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Wei Chengyang is in a particularly good mood recently. Since the two of them talked about the matter that day, their relationship has gradually warmed up. Now Hao Yuan will take the initiative to send him messages! ! !

In fact, there is only one reason why Hao Fan took the initiative to send a message, and Wei Chengyang prepared another little surprise!So he had to say something, although, uh, um, most of the time he couldn't understand where the surprise was, but seeing the expressions on Wei Xiaoyou and Yu Ziyuan's faces eating dog food, he thought it should be a surprise Bar.

Time passed day by day, their filming was coming to an end, the director was also very satisfied with Hao Fan's performance, the unhappiness before joining the group disappeared, and getting along with Yu Ziyuan was also very pleasant, so Hao Fan has changed a lot recently, According to Wei Xiaoyou's words, he has changed from a melancholy prince to a gentle son.

There are not many scenes this day, but they are all the main ones. The content is that Xiao Yu was used by someone to hurt her favorite girl and Xu Xiaofeng. After the two were pushed into the operating room, Xiao Yu discovered the identity of her brother, and Xu Xiaoyu waited anxiously outside the operating room , and finally waited until both the girl and brother fell into a coma...

Hao Fan has always been afraid to seriously read and think about the script of this scene, and even dare not talk about this scene with others, because he has indeed experienced that feeling, and he dare not recall the feeling of the sky falling. The feeling of sinking into the ground, but some things don't mean that you don't have to face them if you don't want to face them.

Hao Yuan has been in a state of nervous tension since the morning, trying desperately to divert his attention, but it seems to have no effect, the fear floods all his senses, he seems to have fallen into a cold pool, unable to swim up, and unable to completely It's like sinking in, in the biting water, desperately enduring the cold.

Wei Xiaoyou noticed that something was wrong with Hao Qin, so he asked: "Hao Qin, are you uncomfortable there?"

Hao Fan's complexion was as pale as paper, and he forced a smile to Xiaoyou, "It's okay", it's useless to tell Wei Xiaoyou about this kind of thing, and he will never stop filming this scene because of him.

Wei Xiaoyou looked at Hao Fan worriedly, and was about to say something when he was interrupted by the director.

"Xu Xiaoyu, come here."

Hao Fan quickly stood up and trotted over, the director talked to Hao Fan about the scene, seeing Hao Fan's paler and paler face, he was startled, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Hao Fan shook his head, "Maybe it's because the sense of substitution is a bit strong." This was the only excuse he could find.

There was some doubt in the director's eyes, no matter how strong the sense of substitution was, he wouldn't faint, but after all, everyone had something they didn't want to say, and he was considerate enough not to ask.

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Hao Yuan nestled in the corner, trembling all over, his teeth creaking, he tried his best to endure, and kept telling himself that this was filming, this was not the accident, but it was useless, the despair had been awakened , he feels that he has been abandoned by the whole world, and even the person he loves the most is unconscious because of him... If it wasn't for his persistence, if it wasn't for his whimsy, they wouldn't have become like this, It's his fault, it's all his fault!

In fact, he was driving the car that day!So he instinctively avoided other cars, but put his parents in the most dangerous place.He has been hypnotizing himself constantly, even resenting others to alleviate his guilt, but there seems to be a demon in his heart, constantly reminding him that it is he who killed his parents, and he avoided the danger selfishly. But let his biological parents lie in the cold hospital for him...

All the people present were a little shocked by Hao Fen's performance. In the past, Hao Fen had always acted in a well-regulated manner, which made people unable to make mistakes but did not feel amazing, but this time it gave people a different feeling. Even they They were all infected by that atmosphere, the little makeup artist behind the camera had red eye circles.

It was over here, but the director didn't stop, so everyone is still doing their own thing.

Hao Fan was completely immersed in his own memories, veins popping out of his intertwined arms, his face was as pale as paper, his eye circles were red but there were no tears, and beads of sweat gradually emerged from his forehead and tip of his nose.

"Ah" suddenly Hao Fan let out a low growl, suddenly sat up on his knees, and kept hitting the ground with his fists, desperately and fiercely, one punch after another, as if he didn't know the pain at all, and his face didn't know it was sweat It was still tears, dripping down the jaw to the ground, diluting the bloodstain left by the fist.

Only pain can make Hao Yuan regain a little reason. The person he loves the most is unconscious and can only rely on drugs to maintain his life. That kind of self-blame and guilt will crush his life to death. This year, he alone bears the burden of This kind of self-blame and guilt is okay when he is busy, but when he is free, he will feel sorry for the person lying on the bed even breathing. He can only torture himself and make himself have a bad life, so that the guilt will be slightly reduced, but also Just some.

Hao Yuan finally stopped, leaned back against the wall weakly, and sat obliquely, with her slender legs curled up, a hand full of wounds resting on her knees, her head hung down, motionless, like a wounded Small animals, find a corner to quietly lick their wounds.

After a long time, the director remembered to shout, "Cut, it's over, let's all go back to rest early today." The director looked at Hao Ai in the camera, with a slightly deep look in his eyes, and turned to Wei Xiaoyou and said, "Give him a rest tomorrow." One day off."

Wei Xiaoyou nodded quickly, and trotted all the way to Hao's side, she knew that Hao's mood was very wrong today, acting was just a job to Hao's, just a way to make money, so although he was attentive and professional, he lacked something This love means less emotional display, but in this scene, the explosion of love made her terrified, and the many scars on her hands were all real.

Wei Xiaoyou approached, but his mother didn't move. The pain in his hand made him gradually regain his senses. Just now, it seemed like a play to others, but he was once again experiencing despair, which he could never let go of. heart disease.

