Everyone is optimistic

Chapter 9 Freedom

He Zhengyang recalled that time, sure enough, Liu Yiming never said that he liked me, loved me, I didn't seem to say that either.So what is the relationship between the two of us?

After that day, the two finally lived together, with one bed and one quilt.Liu Yiming slowly turned over He Zhengyang with his back facing him, seeing that his face was so red that his nose was sweating, he patted his back and told him not to be nervous.I hugged him and kissed him.

After a long time, He Zhengyang was so spoiled that he finally found a partner, and he was able to find a little joy in his boring life.He has something to be happy to tease Liu Yiming, then Liu Yiming must remember to come back next time.Slowly, all the clothes at home were washed by He Zhengyang.He was reluctant at first, but Liu Yiming said that there were surprises in the clothes. When he opened them, almost every pocket contained money. Knowing that he was a money fan, and still tempting him like this, He Zhengyang complained about him while putting the money in his pockets Take it out and throw his clothes in the washing machine by the way.He Zhengyang took the money he found and ran to him to show off. Liu Yiming looked at the book and raised his head to laugh at him, as if he wanted to take it away. I gave him everything, not all of them, but most of them for sure. Liu Yiming often bought him a lot of things when he went out and came back.

He Zhengyang couldn't bear it, and clamored to take him to buy some clothes. When the two of them went out together, they were still very nervous and kept paying attention to other people's eyes.He Zhengyang had just walked out a few steps, and ran into the toilet wanting to stay away. Liu Yiming followed, seeing that he cared a lot about these things, and said not easily, "Whatever brother wants to buy, brother will take you there," He Zhengyang walked out for four I looked down and kissed him on tiptoe, "Thank you"

The two walked out, He Zhengyang stepped out and walked side by side with him.Walking to a sportswear store, He Zhengyang wanted him to try on clothes, but Liu Yiming told him to go first, and he would wait outside before going.When He Zhengyang came out and saw him, he went over to the salesperson and said, "Please, does the one he tried on come in a large size? It's black. Help me fit it up. And the one he's wearing. Thank you." The salesperson found two new ones for him. He, Liu Yiming paid for and took two bags.He Zhengyang was still looking in the mirror, and saw Liu Yiming holding two bags from the mirror.

"When did you try it? It sold out so quickly. Come and see if it looks good to me."

"Looks good, finished shopping, let's go."

"I'm done shopping for what, this clothes?" He Zhengyang walked over to open the bag and saw the exact same white sportswear on his body, and opened the bag, it was black.He Zhengyang's face turned red, he looked up at Liu Yiming and whispered, "Didn't I say I'll buy it for you today?"

"You look good in clothes. As a viewer, I should pay for it."

"Okay then, but I'll buy it for you when I see something good-looking."

"Okay. Take it off then."

He Zhengyang hugged himself tightly, "What are you taking off?" His face became even redder.

"You're wearing other people's clothes, if you don't take them off, do you still want to leave?" Liu Yiming pretended to lean on his ear casually, "What are you thinking. Take it off?"

He Zhengyang dodged and ran to the fitting room, his heart pounding. "Liu Yiming, you wait."

On the way, He Zhengyang bought Liu Yiming's usual perfume by going to the bathroom.It's worth the clothes too.Take the bag and carry it to the back.Walking to Liu Yiming's side, "Brother, help me get the thing down, it's too heavy, I can't lift it."

Liu Yiming took it and smiled when he saw the package.He Zhengyang didn't know where to get a rose and put it in the packaging box. It was his favorite perfume and put it in an inconspicuous corner. He didn't expect He Zhengyang to find it.He Zhengyang was looking at the phone and giggling, as if he had just read a joke, Liu Yiming walked over, "What are you looking at?"

"It's nothing, so you have always used women's perfume hahahaha, what do you like, the perfume that girls like, this one also says something frigid," He Zhengyang dragged his chin and looked at him, "What do I see? Not like that."

