Goddess she is always on top

Jiang Yan couldn't remember how many times he lost control in the past few days, probably the fourth time, or the fifth time.Ever since she was forcibly injected with drugs, she was always in a hyperactive state, and she lay in bed all day in a daze. Even though she was very tired, she still didn't feel sleepy at all.

When the withdrawal symptoms appeared, she would become extremely irritable and mentally abnormal, and even felt that those doctors in white coats wanted to harm her.Even though she knew in her heart that these people were there to help her calm down, many times her body was not controlled by her own consciousness and became another person.

To be precise, it was another monster, a monster hidden in her heart that could explode at any time.

She has no way to restrain her emotions, but she knows that she must quit drugs, otherwise she will really become a monster in the future, and she doesn't want to become that kind of lunatic.

She knew that the road to drug rehabilitation was painful and collapsed, but she had no choice.

After she learned that she was injected with drugs, she immediately asked Anna to block the news, especially not to let Ning Xi know.

As long as a month, a month, she will stand up again.

Jiang Yan woke up from her chaotic consciousness, she stared blankly at the ceiling, blinked her eyes, and she came alive again.

"You're awake." She heard a voice beside her, which revealed the master's surprise and joy.

"Do you want some water?" Ning Xi took the cup on the bedside table to the pillow, and when he was about to hand the straw to Jiang Yan's mouth, the man waved the cup and threw it on the floor.

The glass that was intact one second, fell into pieces and scattered in every corner of the floor in the next second.

Jiang Yan sat up from the bed, expressionless said: "You go."

"I won't leave." Jiang Yan would say that, Ning Xi was not surprised at all, she refused without thinking.

"I don't want you, get out." Jiang Yan suddenly became irritable, with a fierce expression on his face, and even stretched out his hand to push her, "Get out!"

Ning Xi stared blankly at Jiang Yan's face, then stood up from the floor without saying a word, just when Jiang Yan thought that this person was finally going to be chased away by her, she suddenly bent down and hugged her.

"No matter how much you scold me, I won't leave." Ning Xi's voice was gentle, so gentle that Jiang Yan could hardly hold back the fortress he had just built up in his heart.

Her eyes fell on Ning Xi's arm. Her arm was wrapped with a bandage. She knew without looking that there must be a bloody bite mark. After all, she seemed crazy at the time and just wanted to vent.

Jiang Yan closed his eyes, and a tear fell in his heart, causing ripples.

"I will hurt you."

"I'm not afraid."

Jiang Yan accompanied her through those dark days in Ning Xi's life. Knowing the pain and unspeakable feelings, she would be like a hedgehog, erecting thorns all over her body, desperately stabbing those who wanted to get close, to protect yourself.

Jiang Yan suddenly opened his eyes, she broke away from Ning Xi's arms, pulled her up from the ground, pushed her out of the door halfway, and said again: "I don't want you, get out."

Then he slammed the door shut.

Jiang Yan leaned against the door panel, and gradually slipped from the door panel, his whole body slumped on the ground as if he had been drained.

"Let's go... let's go...it will scare you..." Jiang Yan buried his face in his knees, sobbed softly, repeating these words over and over again.

She wanted Ning Xi to stay. She had been in pain for the past five days, but she didn't dare to let Ning Xi see herself like a monster. Such a self would make Ning Xi feel terrible.

Ning Xi stared at the closed door, she pursed her lips, turned and walked out.

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Jiang Yan didn't know how long she had been sitting in the room, her stomach hurt faintly, and she remembered that she hadn't eaten all day.

Now she doesn't feel hungry most of the time, and only when she is so hungry that she has a stomachache, she wants to have the desire to eat.

Outside the door, she had heard footsteps fading away a long time ago, and knew that Ning Xi had left, but when she opened the door and saw the empty corridor, it was a lie in her heart to say that she was not lost.

This is also good, so as not to face the monster himself.

