The first heartbeat of youth
Chapter 2
Quiet, only the hustle and bustle outside the playground.Standing here like this is not an option, although there are thousands of thoughts in his head and his body is dying of cold, he said: "I'll go first."
He turned around and walked quickly to the back gate of the campus. With a sprint, he grabbed the upper part of the fence with both hands. It was supposed to be a pull-up movement that would have allowed him to climb the wall, but at this moment his hand slipped, and he had no image to speak of from the wall. He fell down and fell on his back.
It was naturally the most painful when the buttocks landed first, but at the moment when the buttocks touched the ground, a familiar embrace surrounded him.
His painful facial features distorted to look at the person sitting on the ground hugging him, Gu Yeqi's eyelashes were still a little wet, he circled Xia Kaiwen from behind, his eyes were full of worry, and asked, "Are you okay, does it hurt? "
"No pain."
Gu Yeqi looked at Xia Kaiwen, as if the 17-year-old Xia Kaiwen overlapped with his current appearance, and he seemed to see Xia Kaiwen who was calm about everything again.
Gu Yeqi's face was buried in the night, Xia Kaiwen couldn't see his expression clearly, Gu Yeqi's voice sounded in the night: "I'll take you back."
Gu Yeqi made him feel greedy, wanting to hug her all the time.But the other party didn't give him such an opportunity, Gu Yeqi helped him up, walked out of the school gate, and stuffed himself into his sports car.
Speechless all the way.
When he arrived at his house, Gu Yeqi took off his windbreaker and hung it on the door, put on slippers and walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and took out a can of milk, poured it into a glass and put it in the microwave to heat it.
Everything is so natural.
Gu Yeqi wore a thin black turtleneck sweater, his body was different from his youth, even though he looks thinner now, he has strength.When the arm was slightly bent, the muscles arched to support the sweater.
Xia Kaiwen watched quietly, and the western clock in the living room rang until the ninth struck.Gu Yeqi put the milk on the coffee table, Xia Kaiwen focused his eyes on the milk, then looked up, then looked up at Gu Yeqi, the two eyes collided.
Gu Yeqi said: "Drink, go to bed early, I'm leaving first."
Xia Kaiwen was still looking at him, unable to move his eyes away.Gu Yeqi looked away, turned around and walked to the entrance.
"Qiqi."
The man called him aggrievedly.
The dusty memory burst out a crack from the depths of his heart, and then, like a volcanic eruption, the surface of the earth shattered everywhere, and hot magma surged wantonly all over his body.
Gu Yeqi is too familiar with this feeling of being burned by memory and hurt by burning pain.
So familiar that Gu Yeqi thought he was still in that place full of white.
Seeing his call, Xia Kaiwen made Gu Yeqi stop in place, and he stepped forward and called again: "Qiqi?"
Gu Yeqi frowned, as if in pain, Xia Kaiwen put his shoulder on his shoulder worriedly, Gu Yeqi regained his composure, smiled wryly, and said, "We shouldn't meet again."
"I know."
Gu Yeqi left.
Only the milk on the coffee table is still warm.
Xia Kaiwen's palm still had the warmth of the other person's body. He opened the door and ran out in a daze. Gu Yeqi was still waiting for the elevator. Xia Kaiwen held his hand, his voice trembling: "Can you forgive me?"
Gu Yeqi's vision blurred again, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, his lips trembling.
Winter 2009
Teenagers, especially boys, are definitely unwilling to wear too much in winter, and the two of them are no exception.The winter in Hangzhou is extremely cold, and the wind blows by the West Lake, which makes Xia Kaiwen's face hurt.
He asked: "You can smoke and drive, Gu Yeqi, you really have a lot of hidden skills?"
The wind blowing by the lake, Gu Yeqi replied: "I can cook."
Xia Kaiwen looked at the person in front of him. Ever since he slept with him, Gu Yeqi had an inexplicable aura about him. It was okay when he was wearing school uniforms, but he felt bigger than himself when he put on his own clothes. A few years old, with long eyebrows and eyes, very handsome and beautiful.
Gu Yeqi was a little embarrassed by Xia Kaiwen's eyes, he turned his head away and said, "What are you looking at?"
Xia Kaiwen narrowed his eyes and said, "Why do you look so mature?"
Gu Yeqi didn't know how to answer this question, and Xia Kaiwen said thoughtfully, "Obviously I am older than you."
Gu Yeqi: "The mental age is more mature than you."
Xia Kaiwen: "..."
The emotions of the day were swept away, and Xia Kaiwen felt that as long as he saw Gu Yeqi, he would be in a good mood.
Tonight's Gu Yeqi looked like he hadn't seen him for a long time. It was the overbearing and provocative look when they first met.
This made him think back, since when did Gu Yeqi become cautious around him, restraining his original appearance?
Gu Yeqi approached him and hugged him.
The warm body embraced him, and waves of warmth passed from Gu Yeqi's body, making Xia Kaiwen hug him back instinctively.
"Is it still cold?"
"It's better, you're so warm."
Gu Yeqi smiled and hugged Xia Kaiwen tightly.He said, "I don't want to embarrass you."
Xia Kaiwen patted the back of his head and said, "Just make a show and send them away first, right?"
"Ah."
Xia Kaiwen said: "Then we have to pretend to be decent. You'd better be as strong as you were before. Beat whoever provokes you. Don't be like a little daughter-in-law behind my ass. Be your Jiangcheng boss .”
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☆、Chapter 10
ao3
☆、Chapter 11
Winter 2019
When Gu Yeqi opened his mouth, his voice was no longer as confident as when he was young, but softly said: "Does your chest hurt?"
Xia Kaiwen held his hand tightly, and his emotions couldn't stop pouring out. He said, "It hurts, it hurts to death."
Gu Yeqi closed his eyes, and he said, "liar."
Xia Kaiwen hugged Gu Yeqi vigorously, he said: "I know you have had a hard time these years, I want to come and see you, but I'm scared, I'm so scared."
If it was ten years ago, Gu Yeqi would cherish this hug with his life, but now he seems to feel nothing, his head is empty, Xia Kaiwen's expression is so true, so moving, Gu Yeqi not only Empty, the heart is also empty.
The elevator opened, Gu Yeqi pushed Xia Kaiwen away and walked into the elevator.Xia Kaiwen was stunned, and the elevator door gradually closed.
Gu Yeqi lit a cigarette in the car, but didn't smoke it. The butt of the cigarette grew longer, and he trembled, his cheeks turned from hot to cold, and his eyes in the rearview mirror were full of water, and his eyelids were lowered.
It turns out that it is not empty, but the reflection arc is longer.
He checked his phone, and his assistant Jessica had already booked him a flight back to London for tomorrow night.
Sleepless all night.
Xia Kaiwen allowed himself to go to bed later on weekends, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. He always thought of the past and Gu Yeqi.
If he hadn't been ignorant back then, it would have been fine.
Xia Kaiwen tossed and turned, wishing to punch himself, he was angry with himself, and felt helpless at the same time.
Looking at the phone, at six o'clock in the morning, I received a WeChat message, which was a link from Shen Linlin.The page turned out to be a wedding invitation.Xia Kaiwen sent a question mark, and Shen Linlin replied immediately: At least there was a relationship.Save face.
Xia Kaiwen: I will go next time.
Shen Linlin: I sent it to Gu Yeqi.
Now it was Xia Kaiwen's turn to be startled, and his typing speed doubled: "Have you been in touch with him?"
Shen Linlin: I lost contact with him before, but I added him later, and he passed.
Kevin Xia: When?
Shen Linlin: Three years ago.
Xia Kaiwen: ...Why didn't you tell me?
Shen Linlin: Smile emoj, why should I tell you?
Xia Kaiwen: ...Why do you want to contact him?
It took Shen Linlin a long time to reply: I was extremely extreme in my high school adolescence, and I did a lot of irreparable wrong things. The one who makes me feel sorry and can't forget is only you.
