all the time! If my family disagrees, I will find a way to get them to agree! If your parents disagree, I will kneel down and beg them! I Willing to do anything for you! As long as you still like me and want me, tell me the truth!"
Yao Lu thought to himself: You can't even take care of yourself, what can you think of?Don't be naive!
He shook his head, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I really don't like you anymore, Lin Shen... Let's do it like this... Forget it!"
"Let's forget it like this" began to linger in Lin Shen's mind, still in stereo.
His head was throbbing with pain, and his whole body was like falling into a cave of ice. Although the sun was shining brightly in August, he seemed to be wearing a vest and shorts, living in the north and south poles.
Lin Shen has never been a shameless person, to be precise, he is a very face-saving person.Therefore, when he heard Yao Lu's final sentence, he completely gave up!
He knew that Yao Lu had changed his mind, and Yao Lu no longer had him in his heart. If he continued to pester him, it would be too ugly, and he didn't look like a man should be!
Lin Shen didn't know that Yao Lu had just experienced "there is nothing greater than death in the heart". Anyway, this sentence is the most appropriate way to describe his current feeling.
He stood up from the sofa and said indifferently to Yao Lu: "I understand, then I'm leaving."
Lin Shen walked to the door and put on his shoes, turned to look at Yao Lu, and said, "Yao Lu, I wish you happiness in the future!"
Yao Lu: "!!!"
Lin Shen opened the door and went out, thought for a moment, then turned to look at Yao Lu, and said, "On July 7, I called your home and no one answered, and I also called at night, but I didn't dare to speak when your mother answered. That day... I actually wanted to say happy birthday to you, but it's not too late to say it now, Yao Lu, I wish you a happy birthday!"
After Lin Shen finished speaking, he left without looking back.
Yao Lu closed the door expressionlessly, walked back to his room, sat down at the desk, opened the bottom drawer, and took out the notebook and Xiaolu necklace that Lin Shen gave him.
He didn't cry this time, maybe when he was bullied by Lin Shen just now, he cried so much that he had no more tears.
Yao Lu took these two things and looked at them for a long time, then took them back and put them away.
He understood that his short high school love was completely over this time!
He and Lin Shen have been separated for many years, and they should never meet again in the future!
Volume [-]: Just in time for a classmate when he was a teenager~End
The author has something to say: the first volume is over!Tired!
The next volume will start later!
PS: The next volume viewing guide
Chapter 38-39: Transition link;
Chapter 40: Reunion, and the future chapters will be chasing after wives!
Yao Lu got a very satisfactory result in the exam as his parents wished, and he volunteered to fill in the accounting major of the School of Finance and Economics of Hangzhou Z University.
In mid-August, Yao Lu received an admission letter from Z University. Yao's father and mother took him to several department stores on weekends to purchase a lot of items needed for school.
This is the first time Yao Lu has been so far away from home since he was born. It took four years to travel a distance of more than 2000 kilometers. Yao's father and Yao's mother were a little bit reluctant to part with their precious son.
But the chicks leave the nest!The eagle spreads its wings!
After the child grows up, he has his own world to explore, and the parents are responsible for nurturing their children. In the end, it is natural to let him fly high, instead of using the high-sounding reason of "parents are not traveling far" to put the child Bound by your side, accompany yourself to take care of yourself.
Therefore, although Yao's father and Yao's mother were reluctant, they were still very happy that Yao Lu was able to pass such a good exam!Such a good professional!The two of them were extremely busy with Yao Luyuan's study, and spent a lot of time and money.
In late August, everything was ready for Yao Lu, and the sleeper ticket was bought. After a few days, he rushed to the school to report for duty accompanied by his parents.
This afternoon, he stayed at home with nothing to do. Yao's mother had returned to him the idle books that had been put away. He had been rereading Jules Verne's "Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea" recently.
Why rewatch Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea?
Yao Lu asked himself, did he still have any illusions about Lin Shen?
Do not!no!
