Goddess she is always on top

"Like it?" Cheng Chen thought for a while, "Probably, I hope I can get her good night kiss before going to bed, good morning kiss and loving breakfast when I wake up, and I feel very soft when I think of her. Of course, this is a bit idealized .”

"I think, it should be because I want to see her every day, I want to hear her voice, I don't want to be separated from her for a moment, I can tolerate her willfulness and naivety, even if I do stupid things, I think it is very cute."

Ning Xi suddenly asked: "Are you also like this?"

Cheng Chen over there was silent for a moment, and replied, "No."

!Then what a ghost!You are the wave!

Cheng Chen shrugged, and said helplessly, "The degree to which I treat a person depends on how much I like her. I may be special, so I can't be used as a reference."

Ning Xi calmed down and thought about it. What Cheng Chen said seemed to apply to her...it didn't make sense.

Maybe... maybe her feeling was wrong.

Hearing Ning Xi's answer, Cheng Chen joked, "Don't you have an ex-girlfriend? You've been in a relationship before and you don't know what it's like to like someone?"

Ning Xi smiled wryly, are they dating?Say no, but they do what lovers would do.They said yes, but there was another contract between them, full of the smell of money.

"Okay." Cheng Chen probably could guess some secrets, she switched the position of her legs, and didn't press her again, Ning Xi on the other end of the phone frowned and sighed softly, "I think... …Very contradictory."

"Why is it strange?"

"I hurt her...now I care about her..."

"...Why did you hurt her? Did you do it on purpose? Or did you do it unintentionally?"

Ning Xi recalled the days when they got along, whether it was intentional or unintentional, she thought she did it on purpose, or else whoever treats you well for five years, even if the heart is made of stone, should be warmed up, right?

But she couldn't, she couldn't accept such feelings to continue, she thought that her pretended indifference could drive back Jiang Yan's enthusiasm for her, but the other party was still unshakable.

"At that time... I couldn't accept her." In the end, Ning Xi just said this dryly.

"What is unacceptable, can you accept it now? What kind of logic, you regret it when you lose it?"

Ning Xi felt that Cheng Chen still didn't understand what she meant, and it would be difficult for her to say it herself.

She suppressed the soreness in her heart, sighed again, and said in a helpless voice: "From the very beginning, the relationship between us is deformed, and we are destined to not go far. If this relationship continues, it will also torture each other. If this is the case, why bother?" To start a fruitless relationship?"

Cheng Chen was silent, and asked back, "What about now?"

"I don't know." Ning Xi spoke quickly, and her heart was a little confused. She intended to get an answer, but ended up getting farther and farther away from the question.

Cheng Chen over there actually chuckled, "At least, you don't have the same attitude as before, and you will start to become confused because of this matter."

"But don't you think it's strange?" Ning Xi frowned more and more tightly, "I didn't have any feelings for her before, but recently it has become very subtle."

"What's so strange." Cheng Chen sneered, "There is no reason to like someone. Maybe, the self-suggestions you gave yourself every day made you ignore your feelings for her. You have been born for a long time. You don’t know it. Or maybe it’s a point of her that pokes you, and you may be fascinated by it.”

"Most of liking someone starts with caring about her. I will pay attention to her dynamics. If I want to know her news, I will be very happy when I reply to your message in seconds. But caring is easy to be confused with possessiveness."

"Possessiveness and caring still have many similarities. For example, if you don't like who she is too close to, you will be very fond of her if she treats someone a little better. It seems that the toy that originally belonged to you has been robbed, but Of course, there are also people who are very possessive in love. But if it’s just pure possessiveness at work, I advise you to calm down, because one day she will belong to someone else, and the relationship of possessiveness alone will not last long. Yes. You have to decide for yourself, whether you like her or are you reconciled that she doesn't regard you as the number one now."

Ning Xi is a novice idiot when it comes to love, and she doesn't understand what Cheng Chen said.

After hanging up the phone, she opened the browser and entered a line of text in the search bar.

"How to tell if it's liking or possessiveness"

Ning Xi read all the answers found on the homepage, but she didn't get an accurate answer. It was just a vague idea of ​​her feelings towards Jiang Yan.

Feeling a little complicated, Ning Xi unconsciously fell asleep with this question.

It was not until a few hours later that she was woken up by the mobile phone alarm clock in the early morning. It was still dawn at this time. Ning Xi squinted her eyes and went to the bathroom to wash up. After changing her clothes and putting on light makeup, she picked up her mobile phone and went to the restaurant downstairs Eat breakfast, start your busy day day after day after breakfast.

Ning Xi picked up two slices of toast and a poached egg, poured another glass of milk, and found a seat to sit down. She had eaten the breakfast combination of toast, fried egg and milk for several days, like an emotionless eating machine .

She is used to looking at her mobile phone while eating, and she didn't bring out the old mobile phone without charging. She brought a new mobile phone, and she habitually clicked on WeChat to see if there was any news to clean it up.

There was nothing else except the news of adding friends, Ning Xi was about to quit WeChat, and accidentally glanced at Jiang Yan's chat box.

Jiang Yan: The other party withdrew a message.