Xia Kaiwen didn't reply anymore, but Shen Linlin sent several messages in succession:
You two were a bit of a jerk before, but looking back, I was also at fault, and what I did later was even more of a jerk.I think we all owe each other an apology, so...
After I apologized to him, he called me, his voice was very peaceful, and he told me that it was over and we had grown up.
Gu Yeqi's voice was quite different from before, it was much gentler.He chatted with me for a while and went to work.He should be running a family business now, but he was an invisible rich man in our class at that time.
Shen Linlin went on to talk a lot. In fact, they have kept in touch with each other in the past three years. The frequency is not high, but they will send blessings to each other every year and festival. Gu Yeqi even sent her a Christmas present from London.Xia Kaiwen slid up slowly, carefully reading the message sent by the other party, as if he was recalling with Shen Linlin.
He himself missed too much, and he complained and mourned himself there for ten years, and blamed himself for ten years, but he didn't have the courage to take the initiative to find the other party.Maybe Gu Yeqi has been waiting for herself?Thinking of this, Xia Kaiwen asked: Does he have a lover?
Shen Linlin: No.Where did you hear he had it.
Kevin Xia: Are you sure?I saw a picture of a woman's back.He is on ins.
Shen Linlin: That's his mother, she's a fairy.
...Yes, he remembered, he had met Gu Yeqi's mother, she was a great beauty.Gu Yeqi's eyes are his mother who inherited him.Xia Kaiwen fell into deep thought, and Shen Linlin sent another message: He replied to me and will come to my wedding.
Xia Kaiwen: I will come too.
Shen Linlin: Dress handsomely, but don't be more handsome than my husband.
Xia Kaiwen: Let the ex-boyfriends come to the wedding, just to embarrass your husband?
Shen Linlin: Tsundere emoj, if I don’t show him the looks of my ex-boyfriends, he won’t feel a sense of crisis. I want him to treasure me from the bottom of his heart.
Xia Kaiwen couldn't laugh or cry, but his heart became more and more determined.
For the ten years they missed, he wanted to make up for Gu Yeqi, and make up for everything they missed during the ten years they separated.
Xia Kaiwen finished drinking the milk on the coffee table, tidied up and set off for Yintai to pick out a suitable suit for himself.
Shen Linlin is very good at choosing a place. In a four-star hotel (Gaojisi Hotel) beside Nanshan Road, Nanshan Road is very beautiful at night. The plane trees on both sides of the road are wrapped with lake-blue colored lights, forming a dense galaxy. , and looking into the hotel with a little footstep, you can see the most beautiful appearance of West Lake at this time.The hotel has the highest two floors and is built near the lake, which is unique.The layout is more like an exquisite and elegant garden by the lake.The wedding arrangement was in line with Xia Kaiwen's aesthetics. Shen Linlin and her husband greeted the guests at the entrance, and the couple's faces were filled with happy smiles.Xia Kaiwen walked, and Shen Linlin recognized him at a glance. Xia Kaiwen opened his arms, and Shen Linlin also opened his arms. The two hugged each other slightly, polite and friendly. Shen Linlin introduced her husband to Xia Kaiwen. Feeling the hostility, he shook hands with Xia Kaiwen, Xia Kaiwen smiled politely, and walked in.
"Yeqi, you're here."
Shen Linlin exclaimed, as if she was shouting for someone, Xia Kaiwen turned her head suddenly. Unlike the previous hug between them, Shen Linlin even stood on tiptoe and hugged Gu Yeqi. She, at the same time, smiled at her husband.This time, instead of feeling jealous, her husband found the man's behavior comfortable and appropriate.
After the hug, Gu Yeqi's assistant Jessica handed over a bottle of champagne and said, "I came back in a hurry this time. I didn't bring anything. I'll make up for it in a few days."
Gu Yeqi raised his head, just in time to meet Xia Kaiwen's gaze, he immediately looked away, Xia Kaiwen was a little disappointed, turned and walked inside.Most of the guests arrived, and the venue became lively. Xia Kaiwen was about to go to the bar to order a drink, but he heard someone calling him: "Kevin."
When he turned his head, Gu Yeqi was among the crowd, the garden lights were on, the symphony orchestra played romantic violin music, and the guests started dancing in groups. The pure Western-style wedding was much less restrained.Xia Kaiwen jumped over the dancing crowd and came to Gu Yeqi.
Standing in front of him, all the thousands of words Xia Kaiwen wanted to say turned into one sentence: "Dancing?"
Gu Yeqi looked at him, his eyes shifted, he slowly stretched out his hand, Xia Kaiwen just wanted to hold it, but was interrupted by Jessica. Jessica smiled at him politely, and then whispered a few words to Gu Yeqi. Gu Yeqi regained his expression, and he said: "I have something to go back to London, take care."
Gu Yeqi turned and left, Xia Kaiwen wanted to chase after him, but Jessica stood in front of him and said, "Mr. Xia."
Xia Kaiwen ignored it, continued to chase Jessica or stopped him, and the other party's tone became more serious: "Please leave himalone."
He had never met Jessica before, and the hostility shown by this woman was unusually large. He asked, "Have we met?"
Jessica: "I've seen your picture, it's on his desk."
"He recovered with difficulty. I don't want him to go to the hospital again."
Hearing the word hospital, he asked in confusion, "Hospital? What's wrong with him?"
Jessica turned from vaguely angry to sneer: "You don't know."
The two of them obviously disturbed the dancing crowd, and Jessica turned away.Shen Linlin had already changed into a dress, and she handed Xia Kaiwen a glass of champagne.Xia Kaiwen took it, and they left the dance floor and walked to the lake, Xia Kaiwen asked: "Ye Qi was ill, did you know?"
Shen Linlin glanced at him, Xia Kaiwen knew, he closed his eyes and said weakly: "How come I don't know anything."
"I only found out about it a few months ago, and when I asked him later, he didn't want to say more. I saw that another follower on his ins is my friend's psychologist, who is also in London, and then I asked him to help find out. gone."
Xia Kaiwen took a sip of champagne, Shen Linlin sat down on the corridor, and said: "He has been in a nursing home for two years and has been seeing a psychiatrist since then. He recovered about a year ago, but he still sees a psychiatrist once a month."
Xia Kaiwen sat down slowly, bent his straight body, and put the wine glass in Shen Linlin's hand. He didn't exhale for a long time, and he didn't start breathing until he sat on the stone bench completely.
"No wonder, no wonder he cried when he saw me..."
"He didn't like to cry before. He used to be very confident. He beat anyone who provoked him. The violent ones, now, now..."
Xia Kaiwen covered his face and said no more. Shen Linlin called a car for him. When the two said goodbye, Xia Kaiwen said to her: "Happy newlyweds."
☆、Chapter 12
Spring 2010
The third year of high school is an extremely important year in one's life. According to Xia Kaiwen's grades, he should be able to enter the top 10 universities in the country.After dinner, they waited for evening self-study at the corner of the long corridor with few people. Xia Kaiwen also took an English book to recite the text. Gu Yeqi waited for him to recite the text before leaning over. Xia Kaiwen took a can of iced cola and pressed his temple. Gu Yeqi said, "Have you got a headache again?"
Xia Kaiwen opened the can and took a big gulp: "A little bit. How is your homework done?"
Gu Yeqi turned his head, and he raised the corners of his mouth and said, "Don't worry about it. I've already made up my mind. Just study 211 in the city where your target university is located, and concentrate on being the man behind you after graduation. You continue to study hard, I support you."
Xia Kaiwen immediately spit out a mouthful of Coke, Gu Yeqi took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped his mouth, Xia Kaiwen was still choking, tears flew out, Gu Yeqi was startled: "You don't have to be so moved, do you?"
Xia Kaiwen slapped his head away from him, and said angrily, "I just choked into my trachea!"
Gu Yeqi was very confident that Xia Kaiwen must have been choking because he was moved. He whistled happily, and the eyes of the girls in the next class all turned to this. Gu Yeqi said, "Go to my house after evening self-study?"
