mock lover

It is purely a matter of probability, and human efforts can greatly affect the results.The ray of my body is highly integrated with this world, so the probability of finding the transfer location is very high, did you hear me baby? "

Xiao Bei gradually calmed down in his arms, and he spoke, his voice trembling uncontrollably, "I heard you, I have the same confidence as you."

Fu Yuanshan tilted his head and kissed him, and said, "Don't worry, I will arrange everything."

The waves beat over, Fu Yuanshan put his arms around Xiao Bei, put his hands on his lower abdomen, and asked, "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten much tonight. I'll go over there and get you some."

Xiao Bei nodded and let him go.

As a result, Fu Yuanshan walked several meters away, Xiao Bei watched, and a woman in death Barbie powder ran towards him.

Xiao Bei tilted his head, pressed his tongue against the corner of his mouth, and watched the follow-up.

The author has something to say: the second update~~ the third update should be in the afternoon

☆、Chapter 36

After a while, Xiao Bei's [-] eyesight allowed him to see clearly that it was a cosplay suit. The girl combed her double ponytails, she looked pretty good, and she was talking to Fu Yuanshan with a smile.

Fu Yuanshan didn't stop, but slowed down a little. He saw the girl take out her mobile phone, and then Fu Yuanshan continued to walk forward. It was too far away, and he couldn't see clearly.

Xiao Bei let out a long breath, lay down slowly, and recalled what he said just now.

I finally had a bottom line in my heart, but the feeling was the same as I imagined, not easy.In fact, it doesn't matter, if he can't be together in the end, it seems that he really doesn't need to live. Once a person dies, there will be no troubles.

Fu Yuanshan came back soon, and brought a bunch of food, including barbecue, bread and vegetables.

Both of them ate some, and Xiao Bei was not in a very high mood.

"A girl came to me and asked for WeChat just now." Fu Yuanshan said with a bite of meat in his mouth.

Xiao Bei couldn't eat any more after eating a little food, so he asked, "Have you given it yet?"

"Give it."

Xiao Bei raised his eyebrows slightly, "I don't believe it."

Fu Yuanshan rolled a piece of meat for him, and said with a smile: "So trust me?"

Xiao Bei shook his head and said he didn't want to eat, "That's right, Chen Shimei can't change her mind so quickly."

Fu Yuanshan put the meat down, sat next to him, rubbed Xiao Bei's head, and said, "I'm not Chen Shimei, I'm sure whoever I want, and I will never let go."

Xiao Bei smiled.

Fu Yuanshan embraced him and said, "You are too thin, why can't you get fat?"

Xiao Bei didn't speak, but buried his face on his shoulder.

Fu Yuanshan hugged him tightly.

After a while, the thin clothes on his shoulders were wet, and he felt the tiny trembling of the person in his arms.There is only the sound of waves lapping on the beach.

"This is a......"

"Exciting night?" Zhou Ya couldn't help answering.

"...Fucking night." Fu Yuanshan said.

Zhou Ya laughed, "What the fuck are you doing? Fuck him!"

Fu Yuanshan squinted at him, Zhou Ya quickly patted his mouth, and said, "Break mouth! Broke mouth! No doorman!" Zhou Ya drank his saliva and said, "Yuan Shan, do you really want to immigrate?"

"Well, do you still need to ask?"

"The uncle and aunt..."

Fu Yuanshan twirled the cup and said, "I'll convince my mom, and my mom will convince my dad. Just go back and have a look."

Zhou Ya let out a "hoo", "From your tone, it seems like you have a plan in your chest."

"He's very insecure now," Fu Yuanshan frowned, "No matter how confident I am, he won't listen. I don't know if someone told him something."

Zhou Ya became more serious, "What do you mean, who can know this? Tell him?"

"I found a magnetic field geography table on his desk one day, and there were notes on it, but it was not his writing. I suspected it was Xu Bingbai."

Zhou Ya was stunned, and said, "Bing Bai...does he want to help?"

