me and my ex lover

Xiao Qin noticed the seriousness in her tone, because she didn't use the previous joking title of "Father Emperor" when mentioning Emperor Xia, but used "my father".

There was also an inexplicable pause when Mama Xia was mentioned.

Xia Ying: "My dad was also in a difficult situation at the time, but the company has already been established and the money has been invested. It is impossible to get it back. At that time, the family was living in a very difficult situation, and they might not be able to support me. My dad suggested that I My mother knocked me out, but my mother strongly disagreed. The two of them often quarreled because of this. When my grandparents found out, they took out the pension they had saved for most of their lives and said that they must keep this child. My father couldn't hold back the three of them. , and finally agreed to give birth to me."

Xiao Qin heard that Xia Ying was almost beaten, and even though she was soaking in the hot spring, she always felt a chill.

Not only because of Emperor Xia's cruelty, but also because he was afraid that he would almost never meet her in this life, so he couldn't help but hold her hand tightly.

Xia Ying's heart warmed because of her little action, and she held her back to reassure her, her voice eased a bit, "It's all over, am I living a good life now? And now my dad compares me to himself all good."

Xiao Qin hummed lightly, feeling a little relieved.

She suddenly remembered that Xia Ying had told her that her parents divorced when she was just in elementary school, and Xia Ying used to hate Xia's mother very much, and she had always been quite concerned about this.

Now that she has already started this topic, she thought it better to take advantage of the situation and ask further, so she asked cautiously: "Can you tell me why your parents divorced? And why do you hate your mother?"

Xia Ying originally planned to stop here, but after hearing Xiao Qin's question, she hesitated for a moment, then realized that she had nothing to hide from her, so she continued.

At the beginning of Yingxia’s establishment, the company’s operations were difficult, and the family’s life was very poor, so hard that it was hard to even breathe.This was what Emperor Xia had said to Xia Ying. She didn't know this feeling very well, because when she was sensible, the situation at home had gradually improved.

At that time, Emperor Xia often left early and returned late for work, and sometimes did not come back for several months. When Xia's mother called him, she often quarreled with him because of this matter, although she would call Xiao Xiaying first every time she called. She left, but Xiao Xia Ying still occasionally heard her arguing on the phone.

She guessed that her mother might not like her father, so she always quarreled with him.

In Xiao Xiaying's perception, although her father rarely comes home once, every time he comes back he will bring her a lot of delicious and fun things. The children are always easy to be satisfied, and she knows that the reason why father doesn't come back often is to She earns money to support her family, so she still likes her father very much.

But in comparison, she still prefers her mother who gets along with her day and night.

In my memory, my mother was always very gentle and kind.The neighbor's little brother is occasionally beaten and scolded by her mother for doing something wrong. Every time she hears the beating and scolding from the opposite door, she feels a little scared in her heart.

I remember that once she accidentally lost the cup, and the stainless steel water cup fell to the ground, and the water in it spilled all over the floor. She was afraid that her mother would beat and scold her like the neighbor’s mother, so she cried out in fright .

Mother heard the movement and came from the room, saw this scene and just squatted in front of her, gently stroked her little head, and said to her: "Little Xia Ying doesn't cry, it's fine, just hold on tighter next time. "

Then start mopping up the puddles on the ground.

Xia's mother never beat her or scolded her. Compared with her neighbor's little brother, Xiao Xia Ying felt that she was very lucky to have such a gentle mother.

At a parent-teacher meeting in kindergarten, other parents were praising Xia’s mother for being beautiful. Little Xia Ying heard this, and she sat in her seat and shouted loudly: “My mother is an angel!”

That is a new vocabulary she has learned. I heard that when you think a person is beautiful, she is an angel.

Xiao Xiaying thinks that the word "angel" is tailor-made for her mother.

The parents at the scene were amused by her cute words. Seeing her mother smiling happily, Xiao Xia Ying thought that her mother would like to call her an angel, so whenever she had a chance, she called her an angel.

As beautiful as an angel.

Kind as an angel.

Gentle as an angel.

She desperately stuffed all kinds of words of praise into her little head. Every time Mother Xia finished listening, she would smile and kiss her on the cheek and say, "Thank you, baby, you are also a little angel."

From this kiss, Xiao Xia Ying could feel that her mother loved her very much, so she would smile happily every time.

Because her mother is so good, she often forgets that she has a father.

Mom said that as Dad's business grew bigger and bigger, our family would become richer and richer.Little Xia Ying has no idea about money, but she has heard adults say that the more money you have, the happier you will be.

But little Xia Ying saw that her mother was not happy, and she didn't know why.

When Xiao Xia Ying graduated from kindergarten, her father still seldom came home as before. He probably felt that it was not good for him to be too cold to the family. Later, he often sent a young assistant named Xiao Liu to give gifts to their mother and daughter.

What I gave my mother were expensive things called cosmetics, and Xia Ying gave some dolls and plush toys. Xia Ying didn't like dolls, and my mother probably didn't like cosmetics either, because she had never seen her use them.

Xiao Liu would come to the house every once in a while, and at first he would just put down the presents and leave. Later, Mama Xia would invite him in for something to eat and chat.

Xia's mother often smiled happily when chatting with him, and Xiao Liu also smiled happily. Xiao Xia Ying felt strange when she saw it, but she didn't know what was wrong.

Later, Xiao Xia Ying discovered that Mama Xia began to use those cosmetics. Every morning and night, she could see Mama Xia in front of the mirror, smearing messy things on her face. One day, she stood at the door and asked in a childish voice. : "Mom, what are you doing?"

Mama Xia wiped it on her face and said, "Mom is taking care of her skin."