Xia Kaiwen reached out to touch his butt from behind, Gu Yeqi resisted the urge to kiss him, but raised his jaw slightly.
(H'spart——ao3)
When they walked out of the toilet, Shen Linlin was standing at the door, Xia Kaiwen was stunned and said, "What are you doing standing there?"
Shen Linlin glanced at the two of them, and she said to Gu Yeqi, "What's on your neck?"
"Nothing," Gu Yeqi replied, and then said: "The evening self-study has started, let's go back to the classroom first."
Xia Kaiwen followed behind Gu Yeqi, Shen Linlin grabbed his sleeve, and Gu Yeqi also stopped, Shen Linlin glanced at the two of them, emotion flooded her face, she said bitterly to Xia Kaiwen: "When did it start? !"
Gu Yeqi subconsciously stood in front of Xia Kaiwen, and instinctively put on a fierce face, but when he saw the tears in Shen Linlin's eyes, he slowly pulled Xia Kaiwen's sleeve out of Shen Linlin's hand, and said softly: "I'm not talking about this now. Time. Wait until school is over, okay?"
Shen Linlin sniffed, and she said, "I don't want to hear it."
Xia Kaiwen stretched out his hand to pull her back, but Gu Yeqi stopped him: "Let's chat with her after school."
"What if he tells others? It's too late to talk to her after school."
"Didn't you see her expression just now, she won't say it."
"How do you know she won't? We talked to her two times before and after. When you dumped him, she asked you if it was because of me, and then you denied it. Now that she is caught, if she wants to What are you going to do to get revenge on us?!"
Xia Kaiwen has never said such a long sentence before, and his tone was fierce and urgent. Gu Yeqi saw through his heart and sneered: "Are you so afraid that others will know that you are with me?"
"Is this the time to say this?"
Kevin Xia was impatient.
Gu Yeqi looked at him sadly, Xia Kaiwen turned around and walked back to the classroom.
Their seats had already been separated. Xia Kaiwen planned to do his science homework during evening self-study, but Gu Yeqi's sad eyes kept circling in his mind, so he didn't finish his homework until after school.Shen Linlin's dissatisfaction lay in ambush again, and he became manic.
Xia Kaiwen packed his schoolbag, looked in the back seat, and saw that Gu Yeqi was no longer there.He went downstairs quickly, but at the school gate, he met classmates all looking at him. Xia Kaiwen was still thinking about what was going on. A car stopped in front of him, and Xia Kaiwen got into the back seat.Gu Yeqi was still wearing the school uniform, Xia Kaiwen said, "Aren't you afraid of being checked by the traffic police?"
Gu Yeqi didn't answer, Xia Kaiwen closed his eyes, intending to squint for a while, and arrived downstairs at his house in 5 minutes.After arriving home, Gu Yeqi said to Xia Kaiwen: "Have you checked the campus network?"
Xia Kaiwen warmed up two cups of milk, handed one to Gu Yeqi, and said, "Why are you looking at that?"
The milk scalded Gu Yeqi, and a blister formed on the pad of the middle finger.Xia Kaiwen was about to drink, when he realized something, he suddenly put down the milk and turned on his phone to access the campus network.The text and photos sent by the anonymous person were boldly hanging on the homepage. Xia Kaiwen clicked on the photo, and then the phone fell to the ground.
Before Gu Yeqi could speak, Xia Kaiwen yelled loudly: "This is what you said, she wouldn't say it? If you didn't stop me, maybe you could have avoided such a thing, but why did you stop me at that time, la Stop me? Did you stop me because you were jealous of me talking to other girls!"
"Now, almost until tomorrow, everyone in the school will know about the two of us. At that time, I will go to the principal's office again to call the parents. My dad will definitely send me to another place...Me!..."
Gu Yeqi has always been impatient on campus.
He is self-confident, domineering, and unambiguous. The open and equal ideological education at home endowed him with an extremely rich emotion and sense of security. Whether it is money or spirit, his parents provided him with everything he needed, so he can be so strong , both physically and psychologically.
But in front of Xia Kaiwen, he has always lacked love.
He is jealous, he is jealous, he is concerned about gains and losses, he is confident and arrogant in foreign clothes, and he looks like a bad boy, all of which stem from his lack of confidence in himself in front of Xia Kaiwen.But even so, he chose to protect Xia Kaiwen when he was in the principal's office for the first time.Because he was more afraid of losing Xia Kaiwen than the school's punishment and his parents' reprimand (although his parents did not reprimand him).Besides, he was right, he was the one who broke the boundary first and approached Kevin on his own initiative.He likes Xia Kaiwen so much that Xia Kaiwen will have such terrible emotions as jealousy.So Gu Yeqi made a decision at that time, he wanted to continue with Xia Kaiwen, and no one could stop him.
Xia Kaiwen also likes him, he knows it.
It's not that he hasn't struggled with the delicate relationship between the two of them in the past two years, but after struggling again and again, he still chooses the reason that makes him happy to convince himself.In the third year of high school, he knew that Xia Kaiwen's goal was to be 10 in the top 985, or even a school in the top 5.He even has plans for their future.They are almost free.
However, Xia Kaiwen, who was standing in front of him at this moment, seemed to tear up the future that Gu Yeqi himself had woven for them with his own hands.
Gu Yeqi stared at him blankly, without saying a word.Xia Kaiwen couldn't control his emotions, Gu Yeqi's silence made him more and more manic, Shen Linlin's revenge swept away his rationality.And thinking of the instigator who caused all this, he had a strong desire for revenge. He glared at Gu Yeqi condescendingly: "The plan you told me today is impossible to happen, Gu Yeqi, what are you thinking? Can you marry me?" Give it to me? We are two men. As far as I know, there is no legal same-sex marriage in China. Do you still think that the two of us will live like this for the rest of our lives? How can I explain to my dad? He must break my leg if he knows What about your family? Can your parents accept it? Stop dreaming!"
Without giving Gu Yeqi a chance to fight back, Xia Kaiwen continued to be aggressive: "I know your family is rich, so what if you have money, we are two independent individuals, have you asked me about our future plans? Just like this I said I still hope that my two tears will be grateful?!"
Gu Yeqi stood up and gave Xia Kaiwen a hard punch, which blindfolded Xia Kaiwen for a few seconds. Xia Kaiwen spat out a mouthful of blood, and the pain brought him back to his sanity. He lay down on the ground, Gu Ye Qi stood, trembling all over.
……
☆、Chapter 13
Winter 2020
Xia Kaiwen recalled the past, and recalled that night, when Gu Yeqi knocked down him who was mad, he was the one who hurt, but it was Gu Yeqi who was trembling.I don’t know where I saw a sentence: Lucky people are healed by childhood all their lives, and unlucky people are healed their childhoods all their lives.For Xia Kaiwen, this sentence really hit the nail on the head.If he had grown up in an environment full of barriers, would he be as powerful and strong as Gu Yeqi?Know that even if the person you love is a weak person, you will continue to love firmly, and go all the way to the dark.
Only when people have experienced society and become sensible can they understand how precious and pure the person who loved you wholeheartedly in school days is.
Xia Kaiwen bought a ticket to London that night and rushed to the airport.He hadn't been to Europe yet, so he checked the flight time and booked first class.After boarding the plane and taking his seat, he changed into his slippers, and when he was about to close his eyes and rest his mind, Gu Yeqi walked in, and the seat was next to him.Xia Kaiwen stared at him blankly, Gu Yeqi seemed to be used to seeing him these few days, and his reaction was not as big as before, but he was slightly surprised, and then sat down in his seat.
As the plane took off, he had a momentary tinnitus.Gu Yeqi closed his eyes and began to take a nap.Xia Kaiwen had never flown such a long distance before, and he fell asleep within an hour. It was the sound of the stewardess pushing the dining car that woke him up.The dining car had already passed him, and he wanted to raise his hand to signal, but he saw that a meal had been placed beside him.