Fu Yuanshan snorted.

After the meeting ended in the afternoon, Fu Yuanshan kept Xu Bingbai in the conference room.

"Brother Fu."

"How's work going?" Fu Yuanshan tidied up the table.

Xu Bingbai knew that this was a posture to talk to him, "Once the funds are in place, everything will be easy to handle, and the rest will just follow the procedures."

"You have been back to China for a while, and you have been single. Do you have someone you like?"

Xu Bingbai instantly knew the topic of today's conversation, and said with a smile: "Brother Fu, just say what you want to say."

Fu Yuanshan didn't talk too much, and asked him to sit down, his tone was that of ordinary subordinates, "I saw two magnetic field meters on Xiao Bei's desk a few days ago, did you give them to me?"

Xu Bingbai nodded without denying, "Yes."

Fu Yuanshan didn't speak, but took a sip of coffee.

Xu Bingbai said: "Do you really want to immigrate?"

"Ah."

"I don't really understand, Brother Fu," Xu Bingbai raised his legs, "No one can guarantee that he will succeed in the matter of immigration. Now you and Xiao Bei... are not afraid of hurting you in the future." him?"

"So you just have the opportunity to be the flower protector?"

Xu Bingbai smiled, as if he was thinking of words, he said: "How should I put it, I don't deny it, I have a crush on Xiao Bei."

Fu Yuanshan couldn't see any emotion in his eyes, waiting for him to finish.

"But since Brother Fu is ahead of me, it won't look good if I persist."

"What you mean by having a good impression and not persisting is to tell him that there is a high probability that I will not come back, and then make him feel scared every day before he even starts trying?"

"What about Brother Fu? Your love is to lie to him and make him wait for you to come back with blind illusions?"

Before he finished speaking, Fu Yuanshan was in front of him in an instant, leaving a phantom of a ray in the air. "Xu Bingbai," Fu Yuanshan looked at him and said word by word: "I'm up to you to like whoever you like, but you don't want to provoke Xiao Bei anymore, and don't say nonsense in his ear, these words are lip service to you." It's not about him. Next time I advise you to do your homework before talking about liking someone, at least it won't be too offensive. "

After finishing speaking, the anger in Fu Yuanshan's eyes was still in his eyes, the two looked at each other for a while, then he turned and left.

"Brother Fu," Xu Bingbai called him, turned to look at him and said, "Whether you get it or not, it's a pain, right?"

Fu Yuanshan didn't answer, opened the door and left the conference room.

"Does Xu Bingbai like you?"

Xiao Bei frowned at him, "What's wrong with you?"

Fu Yuanshan sat on his desk, put his arms around his chest and said, "Pretend, continue to pretend."

Xiao Bei was startled, did he know?How did he know? !

But he couldn't show his secrets on his face, and he had to hold on until the last moment. He showed a puzzled expression and asked, "Why did you say that suddenly?"

Fu Yuanshan smiled contemptuously, "I'm not blind yet, your man, he doesn't look right at you. Tell me, when did he confess to you, you must have known, huh? Let me guess and go on." In the end of the plot, you sternly rejected him, told him that you only have me in your heart, and then he was heartbroken but he didn't really like you much, blablabla..."

Fu Yuanshan spoke eloquently and without panting for 5 minutes, making Xiao Bei laugh, and finally said: "Hurry up and write a romantic debut."

Fu Yuanshan also looked at him and smiled, and said, "Am I right?"

"Right ass."

"Then you can say that my central idea is right?"

Xiao Bei twirled his pen and said for a while, "...um."

Fu Yuanshan lifted his chin and said, "My Xiao Bei is so attractive."

"what?"

He pulled Xiao Bei up and wrapped his arms around his waist, and he sat on the table at exactly the same height as the two of them, "I want to eat you so that no one can see you." can hurt you.

Xiao Bei smiled and said, "Okay, that's not bad." If this is the way to die in the end, it should be the best ending for him.

"Did he say anything to you?"

"what?"