Liu Yiming frowned and looked at him, "Then you still bought this for me, because you hope that I'm really frigid? Then you are so pitiful."

He Zhengyang was defeated.

When he finally found a place to laugh at him, he was counterattacked again.

He Zhengyang couldn't laugh.Staring at him, "Let's go, I don't want to talk to you anymore." He lifted his foot and left.Liu Yiming walked over quickly to catch up with him, "Do you really want to know how to defeat me?" He Zhengyang stopped and looked at him, Liu Yiming whispered something in his ear and left.After leaving He Zhengyang for three seconds, he realized that his face was flushed and he looked around to see if there was no one around. He lowered his head and hurried to catch up with Liu Yiming.Never speak again.

"Didn't I kneel to you every day?"

The weather was fine, He Zhengyang took out all his clothes and washed them, and suddenly felt bored, so he sat there and sighed.Liu Yiming was reading a book and looked up, "What's wrong, who made you unhappy?"

Tell you not to keep any more money in your clothes, you really don’t have any money, "I have no motivation to wash clothes. I don’t want to wash them. I don’t have any surprises when I pick up a piece of clothing. It’s so boring."

"Then what surprise do you want?"

"I think I used to ask girls to wash their clothes and kiss them and say nice things to them, but now that I wash them for others, I don't have a word. This way, I don't treat them badly."

Liu Yiming came over and hugged him, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I was the one who treated you badly."

"It's good that you know. So, what about my love words? What about my kisses?"

"Here it comes".

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He Zhengyang curled up on the ground and cried for a while, and laughed for a while.With his eyes closed, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes and into his hair. Many times they were arguing, but he didn't want to think about it.He was afraid that when he remembered the quarrel between the two of them, one or two sentences would be the last straw that crushed them.Some people say that falling in love is not just wanting to be hurt.An ordinary life is no longer what they expected.

However, He Zhengyang really didn't want to quarrel.He is afraid.Fear of hearing the breath of fish.Who will leave first.

He Zhengyang forced himself to open his eyes, as long as his eyes were open, he would not be thinking wildly.He looked at the gap under the sofa, stared straight at it, and found a small area that was dark black, he stretched his hand over it without thinking, and took out the business card.On the bronzing business card, the words 'I don't know why' are written in golden handwriting flowing like flowing water.Turn it over, there is an address and a phone number on the back, He Zhengyang looked at it stupidly, not knowing what to do, tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes.

After washing and changing clothes, my eyes were still a little swollen, so I took a pair of Liu Yiming's glasses and took them out.

He took a taxi and went straight to 'I don't know why', he himself didn't know why he took a taxi here, but he felt that someone was waiting for him.He doesn't want to be alone, no matter who it is, someone is good.

Standing at the door of the store, it was difficult to see the inside from the outside, but there was light inside, so without looking closely, He Zhengyang opened the door and walked in. The inside was very lively, as if some kind of celebration was being held.

He finds a place to sit down.A tall waitress came by,

"Hi, what would you like to drink? Today our boss is engaged, so there is no alcohol. There are desserts here, you can also try it." The waiter probably saw his swollen eyes.

"All right, you can help me order."

"Okay, a glass of iced Americano, and a Black Forest. I'll be right here, just wait a moment."

"Engagement, it should be celebrated."

Someone was singing on the stage over there, holding a guitar and playing today you will marry me, He Zhengyang looked at the lights on the stage in a trance.Dazed by a ray of light, He Zhengyang closed his eyes for a moment, and when he opened them again, a beautiful girl was sitting in front of her. It was as if he had seen Lian Mo sitting opposite him and smiled at him, "Are you looking for me?" Boyfriend's?"

"Handsome guy, are you here to find your boyfriend? I took a look, and there is no boyfriend here. Your boyfriend is waiting for you at home." He Zhengyang recovered and looked carefully at the person sitting across from him. , looking at him with a smile, he has a canine tooth, wearing a wig, pink hair that just reaches his neck, plus pink color contact lenses that are too obvious, something on his face shakes He Zhengyang's eyes, the painting style It was an exaggeration that even Mo could not match.It really shows the cuteness to the fullest.

