Goddess she is always on top

After Ning Xi finished telling the second story, the person on the bed fell asleep unknowingly. Because the reading was too long, her throat was a little dry and she was very sleepy.

Fortunately, in the end, I succeeded in coaxing him to sleep.

She knew that the small problems she was encountering now were less than one percent of the damage Jiang Yan suffered. Although Jiang Yan looked the same as before, Ning Xi knew that her heart was slowly sinking into the abyss.

If you don't show up.

Ning Xi tucked the quilt for Jiang Yan, and secretly kissed her on the forehead. When she was about to get up, her legs were almost numb from squatting for too long.

She slowed down, then stood up with difficulty, and secretly decided in her heart that she must move a small stool to sit on tomorrow.

"Good night, Yanyan."

Ning Xi lay back on the sofa again, and fell asleep as soon as she lay down, because it was already late and she was too sleepy.

"Ah!! Don't come here!!!"

Ning Xi had no dreams tonight, fell into a deep sleep, and suddenly heard Jiang Yan screaming loudly.She opened her eyes, got up from the sofa suddenly, and before she even had time to lift the quilt, she got off the sofa and ran towards the bed.

She thought Jiang Yan's withdrawal symptoms had reappeared, but when she walked to the bed, she saw Jiang Yan curled up on the bed, hugging herself tightly with both hands, and kept yelling recently.

Ning Xi knew that Jiang Yan was having a nightmare.

Ning Xi was so distressed that she no longer wanted to care about those rules and regulations. She hugged Jiang Yan into her arms, gently comforted her back with her hands, called her name in a low voice, and tried to pull her out of the nightmare.

"Yanyan, Yanyan..."

Feeling that the person in her arms gradually calmed down, Ning Xi breathed a sigh of relief.

Jiang Yan escaped from the nightmare, she slowly opened her eyes, but felt that she was being hugged, she said uncertainly: "Ning Xi...?"

"I'm here, I'm here." Ning Xi gently stroked her back, lowered her head to meet the person in her arms, "Did you have a nightmare?"

"...Hmm." Thinking of the dream just now, Jiang Yan still felt terrified, and felt a little nauseous. She didn't want to say more, so she responded in a muffled voice.

Ning Xi didn't intend to just skip this topic, she said, "Can you tell me what did you dream about?"

"..." Jiang Yan bit his lip and didn't speak.

Ning Xi said persuasively: "The best way to overcome fear is to face it. I will be by your side to accompany you. Don't be afraid."

"..." Jiang Yan took a deep breath, and whispered, "I... I dreamed of a snake."

"Hmm..." Ning Xi rested his chin on the top of Jiang Yan's head, and kept moving his hands, caressing him regularly, which calmed Jiang Yan's mood a lot.

"If it was just a snake, it wouldn't scare you like this. There must be others, right?"

"That snake...was very small at first, and then it became a huge one, taller than a human being. It opened its mouth to swallow me..."

"That's really scary."

"Yes." Jiang Yan said intermittently, she was still a little shocked, "When the picture turned, the python fell to the ground, its head was smashed with stones, I thought it was dead, but it suddenly I got up again, swung my body and rushed towards me, there was no one around to help me, I was chased by it, bloody and disgusting... Then I woke up when I heard your voice."

"Hmm..." Ning Xi listened quietly. She knew that this dream was like what Jiang Yan encountered in her subconscious mind. After Jiang Yan finished speaking, she said, "Are you afraid of snakes?"

This question made Jiang Yan stunned for a moment, is she afraid?Thinking about it carefully, she was not afraid, she shook her head.

"So, the main reason you're scared is because that snake is so disgusting, isn't it?"

Jiang Yan thought about it again, this is true, if it was a complete snake, maybe she would find a weapon to fight it, but the bloody and bloody appearance of the snake really disgusted her, seeing The closer the bloody wound got to her, the more she instinctively wanted to run away.

Seeing Jiang Yan nodding, Ning Xi breathed a sigh of relief. She said softly, "Well, it's all the fault of that snake. It's so ugly and scary. Next time I have a nightmare and call my name, I will I will come to your dreams to save you."

Hearing this, Jiang Yan suddenly felt a little funny for some reason, she laughed, "You don't have super powers, how can you enter my dream."

"You smiled." The smile on the corner of Ning Xi's mouth became more and more obvious. Jiang Yan suppressed the smile on his lips, thought of something, and suddenly withdrew from her arms.

With nothing in his arms, Ning Xi thought he saw the solemn expression on Jiang Yan's face, and suddenly became nervous, "What's wrong?"

"Your hand..." Jiang Yan just remembered that Ning Xi still had a wound on her hand, and he would definitely get the wound when he pressed her arm just now.

"Oh..." Ning Xi waved his hand in the air. It wasn't this hand that was holding Jiang Yan, and the wound on his hand was really painful when he was bitten, but there was no strong pain afterwards. Doctor I've seen it and said it's a minor injury, and it'll heal after a few days.

After Jiang Yan confirmed that Ning Xi's injured hand was fine, he relaxed and realized the current situation.Seeing Jiang Yan staring straight at her, Ning Xi looked at the bed and realized again that they were on the bed now.

Ning Xi gave a dry cough. Although she really wanted to stay, it would be bad if she didn't get the other party's permission.