Fu Yuanshan circled him closer, and said: "No matter what he says, you have to believe me, we only have this choice, you know?" You can only choose to believe, no matter how big the chances are, no matter how bleak the future is, never From the moment they decided to be together, all they can do is not look back.

Xiao Bei stared at him blankly for a while, then wrapped his arms around his neck, and said, "I know, I don't believe you, I'm just afraid, I, I'm sick, I can't control my negative thoughts... .”

Depressed patients always have great mood swings.Fu Yuanshan felt his tightened arms and heard him say: "I'm really scared, Yuanshan, I..." His voice was already trembling and he couldn't speak.

Fu Yuanshan hugged him tightly, kissing him over and over again, comforting the lover in his arms, his heart was wrapped tightly by dense needle pricks.

"I know I know......"

The Saturday afternoon sun reflected off the frosted cabinet doors, casting a warm glow.

Fu Yuanshan opened his eyes and found that Xiao Bei had woken up and was lying on his side on the pillow looking at him.

"Look at me, do you want it?" He said lazily.

Xiao Bei covered his head with the quilt, turned around with a smile, and seemed to have just woken up.

Fu Yuanshan hugged him together and said, "I dreamed of you just now."

"What did you dream about me?" Xiao Bei asked as he covered himself in the quilt.

"I dreamed, it happened in our previous life. In your previous life, you were a kitten, milky and white, and you slept in the nest every day. I am a big dog, so I will ask you to get up and play. Then the two of us went to watch people outside the yard. You like to sit on the wall, but I can’t get up, so you come down to the ground with me. People come and go like this, we watch every day, every day.. ...and watched it like this for the rest of my life."

After a while Xiao Bei asked: "No more?"

"Gone."

"Oh, it's not interesting."

Fu Yuanshan gave a "tsk", "Don't you think this dream is very artistic? A cat and a dog are together every day and have lived together for a lifetime. Maybe it really is our previous life." He added: "You It is said that we met again in this life, and we both reincarnated as human beings. It is too shallow to say that the fate is too shallow, maybe it is destined."

"...you're so stupid."

Until he parked the car at the gate of Songyang Hospital, Fu Yuanshan was still angry because of the phrase "You are such an idiot".

After the car stopped, Xiao Bei saw him unbuckle his seat belt, and then came over to unbuckle him aggressively.He grabbed Fu Yuanshan's hand and said, "You are not rude, I said something wrong, don't be angry."

Fu Yuanshan looked at him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Apologizing doesn't depend on words."

Xiao Bei kissed him without hesitation.

The two kissed in the car for a long time, and finally it became more and more intense. Xiao Bei couldn't bear it and pushed him away. Fu Yuanshan still held his wrist, and the two lips parted. The lust in Fu Yuanshan's eyes seemed to be on fire Get up and look at him panting.

Xiao Bei's heart was pounding in his chest, beating a drum as if about to break through everything, and the shock made his throat ache.

He pushed Fu Yuanshan away, saw an unopened bottle of water in his hand, unscrewed it without thinking, took a few sips, and then suppressed it a little.

The author has something to say: Third watch~~~

☆、Chapter 37

Seeing a doctor is recently scheduled to be every half a month. Xiao Bei's condition has improved, and he must see a doctor and take medicine on time. Fu Yuanshan will accompany him every time.

Before coming this time, he had already told Song Yang that Xiao Bei's mood was very unstable during this period, and he only explained the general reason. Song Yang said that he needed a psychological test to judge his specific situation.

Song Yang pretended not to see Xiao Bei's red and swollen lips, and asked, "How are you doing?"

Xiao Bei was still thinking about Fu Yuanshan who was sitting outside, so he calmed down and said: "It's good and bad." After thinking about it, he said: "Not so good."

"You are much better now than before. You must insist on taking medicine and learn to control your emotions."

The two chatted for a long time, and finally Song Yang hypnotized Xiao Bei.

After the end, Xiao Bei fell asleep on the hypnosis chair, and Song Yang rubbed his brows and went out.