The threat of Lin Shen's parents has been effective for a long time!Unless my father retires, but it will take more than ten years until my father retires, how is it possible?
As long as he continues to have any contact with Lin Shen, Lin Shen's parents will attack his father mercilessly, and they must not implicate his parents because of himself!
Besides, even if he and Lin Shen are in a relationship, this kind of campus love is basically impulsive, and with graduation coming, most of them will have no results.
In fact, there are many pairs of puppy love in the grades. As far as I know, there are as many as six or seven pairs who have broken up now. It is all because of the reason of moving away from each other. Some even broke up before the college entrance examination.
Childish love!Childish love!
Yao Lu thought to himself mockingly, wouldn't he and Lin Shen be like this?
How long will Lin Shen miss him when they go to college and go their separate ways?a year?two years?
If the two insisted on being together, Lin Shen's parents would angrily destroy his father's job, and then he would definitely complain to Lin Shen constantly.
Then, the two started to quarrel with each other thousands of miles away, and Lin Shen would hate himself more and more. After that, there should be no more...
Yao Lu was lying on the sofa reading a book, his mind was overwhelmed and he was thinking wildly.
When the phone rang, he picked up the receiver and asked, "Hello? Hello, who is it?"
There was silence on the other end of the phone, Yao Lu's heart skipped a beat, he swallowed, and asked in a low voice, "Who is that?"
First a deep breath came from the microphone, and then a hoarse voice sounded: "Lulu, it's me."
Yao Lu: "!!!"
"Lin Shen..." Yao Lu asked softly, "Is that you?"
Lin Shen said hoarsely, "Yes, it's me! Lulu, I want to see you."
"I, I'm at home." Yao Lu stammered, "I can't get out!"
Lin Shen asked: "Lu Lu, the college entrance examination is over, who cares if you go out or not?"
Yao Lu was left speechless by the question, so he could only say, "I, I don't want to go out, I don't want to see you."
"Lulu!" Lin Shen raised his voice and questioned: "I have done what I promised you before, and I will never disturb you before the exam! Now that the exam is over, I asked Liu Chendong, and you have received your admission letter. You are going to study in Hangzhou soon, why don't you see me?"
After being questioned by Lin Shen, Yao Lu stuttered completely. He twisted the phone cord at a loss and said, "I, I, I..."
He said "I" for a long time, but he didn't say the second word "I".
"Lulu, let me see you." Lin Shen's voice softened, and he begged: "Let's have a good talk, I won't do anything to you, just let me see you, please? Please!"
Yao Lu whispered: "I, I don't want to go out."
Lin Shen: "..."
"Lulu, please!" Lin Shen continued to beg, "If you don't want to come out, can I go to your house to find you? I... called you from the canteen at the entrance of your community."
Yao Lu immediately said in horror: "Don't come! Don't come!"
"Lulu!" Lin Shen's voice cooled down, threatening: "If you don't see me, I will keep calling you! I will still wait for you downstairs at your house! I don't believe you will never go out! Even in the end I can't see you, I know you're going to Hangzhou to study at Z University, I can go to your school to find you, from dormitory to dormitory, if I don't believe it, I won't be able to see you!"
Yao Lu: "!!!!!!"
Yao Lu was frightened, he believed in Lin Shen's threat, he knew another side of Lin Shen, and he had seen how terrifying and cruel that other side was.
He held up the phone and didn't say anything for a long time, while Lin Shen waited patiently for his response, and finally Yao Lu said, "You, come up, I'll open the door for you."
"Okay, wait for me." After Lin Shen finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
Soon someone knocked on the door, Yao Lu took a deep breath, walked over to open the door, and saw Lin Shen standing upright in front of him.
Lin Shen's complexion was very bad, with heavy dark circles under his eyes, and his stubble was not clean. He stood there with a haggard face, staring straight at Yao Lu.
Yao Lu stepped in and said, "Come in..."
Lin Shen went in and took off his shoes, closed the door with his backhand, and walked in, still looking straight at Yao Lu, his eyes were complicated and released danger signals that made Yao Lu afraid.