It was still morning when Ning Xi came, but it was already night now, but to Jiang Yan, her memory was just a night of sleep.

Before she could go downstairs, she heard the voice of Jiang Zhenhai and Uncle Jiang talking, and from a distance, she saw her father's hair had turned gray in just a few days.

"Dad, Uncle Jiang..." Jiang Yan called out, Jiang Zhenhai immediately walked over to help her when he heard it, his eyes were full of concern: "Is your body uncomfortable now?"

Jiang Yan shook his head and said, "I'm hungry."

"Uncle Jiang will make it for you right away!" Uncle Jiang hurriedly responded, trotting towards the kitchen.

The father and daughter sat down on the sofa. When Jiang Zhenhai helped her just now, she felt that her daughter had lost a lot of weight, and her eyes became red with age, "Xiao Yan, it's because Dad didn't protect you well..."

"Dad, don't worry." Jiang Yan tried to force a smile, "I'll be fine."

Jiang Zhenhai held his daughter's hand, with a gloomy look in his eyes, "Don't worry, I won't make it easier for those who hurt you."

The father and daughter were talking in the living room when they suddenly heard the sound of a car engine outside the house, and they both looked towards the door.

After a minute, they saw Ning Xi standing at the door with a luggage bag. Both father and daughter were taken aback. Before Jiang Yan could speak, Jiang Zhenhai said, "Are you okay?"

Ning Xi didn't expect to meet Jiang Zhenhai suddenly, and felt a little apprehensive, but after thinking about it, she felt that she would have to face it sooner or later, she walked in from the door, and said politely: "Uncle Jiang, I'm here to accompany Yanyan. "

In fact, Jiang Zhenhai didn't have a good impression of Ning Xi, especially since Ning Xi's daughter spent money to make her famous. The businessman subconsciously has a kind of idea that interests come first. He was very happy when he heard the news that his daughter broke up with Ning Xi. He thought they could finally draw a clear line, but he didn't expect this person to appear in front of him again.

Immediately his face was not very good-looking, and he said: "No need, there are servants at home to take care of her."

After Jiang Zhenhai said this, the first thing he felt was not from Ning Xi but also that the hand he was holding in his palm was subconsciously clenched and then loosened.

He looked at his daughter in surprise, seeing Jiang Yan pursing his lips without saying a word, as if he understood something.

"Uncle Jiang, I'm worried about the servant taking care of Yanyan, I want to take care of her myself..." Ning Xi looked at Jiang Zhenhai, with a clear hint of pleading in his eyes.

As long as she was ready to take care of Jiang Yan, she would go back to the company to ask Su Zhen for a long vacation in the afternoon. No matter whether Su Zhen agreed or not, she just told her.Then she contacted Director Zhao about quitting the film crew. Director Zhao was very hot-tempered and furious after hearing the news. Even if Ning Xi paid the contract penalty, it was difficult to dispel his anger, and even revealed that he wanted to block her.

In the end, Ning Xi had no choice but to smash the jar, "Director Zhao, whether you say I don't have the spirit of a contract or play big names, I really can't make this scene. My lover needs me now, and I can't leave her alone. I hope you can do it." Forgive me." After that, she bowed deeply to Director Zhao, after all, this matter was her own fault, signing the contract and then breaking the contract, no matter what you say, it doesn't make sense.

Director Zhao originally thought that Ning Xi was poached by other crews or for other reasons. Now that he heard her say that, he thought of his wife again. After thinking about it, most of his anger extinguished. He waved his hand impatiently. "let's go!"

After explaining the things at work, Ning Xi went home to get some daily necessities and a change of clothes. Even if she was kicked out, she was ready to be stalked.

Fortunately, Jiang Zhenhai didn't obstruct her too much, and acquiesced to her staying after a few aggressive words, but Jiang Yan didn't give her a good face.

Ever since they returned to the room, Jiang Yan was sitting on the sofa watching an unknown TV series. She knew that Jiang Yan was not watching a TV series, so her eyes did not fall on the screen, and she was more in a daze.