Xia Kaiwen subconsciously looked to the side, Gu Yeqi was typing on a Mac.He asked, "Did you order for me?"
Gu Yeqi paused for a moment, hummed, and said nothing.Xia Kaiwen thought of his assistant Jessica, looked around but didn't see her, and asked, "Where's your beautiful assistant?"
Gu Yeqi concentrated on looking at the computer, processing documents, her voice became cold: "She is in business class."
Xia Kaiwen: "Oh."
Gu Yeqi didn't intend to take the initiative to talk to him, so Xia Kaiwen had to chat awkwardly aside, it was him who raised the topic, and whether Gu Yeqi answered it all depended on his mood.About an hour later, Gu Yeqi let out a breath, closed the mac, Xia Kaiwen handed over a Coke, Gu Yeqi was stunned, blocked his hand and said, "I won't drink, thank you."
"Oh……"
Xia Kaiwen whimpered beside him like a wounded puppy, Gu Yeqi turned his head away and said, "I quit sugar recently."
Xia Kaiwen's eyes lit up: "Quit sugar? Why do you want to quit sugar? I remember you like sweets very much."
Gu Yeqi: "Manage your body."
Xia Kaiwen: "You have a pretty good figure."
Gu Yeqi: "I'm getting fat."
Xia Kaiwen: "That's called predictable."
Gu Yeqi frowned beautifully, as if he had obvious rejection of this language, his eyes suddenly sharpened: "Are there any women who are interested?"
Xia Kaiwen was stunned, Gu Yeqi had turned his head away, he hesitated to speak, it was really not appropriate to talk on the plane.The time on the plane was extremely long, he looked at his watch, and only three hours had passed, but Gu Yeqi ignored him, and he had nothing to do, so he had to use his mobile phone to watch the movie he downloaded.So dead or not are still romance movies, watching his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys hurts.And the person he loves still refuses to communicate with him, which makes Xia Kaiwen very sad.
He felt that he had to do something, but at this moment he had no idea, and the stewardess came over to deliver drinks. He didn't ask for it himself, but the stewardess offered to give him and Gu Yeqi a glass of chardonnay each.Xia Kaiwen took a sip of his wine and said, "What did you order for me?"
Gu Yeqi didn't respond to him.
After drinking, he felt a little hot in his body, but also a little sleepy. He planned to sleep for a while, but he didn't expect to sleep at Heathrow Airport.
It was snowing heavily in London.
He didn't bring a few clothes, let alone a thick coat. His nose was red from the cold, and he didn't know where to go. He followed behind Gu Yeqi. Gu Yeqi walked neither fast nor slow, and he suddenly turned around. , came over, took off his scarf and gave it to Xia Kaiwen, and wrapped it tightly around him.Xia Kaiwen thought he was so cold that he had no sense of smell, but the moment Gu Yeqi approached him, he was still surrounded by the pleasant smell of the other party, like a scarf with Gu Yeqi's body temperature, fragrant and warm .
Jessica had already stopped the cab and waited outside the airport. She saw Xia Kaiwen becoming hostile again. After Gu Yeqi got into the car, she stopped Xia Kaiwen and said, "Mr. .”
"Kris?" Xia Kaiwen asked softly, Gu Yeqi said: "Let him come up, Jess."
Jessica glared at him, and Xia Kaiwen got his wish.
The cab arrived at Gu Yeqi's residence, and Xia Kaiwen followed him like a follower, but Jessica wanted to stop him, but Gu Yeqi said to her: "It's getting late, we have a meeting tomorrow, go back and rest early."
Jessica: "Kris!"
Gu Yeqi stopped her and said, "That'senough.Pleasegohomeandhaveagoodrest.wehaveabigdayahead."
Jessica softened and could only leave angrily.
Xia Kaiwen's face was blurred by Xuejiafeng, and he immediately entered the room.Warmth enveloped him, and the pleasant smell of incense spread in the air, warming up his whole body.Gu Yeqi went to the fireplace, set up wood and lit the fire.The room instantly became much brighter.Xia Kaiwen looked around and said, "Do you live alone?"
Gu Yeqi fiddled with the firewood: "Yes. Sometimes parents will come to stay for a few days."
Xia Kaiwen: "It's so big, it's bigger than where I live."
Gu Yeqi: "It's okay."
Xia Kaiwen walked to Gu Yeqi's side and sat on the floor. Gu Yeqi rarely took the initiative to speak: "Are you hungry?"
Kevin Xia: "What do you have"
Gu Yeqi: "I'll go to the kitchen to have a look."
Xia Kaiwen: "Forget it, I won't eat. I'm either very hungry, or just a little bit greedy."
Gu Yeqi got up and walked to the kitchen. Xia Kaiwen followed him with his eyes. He saw Gu Yeqi turn on the light, rummaged through the refrigerator, and took two eggs and a small steak.Ignite the fire, put in the oil, and beat the eggs, all in one go.
In less than 10 minutes, Gu Yeqi came over with a tray, bent down and handed it to him, saying: "Everything is complete in the room on the first floor, go to sleep after eating."
Xia Kaiwen took the plate, and simply added two egg whites and egg yolks with a piece of steak topped with tomato sauce and sprinkled with chopped parsley, which made people want to eat very much.He asked, "Aren't you going to eat?"
Gu Yeqi shook his head and said, "I'm going upstairs."
The moment he turned around, Xia Kaiwen held his hand and said, "Kris, I named you."
Gu Yeqi stopped, his hand was so cold, the cold Xia Kaiwen wanted to completely cover his palm, and Gu Yeqi's words were no longer enthusiastic, he was indifferent to him, the cold Xia Kaiwen's chest was stuffy .
"That doesn't mean anything."
"I know...I just, i just want to apologize."
Gu Yeqi said: "I'm tired, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it tomorrow."
The crackling fire in the fireplace heated Xia Kaiwen's face, he grabbed Gu Yeqi's hand tightly and said, "I miss you very much, I always miss you very much."
Gu Yeqi sighed, he squatted down, looked at Xia Kaiwen and said, "I'm very tired, let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?"
Xia Kaiwen lowered his eyes and lowered his head, looking very well-behaved, just like before, Gu Yeqi's heart was soft at that moment, and the surge of love made him uncontrollably kiss Xia Kaiwen's hair.
"We will talk tomorrow, all right"
Xia Kaiwen raised his head, and he nodded. Gu Yeqi's eyes were so tender that they seemed to overflow with water, and those eyes were full of twinkling stars.Xia Kaiwen couldn't help but said, "Kiss me once, and I'll be good."
Gu Yeqi didn't kiss him, but just rubbed his hair, and went upstairs.
Xia Kaiwen ate the snacks that Gu Yeqi made for him. After his stomach was full, he felt sleepy. He opened the door of the guest room on the first floor. The room was fully equipped and spotless.
After meeting the person he loves, he was in such a good mood that he fell asleep until eleven in the morning. When he walked out of the room, he saw a Filipino maid cleaning. Seeing him awake, the Filipino maid came over and said, "Mr. , Lunch is ready, please wash up and eat."
Xia Kaiwen nodded, and he asked, "Where's Kris?"
Filipino maid: "Mr. Gu said he will be home at about six o'clock in the evening. If you feel bored, he asked me to send a driver to take you out to visit famous attractions in London."
The sumptuous western food cooked by the Filipino maid was not to his liking, but Xia Kaiwen still finished the plate politely. When the Filipino maid brought the soufflé, Xia Kaiwen refused: "No thanks, I'm full. Lunch is delicious."
"Okay sir. Need a driver to take you out?"
Xia Kaiwen shrugged his shoulders and said, "why not"
"But he has to take me to the department store first. It's too cold in London. I don't have enough clothes to keep me warm."
"Mr. Gu chose two sets of clothes for you. They are upstairs in the closet room. Please follow me."