Fu Yuanshan was frowning and looking at something on the phone, and put it down when he saw him coming out, "How is it, Doctor Song?"

Song Yang sat down opposite him, sighed and said, "His psychological pressure during this period is really not small."

Fu Yuanshan clenched his fists.

"Mr. Fu," Song Yang called him because he knew his identity, "Depression is a disease that cannot be cured in a year or two. Xiao Bei is a patient of this disease. He will suffer from insomnia and stay up all night. Can't sleep, will be inexplicably depressed, dazed, loss of appetite, and even cry for no reason. This is a disease and I can't control it." Song Yang said calmly, "There are many patients who just look out of the window in the morning. , the negative emotions in my heart surged up uncontrollably, and then I went to have breakfast and committed suicide."

"What I want to say is that I hypnotized him just now." Song Yang looked into Fu Yuanshan's eyes and said, "He has suicidal thoughts."

Fu Yuanshan was shocked.

Thoughts of suicide, Xiao Bei had thoughts of suicide, why?Is it because of him?In Xiao Bei's consciousness, if he can't come back, Xiao Bei...wouldn't be able to live anymore?

"You don't have to be too nervous," Song Yang said, "Patients at this level will more or less have suicidal thoughts, but in the previous treatments you accompanied him, he has basically no such thoughts. It reappeared again, and it was much stronger than before, and I have roughly understood the reason."

Song Yang thought about his choice of words, and said: "This incident is not all bad. His condition has obviously improved a while ago, but a sudden incident caused him to form a knot in his heart. The specifics of his illness If this problem can be completely solved, his disease will also progress by leaps and bounds.”

"Then... what should I do?" Fu Yuanshan asked unsteadily.

"First of all, he can no longer be stimulated. You have to make him hope for life. Secondly, depression is often said to be a heart disease. In fact, it is a physical disease with cell problems just like ordinary diseases. It makes him feel sick every day. Come to me for a hypnotherapy session in Zhou Zhou, combined with medicine, it can be suppressed."

"Boss Fu, you have to be more confident. You and Xiao Bei must fight against this enemy together. If even you give up hope, then Xiao Bei is really doomed."

Fu Yuanshan said in a deep voice: "I know, I will pull Xiao Bei out." He has always been a person who overcomes difficulties, he loves Xiao Bei, loves everything about Xiao Bei, he will be responsible for everything about him, he will Let him live, be with him.

Recently, Xiao Bei has added several more medicines, but he is very different from the state of being tired of taking medicines a long time ago. Now he takes medicines on time every day without Fu Yuanshan's supervision, and goes to Song Yang's every week After a hypnosis session, his condition has indeed stabilized a lot. In addition, Fu Yuanshan repeated tirelessly every day that they would definitely succeed, and told him a lot of reasons for their success. Sometimes he would feel that he was indeed a little too pessimistic a while ago. .

Recently, the company was negotiating cooperation with a jeweler, and it was Fu Yuanshan who took the lead to encourage Rongxin's shareholders to invest in shares, and he took the lead in investing a large sum of money.After some negotiations and an in-depth understanding of this jewelry company, the remaining shareholders also followed suit.

The people in the company are very busy every day.

Today is a meeting, a formal report meeting.Fu Yuanshan is bored. Although the company is busy recently, he still thinks that in three days it will be the [-]th anniversary of his relationship with Xiao Bei. How should he spend it?He glanced at Xiao Bei several times, and the man sat in the back with a voice recorder to record with a cold face, and watched the people above report.

He took out his mobile phone and sent Xiao Bei a message.

——Do you know what day it is in a few days?

——?

- Reminder, an important day.

——autumn equinox.

Immediately afterwards, Xiao Bei sent him a poster made for "autumn equinox" on the perpetual calendar.

......good very good.

Fu Yuanshan put down his phone and began to calm down his mood.

Xiao Bei's interest was lifted by him, and he sent a message asking: "What day is it? Is it the autumnal equinox?"