"I... went back to sleep?" Ning Xi said tentatively, but the reply he got was that Jiang Yan hummed.

Ning Xi: "..." What a heartless woman.

She felt that she had to struggle again, "Can you sleep, can I tell you a few more bedtime stories?"

"No need." Jiang Yan turned his back to her and pulled up the quilt, revealing only the back of his head.

"Okay." Ning Xi sighed softly in her heart, got out of bed voluntarily, and returned to her home - the sofa.

I don't know when I can get rid of this sofa.

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Probably had a nightmare, Jiang Yan had no dreams in the middle of the night, and slept until morning.

Today is probably the best sleep quality she has had in the past five days, even if she has nightmares.

Jiang Yan got off the bed, and Ning Xi just came out of the wash. Seeing that Jiang Yan had woken up, she greeted her head-on: "Good morning."

"Morning." Jiang Yan quickly flashed into the bathroom to wash up.

Quick battle and quick decision came out of the shower and saw Ning Xi standing on the balcony of the room, listening to the birds singing in the trees outside, while rubbing her neck.

After sleeping on the sofa all night, not only my neck hurts, but my waist also hurts.

Hearing footsteps approaching behind her, Ning Xi turned around, and Jiang Yan was only a few steps away from her. She smiled and said, "Let's go down and have breakfast together."

Jiang Yan didn't answer her invitation, but said: "You... go back today." The way Ning Xi rubbed her neck, it was obvious that she didn't sleep well last night, the armrest of the sofa was too high, sometimes she lay sideways on the sofa Watching TV, I feel my neck is so sore, let alone sleeping on the sofa all night.

She thought about it for a long, long time last night.Now if Ning Xi is allowed to stay, it is the default of the other party's approach. Jiang Yan knows that she needs someone to accompany her, but she doesn't want Ning Xi to become not herself.

Going to sleep on the sofa because of accommodating herself, and reading a bedtime story in order to lull herself to sleep, it doesn't seem like something Ning Xi can do, but Ning Xi really did it.

"Why?" Ning Xi asked quickly.

"..." Jiang Yan didn't answer.

Ning Xi's heart tightened when she saw Jiang Yan's expression for a moment.

It's that look again.

"Can you tell me, what are you afraid of?" Ning Xi stepped forward and grabbed her wrist, stopping her movement to leave.

Now she is not afraid that Jiang Yan will reject her, but she is afraid that she will be bored and unwilling to speak out.

Jiang Yan still didn't answer, and Ning Xi also knew that she would run away, so she said to herself: "About whether I want to leave, I told you yesterday that I won't leave, and you won't leave even if you say nothing." .”

Ning Xi's firm tone made Jiang Yan frown. The better Ning Xi treats her, the more scared she will be.

"So, can you tell me, what are you afraid of?" Ning Xi asked again.

Jiang Yan looked up at her, looked away, and said after a long silence, "I'm too scared."

She was afraid of losing it after getting it, just like in the past five years, she was immersed in the dream of having Ning Xi, and finally woke up from the dream, and she was gone.

But the person who left suddenly came back, she was too scared, she didn't want to fall into it again, she was afraid that after waking up, she would face the loneliness of the room again.

For her, Ning Xi was the joy she pursued desperately when she was young, and it was also the person she wanted to get close to but stopped.

Ning Xi took Jiang Yan's hand and led her to sit on the edge of the sofa. On the other side of the sofa were the quilt and pillows that Ning Xi had folded 10 minutes ago.

"When two people get along, they need to communicate. Only by frankly expressing their inner thoughts can they be conveyed to each other." Ning Hope entered Jiang Yan's eyes softly, as if she wanted to relieve the uneasiness in her heart, "Don't worry, Tell me slowly, okay?"

"If you don't want to say it, then I'll guess. You just need to nod or shake your head." Ning Xi coaxed, took Jiang Yan's hand and rubbed her wrist as if to comfort her, and then said: "It's because of withdrawal." Is it about the symptoms?"

Jiang Yan nodded, and quickly shook his head again.

"Well, I'm also very surprised that things will turn out like this, but you are definitely not the one who is wrong. I know that you are a person who is easy to soften your heart, and you have goodwill towards everyone. Otherwise, you would not have done anything in the past. Will pamper me blindly. But now things have happened, we have to look forward, nothing will change if we stand still."

"Didn't the doctor say that you will return to normal life in a month, and there are 25 days left. I will accompany you for these 25 days. I have already taken a long vacation from the company."

"To be honest... the way you looked like yesterday, it would be a lie to say that you were not scared, but I know that it was not your intention to become like that, and you didn't really want to hurt me. So, no matter what you think, I will not leave .”

"Why?" Jiang Yan looked down at the floor and murmured, "Why did you do this?"

Although Ning Xi said that he wanted to pursue her, as a suitor, he could withdraw and leave. After she recovered, he continued to pursue himself as if nothing had happened.

"Because I like you."

"Like...?" Jiang Yan chuckled, and she shook her head, "I think, what you like may be that Jiang Yan who doesn't like you anymore." Finally... said it.

The past five years were like scars on Jiang Yan's heart.

At the same time, it is also the past that Ning Xi does not want to mention.