"No, I'll sit down for a while."

The tall waitress came over and put the things down, said "the boss is back" and left.

He Zhengyang smiled slightly after hearing this, "I wish you a happy engagement"

He Zhengyang squinted and didn't see Qi Tongtong's face. When Qi Tongtong heard his blessing, his smile disappeared immediately, and he gave him a blank look.

Qi Tongtong patted He Zhengyang, and pointed behind him, there were two boys kissing.He Zhengyang saw it and thought of him and Liu Yiming.He turned back and picked up the coffee.

"You can come here often. This is a bar open to everyone."

"Why do you want to open such a bar, not afraid that someone will look down on you and find trouble?"

"What are you looking for? You mean those backward ancient people?"

"Not really, after all, some people think this is a treasonous thing"

"Great rebellion? How can it be considered a big treason?"

He Zhengyang took another sip of coffee, "No children,"

After hearing this, Qi Tongtong burst out laughing,

"That's right, they still have millions of property to inherit, and of course they have children."

"Hahaha, maybe it is, but many people still disagree"

"Hehe, why, you have to listen to others when you are in a relationship. Do homosexuals need the consent of heterosexuals? It's ridiculous. What era is it, the oppressed Chinese people in the colonies?"

"But it's reality."

"Reality? I can hardly see what the sky looks like."

He Zhengyang looked at her suspiciously.

"The two you saw over there just now, in fact, one just came from the psychological counselor that his mother made an appointment with. The other, waiting for him here in advance, just finished class, and the two will be separated in a while. Once, the psychological counselor The intensity of the treatment was too high, and they felt that it was too much suffering, so it was better to die early like this, at least they died together. The two of them almost lost blood to death that time. The two of them will go to college next year, and they can finally escape their parents However, the mother of the child who was being treated is going crazy now, and follows wherever she goes. He is not allowed to step out of the house, and he cuts his wrists when he goes out. His father still has to work, and he still sneaks out when he goes out Sleeping pills were put in the milk given to his mother. Tell him, is he filial or not filial? Should he continue to love or not.”

"I don't know," because I don't have that kind of trouble.

"Do you know why some people always say that they want to pursue freedom? Once a person is born, he is not free, because he has a family, parents, and someone who loves him. People live together for a long time, and they don't know what love is." What is not love. In fact, it is just a habit. If I meet you every day, even if we are not familiar with each other, if you do not appear in a fixed place one day, then I will still miss you. It is so natural. But, you If you don't come, I won't blame you, because you have no bond with me, so to me, you are free."

"So you opened this shop for freedom?"

"Well, be it, every air here is fresh and has a soul. Here, there are no boundaries, no obstacles, no cold eyes, no indifference. What I want to create is such a small place .Because I have never had freedom and love, so I want to see it in others and more people. Even if my place may not be able to continue one day, but I will give these people who come here a little courage. Well, just hold on a little longer, there will always be a day like that."

"Wish is always good. Fortunately, you are young and still have a lot of strength. You want to change,"

"I know. You must want to say that I am overestimated, but I have too many daydreams. Who knows which one will come true. If you don't even dream, it is no different from a dead person. I have thought about it a long time ago , if I didn’t do something that made me very happy, then I would have wasted my time in the world. Fishing in troubled waters with money from my parents or work, although I am very happy I am happy, but that kind of happiness is different from my current happiness. It is better to be alone than to be happy alone. I am very happy to see so many people laughing."

"You are really pretty."

"?What did you say?"

"After you said this just now, all I can think of is how handsome you are. However, is it not good to praise a little girl like this? It's more suitable for you to be beautiful."

"Hahahaha thank you. By the way, do you want to consider coming to work with me? Now there is only one waiter, two dessert chefs, and one chef. Although there is no position for you, you can manage accounts and manage some things. Yes, there are warehouses and so on, now only Niu Niu is in charge, she is too tired by herself, do you want to think about it?"

