Sweetness

Tian Tian was obviously taken aback.

There is no turning back when the bow is opened, even if Xu Qingning feels that the situation is not right, she can only bite the bullet and go down, she looks at Tian Tian: "I know you mind the dissolution of the engagement, I also regret it, if I know, I will like it Fuck you, I wouldn't do that at the beginning, I was so mad."

"Besides, I've already been punished," Xu Qingning wanted to hold her hand, but due to the distance it was not easy to operate, she clenched her fists tightly, "I fell in love with you, every time I think about the marriage contract, I always think about it Regret, regret at the beginning. I am still afraid, afraid that you will not want me after I said those words, and you will ignore me..."

Tian Tian pursed her lips tightly and said nothing, Xu Qingning stopped, looked at her, and forced a smile: "Scared by me?"

Tian Tian's clear eyes looked at her, Xu Qingning's heart froze, she didn't dare to look at her for some reason, she lowered her eyebrows and said: "I can't help it, I'm afraid if I don't tell you, you will be with Maisui. She Confession, she is still chasing you, you have such a good relationship, even the friends around me think you are more worthy... I am not reconciled, obviously you like me, you only like me, if we want to be together, we are together, she counts What."

The surrounding area was eerily quiet, and Xu Qingning heard her breathing loudly, thick and heavy, like someone who had run hundreds of meters.

Xu Qingning picked up the cup and took a sip of water, suppressed the palpitations, and smiled softly: "Do you want to say something?"

"You've been silent, I'm not sure..." Xu Qingning added weakly.

"I," Tian Tian gulped at Xu Qingning's encouraging gaze, "Why do you think I like you?"

Xu Qingning was so nervous that she thought the meaning of this sentence was similar to "how do you know that I like you", she thought Tian Tian was shy, shy when her sweetheart pierced her mind, she smiled: "Second sister Tell me everything."

"Huh?" Tian Tian was puzzled.

"Did grandpa ever discuss with you that the second sister should complete the marriage contract with you? Did you say that only me?"

Tian Tian remembered: "Is it because of this?"

Tian Tian was thinking about how to speak, but Xu Qingning didn't like Tian Tian's calm and self-possessed appearance, her expression seemed to be about to cry: "You don't like me?"

Xu Qingning didn't believe it, she frantically searched for memories in her mind: "At the beginning, my second sister and I took you to Hailing's shop to buy clothes, and I tested you at that time, do you like my second sister, you said, not that kind of like, You reassure me that you only like me. Did you say that?"

Tian Tian said every word: "Because you were my fiancee at that time."

As if a thunderbolt fell from her head, Xu Qingning was so shocked that she couldn't speak for a long time, she said in a daze, "It's because of this?"

Tian Tian was hesitant to say it, but Xu Qingning saw that she was hesitant to speak, and said angrily: "You let me know!"

"When you know there is a marriage contract, you can't accept it? In fact, I can't do it either. I thought I would live in the mountains with my grandma for the rest of my life. I didn't think about other people, but grandma suddenly told me that there was a marriage contract one day. I'm going to live with another person, and I can't accept it. I actually prefer the same life to the change."

Tian Tian spoke euphemistically, but Xu Qingning still felt the blow, every word was like a needle piercing her heart, first tingling, then dense pain.

"Grandma knows my concerns. She told me a lot about my future life, life with you. She said that you will be with me, we can grow vegetables together, cook together, and do many things together. She made me feel It may not be that difficult to accept someone again. After grandma passed away, I struggled a lot, but I still came to your house. "

"Grandpa is very enthusiastic, and I thought I could get used to it, but you know, our first meeting...wasn't great."

Xu Qingning recalled her arrogant appearance back then, her lips were tightly pursed into a line.

"I don't like change very much. I think maybe I can take you back to the mountain, but you made it clear that you don't want to go back to the mountain with me. Coupled with your attitude at the time, I don't think we are the same way. I am a bit retreating."

"But Grandpa Xu was very persistent. He believed in me. He said that he knew that I was suitable for you as soon as he saw me. He also mentioned grandma. I felt that I could not live up to their expectations. I told myself that I should try again. So, With the next forced marriage."

Tian Tian also took a sip of water and moistened her throat: "Actually, I am not only forcing you, I am also forcing myself. I want me to adapt to the role of fiancee as soon as possible. After all, we will live together for the rest of our lives. If we are not willing, Life can't go on. After getting to know each other gradually, I don't have so much resistance to this marriage, you are fine, not as bad as at the beginning, I think we can still walk together."

"You still didn't say why you don't want the second sister but me?" Xu Qingning asked, "Obviously I couldn't agree to be with you at that time."

"Probably because of the selfishness in my heart," Tian Tian felt ashamed, "I was thinking, if I can't get it done, then I won't get it done, and there's no need to involve other people."

After opening the chatter box, Tian Tian laughed at herself and analyzed herself deeply: "Actually, I admired you at that time. I couldn't say no to marriage like you. I was very cowardly."

"So what I said, I beg you to let me go, is it a relief for you?"

"No," Tian Tian looked at her, "We had a good relationship at that time, I thought we would be together, but you suddenly said those words, I was a little scared."