Yao Lu took a few steps back, pointed to the sofa and said to Lin Shen, "Sit, you sit here."
Lin Shen glanced at the sofa, walked over and sat down, crossed his legs, looked at Yao Lu with his hands on his lap, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "Aren't you going to sit?"
Yao Lu whispered, "I'll move a chair."
He walked to the dining table, moved a chair across from Lin Shen, and said, "You, what do you have to say, go ahead."
Seeing Yao Lu's strange and awkward attitude towards him, Lin Shen was so angry that he sneered, "Lu Lu, I haven't seen you for a few months, you don't seem to know me anymore?"
Yao Lu looked down at the ground and whispered, "No, how could it be."
"Oh? Then sit here." Lin Shen patted the seat next to him, and ordered: "Sit next to me! Lulu!"
Yao Lu shook his head and said, "Just sit here, if you have something to say, speak up."
"What's the rush!" Lin Shen leaned back, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Should you kick me out after you finish speaking? Yao Lu, a top student?"
Yao Lu: "..."
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu, and continued to mock: "I heard Chen Dong say that you were admitted to Z University, and I'm really happy for you. You can be regarded as an embarrassment for your parents. And me? It's not as calm as you, I I thought about you day and night in No. [-] Middle School, and I didn’t have the heart to study for the remaining three months, so I barely took the second exam in the end.”
Yao Lu raised his head when he heard the words, looked at him and asked, "Have you been admitted to the second university? Which school? Congratulations!"
"Thank you, classmate Yao Lu!" Lin Shen said indifferently, "It is said that it is the second copy, so you don't even need to publish it, just roll up your bedroll and report directly, how about it? Not bad?"
Yao Lu: "!!!"
Yao Lu asked in surprise, "Did you pass the exam?"
"That's right!" Lin Shen swayed his legs leisurely, and said, "How is it? It's not in vain for you to tutor me for so long, right? I'm very pleased!"
From the moment Lin Shen entered the door, everything he said was ridiculed, and Yao Lu could understand everything.
correct!That's it!
Quarreling, ridiculing, hurting each other, looking at each other with distaste, and in the end bridge to bridge, road to road!
Yao Lu didn't know that his eyes were full of sadness, he looked at Lin Shen, and whispered: "Lin Shen, don't talk like that, it's not like you."
"Then what should I say?" Lin Shen was already dazzled by the resentment, turning a blind eye to the sadness in Yao Lu's eyes!
He said coldly: "I was always like this! Didn't you already experience the beating of Wu Ke? So later you found out that I am such a person. You are afraid that I will hurt you, so you start to despise me, right?"
Yao Lu said it was wrong, and it was wrong to say no, so he just bowed his head and remained silent.
Lin Shen was furious when he saw Yao Lu's arrogant attitude!
He endured it for a full four months, only waiting for the dust to settle before coming to Yao Lu to discuss the future of the two of them.
He, Lin Shen, wanted to make a promise to Yao Lu, telling him that although he was in a different place, Lin Shen would never change his mind!He will definitely keep the love between the two until they are financially independent and can get rid of the control of their parents.
As a result, he saw that Yao Lu was inexplicably unfamiliar and repulsive to him, and he felt that all his sincerity had been fed to the dogs!My sins of the past few months are all in vain!
The more Lin Shen thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more unwilling he became, and evil thoughts surged in his heart!
He stood up and walked towards Yao Lu step by step. Yao Lu looked up and saw Lin Shen approaching with danger in his eyes, so he got up in horror and wanted to run away.
Lin Shen grabbed Yao Lu and immediately locked him in his arms. Yao Lu began to struggle hard.
"Don't move!" Lin Shen threatened viciously: "If you move again, I will be rude to you!"
Yao Lu fell silent instantly, looking at Lin Shen in fear, not daring to move.
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu's face that he thought about day and night, and the anxiety in his heart became more and more intense. He pulled Yao Lu, threw him on the sofa, and then leaned over to press him down.