Ning Xi brought her a plate of fruit, sat down beside her, forked an apple and handed it to her mouth, "Come, take a bite of the apple~"

Only then did Jiang Yan recover from the fugue, she didn't open her mouth to eat, she bit her lip and said nothing, Ning Xi just kept the original posture, didn't mean to urge, but waited quietly.

After a long time, Jiang Yan was defeated. She sighed secretly in her heart and said, "Can you leave me alone?"

Although she was happy to see Ning Xi appearing in front of her again, she would never forget how she looked when her withdrawal symptoms broke out.She bites and doesn't let go, so that Ning Xi gets hurt the first time she sees her. As long as Ning Xi stays with her, she will be hurt a second time, a third time, or even countless times. The image in my heart finally reduced to a lunatic.

"No." Ning Xi put the apple back on the plate, the expression on his face became serious, and his voice revealed strong persistence, "Even if you scold me or beat me, I won't leave , don’t waste your time.”

Jiang Yan turned her head aside, "It's up to you." Anyway, he couldn't persuade her, and she would naturally leave when she got scared.

Ning Xi bent her lips, and she reached out to touch Jiang Yan's face, "I'm going to take a shower, you watch TV for a while, I'll be out soon." At the end, she didn't forget to tell her, "Remember to eat the fruit."

Hearing the sound of the bathroom door closing, Jiang Yan buried his head in his knees, and his body seemed to fall sideways. The smell of Ning Xi still lingered in the air. Smelling that pleasant smell, Jiang Yan felt his heart It also gradually returned to calm.

During this time, Jiang Yan was like a traveler walking in the desert, alone and lonely, even a sandstorm would come from time to time and beat her to pieces.

Now another person appeared in the desert. She reached out her hand and said, "Don't be afraid, I will take you out together."

Ning Xi came out of the bathroom and saw Jiang Yan was still sitting on the sofa, keeping her original posture motionless, she walked over and sat down beside Jiang Yan.

They were so close that Jiang Yan could even smell the scent of shower gel on Ning Xi's body, which was the same as his own.

The fruit in the fruit plate on the table is still the same as before she went to take a bath, and it has not even been touched. Jiang Yan saw her take a few bites at dinner and then did not eat. Now she does not eat the fruit, which made Ning Xi feel a little worried , she once again picked up a piece of fruit and handed it to Jiang Yan's mouth, and said softly: "You didn't eat much at night, eat some fruit."

Jiang Yan shook her head slightly. Perhaps it was a side effect of the toxin. She has no sense of hunger at all now, and even has a tendency to anorexia.

Ning Xi thought for a while, and could only say: "If you don't want to eat, then I will feed you myself."

Jiang Yan was unmoved.

Ning Xi said again, "mouth to mouth."

Jiang Yan: "..."

In the end, Jiang Yan opened his mouth and ate the piece of fruit. Ning Xi showed a satisfied smile, reached out and rubbed her head: "Good boy."

Jiang Yan was very dissatisfied with Ning Xi's behavior like touching a child. Her eyes, which were like a pool of stagnant water, became more vivid. She waved Ning Xi's hand that fell on her head, and her tone became turbulent: "I'm not a little girl." child."

"Mmm~mm~" Ning Xi responded to her, thinking about the feeling just now, the person in front of the angle of view just now looked so cute, she obediently couldn't hold back her hands, and she said again: "It's very late , go take a shower?"

Jiang Yan went into the bathroom to take a bath, and Uncle Jiang knocked on the door at the right time, "Miss Ning, the room next door has been cleaned up, you can live next door tonight."

Ning Xi nodded in response, but she didn't intend to live next door in her heart. She was worried that something might happen to Jiang Yan in the middle of the night, and she was too sound asleep to hear it.

Thinking of this, Ning Xi walked towards the big bed in the room...