After posting several messages in a row, Fu Yuanshan finally picked up his mobile phone and said: "It's our [-]-day anniversary, baby."

Xiao Bei was taken aback, a hundred days, it has been so long.Thinking about it again, he knew something bad was going to happen. He was afraid that Fu Yuanshan's temper would come up again, so he hurriedly said, "Oh, this, I thought what you were talking about, of course I know."

One look at his expression, Fu Yuanshan knew that he was pretending again. He was so tired that he typed two words, "Scumbag."

Xiao Bei laughed.

He knew about this person's stinky temper when they had a serious relationship between subordinates and subordinates. When this person started chasing him, his temper basically disappeared. After chasing him, he discovered that Fu Yuanshan's three obedience and four virtues His face is all fake, and Xiao Bei can't be coaxed well for two days when his dog temper comes up.So sometimes he pretends not to understand, but he may lose his anger on his own.

"What's the matter, I still want to ask if you have any arrangements."

When it came to the arrangement, Fu Yuanshan didn't feel awkward with him any more. He already had a preliminary idea in his mind and planned to discuss it with Song Yang at that time.

"The domineering president has made arrangements, the little assistant should concentrate on being silly and sweet."

Xiao Bei replied in a strange way: "Ji!"

"Boss Fu, the jewelry business you led this time is really huge profits!" said a shareholder at the dinner table.

"Yes, not only is there money to be made, but the purchase channel has also directly strengthened our trade with the Yangtze River Delta and the Pearl River Delta. Mr. Fu is really young and promising!"

Fu Yuanshan smiled and waved his hands.

"That's right! Mr. Fu is so talented and capable. He directly connected Rong Xin with the Silk Road, and made the companies of our old men go to heaven with chickens and dogs! Hahaha!"

There was a burst of laughter on the table, and the several shareholders were all drunk and running, and flattering Fu Yuanshan would give him a picture of the sky.This time it was true, the jewelry company was called Wanxing, and the business was in full swing, but it was plotted against by someone a few months ago and fell into economic disputes.Fu Yuanshan personally invested in it and let it sign a contract with Rongxin, which is a good thing for mutual benefit and win-win.

Wanxing Jewelry opens up the secondary market to the outside world, and provides convenient opportunities for Rongxin shareholders to buy shares internally.This time, Rongxin did not invest in the name of the entire company, but as an individual shareholder internally.So the risk falls on the individual, but correspondingly, the benefits also fall on the individual.

Shareholders invest in their own companies. As long as there are good sources of goods, markets and channels for the jewelry business, the profits will be very considerable.In recent years, the country's policy has been inclined to the Silk Road Economic Belt, and jewelry provides them with an excellent opportunity.With this beginning, the road ahead will be opened.

It was equivalent to Fu Yuanshan being the matchmaker for them, giving the shareholders of Rongxin an opportunity in various senses.They are naturally grateful to Dade.

With a cigar in his hand, Fu Yuanshan said drunkenly: "What is the relationship between me, old buddies? Naturally, everyone will make money together. It's just that this is just the beginning, so we can't be too happy..."

Everyone just thought he was being modest and polite, and interrupted when something happened, saying: "Mr. Fu is too cautious. For us, what you say, Mr. Fu, is the golden rule. If you put it on Lao Mei's side, you are the golden rule." Fingers! Hahaha! When did Fu Yuanshan make a mistake in the investment market! We just follow you, hahaha!"

There are noisy echoes below, and there is another scene of debauchery.

This is actually very common, and you can say whatever you say at the wine table.But Fu Yuanshan's state of mind is completely different this time, his slightly drunk eyes are always showing a playful calmness.

After the dinner was over, Fu Yuanshan paid for the subordinates to take the shareholders to play while he went home.

Xiao Bei himself smoked and drank alcohol, but he didn't like him bringing it home with him. Fu Yuanshan sat on the back seat and smiled with his lips curled up.The circulation purification system was turned on in the car, and the driver drove in front without saying a word. He took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"Hey."