"I don't have this idea yet. I just quit my job and want to figure out some things. I'll come to you again when I think it over."

"Okay, then we've made an agreement, then I'll give you my business card. Also, this place is much bigger than what you imagined."

"Then you can only wait for my next visit."

"you are leaving?"

"Well, thank you, you told me a lot"

"You're welcome, go back quickly, your husband is still waiting for you at home."

"What husband?"

"I guess. Bye,"

When He Zhengyang got in the car and went back, the feeling of loss in the afternoon was not much left, is that really the case?Did I just happen to show up?

Standing at the door without going in for a long time, the key is in his pocket, he doesn't want to open the door, what's wrong with his heart, he expects him to be that special at this moment, expects telepathy.Let him open the door and take him home.

Xu Shi heard He Zhengyang's inner call, the door opened, and Liu Yiming stood at the door, wearing a black suit and leather shoes.Seeing He Zhengyang, he stepped out and hugged him, "Where have you been, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"I, I went out for a trip,"

"I brought you something back," Liu Yiming held He Zhengyang's hand.Close the door and walk in.Lying on the sofa was a white suit and a pair of white leather shoes, roughly the same style as the one Liu Yiming was wearing.Liu Yiming signaled him to put on.When He Zhengyang took off his sweater and exposed his back, Liu Yiming took the opportunity to kiss him.He Zhengyang changed his clothes and stood in front of him, Liu Yiming picked up the flowers he had just hidden and knelt down on one knee.

"Mr. He Zhengyang, are you willing to marry me?"

"there is none left?"

"what?"

"For example, I only love you in my life, and I will never change until death, and I will never leave you. Life and death follow each other."

"No, I want you to be free. You can choose to leave or stay with me at any time. This will never be a shackle that binds you."

He Zhengyang hugged him "I want freedom. I want you more"

He Zhengyang let go of him, and Liu Yiming smiled and said, "Don't you agree to me, my legs are going numb." He looked up at him expectantly.

"I promised you, what will our relationship be like in the future?"

"couple."

"Then do you love me?"

"Super love, special love."

"Well, what else?"

"I especially love the kiss you ask for before I do my laundry. I love that you hang on to me when you're tired after work. I love that you beg me not to get up every morning. I love that you use all kinds of tricks to beat me, but you lose to me every time. The look of being angry from time to time. I like you seeing me hurt and my eyes are full of distress. In short, as long as it is you, I like it. He Zhengyang, I love you, in a limited time"

"It's really nice to hear, I love you, these three words are really nice to hear." Saying that I like you and love you to someone in my native language is really loving you with my unadorned instinct.This time, He Zhengyang believed it.He took the flowers that Liu Yiming handed over, and tears welled up in his eyes.I can't help but miss him any longer, hugging him tightly and not wanting to let go.

Liu Yiming took out a ring from his pocket, with their names engraved on it.Wear it on He Zhengyang's ring finger. "From now on, you are mine."

"Well, I've wanted to be your man all my life."

Life is too long, I just want the present.

I took a picture and saved it on my phone.The clothes of the two were already in the living room, but they were gone.Probably to celebrate.

On the bed, He Zhengyang lay on Liu Yiming's body, hugging his neck, "Are you really resigning?"

Liu Yiming looked at him, "Well, I have to deal with things now,"

"Is it important?"

"It's not important to you."

"I resigned today too. I want to change jobs."

"Then don't go to work. I'll take care of you. Just wait for me at home every day. When I come back, don't go anywhere."

"Are you taking care of me? I'm not a badass, so I refuse."

"You're just a little boy to me."

He Zhengyang lowered his head and bit the nearest piece of meat, "I'm not,"

Liu Yiming turned around and pressed him under his body, and kissed his ear, "I told you, you are. If you don't believe me, look."

He Zhengyang blushed and looked aside.The stars are really beautiful tonight.

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