Xia Kaiwen was surprised, he went upstairs with the Filipino maid.When I came to the closet room, it was about [-] square meters, and the clothes were sorted and hung according to the season.At this time, there are two sets of well-matched clothes hanging by the full-length mirror, and there are even clothes
He turned around and walked quickly to the back gate of the campus. With a sprint, he grabbed the upper part of the fence with both hands. It was supposed to be a pull-up movement that would have allowed him to climb the wall, but at this moment his hand slipped, and he had no image to speak of from the wall. He fell down and fell on his back.
It was naturally the most painful when the buttocks landed first, but at the moment when the buttocks touched the ground, a familiar embrace surrounded him.
His painful facial features distorted to look at the person sitting on the ground hugging him, Gu Yeqi's eyelashes were still a little wet, he circled Xia Kaiwen from behind, his eyes were full of worry, and asked, "Are you okay, does it hurt? "
"No pain."
Gu Yeqi looked at Xia Kaiwen, as if the 17-year-old Xia Kaiwen overlapped with his current appearance, and he seemed to see Xia Kaiwen who was calm about everything again.
Gu Yeqi's face was buried in the night, Xia Kaiwen couldn't see his expression clearly, Gu Yeqi's voice sounded in the night: "I'll take you back."
Gu Yeqi made him feel greedy, wanting to hug her all the time.But the other party didn't give him such an opportunity, Gu Yeqi helped him up, walked out of the school gate, and stuffed himself into his sports car.
Speechless all the way.
When he arrived at his house, Gu Yeqi took off his windbreaker and hung it on the door, put on slippers and walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and took out a can of milk, poured it into a glass and put it in the microwave to heat it.
Everything is so natural.
Gu Yeqi wore a thin black turtleneck sweater, his body was different from his youth, even though he looks thinner now, he has strength.When the arm was slightly bent, the muscles arched to support the sweater.
Xia Kaiwen watched quietly, and the western clock in the living room rang until the ninth struck.Gu Yeqi put the milk on the coffee table, Xia Kaiwen focused his eyes on the milk, then looked up, then looked up at Gu Yeqi, the two eyes collided.
Gu Yeqi said: "Drink, go to bed early, I'm leaving first."
Xia Kaiwen was still looking at him, unable to move his eyes away.Gu Yeqi looked away, turned around and walked to the entrance.
"Qiqi."
The man called him aggrievedly.
The dusty memory burst out a crack from the depths of his heart, and then, like a volcanic eruption, the surface of the earth shattered everywhere, and hot magma surged wantonly all over his body.
Gu Yeqi is too familiar with this feeling of being burned by memory and hurt by burning pain.
So familiar that Gu Yeqi thought he was still in that place full of white.
Seeing his call, Xia Kaiwen made Gu Yeqi stop in place, and he stepped forward and called again: "Qiqi?"
Gu Yeqi frowned, as if in pain, Xia Kaiwen put his shoulder on his shoulder worriedly, Gu Yeqi regained his composure, smiled wryly, and said, "We shouldn't meet again."
"I know."
Gu Yeqi left.
Only the milk on the coffee table is still warm.
Xia Kaiwen's palm still had the warmth of the other person's body. He opened the door and ran out in a daze. Gu Yeqi was still waiting for the elevator. Xia Kaiwen held his hand, his voice trembling: "Can you forgive me?"
Gu Yeqi's vision blurred again, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, his lips trembling.
Winter 2009
Teenagers, especially boys, are definitely unwilling to wear too much in winter, and the two of them are no exception.The winter in Hangzhou is extremely cold, and the wind blows by the West Lake, which makes Xia Kaiwen's face hurt.
He asked: "You can smoke and drive, Gu Yeqi, you really have a lot of hidden skills?"
The wind blowing by the lake, Gu Yeqi replied: "I can cook."
Xia Kaiwen looked at the person in front of him. Ever since he slept with him, Gu Yeqi had an inexplicable aura about him. It was okay when he was wearing school uniforms, but he felt bigger than himself when he put on his own clothes. A few years old, with long eyebrows and eyes, very handsome and beautiful.
Gu Yeqi was a little embarrassed by Xia Kaiwen's eyes, he turned his head away and said, "What are you looking at?"
Xia Kaiwen narrowed his eyes and said, "Why do you look so mature?"
Gu Yeqi didn't know how to answer this question, and Xia Kaiwen said thoughtfully, "Obviously I am older than you."
Gu Yeqi: "The mental age is more mature than you."
Xia Kaiwen: "..."
The emotions of the day were swept away, and Xia Kaiwen felt that as long as he saw Gu Yeqi, he would be in a good mood.
Tonight's Gu Yeqi looked like he hadn't seen him for a long time. It was the overbearing and provocative look when they first met.
This made him think back, since when did Gu Yeqi become cautious around him, restraining his original appearance?
Gu Yeqi approached him and hugged him.
The warm body embraced him, and waves of warmth passed from Gu Yeqi's body, making Xia Kaiwen hug him back instinctively.
"Is it still cold?"
"It's better, you're so warm."
Gu Yeqi smiled and hugged Xia Kaiwen tightly.He said, "I don't want to embarrass you."
Xia Kaiwen patted the back of his head and said, "Just make a show and send them away first, right?"
"Ah."
Xia Kaiwen said: "Then we have to pretend to be decent. You'd better be as strong as you were before. Beat whoever provokes you. Don't be like a little daughter-in-law behind my ass. Be your Jiangcheng boss .”
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☆、Chapter 10
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☆、Chapter 11
Winter 2019
When Gu Yeqi opened his mouth, his voice was no longer as confident as when he was young, but softly said: "Does your chest hurt?"
Xia Kaiwen held his hand tightly, and his emotions couldn't stop pouring out. He said, "It hurts, it hurts to death."
Gu Yeqi closed his eyes, and he said, "liar."
Xia Kaiwen hugged Gu Yeqi vigorously, he said: "I know you have had a hard time these years, I want to come and see you, but I'm scared, I'm so scared."
If it was ten years ago, Gu Yeqi would cherish this hug with his life, but now he seems to feel nothing, his head is empty, Xia Kaiwen's expression is so true, so moving, Gu Yeqi not only Empty, the heart is also empty.
The elevator opened, Gu Yeqi pushed Xia Kaiwen away and walked into the elevator.Xia Kaiwen was stunned, and the elevator door gradually closed.
Gu Yeqi lit a cigarette in the car, but didn't smoke it. The butt of the cigarette grew longer, and he trembled, his cheeks turned from hot to cold, and his eyes in the rearview mirror were full of water, and his eyelids were lowered.
It turns out that it is not empty, but the reflection arc is longer.
He checked his phone, and his assistant Jessica had already booked him a flight back to London for tomorrow night.
Sleepless all night.
Xia Kaiwen allowed himself to go to bed later on weekends, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. He always thought of the past and Gu Yeqi.
If he hadn't been ignorant back then, it would have been fine.
Xia Kaiwen tossed and turned, wishing to punch himself, he was angry with himself, and felt helpless at the same time.
Looking at the phone, at six o'clock in the morning, I received a WeChat message, which was a link from Shen Linlin.The page turned out to be a wedding invitation.Xia Kaiwen sent a question mark, and Shen Linlin replied immediately: At least there was a relationship.Save face.
Xia Kaiwen: I will go next time.
Shen Linlin: I sent it to Gu Yeqi.
Now it was Xia Kaiwen's turn to be startled, and his typing speed doubled: "Have you been in touch with him?"
Shen Linlin: I lost contact with him before, but I added him later, and he passed.
Kevin Xia: When?
Shen Linlin: Three years ago.
Xia Kaiwen: ...Why didn't you tell me?
Shen Linlin: Smile emoj, why should I tell you?
Xia Kaiwen: ...Why do you want to contact him?
It took Shen Linlin a long time to reply: I was extremely extreme in my high school adolescence, and I did a lot of irreparable wrong things. The one who makes me feel sorry and can't forget is only you.
Xia Kaiwen didn't reply anymore, but Shen Linlin sent several messages in succession:
You two were a bit of a jerk before, but looking back, I was also at fault, and what I did later was even more of a jerk.I think we all owe each other an apology, so...
