crimson greed

Faced with Qiao Yan's confession, Fei Li was even more out of her wits, and her cooking was not going well.

Chu Nian frowned while eating the fried edamame on the table, "Auntie, today's dish is so weird."

Chen Liyun also sighed, and put down her chopsticks, "Are you worried? The dishes you cook are not salty or sweet. They are too boring. What's wrong with you?"

Fei Li ate a mouthful of the dishes she cooked and almost threw up.

"Sorry, I'm not in good shape, I'll make another one."

Chu Nian held her down with a smile, "You rest for a while, I'll just go."

"Thanks a lot."

There were only Chen Liyun and Fei Li left at the table, the atmosphere dropped a few degrees, snowflakes were floating outside, the sky was cloudless a few days ago, but today it will change.

Chen Liyun looked at her and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I, I don't know what's wrong with me."

"There is something I want to tell you. I have stayed in this place for a long time. I want to go back to my hometown. I haven't seen your father for many years. When he was alive, he didn't like me being too far away from home. If it wasn't for you , I will not come."

Fei Li asked, "Do you want to go back?"

"Yeah, I'm getting old, I can't stay here all the time, and you're having a hard time here, why don't you go back to your hometown with your mother and forget about Qiao Yan, there will always be someone who shares your thoughts."

Fei Li fell silent, lowered her eyebrows and bit her lip.

Chen Liyun said earnestly: "Ali, you are not a child, so don't be willful. You can't let mother worry about you anymore."

Fei Li was silent for a while, clenched her palms tightly, and said lightly, "I see, I'll pack up and send Niannian to school, and we'll leave."

"Okay. If you can figure it out, that's good." Chen Liyun patted her on the shoulder, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It was raining and snowing at night, and the sound of rain and snow hitting the window was heard through the window. A few days ago, she told Qiao Yan that she wanted to think about it and would give her an answer.

In fact, the answer has already been given, and there is no reason for her to take it back after she has given her heart.

However, Chen Liyun is indeed old and cannot continue to waste time with her.

The phone rang untimely, breaking the rare quiet night.

Fei Li turned on the phone screen, saw the displayed number, and answered with a blank expression: "Song Ran."

"Have you seen Miss?"

"Ah."

"Then do you want to seduce her and let her continue to demean herself for you?"

"I don't want to tell you these things."

Song Ran laughed a few times and gritted her teeth, "Even if you told her what your relationship was before, would the amnesiac Qiao Yan still be your Qiao Yan? You should be clear about one thing, the one who truly loves you forever It's that Qiao Yan who does whatever he wants and is ruthless, and this Qiao Yan has the last tenderness in his heart, and he has never had you in his heart."

Fei Li's chest was suffocated, and the heart-piercing pain immediately crawled all over her limbs and bones like ants.

"Hahaha Feili, look, you drove away the person who loves you by doing your own crimes, and finally you are trapped in a cocoon. This is the ending you want. And the person you love will never think of you again, let alone truly love you. on you."

Feili stood where she was, feeling exhausted. She slowly put down her phone, and when she looked up, there was continuous drizzle, accompanied by flying snowflakes. It seemed that wet liquid had fallen and mixed in the rain.

She covered her blurred eyes, like a bony throat.

Song Ran was right, this Qiao Yan was no longer her Qiao Yan, she was no longer that capricious Qiao Yan, and she didn't have any memory of them.

"I know what to do, hang up." Fei Li closed her eyes calmly, hung up the phone and turned into the room.

—

A few days later, Fei Li sent Chu Nian to No. [-] Middle School to report. Before she left, she was reminded to take good care of herself. Chu Nian was just a simple child with no thoughts, so she should not worry about herself.

"Then I'll go first."

Chu Nian nodded and waved at her, "Be careful."

"Ah."

Fei Li exhaled, her expression dull, she took a suitcase and took a taxi to the train station.

