Bamboo horse and bamboo horse grow up together

Yu Wen was a little angry. At night, he asked Yang Fan why he told Han Yu about them. Yu Wen asked Yang Fan if he had thought about the consequences. If Han Yu found out that Yang Fan was a person with a physical defect, he would just find an actor. What if Yang Fan is replaced?What if Han Yu publicizes this incident and Yang Fan and Yu Wen are despised by everyone?

Yang Fan said that he is a good director, different from others.Yang Fan said, recalling what Han Yu said on the train that came to the Northeast.

Han Yu saw the red mark under Yang Fan's sweater, he looked at Yang Fan, looked at the residual temperature under the car window, and asked Yang Fan: "You?"

Yang Fan didn't feel anything wrong, and replied normally: "This is my friend." But Yang Fan didn't know that the man in front of him was not only a director, but also a master's degree proficient in psychology.After Han Yu finished directing as an undergraduate, he always felt that he could not express the delicate emotions of characters through the lens, so he continued to study psychology and sociology.In Han Yu's eyes, Yang Fan's series of self-deprecating reactions were infinitely magnified.

Han Yu looked into Yang Fan's eyes sincerely, and said something that made Yang Fan tremble all over: "It's human freedom to like whoever you like."

Yang Fan leaned back on the seat and shivered, regretting that he pulled down the collar of his sweater by the window to show Yu Wen the red mark, Han Yu must have seen it.Yang Fan lowered his head, not daring to look up, he was afraid of seeing Han Yu's eyes full of repulsion like everyone else's. Yang Fan thought of the foreman in the factory, the aunt in the cafeteria, and the boys in the Internet cafe. Bring out the contempt.

But Han Yu didn't. Yang Fan happily told Yu Wen about what happened on the train that day, and the words that made Yang Fan tremble, "Whoever you like is a person's freedom." Yu Wen repeated Han Yu's words, freedom, human freedom.

That night, Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan sat on the kang and came to a conclusion. Someone ridiculed them before because they had never read a book, so they had no knowledge. Without knowledge, they naturally didn't know who they liked was human freedom.But Han Yu is different. Han Yu has read books, and he knows the truth of things, so he understands that whoever he likes is a person's freedom.Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan recalled that day when they searched for information in an Internet cafe. On a website, they were all answered by experts. They were half-ignorant and believed that only experts could understand their affairs.

At that time, Yang Fan and Yu Wen were still children, they came up with answers illogically, and naively decided that they would live with educated people in the future, only educated people could understand them.

When I was young, I always saw absolutes when looking at things. Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan forgot that there is always an absolute in everything in the world, and not all scholars in the world will see them equally.When uneducated people hear about their affairs, they will only talk about them, and they will not spread far, and will not make a scene known to everyone.But scholars are different. Not only do they have mouths, but they also have a pen that is stronger than a steel cannon.

It doesn't matter, Yu Wen Yang Fan will grow up one day to see this kind of power.Time is still to come.

Yang Fan gradually adapted to the work of the crew. After reading the script repeatedly, he still didn't understand the script, but he had a kind of aura in him. After Han Yu explained it on the spot and demonstrated it a little bit, Yang Fan could perform it according to the script.

After work was over, Yang Fan went to Han Yu with the script. He wanted to ask the director a question, a question that had been in his heart for a long, long time, and he didn't dare to open his mouth to ask.

"You said that the hero's family in this book is not bad. He has parents, grandparents, grandparents, and everything. Why does he insist on seeing a wolf he has never seen before and committing suicide on the road? gone."

After listening to Yang Fan's question, Han Yu sighed, rested his cheeks and said mournfully, "You are still young, so naturally you don't understand. You will know when you grow up and have the ability."

"What ability?" Yang Fan asked.

"The ability to understand the pain of others."

"The ability to understand the pain of others?" Yang Fan repeated Han Yu's words.

"Yes, some people are born with this ability, but some people need to go through the changes of the world to have it, and some people will never have this ability in this life."

Yang Fan stood upright, thinking carefully about Han Yu's words, Han Yu looked at Yang Fan sincerely and said: "In your eyes, fear, fragility, uneasiness, all the edge feelings of adolescents, I can see them in your eyes Interpret it, but you don't have it, you say you grew up alone, but you don't have the imprint of suffering." Han Yu shook his head as he spoke, expressing that Yang Fan couldn't really show the image of the boy in his heart.

Yang Fan smiled, Han Yu's words were too profound, Yang Fan didn't understand, so he could only smile.

"But do you know why I chose you?"

"why?"

"You are very sincere, I have interviewed many actors, you are the only one who did not lie to me, everyone took my script and said they understood this, they understood that, you are the only one who said they did not understand people, so that I can use you to create more images."