After I apologized to him, he called me, his voice was very peaceful, and he told me that it was over and we had grown up.
Gu Yeqi's voice was quite different from before, it was much gentler.He chatted with me for a while and went to work.He should be running a family business now, but he was an invisible rich man in our class at that time.
Shen Linlin went on to talk a lot. In fact, they have kept in touch with each other in the past three years. The frequency is not high, but they will send blessings to each other every year and festival. Gu Yeqi even sent her a Christmas present from London.Xia Kaiwen slid up slowly, carefully reading the message sent by the other party, as if he was recalling with Shen Linlin.
He himself missed too much, and he complained and mourned himself there for ten years, and blamed himself for ten years, but he didn't have the courage to take the initiative to find the other party.Maybe Gu Yeqi has been waiting for herself?Thinking of this, Xia Kaiwen asked: Does he have a lover?
Shen Linlin: No.Where did you hear he had it.
Kevin Xia: Are you sure?I saw a picture of a woman's back.He is on ins.
Shen Linlin: That's his mother, she's a fairy.
...Yes, he remembered, he had met Gu Yeqi's mother, she was a great beauty.Gu Yeqi's eyes are his mother who inherited him.Xia Kaiwen fell into deep thought, and Shen Linlin sent another message: He replied to me and will come to my wedding.
Xia Kaiwen: I will come too.
Shen Linlin: Dress handsomely, but don't be more handsome than my husband.
Xia Kaiwen: Let the ex-boyfriends come to the wedding, just to embarrass your husband?
Shen Linlin: Tsundere emoj, if I don’t show him the looks of my ex-boyfriends, he won’t feel a sense of crisis. I want him to treasure me from the bottom of his heart.
Xia Kaiwen couldn't laugh or cry, but his heart became more and more determined.
For the ten years they missed, he wanted to make up for Gu Yeqi, and make up for everything they missed during the ten years they separated.
Xia Kaiwen finished drinking the milk on the coffee table, tidied up and set off for Yintai to pick out a suitable suit for himself.
Shen Linlin is very good at choosing a place. In a four-star hotel (Gaojisi Hotel) beside Nanshan Road, Nanshan Road is very beautiful at night. The plane trees on both sides of the road are wrapped with lake-blue colored lights, forming a dense galaxy. , and looking into the hotel with a little footstep, you can see the most beautiful appearance of West Lake at this time.The hotel has the highest two floors and is built near the lake, which is unique.The layout is more like an exquisite and elegant garden by the lake.The wedding arrangement was in line with Xia Kaiwen's aesthetics. Shen Linlin and her husband greeted the guests at the entrance, and the couple's faces were filled with happy smiles.Xia Kaiwen walked, and Shen Linlin recognized him at a glance. Xia Kaiwen opened his arms, and Shen Linlin also opened his arms. The two hugged each other slightly, polite and friendly. Shen Linlin introduced her husband to Xia Kaiwen. Feeling the hostility, he shook hands with Xia Kaiwen, Xia Kaiwen smiled politely, and walked in.
"Yeqi, you're here."
Shen Linlin exclaimed, as if she was shouting for someone, Xia Kaiwen turned her head suddenly. Unlike the previous hug between them, Shen Linlin even stood on tiptoe and hugged Gu Yeqi. She, at the same time, smiled at her husband.This time, instead of feeling jealous, her husband found the man's behavior comfortable and appropriate.
After the hug, Gu Yeqi's assistant Jessica handed over a bottle of champagne and said, "I came back in a hurry this time. I didn't bring anything. I'll make up for it in a few days."
Gu Yeqi raised his head, just in time to meet Xia Kaiwen's gaze, he immediately looked away, Xia Kaiwen was a little disappointed, turned and walked inside.Most of the guests arrived, and the venue became lively. Xia Kaiwen was about to go to the bar to order a drink, but he heard someone calling him: "Kevin."
When he turned his head, Gu Yeqi was among the crowd, the garden lights were on, the symphony orchestra played romantic violin music, and the guests started dancing in groups. The pure Western-style wedding was much less restrained.Xia Kaiwen jumped over the dancing crowd and came to Gu Yeqi.
Standing in front of him, all the thousands of words Xia Kaiwen wanted to say turned into one sentence: "Dancing?"
Gu Yeqi looked at him, his eyes shifted, he slowly stretched out his hand, Xia Kaiwen just wanted to hold it, but was interrupted by Jessica. Jessica smiled at him politely, and then whispered a few words to Gu Yeqi. Gu Yeqi regained his expression, and he said: "I have something to go back to London, take care."
Gu Yeqi turned and left, Xia Kaiwen wanted to chase after him, but Jessica stood in front of him and said, "Mr. Xia."
Xia Kaiwen ignored it, continued to chase Jessica or stopped him, and the other party's tone became more serious: "Please leave himalone."
He had never met Jessica before, and the hostility shown by this woman was unusually large. He asked, "Have we met?"
Jessica: "I've seen your picture, it's on his desk."
"He recovered with difficulty. I don't want him to go to the hospital again."
Hearing the word hospital, he asked in confusion, "Hospital? What's wrong with him?"
Jessica turned from vaguely angry to sneer: "You don't know."
The two of them obviously disturbed the dancing crowd, and Jessica turned away.Shen Linlin had already changed into a dress, and she handed Xia Kaiwen a glass of champagne.Xia Kaiwen took it, and they left the dance floor and walked to the lake, Xia Kaiwen asked: "Ye Qi was ill, did you know?"
Shen Linlin glanced at him, Xia Kaiwen knew, he closed his eyes and said weakly: "How come I don't know anything."
"I only found out about it a few months ago, and when I asked him later, he didn't want to say more. I saw that another follower on his ins is my friend's psychologist, who is also in London, and then I asked him to help find out. gone."
Xia Kaiwen took a sip of champagne, Shen Linlin sat down on the corridor, and said: "He has been in a nursing home for two years and has been seeing a psychiatrist since then. He recovered about a year ago, but he still sees a psychiatrist once a month."
Xia Kaiwen sat down slowly, bent his straight body, and put the wine glass in Shen Linlin's hand. He didn't exhale for a long time, and he didn't start breathing until he sat on the stone bench completely.
"No wonder, no wonder he cried when he saw me..."
"He didn't like to cry before. He used to be very confident. He beat anyone who provoked him. The violent ones, now, now..."
Xia Kaiwen covered his face and said no more. Shen Linlin called a car for him. When the two said goodbye, Xia Kaiwen said to her: "Happy newlyweds."
☆、Chapter 12
Spring 2010
The third year of high school is an extremely important year in one's life. According to Xia Kaiwen's grades, he should be able to enter the top 10 universities in the country.After dinner, they waited for evening self-study at the corner of the long corridor with few people. Xia Kaiwen also took an English book to recite the text. Gu Yeqi waited for him to recite the text before leaning over. Xia Kaiwen took a can of iced cola and pressed his temple. Gu Yeqi said, "Have you got a headache again?"
Xia Kaiwen opened the can and took a big gulp: "A little bit. How is your homework done?"
Gu Yeqi turned his head, and he raised the corners of his mouth and said, "Don't worry about it. I've already made up my mind. Just study 211 in the city where your target university is located, and concentrate on being the man behind you after graduation. You continue to study hard, I support you."
Xia Kaiwen immediately spit out a mouthful of Coke, Gu Yeqi took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped his mouth, Xia Kaiwen was still choking, tears flew out, Gu Yeqi was startled: "You don't have to be so moved, do you?"
Xia Kaiwen slapped his head away from him, and said angrily, "I just choked into my trachea!"
Gu Yeqi was very confident that Xia Kaiwen must have been choking because he was moved. He whistled happily, and the eyes of the girls in the next class all turned to this. Gu Yeqi said, "Go to my house after evening self-study?"
Xia Kaiwen reached out to touch his butt from behind, Gu Yeqi resisted the urge to kiss him, but raised his jaw slightly.
