[Gundam SEED] Protection

"I'm back." Kira smiled slightly, and picked up a book by Fleur's bedside. The title of the book was: "Summary of Warship Combat Theory Volume Three".

"Why are you reading these all of a sudden?" Kira asked, "Isn't this a book that only commanders need to read?"

"That's true." Fleur was a little embarrassed, "But the correspondent's books, there are only a few volumes on the Archangel, most of which are battleship instruction manuals, and I have read them all. There is really nothing to see. I can only look at these - if you can better understand the captain's combat intentions, you will definitely be able to better complete the work of the communicator."

"Wow." Kira showed an exaggerated expression of amazement, "Fleur's words make sense."

It looks like it's making fun of people.

Seeing this, Fleur raised the book in her hand and slapped Kira on the head: "What do you mean!"

The mighty but actually useless hand was easily grabbed by Kira.Not just grabbing the hand, Kira snatched the book from Fleur, put it beside the bed, and pressed her whole body on it.

"I just lament that Fleur has become so mature and more attractive now... But if I have time..."

The unfinished words disappeared between the intertwined lips of the two.

After making out for a while, the two stopped before Kira lost control.

Fleur blushed, she stretched out her hands to straighten her clothes, and complained, "Really, I went crazy all of a sudden. I'm going to eat later, and I'm going to be made fun of by Millie and the others again."

Beside him, Kira was lying unsteadily, with the back of his right hand covering his forehead, making his expression unclear.

Frey paused, seeing that Kira didn't respond and didn't feel annoyed, she just stretched out her hand and pushed him, her tone became softer: "Let's go, I'm starving to death, let's eat."

With that said, he was about to get up from the bed.

Beside, Kira's slender and powerful arms suddenly stretched out to wrap around Fleur's waist, preventing her from moving.

Fleur could only turn around, hold Kira's head next to her, hugged her in her arms, and asked softly, "What's the matter?"

The hair hanging down, brushed gently over Kira's head, but Kira still didn't respond.

Fleur sighed and continued to ask: "Why don't you go to see your parents today?"

Kira's arms tightened a bit, and a muffled voice came from Fleur's waist: "I thought you didn't intend to ask."

"Because I think, if you want to talk, you will definitely tell me."

Kira fell silent again.

After a while, he opened his mouth and asked softly,

"Am I doing something wrong?"

Kira's voice was full of distressing blankness.Since the lifeboat was wrecked in front of Kira, he has been forcing himself, forcing himself to become strong and mature quickly.Fleur has not seen such a weak Kira for a long time, so it is very distressing.

Gently and carefully, she stroked the hair on the top of Kira's head,

"Why are you not going to see your parents?"

"...I just feel that the end of the war is still far away. Not to mention that once we leave Orb, there will definitely be a big battle with ZAFT. And there are many things on the Dawn Society. At this time..."

Kira spoke half of her words, but was interrupted directly by Fleur.Although her voice was still soft, there was a firm certainty in her tone.

"It's not because of this reason." She said, "If it's Kira, he knows that he will leave this time, and he doesn't know when he will be able to meet his father. In order to prevent them from worrying, no matter how busy he is, he must Reunite with them and tell them you're fine and go home as soon as the war is over or something. Because Kira you've always been so gentle."

Fleur's voice was full of pity and tolerance, as if she was telling Kira.

It's okay, I understand.

"So that must not be the real reason."

"You want me to ask you, but you can't say it, Kira, what are you thinking?"

The arms around Fleur's waist tightened a little more, Kira seemed to be struggling too, and didn't notice at all that Fleur was a little strangled.But even so, Fleur was not impatient at all, and still gently and delicately stroked the soft hair on Kira's head.

"I'm afraid," Kira finally said after a long time, "I'm afraid that if I see them, I won't be able to resist asking them."

"Ask what?" Fleur asked softly, like whispers, drifting to Kira's ears.

"Ask them why they are natural people, but they want me to become a new human being."

"If it wasn't for the adjuster, I wouldn't be so entangled now, would I?"

Kira was answering Fleur's words, but it was more like trying to convince herself.

"But if it weren't for the new humans, I wouldn't have the power to protect you. But... this power will only cause more bloodshed and conflicts..."

"I know, I know." Fleur hugged Kira tightly and held him in her arms, "I know, it's painful...the driver of ZAFT is Kira's good friend...but there is no way, Because you want to protect everyone, because you want to protect me..."

"It's not Kira's fault. Wars, conflicts, blood that may be shed in the future, people who leave, these are not Kira's fault... It's just that everyone's position is different. Your friend from ZAFT must also I will forgive Kira."

"No!" Kira suddenly choked out of control and shouted, "No...Aslan, we are enemies now...I...I saw him today. But I saw him , but it only made it more painful, thinking that it was Aslan sitting in the Holy Shield Gundam!... But, the one who destroyed the lifeboat was also Aslan's comrade in arms..."

"I saw today that the four people who were with Aslan were all so young, they were all the same age as us! Why..."

Finally choked up and turned into crying, inhaling like tearing throat, trying to suppress intermittent crying, Fleur obviously wanted to comfort Kira, but felt that the words were so pale.

The horror of war, the destructiveness of war, can only be experienced by being in it.But the pain and depression she felt must be only one-tenth of Kira's.

How selfish did she have to be able to turn a blind eye to all this?

"It will be fine," Fleur could only repeat, "everything will be fine. One day, we will have a peaceful life."

"But now, we have to live. Only by working hard can we have a future."

"As long as we survive and become strong enough, one day we will be able to make our voices heard."

"everything will get better."

"We can always wait until that day."

"I will always be with you until that day."

The author has something to say: ah ah ah ah ah ~~~~~~::>_<::

I'm really sorry everyone, because there is a very important exam today, and I didn't have time to review two days ago, so the update was interrupted.

Today, this is a make-up for last Wednesday, Saturday's update, and it will still be as usual in the evening.

I'm really sorry~ But Xiaoya still has an exam on the 22nd, so I will make up the update for the time being, and I will make up for everyone after Xiaoya's exam is over!

I fell to my knees and let myself be ravaged..._(:з」∠)_

For now, Xiaoya continued to roll around to review. {{{(>_<)}}}

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