The crowd at the station was bustling, one by one queuing up to check tickets and enter the station. Chen Liyun leaned on a cane and looked kindly, leading Fei Li to enter the station.

"After I go back, I can finally plant flowers and plants by myself, and raise cats and dogs."

"As long as you like it." Fei Li smiled slightly.

From time to time, announcements urging the station to come from the lobby.

When the two were checking tickets, the phone buzzed and vibrated in her pocket. She talked to Chen Liyun and walked to the side to answer the phone.

"Song Ran, what else do you need?"

Song Ran's hasty voice almost pierced her eardrums, "Where are you! Where are you now! Miss is gone!"

She frowned, "What?"

"She actually knew that you were leaving here. Lou Ni didn't see her in the morning. She must be looking for you now. Please bring her back. She hasn't fully recovered yet, so nothing can happen again."

Fei Li immediately hung up the phone, turned around and stuffed the ticket into the trash can, looked at Chen Liyun who was about to enter the station, a trace of helplessness flashed in her eyes, "Mom, I can't accompany you home this time."

Chen Liyun looked at her daughter, she had experienced too many joys and sorrows in more than 30 years, and raised her hand to touch her head in distress, "If I have a time machine, I really want to go back in time and send Qiao Yan away from our house. This kid is a scourge."

"I can't send it away, she—" Fei Li's eyelashes trembled, her tears were crystal clear, she raised her index finger to poke her heart, "She has already occupied this place."

Chen Liyun's cloudy eyes were filled with tears, and she sighed, "I'm getting old, I can't stay with you for long, I have something to say to you."

"You said."

"No matter what kind of pain you have experienced, don't lose yourself, just remember to find your way home."

Fei Li was slightly stunned, then lowered her head again, choked up, and nodded.

Qiao Yan didn't know where she had gone, Fei Li and Song Ran had been talking on the phone to look for her, and such a big person would not get lost.

Fei Li called several times, but the other party didn't answer, and her heart became more and more suspenseful.

As soon as he left the station, he froze in place.

She locked eyes on the woman who was running on the side of the road regardless of the traffic, and was looking for something with the lost child. The owner's abuse was like air, which couldn't stop her constantly searching heart.

Fei Li frowned, walked quickly, lifted her fingers to untie the clothes on her body, the coat cut a gorgeous arc in the air, she grabbed the woman into her arms, and hugged her tightly.

The voice was low and soft and couldn't bear to blame: "You don't want to die, what are you looking for in such a hurry, don't you know how to avoid vehicles, are you stupid!"

Qiao Yan sank into her arms, breathed in the familiar fragrance, her eyes were soaked, she suddenly stretched out her arms around her back, burrowed into her arms, and exhaled, "It's great that you didn't leave .”

Fei Li's body froze, and she opened her mouth.

"You clearly said that you would consider my feelings, why did you run away?" Qiao Yan raised her head from her arms and asked, the starlight in her eyes dimmed.

"I... I just take my mother back."

"You lied to me, are you hiding from me? Feili, I have been having a dream of chasing a black shadow, but I have never been able to catch up. I know it is a dream, and I have tried everything possible to catch her. See her face clearly. Until that person told me to stop chasing her. I felt the pain I never felt before. The pain took all my strength and made me unable to breathe normally and live normally. Until I saw you, This dream has never appeared again. Don't go, stay by my side, no matter what kind of past you have had, I will accompany you for the rest of your life, okay? "

Fei Li's heart twitched, she hugged her tightly, buried her in the crook of her neck, took a deep breath, "Fool."

Qiao Yan was wrapped in her coat and said, "I really fell in love with you uncontrollably, how about you?"

Fei Li looked up at the white sky, bent her lips and said softly: "Affection cannot be expressed through any words. Even if you pretend not to care, there will be times when you can't pretend. I just realized now that in love, A person's heart is a drop of water, and what is slowly consumed is tears. And you are my last tear."

— Drain and never feel sad again.