(H'spart——ao3)
When they walked out of the toilet, Shen Linlin was standing at the door, Xia Kaiwen was stunned and said, "What are you doing standing there?"
Shen Linlin glanced at the two of them, and she said to Gu Yeqi, "What's on your neck?"
"Nothing," Gu Yeqi replied, and then said: "The evening self-study has started, let's go back to the classroom first."
Xia Kaiwen followed behind Gu Yeqi, Shen Linlin grabbed his sleeve, and Gu Yeqi also stopped, Shen Linlin glanced at the two of them, emotion flooded her face, she said bitterly to Xia Kaiwen: "When did it start? !"
Gu Yeqi subconsciously stood in front of Xia Kaiwen, and instinctively put on a fierce face, but when he saw the tears in Shen Linlin's eyes, he slowly pulled Xia Kaiwen's sleeve out of Shen Linlin's hand, and said softly: "I'm not talking about this now. Time. Wait until school is over, okay?"
Shen Linlin sniffed, and she said, "I don't want to hear it."
Xia Kaiwen stretched out his hand to pull her back, but Gu Yeqi stopped him: "Let's chat with her after school."
"What if he tells others? It's too late to talk to her after school."
"Didn't you see her expression just now, she won't say it."
"How do you know she won't? We talked to her two times before and after. When you dumped him, she asked you if it was because of me, and then you denied it. Now that she is caught, if she wants to What are you going to do to get revenge on us?!"
Xia Kaiwen has never said such a long sentence before, and his tone was fierce and urgent. Gu Yeqi saw through his heart and sneered: "Are you so afraid that others will know that you are with me?"
"Is this the time to say this?"
Kevin Xia was impatient.
Gu Yeqi looked at him sadly, Xia Kaiwen turned around and walked back to the classroom.
Their seats had already been separated. Xia Kaiwen planned to do his science homework during evening self-study, but Gu Yeqi's sad eyes kept circling in his mind, so he didn't finish his homework until after school.Shen Linlin's dissatisfaction lay in ambush again, and he became manic.
Xia Kaiwen packed his schoolbag, looked in the back seat, and saw that Gu Yeqi was no longer there.He went downstairs quickly, but at the school gate, he met classmates all looking at him. Xia Kaiwen was still thinking about what was going on. A car stopped in front of him, and Xia Kaiwen got into the back seat.Gu Yeqi was still wearing the school uniform, Xia Kaiwen said, "Aren't you afraid of being checked by the traffic police?"
Gu Yeqi didn't answer, Xia Kaiwen closed his eyes, intending to squint for a while, and arrived downstairs at his house in 5 minutes.After arriving home, Gu Yeqi said to Xia Kaiwen: "Have you checked the campus network?"
Xia Kaiwen warmed up two cups of milk, handed one to Gu Yeqi, and said, "Why are you looking at that?"
The milk scalded Gu Yeqi, and a blister formed on the pad of the middle finger.Xia Kaiwen was about to drink, when he realized something, he suddenly put down the milk and turned on his phone to access the campus network.The text and photos sent by the anonymous person were boldly hanging on the homepage. Xia Kaiwen clicked on the photo, and then the phone fell to the ground.
Before Gu Yeqi could speak, Xia Kaiwen yelled loudly: "This is what you said, she wouldn't say it? If you didn't stop me, maybe you could have avoided such a thing, but why did you stop me at that time, la Stop me? Did you stop me because you were jealous of me talking to other girls!"
"Now, almost until tomorrow, everyone in the school will know about the two of us. At that time, I will go to the principal's office again to call the parents. My dad will definitely send me to another place...Me!..."
Gu Yeqi has always been impatient on campus.
He is self-confident, domineering, and unambiguous. The open and equal ideological education at home endowed him with an extremely rich emotion and sense of security. Whether it is money or spirit, his parents provided him with everything he needed, so he can be so strong , both physically and psychologically.
But in front of Xia Kaiwen, he has always lacked love.
He is jealous, he is jealous, he is concerned about gains and losses, he is confident and arrogant in foreign clothes, and he looks like a bad boy, all of which stem from his lack of confidence in himself in front of Xia Kaiwen.But even so, he chose to protect Xia Kaiwen when he was in the principal's office for the first time.Because he was more afraid of losing Xia Kaiwen than the school's punishment and his parents' reprimand (although his parents did not reprimand him).Besides, he was right, he was the one who broke the boundary first and approached Kevin on his own initiative.He likes Xia Kaiwen so much that Xia Kaiwen will have such terrible emotions as jealousy.So Gu Yeqi made a decision at that time, he wanted to continue with Xia Kaiwen, and no one could stop him.
Xia Kaiwen also likes him, he knows it.
It's not that he hasn't struggled with the delicate relationship between the two of them in the past two years, but after struggling again and again, he still chooses the reason that makes him happy to convince himself.In the third year of high school, he knew that Xia Kaiwen's goal was to be 10 in the top 985, or even a school in the top 5.He even has plans for their future.They are almost free.
However, Xia Kaiwen, who was standing in front of him at this moment, seemed to tear up the future that Gu Yeqi himself had woven for them with his own hands.
Gu Yeqi stared at him blankly, without saying a word.Xia Kaiwen couldn't control his emotions, Gu Yeqi's silence made him more and more manic, Shen Linlin's revenge swept away his rationality.And thinking of the instigator who caused all this, he had a strong desire for revenge. He glared at Gu Yeqi condescendingly: "The plan you told me today is impossible to happen, Gu Yeqi, what are you thinking? Can you marry me?" Give it to me? We are two men. As far as I know, there is no legal same-sex marriage in China. Do you still think that the two of us will live like this for the rest of our lives? How can I explain to my dad? He must break my leg if he knows What about your family? Can your parents accept it? Stop dreaming!"
Without giving Gu Yeqi a chance to fight back, Xia Kaiwen continued to be aggressive: "I know your family is rich, so what if you have money, we are two independent individuals, have you asked me about our future plans? Just like this I said I still hope that my two tears will be grateful?!"
Gu Yeqi stood up and gave Xia Kaiwen a hard punch, which blindfolded Xia Kaiwen for a few seconds. Xia Kaiwen spat out a mouthful of blood, and the pain brought him back to his sanity. He lay down on the ground, Gu Ye Qi stood, trembling all over.
……
☆、Chapter 13
Winter 2020
Xia Kaiwen recalled the past, and recalled that night, when Gu Yeqi knocked down him who was mad, he was the one who hurt, but it was Gu Yeqi who was trembling.I don’t know where I saw a sentence: Lucky people are healed by childhood all their lives, and unlucky people are healed their childhoods all their lives.For Xia Kaiwen, this sentence really hit the nail on the head.If he had grown up in an environment full of barriers, would he be as powerful and strong as Gu Yeqi?Know that even if the person you love is a weak person, you will continue to love firmly, and go all the way to the dark.
Only when people have experienced society and become sensible can they understand how precious and pure the person who loved you wholeheartedly in school days is.
Xia Kaiwen bought a ticket to London that night and rushed to the airport.He hadn't been to Europe yet, so he checked the flight time and booked first class.After boarding the plane and taking his seat, he changed into his slippers, and when he was about to close his eyes and rest his mind, Gu Yeqi walked in, and the seat was next to him.Xia Kaiwen stared at him blankly, Gu Yeqi seemed to be used to seeing him these few days, and his reaction was not as big as before, but he was slightly surprised, and then sat down in his seat.
As the plane took off, he had a momentary tinnitus.Gu Yeqi closed his eyes and began to take a nap.Xia Kaiwen had never flown such a long distance before, and he fell asleep within an hour. It was the sound of the stewardess pushing the dining car that woke him up.The dining car had already passed him, and he wanted to raise his hand to signal, but he saw that a meal had been placed beside him.
Xia Kaiwen subconsciously looked to the side, Gu Yeqi was typing on a Mac.He asked, "Did you order for me?"