Xiaoyou squatted down and said in a low voice, "Hao Fan, let's go to the hospital first."

Hao Fan raised his head, looked at Xiaoyou, his eyes were red, but there were no tears, and there was a tremor in his voice, "Go to the Central Hospital."

Wei Xiaoyou nodded, picked up his mother, and walked slowly towards the parking lot.

The staff members were busy packing up the equipment, discussing the scene in low voices and praising Hao Fan's performance, but no one noticed that Hao Fan's body was constantly trembling.

Wei Xiaoyou could clearly feel that his body was trembling constantly, it was not trembling caused by crying, but more like trembling caused by extreme endurance.

Wei Xiaoyou accompanied Hao Fan to treat the wound. The doctor said that Hao Fan had several fractures in his left hand and needed a plaster cast.Hao Yuan was very indifferent to his injuries, while Wei Xiaoyou was surprised by Hao Yuan, who beat himself to pieces with several punches! ! !

In the end, Hao Fan did not agree to put on a cast, but just asked the doctor to treat the wound, because he still had several scenes in the future, and he could not wear a plaster for filming. Next, he can only agree, but he must notify Wei Chengyang of this kind of thing.

Hao Fan has been in a state of silence, got on the elevator, Hao Fan took the initiative to press the 9th floor, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'll take a look."

Wei Xiaoyou nodded, expressing her agreement, she knew that Hao Qin wanted to see his parents who had been lying in bed for a year.

Hao Fan pushed open the door of the ward, and saw my sister-in-law sitting by the bed and taking a nap.

When my sister heard someone coming in, she raised her head to look, and found that Hao Fan's eye circles were red, she hurriedly got up, and asked with concern: "Xiao Hao, what's wrong with you?"

Hao Fan shook his head, and said slowly: "Sister-in-law, I want to stay alone with them for a while."

Although the sister-in-law was worried, she still went out, and when she saw Wei Xiaoyou, she hurriedly dragged Wei Xiaoyou to ask about Hao's situation.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Hao Fan knelt down slowly, and pulled up his hands that were as thin as dead branches on the bed, and tears flowed out slowly. At the beginning, I wanted to give you happiness, but now you can only lie here , live unconsciously.

"Dad, Mom, please wake up, as long as you wake up, I will do whatever you ask me... Don't you love me?... If you can't wake up, grandpa and grandma What to do? They are looking forward to your return home, you are not filial!"

Hao Qin was sobbing in a low voice, no one could understand Hao Qin's feelings, he would rather be himself lying on the bed, the doctor said that the chance of his parents waking up was getting slimmer, but he didn't want to let go, even if they Really can only lie here for a lifetime, but at least he can still see it, he knows it is selfish, but he is reluctant...

Hao Fan sat on the ground and took out an old-fashioned mobile phone from the bedside table. My sister-in-law had been helping to charge this mobile phone, and he would listen to it every time he felt helpless and desperate.

A weak middle-aged woman's voice on the phone, "Son, your dad fell asleep, and I'm a little sleepy too, you see I learned the recording skills you taught me, haha, just watched you rush out to save people, you Although Dad didn't say anything, I know he is very proud. His son has grown up and become a useful person. I am also very happy. My son has never let me down. When we came this time, he still I was wondering if you have graduated, should I save money to buy you a house and a car to marry a wife, haha. Son, Mom, I don’t want you to have a lot of promise in the future, Mom just hopes that you can live happily, by the way, I wish you a happy graduation, is that what you young people say? Well, no, I am also sleepy, I will sleep for a while, and I will go to your graduation ceremony when I wake up..."

Listening to his mother's subsequent recording, Hao Qin didn't cry, and he calmed down a lot. He listened to this recording countless times. It was the last words his mother left him before fainting. She should have a hunch that she might not be able to wake up. That's why it was recorded. Hao Fan would listen to this recording every time in the ward, so that he could remember his previous life and have the courage to live when he looked at his mother's face.

Hao Fan stayed in the ward until the end of the visiting time, Wei Xiaoyou drove the expressionless Hao Fan back to the villa, Hao Fan got out of the car and went into the room dully, doing things in a very normal and orderly manner.

Wei Chengyang also just arrived home. He was on a business trip abroad, and Wei Xiaoyou informed him that something was wrong with his mother.He directly handed over the rest to the vice president, and rushed back alone. Seeing her red eyes and pale face, she frowned distressedly, "Little girl?"

Hao Fan looked up at Wei Chengyang mechanically, and squeezed out a stiff smile, "I'm coming back today to take a rest." After speaking, he walked into the bedroom on his own.

Wei Chengyang frowned, and glanced sharply at Wei Xiaoyou. He knew that Hao Yuan had entered the hospital, but he didn't know what happened.

Wei Xiaoyou quickly waved his hand, "It's none of my business, it's because he put too much effort into acting."

Wei Chengyang frowned even tighter, "Acting? That scene?" Although he was an investor, he really didn't seriously watch the plot of 'Wind and Rain'. At that time, he just wanted to give Hao Fan a good role.

Wei Xiaoyou briefly introduced the plot of today's scene.

Wei Chengyang's complexion was a bit grim, no wonder Hao's eyes were wrong just now, this scene made Hao's experience of that car accident all over again! ! !My heart is a little tight, how could he make such a mistake! ! !

Wei Chengyang ignored Wei Xiaoyou and went straight into the bedroom.

Wei Xiaoyou looked bewildered, she seemed to need to know something, it seemed that she was going to find Bai Xiang, this guy actually gave me a fever and asked for leave at a critical moment! ! !