Bamboo horse and bamboo horse grow up together

Yu Wen fished out the clothes in the basin, splashed the water a few times, raised the water in the basin to the top of his head, and poured it down with a splash.

"Damn it, I'm going to die." Yang Fan was shocked by the basin of cold water, and raised another basin of water to splash on Yu Wen's body. The two of them who were exhausted from washing clothes did not know where they came from Strength, vigorously fight water fights.

The summer wind is really strong enough, and the slightly hot wind will dry the washed clothes in a short time. The two sat on the steps and looked at the clothes fluttering on the horizontal bar in front of the building, and slept comfortably next to each other. In the middle of the night, the close-fitting clothes after the water fight were dried by the wind a little bit, leaving a few white marks of sweat stains on the back. "Quick, wake up."

Yu Wen woke up and patted Yang Fan, the two touched the half-dried clothes with sleepy eyes, and staggered up the stairs hand in hand.

Yu Wen rode a bicycle with Yang Fan on the street, but couldn't find a place to work. The sun in the summer morning didn't look so hot, but the strength was all behind, and the backs of the two of them were already soaked in sweat. It's not even noon, and I have no strength.

Yu Wen thought of Lord Yan, and wanted to go to his place to have a look. The place where he lived before was demolished, and Lord Yan opened a bar next to it, which was still the same as before. Lord Yan was not at home, just like before. When summer comes, I go to the south. A store manager I don't know waved his hand and said that there is no shortage of people.

Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan asked each family along the bar street, the more they asked, the more confident they became, they were almost at the end, and no one left them.The two squatted in the corner, looking at the darkening sky, Yang Fan said, "I'm really going to sleep on the street."

"How come, there are several barbecue restaurants and hotels in front of you, go ask again." Yu Wen supported the wall and pulled Yang Fan up, saying: "They are so busy, they must be short of people.

Yang Fan and Yu Wen found a job in a restaurant, serving dishes at the front desk, with food and accommodation included.When you are not busy, you can also go out for a stroll.

Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan went to the Internet cafe to play games while off work. As soon as Yang Fan turned on the computer, he saw a message pushed from the browser: the young director Han Yu committed suicide due to depression.

Yang Fan blinked his eyes, and clicked on the news with trembling fingers, thinking it was some false news that attracted attention, but the news was true, and there was a photo of the police and doctors entering Han Yu's home at the end. Yang Fan had been to his home, It is exactly the same as the background in the photo. Yang Fan helped to paste the blessing on the door of the house with the help of a ladder. The day when the blessing was pasted was already over, but Han Yu always felt that the family was not festive, so he wrote a few blessings himself. Stick it on the door.

Yu Wen sat by the side and flicked the mouse back and forth, looking at each item. During the Chinese New Year, Yang Fan and Yu Wen also received red envelopes from Han Yu. Except for grandpa, no one had ever given them red envelopes during the Chinese New Year. Yu Wen has kept the red envelope until now.

Yang Fan's voice was blocked by the words he hadn't spoken yet, and he frowned and asked back, "What is depression?"

Yu Wen typed these words into the entry. The last time they were so confused to understand a new noun, they still learned about the same kind from themselves.

As the two browsed down bit by bit, it turned out that people not only suffer from diseases, but also fall into the swamp of pain because of their inability to adjust their emotions. They are overwhelmed by pain until they suffocate and choose to die.

Yang Fan never felt that there was anything abnormal about Han Yu. In addition to his serious work on the set, he would often tell jokes to make everyone laugh. The content is: After several months of editing, the movie "Dream Seeking Boy" is finally completed, no regrets.

Yang Fan shivered. It was a movie he acted in during the winter vacation. Yang Fan kept thinking of Han Yu's words. He always felt that every word he said was his last words, but he didn't hear them at that time.

Yang Fan then scrolled down, and there was another piece of news about Yang Fan Yuwen fighting in the snow and Han Yu taking a picture beside him. Yang Fan read the words attached to him carefully: The snow in the sky is rampant in the world, and the people in the world are lost in the world, pure and white The snow, will you see the summer sun, the summer sun, will you still see me.

Yang Fan shivered again, Yu Wen pressed Yang Fan's shoulder and said, "Let's go."

When Yang Fan walked to the door of the Internet cafe, the cold wind from the air conditioner at the door blew on him, and Yu Wen hurriedly pushed Yang Fan away.

Outside is the sun who has just retired from his post in the dog days, still full of power. Yang Fan walked under the sun and asked with a puzzled face: "How can you die if you are in a bad mood?"

"It's not a bad mood, it's depression. Didn't the teacher say that diseases with the word 'disease' are curable diseases, and diseases with the word 'disease' are difficult to treat, like cancer and polio Diseases are difficult to treat, and depression may be the same as them."

"But he's normal. He often tells me a joke to amuse me. How can he be depressed?"

"How can we see this? If we can see it, why do we need a doctor?"

"But I should have found something, he can find us, why can't we find him." Yang Fan said with self-blame and doubt.

Yu Wen remembered the conversation that night. After Han Yu knew the relationship between him and Yang Fan, he looked at Yu Wen firmly and said, "Whoever you like is a person's freedom." It turns out that there are three people in this world who know the secret of Yang Fan and Yu Wen. , Yang Fan, Yu Wen, Han Yu, now, apart from the parties concerned, the only outsider who knows the secret has also left.

"The computer says that living with this disease is more painful."

Yang Fan didn't speak, and continued to walk under the sun. The sweat on his forehead drooped his bangs, and the sweat on his forehead flowed down the corners of his eyes.