Little Xia Ying asked: "What is skin care?"

Mama Xia said: "Taking care of your skin can make your face look better."

Little Xia Ying felt amazing, but also felt strange, "Why did my mother never use such a good thing before?"

Mama Xia's hands froze. She looked at herself in the mirror and said with a complicated expression, "Because no one looked at it before."

Little Xia Ying didn't understand the meaning of Xia's mother's words, she smiled innocently and said, "I look at my mother every day, she is as beautiful as an angel, I really like to watch it."

Listening to the innocent words around her as always, Mama Xia's eyes dimmed for a moment.She put down the bottle in her hand, squatted down, this time she didn't kiss Xiao Xia Ying's cheek like before, but just opened her arms and hugged her tightly.

In the following days, Xiao Liu came more and more frequently, and when she saw Xia Ying, she would always show a flattering smile to her, but Xiao Xia Ying never paid attention to him, because in her perception, he was just running errands for her father and accompanying him by the way. Mom chatting with strangers.

Time seemed to pass peacefully day after day.

It was not until the final exam of Xia Ying Primary School's first grade that day that she returned home after the exam in the morning. As soon as she entered the house, she heard strange noises coming from her mother's room.

"Mother?"

She called out, but there was no response from inside.

She walked in and saw that her mother and Xiao Liu were busy getting dressed on the bed.

At that time, Xiao Xia Ying didn't know much about gender issues, but she already had a vague understanding of what it meant for a man to sleep in bed with a woman.

Means they are husband and wife.

But Xiao Liu and his mother are not husband and wife.

Mom sleeps in bed with a man other than Dad.

It means betrayal.

She thought of her father who was thousands of miles away earning money to support the family, and she thought of her mother looking in the mirror every day, using the cosmetics her father bought to maintain her skin, in order to "seduce" a man other than her father.

Xiao Xia Ying was shocked at first, then found it hard to accept, and finally felt disgusted.

At that moment, the person she had regarded as a pure white angel since childhood became a black demon.

Being bumped into by Xiao Xia Ying, Xiao Liu looked very flustered, but Xia's mother was surprisingly calm. She met Xiao Xia Ying's gaze without squinting. In those small eyes that were always full of adoration for her in the past, now The moment was full of disgust and hatred, and while her heart ached, she felt relieved at the same time.

She opened her mouth. Little Xia Ying didn't want to listen to this woman, so she rushed out of the door angrily. Mother Xia got dressed and asked the neighbor's little brother to follow her.

Little Xia Ying hid at a classmate's house who lived nearby. The classmate's mother called and asked Mother Xia about the situation. Mother Xia just asked her to take care of Xiao Xia Ying. Someone would come to pick her up in a few days, and she didn't say anything else.

Xiao Xia Ying stayed at her classmate's house for four days.Children tend to forget things, but she can never forget that scene that day, no matter how happy her classmates made her, she always suddenly recalled that disgusting betrayal in the middle of laughing, and even looked at the sweet picture of her classmates With a smiling face, I always wondered if she might be beautiful on the outside, but actually dilapidated on the inside.

The seeds of prejudice germinated in my heart, but no one noticed, causing it to gradually grow in the days to come.

On the fifth day Xiao Xia Ying lived at her classmate's house, someone finally came to pick her up.

Xia's father stood at the door with a dejected look on his face. When he saw Xiao Xia Ying walking towards him, he turned around and left without saying anything, and Xiao Xia Ying consciously followed.

The classmate's house was very close to Xia Ying's house, but Xia's father walked very slowly, and they couldn't get home after walking for a long time.

Xia's father, who had been walking absent-mindedly, didn't notice a small round stone in front of him, stepped on it, slipped, and fell to the ground in embarrassment.

He sat on the sidewalk in a daze, ignoring the curious gazes of passers-by, lowered his head, and stared blankly at his suit and leather shoes.

In the past, he was poor and white, and resolutely decided to start a business in order to make the woman he loves happy. She said that she would accompany him, whether poor or rich, she would be with him.

He had worked so hard for so long to get this decent attire, his own assets, and the capital to make her happy, but she said that she didn't want it anymore.

"You said you would accompany me to get rich, I have been working hard," he said to himself in a hoarse voice, "but why don't you love me anymore after struggling?" Hold back.

Looking at her father's sad back from behind, Xiao Xia Ying felt sad.

She walked over and wiped away the tears on his face with her little hands, her voice was soft and mature.She said: "Dad, Mom doesn't love you, but I still love you. Although you often don't come home, I still like you very much."

Emperor Xia raised his eyes to look at this immature little face that he had never looked at before, the innocent smile on that face became his salvation at this moment, and the belated guilt surged into his heart, and instantly turned into tears gushing out .

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Presidential suite, bedroom.

The harsh light came in from the window, and Xia Ying, who was lying on the bed, frowned, opened her eyes slowly, looked at the strange environment in front of her with some doubts, and then remembered that she was away now, this is a hotel suite.

She turned her head to look at the charging mobile phone on the bedside table, raised her hand to pick it up to check the time, but suddenly felt something was wrong in her hand.

She pulled back the quilt, and saw that Xiao Qin was holding her right hand under the quilt at this time, who was sleeping soundly.

It seems that since she finished talking about the old things at home last night, that hand has never been loose.

Xia Ying's heart was soft.

Obviously she said that she doesn't care about those old things anymore, but she still cares about herself, what a fool.

She crawled back under the covers, took that hand with both hands, and decided to sleep a little longer.

However, within a few minutes of closing her eyes, Xia Ying's cell phone rang on the bedside table, and Xiao Qin was also woken up.

Xia Ying picked up the phone resentfully and answered: "Hello..."

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