"Hey baby," he said drunkenly, "what are you doing?"

Xiao Bei looked at the pot of hangover soup gurgling on the fire in front of him, and said, "Waiting for you to go home."

The smile on Fu Yuanshan's lips deepened, and he said, "I'm done here, and I'm on my way." He deliberately whispered mysteriously, "Do you want to see me right away?"

Xiao Bei smiled and said, "I think so, but you'd better not to scare the driver."

"Then you wait for my husband, my husband is just getting rid of the smell on his body."

The driver who drove silently in front naturally knew Xiao Bei, and he found it very exciting for no reason.

Xiao Bei didn't bother to argue with him about the title, and asked, "How much did you drink today?"

"Hmm..." Fu Yuanshan closed his eyes and thought for a while, then said, "Half a catty."

"..."

"I drank half a catty, I don't know them."

Xiao Bei said "Oh", "That's not too much," Xiao Bei stirred the pot with a spoon, and said, "Come back soon, I'll make soup for you."

Fu Yuanshan exhaled, looking at the intoxicated city night outside the car window, his heart was so full of love and sweetness that he was about to overflow, after a while he said softly: "Okay, wait for me."

Opening the door, Xiao Bei sat on the sofa and waited for him, holding the "Mystery of the Pyramid Kingdom" in his hand, and smiled when he saw him come back.

Fu Yuanshan changed his shoes and walked over, took the book out of his hand and put it aside, leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

"Are you in a hurry? Do you miss me so much?"

"Yes yes yes." Xiao Bei pushed him away and stood up, saying, "I'll get you some soup."

Fu Yuanshan sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, looked at the thin and tall figure, and ignored the aloofness and desolation of outsiders, but at home he was wearing cotton and white home clothes and slippers, and poured soup for him with a small pot.

He gritted his teeth and suppressed some evil thoughts in his heart that were really difficult to realize at present.

But it would be against the law not to do anything at night, so he asked Xiao Bei to take a bath first.

Usually they take a bath before going to bed after ten o'clock, but today it is only nine o'clock.Xiao Bei said: "It's not time yet, I haven't finished the book yet."

Fu Yuanshan coaxed: "Be good, be good, go quickly, my husband will make a call, and I will take you to do some exercise later."

do excercise?What exercise do you do?Xiao Bei saw that he had already swiped his cell phone, so he didn't ask any more questions, and went into the bathroom with a change of clothes.And when he realized what exercise to do in the bathroom, he suddenly felt numbness in his back.

The author has something to say: The disco sound at home really makes me not want to go there for the second time. I am suffering from a headache to update today. I don’t deserve some encouragement, huh~~

☆、Chapter 38

Fu Yuanshan held the hangover soup in one hand and called Song Yang in the other.

"Yes, I think your idea is feasible," Song Yang said casually on the other end, with his daughter's voice beside him, "Take him to the place where he was injured when he was a child. It's been so many years, and it's another You went with him, speak up, encourage him to talk more, and untie the bundle, it will definitely help."

He also said: "However, according to what I learned from hypnosis before, those are already wounds in his subconscious, and it is difficult to recover. You must remember to encourage him to talk more when you go back."

"Okay," Fu Yuanshan said while drinking the soup, "It's enough to get your theoretical support, then I won't bother you, hang up."

"Hey, Mr. Fu." Song Yang stopped him, "Can I gossip about where you two are?"

Fu Yuanshan raised his eyebrows, a little interested, and asked, "Which aspect are you referring to?"

"Have you ever done it?" Psychiatrists are always fearless.

"..." This person doesn't have the subtle beauty of the Chinese at all, "what's the matter?"

Song Yang said "oh", and said: "Actually, it's not all gossip. I want to remind you that Xiao Bei had some bad experiences in this area before. Remember to be gentle and patient when you do it."

"...Understood, thank you Doctor Song."