Yang Fan was lying on the bed, the fan above his head was buzzing, seemingly working hard to blow the air, but it made no contribution except the noise.

Yu Wen took the ice cream, handed it to Yang Fan, stuffed it into his mouth and said, "Hurry up, it's melted."

Yang Fan opened his mouth and was fed mouthful by Yu Wen. Yu Wen sat cross-legged on the mat, holding a cattail fan up and down to fan the wind. The light in the room moved westward little by little. The originally bright light gradually turned yellow, light pink, The last bit of light refracted from the sky, and the inside of the house turned light blue, blue, and the last bit of light disappeared, and the inside of the house turned into the dark blue of the deep sea.

The two sat quietly like this for an entire afternoon. At first, they were sad about Han Yu's matter. In the end, after accepting the fact of Han Yu's death, they just wanted to be in a daze. Just lie down, lie down with the person you like, don't say a word, let the time pass by the light.

Yang Fan's stomach growled, Yu Wen got up and patted Yang Fan's stomach, pulled him up, and said, "Go, pig spirit, get up and eat."

Yang Fan and Yu Wen sat at a small stall by the road. They originally wanted to leave after eating a bowl of noodles for each person as usual, but today's mood could not be cured no matter how much they ate. The two ordered wine, beer and Drink white wine.

Drinking it into the throat is like burning charcoal. The burning throat is burning, but it is another feeling when it enters the stomach. It is warm and sweating, and the whole body is warmed by the wine. Drinking one cup after another Yang Fan and Yu Wen gradually couldn't see the road in front of him clearly, and the two staggered home with their arms.

The world after drinking is really a wonderful world, where can I see anyone I want to see, Yu Wen saw his father in the mental hospital, Yu Wen shouted, I knew, you are still alive, saying hugging father Turning around, at the same time, Yu Wen also felt that he was being hugged and kissed tightly by his father.

Yang Fan also saw the person he wanted to see, his mother was doing well in the distance, and he had a younger brother, his grandfather was lighting a fire on the stove at home, waiting for Yang Fan Yu Wen to come home for dinner, his father was playing cards on the mahjong table, and he won back A lot of money, holding Yang Fan in circles, Yang Fan was very happy, and kissed his father's bearded cheek.Yang Fan also dreamed of Han Yu, holding the script in his hand, and said earnestly, "Son, you are really talented, you have to work harder in the future." Yang Fan nodded vigorously.

Yu Wen met Yang Fan at the boundary between sobriety and confusion, he called Yang Fan to stop, and asked: "When we grow up, can we still be together?"

Yang Fan nodded and said, "We are together now if we don't have money, but when we have money, we will definitely keep one piece every day."

Yu Wen got up in a daze to find some water, and called Yang Fan to get up to work. Yu Wen saw the red mark on Yang Fan's neck, closed his eyes but couldn't remember what happened last night, but vaguely remembered Yang Fan's conversation with him , asked Yang Fan: "Did you dream of me last night?"

Yang Fan just woke up from sleep, his throat was smoking with thirst, he snatched the water from Yu Wen's hand and gulped it, shaking his head and didn't even have time to say no.

"Oh, then I didn't dream of you either." After speaking, Yu Wen went to work by himself.

When Yu Wen went to work and passed the mirror, he realized that his neck was also flushed with redness. He quickly turned around and ran to the pharmacy outside the door, bought a few medicine patches and stuck them on his neck to block the red marks before returning to the bar.

"Oh, amazing." When Yu Wen walked into the staff room, he saw Yang Fan surrounded by several boys, laughing at the mark on Yang Fan's neck.

"This is with that girlfriend. I usually look honest and friendly, so I have already done it."

"That's right, didn't you say you didn't have a girlfriend when you came here?"

Hahahaha laughter surrounded Yang Fan, and some people reached out to touch the mark on Yang Fan's neck. "Yo, look at the imprint, the person who kissed you has a big mouth, so hard."

Yang Fan blushed so much that he could turn on the dye vat, the more Yang Fan didn't respond, the more he was surrounded by ridicule after sentence.Yang Fan saw Yu Wen at the door. There was a plaster on his neck. Yu Wen was standing at the door. He wanted to go in. The moment he stepped in, someone looked at Yang Fan casually and said, "Without a girlfriend, wouldn't it be a girl?" Men."

Laughter blocked Yu Wen's footsteps, and Yang Fan also smiled and left. The 16-year-old Yang Fan couldn't handle this embarrassing situation with jokes, so he could only smile awkwardly amidst the laughter.

Yang Fan was washing his face in the bathroom, using the force of cold water to cool down his flushed face, Yu Wen appeared behind the door and handed him a towel. "Why didn't you tell me." Yang Fan angrily threw the towel into the basin.

"I thought you'd know it if you saw my neck."

"Where can I look, I can't open my eyes in the morning, so I can go and look at your neck." Yang Fan said, raising his head to show Yu Wen his neck.

"I still have the medicine on it, I'll give you some."

"You used it all, I'll use it again, why, there is no silver 300 taels here, and Zhang San next door has never kissed."

"Don't talk about me, just look at what you did." Yu Wen wanted to remove the plaster on his neck when someone came in, and he hurriedly washed his hands as if nothing had happened. Yang Fan glanced at Yu Wen. Wen, angrily slammed the door and left.

"Take it easy, it's not our door." Yu Wen quickly followed out, reminding Yang Fan in a low voice in the aisle.

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