Gu Yeqi paused for a moment, hummed, and said nothing.Xia Kaiwen thought of his assistant Jessica, looked around but didn't see her, and asked, "Where's your beautiful assistant?"
Gu Yeqi concentrated on looking at the computer, processing documents, her voice became cold: "She is in business class."
Xia Kaiwen: "Oh."
Gu Yeqi didn't intend to take the initiative to talk to him, so Xia Kaiwen had to chat awkwardly aside, it was him who raised the topic, and whether Gu Yeqi answered it all depended on his mood.About an hour later, Gu Yeqi let out a breath, closed the mac, Xia Kaiwen handed over a Coke, Gu Yeqi was stunned, blocked his hand and said, "I won't drink, thank you."
"Oh……"
Xia Kaiwen whimpered beside him like a wounded puppy, Gu Yeqi turned his head away and said, "I quit sugar recently."
Xia Kaiwen's eyes lit up: "Quit sugar? Why do you want to quit sugar? I remember you like sweets very much."
Gu Yeqi: "Manage your body."
Xia Kaiwen: "You have a pretty good figure."
Gu Yeqi: "I'm getting fat."
Xia Kaiwen: "That's called predictable."
Gu Yeqi frowned beautifully, as if he had obvious rejection of this language, his eyes suddenly sharpened: "Are there any women who are interested?"
Xia Kaiwen was stunned, Gu Yeqi had turned his head away, he hesitated to speak, it was really not appropriate to talk on the plane.The time on the plane was extremely long, he looked at his watch, and only three hours had passed, but Gu Yeqi ignored him, and he had nothing to do, so he had to use his mobile phone to watch the movie he downloaded.So dead or not are still romance movies, watching his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys hurts.And the person he loves still refuses to communicate with him, which makes Xia Kaiwen very sad.
He felt that he had to do something, but at this moment he had no idea, and the stewardess came over to deliver drinks. He didn't ask for it himself, but the stewardess offered to give him and Gu Yeqi a glass of chardonnay each.Xia Kaiwen took a sip of his wine and said, "What did you order for me?"
Gu Yeqi didn't respond to him.
After drinking, he felt a little hot in his body, but also a little sleepy. He planned to sleep for a while, but he didn't expect to sleep at Heathrow Airport.
It was snowing heavily in London.
He didn't bring a few clothes, let alone a thick coat. His nose was red from the cold, and he didn't know where to go. He followed behind Gu Yeqi. Gu Yeqi walked neither fast nor slow, and he suddenly turned around. , came over, took off his scarf and gave it to Xia Kaiwen, and wrapped it tightly around him.Xia Kaiwen thought he was so cold that he had no sense of smell, but the moment Gu Yeqi approached him, he was still surrounded by the pleasant smell of the other party, like a scarf with Gu Yeqi's body temperature, fragrant and warm .
Jessica had already stopped the cab and waited outside the airport. She saw Xia Kaiwen becoming hostile again. After Gu Yeqi got into the car, she stopped Xia Kaiwen and said, "Mr. .”
"Kris?" Xia Kaiwen asked softly, Gu Yeqi said: "Let him come up, Jess."
Jessica glared at him, and Xia Kaiwen got his wish.
The cab arrived at Gu Yeqi's residence, and Xia Kaiwen followed him like a follower, but Jessica wanted to stop him, but Gu Yeqi said to her: "It's getting late, we have a meeting tomorrow, go back and rest early."
Jessica: "Kris!"
Gu Yeqi stopped her and said, "That'senough.Pleasegohomeandhaveagoodrest.wehaveabigdayahead."
Jessica softened and could only leave angrily.
Xia Kaiwen's face was blurred by Xuejiafeng, and he immediately entered the room.Warmth enveloped him, and the pleasant smell of incense spread in the air, warming up his whole body.Gu Yeqi went to the fireplace, set up wood and lit the fire.The room instantly became much brighter.Xia Kaiwen looked around and said, "Do you live alone?"
Gu Yeqi fiddled with the firewood: "Yes. Sometimes parents will come to stay for a few days."
Xia Kaiwen: "It's so big, it's bigger than where I live."
Gu Yeqi: "It's okay."
Xia Kaiwen walked to Gu Yeqi's side and sat on the floor. Gu Yeqi rarely took the initiative to speak: "Are you hungry?"
Kevin Xia: "What do you have"
Gu Yeqi: "I'll go to the kitchen to have a look."
Xia Kaiwen: "Forget it, I won't eat. I'm either very hungry, or just a little bit greedy."
Gu Yeqi got up and walked to the kitchen. Xia Kaiwen followed him with his eyes. He saw Gu Yeqi turn on the light, rummaged through the refrigerator, and took two eggs and a small steak.Ignite the fire, put in the oil, and beat the eggs, all in one go.
In less than 10 minutes, Gu Yeqi came over with a tray, bent down and handed it to him, saying: "Everything is complete in the room on the first floor, go to sleep after eating."
Xia Kaiwen took the plate, and simply added two egg whites and egg yolks with a piece of steak topped with tomato sauce and sprinkled with chopped parsley, which made people want to eat very much.He asked, "Aren't you going to eat?"
Gu Yeqi shook his head and said, "I'm going upstairs."
The moment he turned around, Xia Kaiwen held his hand and said, "Kris, I named you."
Gu Yeqi stopped, his hand was so cold, the cold Xia Kaiwen wanted to completely cover his palm, and Gu Yeqi's words were no longer enthusiastic, he was indifferent to him, the cold Xia Kaiwen's chest was stuffy .
"That doesn't mean anything."
"I know...I just, i just want to apologize."
Gu Yeqi said: "I'm tired, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it tomorrow."
The crackling fire in the fireplace heated Xia Kaiwen's face, he grabbed Gu Yeqi's hand tightly and said, "I miss you very much, I always miss you very much."
Gu Yeqi sighed, he squatted down, looked at Xia Kaiwen and said, "I'm very tired, let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?"
Xia Kaiwen lowered his eyes and lowered his head, looking very well-behaved, just like before, Gu Yeqi's heart was soft at that moment, and the surge of love made him uncontrollably kiss Xia Kaiwen's hair.
"We will talk tomorrow, all right"
Xia Kaiwen raised his head, and he nodded. Gu Yeqi's eyes were so tender that they seemed to overflow with water, and those eyes were full of twinkling stars.Xia Kaiwen couldn't help but said, "Kiss me once, and I'll be good."
Gu Yeqi didn't kiss him, but just rubbed his hair, and went upstairs.
Xia Kaiwen ate the snacks that Gu Yeqi made for him. After his stomach was full, he felt sleepy. He opened the door of the guest room on the first floor. The room was fully equipped and spotless.
After meeting the person he loves, he was in such a good mood that he fell asleep until eleven in the morning. When he walked out of the room, he saw a Filipino maid cleaning. Seeing him awake, the Filipino maid came over and said, "Mr. , Lunch is ready, please wash up and eat."
Xia Kaiwen nodded, and he asked, "Where's Kris?"
Filipino maid: "Mr. Gu said he will be home at about six o'clock in the evening. If you feel bored, he asked me to send a driver to take you out to visit famous attractions in London."
The sumptuous western food cooked by the Filipino maid was not to his liking, but Xia Kaiwen still finished the plate politely. When the Filipino maid brought the soufflé, Xia Kaiwen refused: "No thanks, I'm full. Lunch is delicious."
"Okay sir. Need a driver to take you out?"
Xia Kaiwen shrugged his shoulders and said, "why not"
"But he has to take me to the department store first. It's too cold in London. I don't have enough clothes to keep me warm."
"Mr. Gu chose two sets of clothes for you. They are upstairs in the closet room. Please follow me."
Xia Kaiwen was surprised, he went upstairs with the Filipino maid.When I came to the closet room, it was about [-] square meters, and the clothes were sorted and hung according to the season.At this time, there are two sets of well-matched clothes hanging by the full-length mirror, and there are even clothes
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