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Infinite sadness and fear surged in Yao Lu's heart. He never expected that Lin Shen would treat him like this one day. He was completely different from the gentle Lin Shen in the past.
When he thought of Lin Shen's current state and what Lin Shen might do to him, he was afraid and anxious!
Should I call someone?is that useful?Will it irritate him more?
If someone comes, will my parents lose their face after seeing all this?
The more Yao Lu thought about it, the more desperate he became, the tears couldn't help but flowed all over his face as if the gate had been opened.
"You promised me before! You have to do what you say! You did it voluntarily!" Lin Shen said viciously in Yao Lu's ear.
When Yao Lu heard this sentence, his head "boomed", and he gave up resistance completely.
Feeling that Yao Lu stopped struggling, Lin Shen raised his head and wanted to kiss his lips to comfort him, but he saw his face was full of tears, looking like he was dying. Lin Shen woke up instantly as if struck by lightning, feeling so regretful It's almost green.
He hurriedly tidied up Yao Lu's clothes, reached out to wipe away his tears, hugged him and coaxed him: "Lu Lu, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I, I didn't mean it, you, don't cry! Don't be like this!"
Yao Lu finally realized what it meant to be "there is nothing greater than death"!
He had encountered it several times in the book before, but he couldn't understand the true meaning of this sentence.Now, he understands clearly and deeply!
Yao Lu sat up slowly, his eyes glazed over.
Lin Shen was so frightened that he didn't know what to do. He put his arms around Yao Lu and stroked his scalp to comfort him, just like how he used to coax him to take a nap, but Yao Lu didn't respond at all.
He felt that Yao Lu seemed to be completely frightened.
Just like that, after about 10 minutes, Yao Lu came to his senses and said numbly, "Let me go..."
Lin Shen quickly let go of him.
Yao Lu got up, sat back on the chair, stared at his feet and said slowly: "Lin Shen, I don't like you anymore, we haven't seen each other for several months, and we have only known each other for less than a year. Feelings are not as deep as you think."
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu in disbelief, completely disbelieving that he would say such a thing.
Yao Lu continued: "I've been studying for the past few months. At first I missed you very much, but then I missed you less, and then I didn't think much about you. I saw you just now, I... I feel a little strange , so the attitude towards you may not be very good."
Lin Shen: "..."
"Just now...you treated me like that, I was very scared..." Yao Lu raised his head to look at Lin Shen when he said this, and said, "Besides being afraid, I... I also feel a little disgusted, a little disgusted, I don't like boys, Back then... I didn't know why, but I would be like you... just like you."
Lin Shen couldn't listen anymore, so he interrupted Yao Lu and asked, "Lu Lu, do you know what you're talking about?"
"I know." Yao Lu looked at Lin Shen, and continued: "What I said was the truth. Just now... except for fear and sadness, I just feel disgusted and uncomfortable. I don't like being like this with boys..."
"Yao Lu!" Lin Shen roared.
Yao Lu shivered from fright, and looked at Lin Shen in horror.
Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu and asked coldly, "Yao Lu, do you know what you're talking about?"
Immediately, he raised his left hand and shouted loudly: "You gave me this bracelet! I have been wearing it all the time! Tell me, what happened to our previous ones? Were you possessed by a ghost at that time? So Did you do so many things with me? Or are you possessed by a ghost now? Say these things to me?"
Yao Lu looked at the little lion bracelet on Lin Shen's left wrist that he had given him. He was so flustered that he stammered and begged, "I, I am not possessed, I... Lin Shen, I beg you, let me go." pass me!"
Yao Lu's words "let me go" dealt a devastating blow to Lin Shen, he used an expression of disbelief/What are you talking about/Did you make a mistake/Am I dreaming/Etc. Looking at Yao Lu with a look on his face, he asked stupidly: "What do you mean? Then what's the matter with us? Are you kidding me?"