"I thought, my efforts are useless, and you still don't want to get married, so I'll just go to Grandpa Xu for a showdown. He told me that he lied to you, and I also explained to him my entanglement along the way, and the engagement was terminated." gone."

Xu Qingning was stunned.

She wanted to laugh, but couldn't laugh, wanted to cry, but couldn't cry, looked at Tian Tian, ​​and said inexplicably: "Are you cold-blooded? How can you spend your whole life with someone you don't like?"

"It's not that I don't like..."

"Is that like?"

Tian Tian thought for a while: "It is acceptable."

Xu Qingning was at a loss for words for a moment, her head was exploding like fireworks, causing her brain pain, she heard herself asking: "The ears of wheat are also acceptable?"

"I haven't thought about it," Tian Tian replied honestly, "I haven't thought about anyone else except you."

Xu Qingning didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and complained: "It's because you always say such things that I think you like me!"

Tian Tian pursed her lips: "I won't say anything."

"If you can't be with me, you will die alone?"

Tian Tian thought for a while: "...It's good to be alone."

Xu Qingning felt that she was probably shameless, and she heard herself asking her: "If this is the case, then you will stay with me."

So she saw the embarrassed expression on Tian Tian's face.

She gave a low fuck, she shouldn't have said that!Xu Qingning, don't you feel ashamed enough to panic?

"I'm just kidding." She mended the hole just made by impulse.

"Actually, you don't have to feel guilty about the marriage contract. I didn't do the right thing. I've always said that. You don't have to say sorry to me."

Xu Qingning continued: "I also feel that there is nothing wrong with what I did!"

Tian Tian suddenly laughed: "Well, you have such a character, it's very good."

"You don't need to praise me." Xu Qingning said angrily.

"Okay." Tian Tian responded.

"..."

The dishes were cold, and the cream on the cake was getting worse, but the two sat opposite each other, but neither of them was in the mood to eat, nor did they talk.

The room is very quiet, as if digesting the accident.

Tian Tian said sincerely: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Xu Qingning looked up: "Why are you apologizing?"

"Whatever you think I am because of, I am because of whatever," Tian Tian said, "You are angry."

Xu Qingning laughed, and then suddenly sullen her face, not wanting to make herself laugh. After a moment of stalemate, she felt like a psychopath, and simply gave up: "There is nothing to apologize for. I have nothing to do with you."

"Are you eating?" Tian Tian's voice returned to calm.

"Yeah." Xu Qingning muffled her response, she glanced at the cake at hand from the corner of her eyes, realized that it was a birthday party, and felt guilty again, "I'm sorry for messing up your birthday."

"It's okay, I'm glad you can come with me."

Xu Qingning poked a piece of yellow peach on the cake with a fork, stuffed it into her mouth, chewed mechanically, and muttered to herself: "You can't always talk like this."

"Huh?" The voice was small and vague, Tian Tian couldn't hear it clearly.

"It's nothing." Xu Qingning ate a whole piece of cake, and wanted to eat another piece, but was stopped by Tian Tian, ​​"Don't you want to eat?"

Xu Qingning insisted: "I want something sweet."

"Ah." Tian Tian didn't stop her anymore.

Xu Qingning cut another piece of cake for herself, and silently fed it into her mouth. Eating sweets in a bad mood really has a miraculous effect, even if her heart is bitter, her mouth is still sweet.

Xu Qingning fed two bites into her mouth, suddenly remembered something, pulled out the red string inside the collar, and held the ring to show Tian Tian: "You still like me, otherwise why don't you take this thing back?"

Xu Qingning blocked her with what she said at the time: "Didn't you cut off the marriage contract when you said it was broken?"

She was complacent about her discovery, but Tian Tian stood up after being silent: "I'll get the scissors."

Xu Qingning thought she had heard it wrong, and hurriedly roared: "I don't mean to return this to you...nor do I mean to keep it for myself, what I want to ask is why don't you take it back?"

"You wear it around your neck every day, I don't believe you can't remember?" Xu Qingning put an end to the possibility of her lying and making excuses.

"I thought you didn't bring it with you. It's a bit impolite to ask for something given out, not to mention our relationship."

"?"

Xu Qingning felt that this reason was nonsense: "Just because of this, you don't want such an important thing?"

"You will always give it to me," Tian Tian looked at her, "You are not the one who doesn't give it."

"..." Xu Qingning had nothing to say, and laughed, "You know me."

Tian Tian got up in silence to get the scissors, cut it with a click, and Xu Qingning closed her eyes in silence.She couldn't tell what she was thinking, it was a mess, she had all kinds of thoughts.

She didn't seem to be in such a mess in her life as she is today. She was really good at being slapped in the face and offering her head.

After a well-prepared dinner, Tian Tian cleaned up the table, and Xu Qingning stood aside blankly. After a moment of silence, she went to the yard with her mobile phone.

Xu Qingning called Pan Chen, and the moment she got through, she couldn't hold back her suppressed emotions: "I failed to confess, Tian Tian doesn't like me at all, I'm dead!"