Jiang Yan sent her a message after 12 o'clock. Ning Xi was already asleep at the time, so naturally he didn't hear it. It was withdrawn within 2 minutes after sending it, so the system did not display unread messages.

Ning Xi was a little curious, what kind of message did Jiang Yan send her? He withdrew it and didn't send it again. The more she thought about it, the more curious she became, so she sent it with a question mark.

In a strange place, Jiang Yan slept very lightly. She heard the sound of WeChat prompts, closed her eyes and touched the phone blindly. When she opened it in front of her, it was Ning Xi who sent a question mark, which should be to withdraw the message from her. things are puzzled.

She was going to reply to another person's message yesterday, and that person's avatar style was somewhat similar to Ning Xi's, but she hadn't noticed the wrong screen, but she withdrew it soon.

Jiang Yan's consciousness was still not clear, and he typed back with his eyes half-opened: I sent the wrong message last night.

Ning Xi: . . . .

Jiang Yan glanced at the time, it was less than seven o'clock, this person got up so early, she was a little confused, so she sent it anyway, and typed it casually.

Jiang Yan: Get up so early?

Ning Xi: Well, I want to film.

Jiang Yan's drowsiness came again, and before she fell asleep, she replied: Oh, let's work hard on filming.

After sending this sentence, she threw the phone away, turned over and went back to sleep, and the notification tone of the phone didn't ring again.

"Mr. Ning, good morning!"

"Good morning."

"I'm in such a good mood today, it seems that I had a good rest yesterday."

The crew members joked with a smile. Ning Xi smiled at him without saying a word. Xiao Qiao could also feel that sister Ning was in a much better mood today than yesterday. She was a little puzzled by her change. Could it be that...too tired ?

Ning Xi had filmed a film today, it was perfect and no one could fault it, plus today it went smoothly, Director Qian was in a good mood, so he said: "Everyone, work hard! Make progress faster, and I will give you a day off after the Mid-Autumn Festival." have a good rest!"

It has been a full-time high-intensity filming since the start-up, and the field staff have to get up before dawn every day to prepare, and the last time they stop work is at two or three o'clock in the morning. Now when they hear the news, they feel like they have been beaten. .

Ning Xi and Cheng Chen, two actors who are used to high-intensity work, didn't have much reaction to the news, and they couldn't do much on a day off, the most they could do was lie in a hotel for a day.

But Shen Zhihe was different, she was already thinking about what she planned to do on the Mid-Autumn Festival.

It seems unrealistic to go home. You can be stuck on the highway for a day, and there is nothing interesting in the vicinity. It seems that you really have no other choice but to lie in a hotel for a day.

Thinking of this, she shrank again.

Shen Zhihe didn't have a role in today's filming. She came to observe and learn. Watching other people's performances will help improve her own growth.The staff was arranging the venue, and the others had a short rest. Shen Zhihe sat under the awning, sweating a lot even with the fan blowing on it. Looking at the temperature today, it was 38 degrees!

Shen Zhihe was about to suffocate, she wanted to seek comfort from Jiang Yan.

SZH: woo woo π_π is so hot today...

At this time, Jiang Yan was lying on a beach chair, drinking a cold drink comfortably, watching the members filming MW, compared with Shen Zhihe who was far away in the capital, it was very comfortable.In addition, the weather in City X today is good, perhaps because of the rain in the early morning, there is no sun today, and the breeze is blowing.

Hearing the message notification, she opened WeChat, and saw Shen Zhihe's message, she couldn't help but chuckled.

Not only did she not comfort Shen Zhihe, she even took a selfie and sent it to her.

In the photo, Jiang Yan was wearing a silk sunscreen, a pure white T-shirt inside, and sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, as if he was on vacation.

Jiang Yan: It's a cloudy day for me, and the sea breeze is really comfortable.

SZH: . . . . .

SZH: Jealousy breaks me apart

Jiang Yan: Hahahaha, you guys have to get up so early every day to film?

Jiang Yan woke up today, turned on her phone and remembered the episode in the morning. She knew that being an actor was hard work, but she didn't expect to wake up so early. She couldn't help but lament that being an artist is not easy.

SZH: Yes

Shen Zhihe thought, something is wrong, she never said what time they got up, so she asked: How do you know we got up early?

Jiang Yan didn't want to say that it was because Ning Xi sent her a message at six o'clock this morning, otherwise this person would definitely gossip, although there was nothing for her to gossip about, so he fooled: Su Zhen said, I think you guys are filming It's so hard.

The manager reported to the BOSS that the artist's work was normal, Shen Zhihe didn't think much, and typed back: Yes T_T director said that the Mid-Autumn Festival will be a holiday for us, but there is nothing interesting around here, do you want to come and accompany me for the holiday?Scratch your head and pose.jpg

Jiang Yan: OK.

SZH:? ? ? ? ?

This time it was her turn to be confused, she thought Jiang Yan would refuse, after all, the capital city is still some distance away from X city.

Jiang Yan knew what she wanted to express from her question mark, and replied: I will go to Beijing to accompany my dad during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I will visit your class when the time comes.

Shen Zhihe was overjoyed when he heard that, and immediately replied: Then it's a deal!I'll wait for you [blow kiss]

Jiang Yan opened the phone calendar and looked at it. The Mid-Autumn Festival is less than half a month away...