Song Yang felt some emotions from Fu Yuanshan, didn't say anything, and hung up the phone with a smile.

Fu Yuanshan rolled his eyes at the phone, telling him to be gentle and patient? The point is, he doesn't even have the chance to be gentle and patient now.

He closed his eyes irritably, he already knew about those things about Xiao Bei, and he tried not to think about them, so as to save his heartache.But maybe the impression was too deep. He imagined countless times that if he could appear beside Xiao Bei earlier, Xiao Bei would never experience those things again. He would protect Xiao Bei very well, so that in his life only Sun and stars, without all that filth.

This day is Saturday, and it is also the [-]-day anniversary of their being together according to legend.

Xiao Bei originally thought that Fu Yuanshan would walk fast, and he might appear on the top floor of the Empire State Building overlooking the night view of New York, or sit on a cruise ship and drink champagne on the sea in Manhattan, or soak in hot springs under the cherry blossom trees in Hokkaido Watch the falling snow...

He never expected that he would appear in a small county near Q city.

The street is very empty, and only a car passes by now and then.An electric three-wheeler drove away in the dust, and Fu Yuanshan cursed several times for the dust it raised. Several wild dogs on the side of the road began to bark at him, and some motorcycles with stereos were on the road in broad daylight. Speeding back and forth on the street with dazzling lights flashing blindingly, the songs played made Xiao Bei feel that throwing three bags of cement is absolutely no problem.

This is not the point, the point is that the orphanage across the road has the word "demolition" written on it.

Xiao Bei blinked, "What are you doing here?"

Fu Yuanshan took his hand, looked at him and asked, "Can you introduce me to you as a child?"

"Me when I was a child?" Xiao Bei repeated, and then smiled, "It's so boring, you won't like it."

"I will like it." Fu Yuanshan squeezed his hand and said, "It's just that there are no photos of you when you were young, otherwise it must be the background wall of my circle of friends."

Xiao Bei's eyes were a bit indifferent. When he returned to this place, he seemed to see the figure of that lonely little boy coming and going by himself. The orphanage was not very big, but he felt that it was his whole world when he was a child. up.

"Let's go, I'll show you." Xiao Beila walked forward, looked at it and said, "It's about to be demolished."

Fu Yuanshan always paid attention to Xiao Bei's emotions.

The orphanage no longer has a gate, and the inside is a dilapidated scene. When the two walked in, Xiao Bei recalled the past, and it was some memories that seemed to be from a lifetime ago, but they seemed to have been kept somewhere in his heart.

"There used to be a stone pier in this place, and I used the stone to draw pictures." He pulled Fu Yuanshan, recalling the land inch by inch.

"It used to be a flower garden here, but now the weeds have grown so tall."

Fu Yuanshan saw a small purple flower inside, it was a solitary branch growing tenaciously and alive among the weeds, he asked: "What kind of flower is this?"

Xiao Bei looked at him, "You know flowers so well, don't you know?"

Fu Yuanshan shook his head and said, "It's a bit like an aster flower, but it shouldn't be."

"Do you have that kind of software for looking up flower names? The kind that can find names in just one tap."

Fu Yuanshan knew about that software, but he hadn't encountered this kind of flower that involved his knowledge blind spot.

"Let me next." He started downloading as he spoke.

The next second he looked at the phone and said, "This... the internet speed is too fast, I downloaded it in a second."

Xiao Bei wanted to laugh inexplicably.

"Cornflower," said Fu Yuanshan, "flower language: meeting, happiness, and light."

Xiao Bei smiled, "The meaning is good." He watched Fu Yuanshan look at the little flower seriously, and said, "Pick it off and put it on your head?"

Fu Yuanshan said: "That is too beautiful, let it grow in the soil well."

The two walked forward again.

Depression actually makes people's memory decline, but Xiao Bei thinks he still remembers clearly.

They sat on the steps outside the back door of the orphanage, and Xiao Bei talked a lot along the way.Everyone's childhood must be the most unforgettable memory. Revisiting the old place, whether it is good or bad, just like Fu Yuanshan said, he also wants to show his lover the old self.

