Bamboo horse and bamboo horse grow up together

Yu Wen sat on the flyover and cried loudly. Yu Wen didn't know what he was crying for, but it was right to cry anyway, since there was nothing left, he couldn't cry anymore.

Yang Fan stretched out his hand into Yu Wen's palm, and grabbed Yu Wen's hand instead. Yu Wen's palm was cold, and there were still a few drops of tears falling down. Yu Wen stopped crying. He stood up and pulled himself out. hand, back to the trash for money box.

Finding nothing, Yu Wen went to a bar on the street, borrowed a dollar from Xia Xun, who sells alcohol, and put in a coin before the bus got off work, without even saying goodbye to Yang Fan who was standing behind him, Just sitting from one end of the city to the other, this is Yu Wen's first time paying for a bus, and it may be the last time.

Yang Fan watched Yu Wen get on the bus, and the bus drove westward little by little, feeling as empty as the day his mother left. This is his only good friend, and he will never see him again, but it doesn't matter, Yang Fan is used to up.

Yu Wen went to the mental hospital in the suburbs by car, and his father was inside, the gate couldn't get in, and the wall couldn't get in, Yu Wen remembered stomping at the door, but the security guards wouldn't let him in either.

Yu Wen leaned against the wall and slept all night. In the early morning of the next day, he walked to the steamed stuffed bun shop, took two steamed stuffed buns while people put down the steamed stuffed buns to make porridge, and walked to the gate of the mental hospital. There were people moving around in the courtyard wall. , Yu Wen grabbed the railing and wanted to stick his head in to see, but he couldn't find his father. They wore the same clothes, cut the same cropped hair, smiled the same silly, spoke the same nonsense, and behaved erratically.

Yu Wen panicked, his whole body flew into the air, the soles of his feet seemed to be stepping on the abyss, and he would fall if he took a breath, Yu Wen held his breath, scanning everyone back and forth, he had never been so panicked, even if he knew that his father was lost, He was extremely calm, because he could still find it, but this time, his father was among them, and he would never come back.

His father is that idiot who smells bad, has never been in a hurry, always laughs silly, and has a nest of haystacks on his head. Yu Wen doesn't know what it will be like for his father to wash his face, cut his hair, and put on clean clothes. Yu Wen leaned against the wall and yelled Dad, everyone turned their heads to look at him, all their faces overlapped together, they were all smiling silly at him, but Yu Wen cried.

Yu Wen closed his eyes, squeezed out the tears from his eyes, and got down from the fence, nothing left, why didn’t he go crazy, there were strips of white mental illness clothes spinning and expanding in his mind, his brain seemed to be taken out by someone Rubbing and creaking on the concrete floor, Yu Wen felt that his brain volume had expanded to the extreme, and soon there would be an explosion of brain matter, Yu Wen told himself to go back to the gate of the mental hospital and break in. .

Yu Wen hadn't walked a few steps, a warmth extended from the palm of his hand, Yu Wen opened his eyes, it was Yang Fan, he was holding his hand, Xia Xun was standing behind him.

"Go back. It's good for your dad to leave here. You don't have to worry about eating and drinking, and you don't worry about the rain. Go back." Xia Xun said.

"Let's go." Yang Fan pulled Yu Wen back by bus.It was Yang Fan who told Xia Xun that they came here to find Yu Wen.

When Yang Fan's warm palm leaned against his own, Yu Wen felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart. He didn't know how to describe it, as if he had been bestowed, giving him the courage to live again.

Yu Wen spent a whole day in the sun in the bungalow. It was already quite hot in July. Yu Wen remained motionless, letting the sun shine on his body. When he closed his eyes, there was a big red circle imprinted in front of his eyes. This light seemed to be able to penetrate Body, warm your whole body.

The setting sun disappeared below the horizon, Yu Wen's body gradually cooled down, and a warmth came from the palm of his hand again, Yang Fan was struggling to get up, "Get up, let's eat."

Yang Fan's father drove goods at night, and Yu Wen lived with Yang Fan. Yu Wen squatted in the warm water that had been sun-dried during the day, rubbing the ashes on his body vigorously. This was the first time in nine years that he slept on a proper bed.

This is a brand new bed. A few days ago, Uncle Yang whistled and put the bed sawed out in the yard against a big sun full of joy. Yu Wen lay on Yang Fan's small bed with his arms under his head, unable to sleep.What should I do in the future?Although there is no difference between living with a fool on weekdays and living alone, but one person is missing, and the heart is always empty.

This is Yang Fan's home, I can't live here shamelessly, I have to leave at dawn tomorrow, to find a shelter from the wind and rain, or go to the track below, where there are many singers , maybe you can learn a craft, but you can't pick up garbage for a lifetime.Besides, Xia Xun will go to school after this summer vacation, Lord Yan's tavern must be short of work, so he can go to the bar to help.

Yu Wen stared at the window, there was a bright moon outside the window, the miserable light came into the room, it was gloomy, it was the dog days of July, Yu Wen was sweating, but still felt cold, he imagined a thousand pictures of himself in his mind The way out, what to do in the future, what to eat in the future, how to survive, where to earn money, where to pick up garbage, whether to pretend to be disabled and beg, whether to fight for jobs with the crippled on the street, Yu Wen's brain is constantly spinning, Yu Wen Wen felt that there was no difference between the moon last night and the moon tonight, but the moment his father was taken away, the sky collapsed.

Yu Wen lay quietly, the moonlight outside the window shone on his body, Yu Wen felt his palms warm up, Yang Fan turned over and put his hand on Yu Wen's when he was asleep.

Yu Wen looked at Yang Fan, the child in front of him was his refuge card, and every time he got into trouble with Yang Fan, as long as Yang Fan bowed his head and admitted his mistake, and shed a tear from his watery eyes, others would wave his hands and say, forget it.

Yang Fan's hand was very warm, Yu Wen took his cold hand out, closed his eyes and went to sleep, he knew that Yang Fan would let him stay.

Yu Wen got up early in the morning and ran to the garbage dump in the suburbs. He wanted to find the box after box of steel coins he had saved. He could only go to school if he had money. In the huge garbage dump, Yu Wen kept flipping back and forth, throwing away Garbage bag mixed with water with a strange smell fell down, and Yu Wen's body had various smells and colors. Yang Fan followed Yu Wen and helped him search for it. It was the first time he smelled this smell, and it was pungent. The smell poured into the lungs and stomach, causing the stomach to turn upside down, and Yang Fan knelt down on the garbage dump behind and vomited.

Yu Wen's dream of going to school was buried in the garbage dump. Yu Wen didn't get back a penny, and even stained his only remaining clothes. Yang Fan stood behind him, watching Yu Wen rummaging unwillingly. It was full of dirt, he poked Yu Wen lightly and said, "Go back."

After Yu Wen went back, he was beaten up. Uncle Yang grabbed Yu Wen by the collar, punched and kicked, and cursed: "Is my son the same as you? He goes to school. You fucking lead him to the trash." Turn over the trash, get out."

Yu Wen's only piece of clothing was torn, and he wanted to go to the river to wash off the strange smell on his body. This smell reminded him of his father who was imprisoned in a mental hospital. When he soaked in the river, the smell on Yu Wen's body伤口隐隐作痛，余温想起杨帆，他现在搁家里会不会挨揍，但又转念一想，杨叔这么爱他，肯定不会揍他。Yu Wen picked up a stone from the river, threw it into the distance with all his strength, and shouted loudly.

The stone hit four floats on the river before it fell, and Yu Wen had never hit four floats before.