Yao Lu whispered: "If you want to say yes, anyway, I don't like you now. No! No! I don't like boys at all. It was you who treated me like that...you induced me!"
Lin Shen laughed out of anger when he heard the words, and then asked, "I induced you—?? How can I induce you?"
"You, you care about me very much, and you even fight and cause trouble for me, all of which make me feel grateful and dependent on you." Yao Lu looked at Lin Shen, and said cautiously: "I just, thought... I like you. "
"Think—why—like me?" Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu and raised his eyebrows, and asked, "You said you don't like me now, and I won't pursue it for now. Now you say that you liked me before, but it was also a lie." of?"
Yao Lu immediately petrified.
He didn't know what he just said at all, he just wanted to send Lin Shen away as soon as possible, and he didn't want to entangle him too much, otherwise he was really afraid that he would lose control and all his previous efforts would be wasted!
How did two people become like this?
You hurt me with a punch!I'll pay you back again!
Why do your parents threaten my parents, what do you want me to do?
Lin Shen ignored Yao Lu's unpredictable expression.
He looked at Yao Lu and asked, "I did so much for you before, and I almost went to jail for you! Are these meaningless to you? Is it an inducement to you?"
"Lulu, look at me." Lin Shen tried his best to soften his tone, and said, "Tell me the truth, tell your heart! Do you still like me? Do you want me again? I came today because I actually want to Ask you this. As long as you say more, those bastard words we said just now, and all the unpleasantness that happened, will be written off!"
He took a deep breath and continued: "As long as you say you like it! More! I promise to treat you well all the time! If my family disagrees, I will find a way to get them to agree! If your parents disagree, I will kneel down and beg them! I Willing to do anything for you! As long as you still like me and want me, tell me the truth!"
Yao Lu thought to himself: You can't even take care of yourself, what can you think of?Don't be naive!
He shook his head, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I really don't like you anymore, Lin Shen... Let's do it like this... Forget it!"
"Let's forget it like this" began to linger in Lin Shen's mind, still in stereo.
His head was throbbing with pain, and his whole body was like falling into a cave of ice. Although the sun was shining brightly in August, he seemed to be wearing a vest and shorts, living in the north and south poles.
Lin Shen has never been a shameless person, to be precise, he is a very face-saving person.Therefore, when he heard Yao Lu's final sentence, he completely gave up!
He knew that Yao Lu had changed his mind, and Yao Lu no longer had him in his heart. If he continued to pester him, it would be too ugly, and he didn't look like a man should be!
Lin Shen didn't know that Yao Lu had just experienced "there is nothing greater than death in the heart". Anyway, this sentence is the most appropriate way to describe his current feeling.
He stood up from the sofa and said indifferently to Yao Lu: "I understand, then I'm leaving."
Lin Shen walked to the door and put on his shoes, turned to look at Yao Lu, and said, "Yao Lu, I wish you happiness in the future!"
Yao Lu: "!!!"
Lin Shen opened the door and went out, thought for a moment, then turned to look at Yao Lu, and said, "On July 7, I called your home and no one answered, and I also called at night, but I didn't dare to speak when your mother answered. That day... I actually wanted to say happy birthday to you, but it's not too late to say it now, Yao Lu, I wish you a happy birthday!"
After Lin Shen finished speaking, he left without looking back.
Yao Lu closed the door expressionlessly, walked back to his room, sat down at the desk, opened the bottom drawer, and took out the notebook and Xiaolu necklace that Lin Shen gave him.
He didn't cry this time, maybe when he was bullied by Lin Shen just now, he cried so much that he had no more tears.
Yao Lu took these two things and looked at them for a long time, then took them back and put them away.
He understood that his short high school love was completely over this time!
He and Lin Shen have been separated for many years, and they should never meet again in the future!
Volume [-]: Just in time for a classmate when he was a teenager~End
The author has something to say: the first volume is over!Tired!
The next volume will start later!
PS: The next volume viewing guide
Chapter 38-39: Transition link;
Chapter 40: Reunion, and the future chapters will be chasing after wives!
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