Yang Fan looked at Han Yu and listened carefully to Han Yu's words.When Yang Fan came in to ask questions, Han Yu was sitting on the sofa thinking. There was only a faint light on the wall in the whole room. Yang Fan wanted to reach out to turn on the light, but Han Yu stopped him and said, "Don't turn on the light, I want to think."

When Yang Fan left, he looked back at Han Yu. His face was blurred against the dim light. Goosebumps appeared on the frightened Yang Fan's arms, and he came out of Han Yu's room.

Yang Fan pondered what Han Yu said, and Han Yu said that Yang Fan was an honest person, unlike Yu Wen, who opened his mouth to lie.He also said that one tael of sincerity can withstand ten thousand tons of evil.Yang Fan thinks that Han Yu is a very strange person and often says strange things.Yang Fan knew in his heart that not only Yu Wen often lied, but also himself. You know, they have no father and no mother, and they have lived in chaotic alleys for more than ten years. How could they not lie? If they spoke honestly, how could they grow up so big.

Yang Fan looked back at Han Yu's residence and felt that Han Yu was out of tune with everyone. The most common scene Yang Fan saw was that Han Yu was arguing with others in the theater for some lines and some scenes. Follow him.This person is really strange, Yang Fan thought about going back to his residence.

A snowfall interrupted the filming plan. Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan happily ran to roll on the snow. They had never seen such a big snow. There was no place where the snow was swept and they could submerge their calves. All the trees were white, and the house It is also white, the river surface is also white, everything is surrounded by white.Yang Fan happily called Yu Wen over, took advantage of Yu Wen's unpreparedness, kicked the tree trunk suddenly, and then fled quickly, the snow accumulated on the tree trunk vibrated and fell, hitting Yu Wen's head, neck, and shoulders , There was a series of laughter.

Counting Yang Fan's laughter, Yu Wen hugged Yang Fan and threw him on the snow. The snow that was as high as someone's calf collapsed in an instant. Yang Fan was stuck in the snow and couldn't turn over or move. Pull yourself up.

There were two children playing in the snow, and a person smiling knowingly by the stove. Han Yu raised his camera and recorded the few joys he had.Yang Fan's face was pale from the cold, only the tip of his nose was red from the cold, Yu Wen rubbed Yang Fan's face, but the color still remained unchanged, Yang Fan's face didn't have any pimples, it was as tender as a freshly peeled egg.

Yang Fan picked up a handful of snow on the ground, rubbed it on Yu Wen's face, and said, "Freeze off the little peas on your face, it will be slippery." Yu Wen's face was uneven, with pimples and height It was as if they were discussing, and they went out together.

"Don't pretend to be nothing." Yu Wen pointed at Yang Fan's nose and said, the moment he finished speaking, both of them squatted on the snow ground, hammering the snow and laughing, Yu Wen had only been here for a week, and he had already learned to speak Northeast dialect.

Yang Fan and Yu Wen looked at the photos taken by Han Yu on the camera, one after another, their smiles in the photos were almost deformed, and they couldn't help laughing again while looking at the photos.Han Yu wanted to post the photo to his social account, Yang Fan quickly registered an account of his own, and asked Han Yu to check himself when posting, "Will I be popular then?"

They are happier than anyone else in the photo, and it makes people happy to look at them. They don't care about Han Yu's poem with the picture:

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no pedestrians on the road

lack of joy on earth

The snow in the sky is running wild in the world

The people of the world are lost on the ground

Pure white snow, will you see the summer sun

Summer sunshine, can you still see me.

Yang Fan cheerfully reposted the photo. This was the first time he posted a message after registering his account. Yu Wen was the only one who liked it. Although the two were sitting next to each other, they still stared at the computer and replied back and forth.

This is the first time for Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan to celebrate the New Year in the film crew. Those who don’t want to go out to spend money say that they don’t feel well and want to stay and sleep.

The staff all went out to eat, Yu Wen sat on the kang and played cards with Yang Fan, the TV program was snowing, even if he wanted to watch the Spring Festival Gala, he couldn’t watch it, the cards for the two of them were not interesting, Yu Wen put on heavy clothes Tell Yang Fan to go out.

Yu Wen looked up at the sky, not knowing whether it was the reflection of the snow or the lights in the yard, the whole sky was extremely white, Yang Fan stood beside Yu Wen, put his hands into his sleeves, and said quietly: "It's the new year, how old are we?" gone."

"You are seventeen." Yu Wen calculated his age in his mind when he spoke, and he was already 19 years old.

"You're also seventeen, you're the same age as me." Yang Fan stretched out his hand to hold Yu Wen's hand from the bottom, rubbing his thumb back and forth, Yu Wen's hand was really too cold.

"Get out, who's older than you, I've eaten two years longer than you."

Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan leaned against the wall, talking without saying a word, it was too cold outside, untenable, but they still stood in the yard and did not go back, they wanted to watch the fireworks.