"You know, what was my biggest dream as a kid?"

Outside the back door is a small street, which is still empty, gray and gray, and there is no one there.

"What is it?"

"It's owning a green bike."

Fu Yuanshan smiled and asked, "Why?"

"Because the postman rode that kind of bike when I was a child," Xiaobei said, twisting a piece of bristlegrass in his hand, "I was sitting here at that time, waiting for that green bicycle every day, with two big bicycles hanging on the back. bag, full of letters and newspapers, ride down the street, put things in the box, and ride down the street."

"He seems to be able to go far, far away. Maybe I want to leave like him."

"That's right," Fu Yuanshan said, flipping his hair, "This place is too desolate, and I can't find a place to drink and dance."

Xiao Bei smiled and said: "If you want to dance, there is still a place, just find a square."

The two chatted a lot, and the taciturn and cruel little boy in his childhood had another walk in Xiao Bei's heart.

I always get up early every day to sit outside, and sometimes he ignores my aunts gathering for dinner, and just sits for a whole day.Looking at the dirty streets and pedestrians passing by, the sound of children in the orphanage playing games can be heard from the door behind them.When the night comes, sometimes there will be a big rooster running around on the street, and there will be a grandfather playing chess on the side of the street. He will look at the chicken and watch the game of chess, and the aunt will take him back to eat, and then there will often be children who don’t care. Take the food out carefully, or yell for various reasons, or cry, laugh...

Children with mental disabilities and limbs are the same age as he comes into contact with. Sometimes he helps his aunt clean up the mess, and sometimes he ruthlessly puts food on them.

The memory that I once thought was shallow and boring, but when I told it to Fu Yuanshan, I could still find many flaws, and the man couldn't stop laughing.

In the end, it was originally a dull past, and the two fell down on the steps laughing.

Saying it, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it. If there is someone who can talk about the gloomy experience that I don't want to recall, he knows Fu Yuanshan's intentions.

Fu Yuanshan was overwhelmed when he heard it: "You were too fierce when you were young, I shouldn't have hired you as my assistant, I should have hired you as a bodyguard, and you are invincible all over the campus."

Xiao Bei curled his lips, "Anyway, he is such a person, you know."

Fu Yuanshan hugged him with a smile, and said: "Look, so many years have passed, good and bad, I have experienced it all, and there will be nothing difficult in the future, so just be happy, okay?"

"it is good."

Looking at the afternoon sun reflected on the dust on the ground, the big rooster and the old grandpa both disappeared with time. He has gone from that cruel and violent boy to today step by step, and there is a man who loves him to the bone by his side. Seeing him shed a tear, I don't want to let him suffer a little.The past can be annihilated with the wind, and since then the dilapidated memories have seen light in his heart, and he no longer dares to show it to others.Fu Yuanshan loves him, so he has all the confidence.

City Q, in a coffee shop for high-end consumers, there are few people, the environment is quiet, on the second floor.

Huang Zhiyang looked suspiciously at the handsome young man sitting on the opposite sofa, and said, "Xu Gong asked me to come out, it's really a novelty."

Xu Bingbai smiled and said, "Did Huang Dong blame me for walking around and communicating with you too little?"

Huang Zhiyang snorted and laughed, "How can you, if you get close to me, it will be difficult for Mr. Fu to explain."

Xu Bingbai said again: "What is Huang Dong talking about? Everyone is a member of Rongxin, for the good of Rongxin, what is there to explain?"

Huang Zhiyang couldn't figure out what he meant. It stands to reason that he was obviously from Fu Yuanshan's side. Now that he hastily approached him, what kind of plan was he planning?

Seeing that he was silent, Xu Bingbai began to talk about other things, "Recently, the jewelry project led by Mr. Fu, I see that the shareholders are very active in investing money, and Huang Dong also invested a lot, right?"

Huang Zhiyang raised his legs and did Tai Chi with him