I have never spoken

In the reception room on the top floor of Mihua Hospital, it seems that you can reach out to the sky by opening the window.The weather is not good, there is no sun, the clouds are thick, and there may be heavy rain soon.Summer rain always comes so unexpectedly, menacingly, but fleetingly.Xia Tian is as naive as a child, laughing when he wants to, crying when he wants to.

When the medical certificate was presented in front of Shinichi, Shiho's expression was not good.

The new side looked at the medical certificate expressionlessly, and did not speak for a long time.He let out a long breath: "How do you want me to tell Lan?"

Shiho didn't even have the courage to look at Shinichi, he just looked at the child sleeping on the bed without saying a word.

Shinichi walked over, picked up the child, and patted his back very lightly.

"Lando likes this child, Miyano, you know... Lando likes children." His voice trembled slightly in the ward filled with medicine, and every word he said was extremely difficult.

Well, of course I know how much Maori likes this kid.But what I know better is how much you like this child, Kudo.

Shinichi has never liked children, only this is an exception.

Because what flows in this child's body is his blood.

This child is the crystallization of his relationship with Lan for more than 20 years.

"The illness is actually not as serious as imagined. If the treatment is appropriate, it will not be life-threatening." Zhibao tried to comfort Shinichi, as long as he was not so uncomfortable.Even if it's only a little bit better.

It was rare for Shiho to see Shinichi look so pessimistic.But... so is the truth.The current situation seems to be powerless no matter what you do.All the treatments, the medicines... nothing more than to perpetuate that child's suffering.

It's a dead end.

Xinyi's child has been in good health since he was born, but he did not expect to be so seriously ill as soon as he got sick.After the symptoms appeared, Shinichi sent the child to the hospital immediately, but it didn't help.

Shinichi let out a long sigh, put the child on the bed, walked to the window, and looked at the whole city from a height.The rain did not know when it had mercilessly flowed into a waterfall.Xia Tian's emotions are really unpredictable.

Son... the same way.

I don't know how many times he can see the smile on the child's face, and how many times he can hear his innocent but cute crying.

He still remembers the first sentence his son said, not father, not mother, but mumbled inarticulately - there is only one truth.Le Dexin was beaming with joy for a day or three, laughing so hard that his jaw would drop.

He always thought that this son was a gift from God, so he had a long discussion with Yusaku before naming him sacredly.

release.

Shinichi doesn't ask his son to be an all-powerful detective in the future, nor does he need him to achieve success as defined by others, he just asks him to live a really happy life.An interpretation of the word, entrusts the father's sincere love for his son.

I don't ask for anything, I just want to grow up happily and healthily.

But it seemed that the wish was about to be shattered by that medical certificate.

Zhibao stared blankly at Xinyi's lonely back, this was the first time she had seen his dejected appearance.No matter what happened in the past, Shinichi greeted all the magnificent disasters with an indomitable attitude.But this time, Shinichi was really helpless.

Can only be left to fate.

A pain flashed through her heart, she walked towards Xinyi and stood by his side.

She couldn't open her mouth to say anything, she could only quietly accompany him by his side, giving him the slightest amount of strength.

"Let me give you a hug, okay?"

Shinichi would never say such a thing...he would never need company so much.The pain in Zhibao's heart began to magnify, she nodded slightly, and embraced Shinichi.His body temperature surrounded her, with a scorching sting.

"I don't want him to go through such torture..." Shinichi hugged Miyano tightly, saying it in her ear over and over again.Shiho increased the strength between his arms, trying to transmit more power.

I know.I know it all.

Zhiho has always been a person who doesn't want to cry in front of people. Although she had lied to many people by pretending to cry when she was Haibara Ai, it seemed that it was only that time that she cried heartbreakingly.

She cried and asked Conan why she didn't save her sister.

Therefore, no one has seen her tears.

It was just an accident that the white horse saw her tears.That was the first time, and the only time until now, that she shed tears for the relationship between her and Kudo.In the future, no matter what changes happened to the relationship between the two, whether Kudo got married or her son was born, she didn't cry, at most her eyes were red for a few minutes.

She almost thought her own tear ducts had shrunk.

However, Xinyi's desolation at the moment is really in stark contrast with the image of Xinyi in her heart.She really didn't want Shinichi to suffer such pain.

She would rather Xinyi tell her how virtuous Lan is, how cute her son is, and say that he is very happy to stimulate her nerve endings, rather than look at Xinyi's current appearance.At this time, the pain in her heart was ten times, twenty times that of Xinyi's wedding... it was more than that.

It hurt so much, so I couldn't bear it.

Finally, a hot tear dripped from the corner of his eye, dripped on Shinichi's suit, made a slight sound, and was swallowed by the sound of rain.

Shinichi hasn't noticed yet.

The speed of deterioration of the disease was too fast, and Zhibao dropped her job in the psychiatry department, running back and forth between the immunology department and the dermatology department, without sleep, trying her best to save Shi's life.She really couldn't imagine what Shi's expression would be after his heart stopped beating.

Xinyi was by Lan's side, and Lan still held up a smile, and comforted each other with Xinyi.What's more, there is Dr. Miyano here, so don't be afraid.

Instead, Lan is coaxing Xinyi.Xin squeezed Lan into his arms, knowing that Lan was just forcing a smile.

The more hopeful she is, the more sad she is in the face of the desperate reality.

Back then when Xinyi was so optimistic, if Xinyi told her that he was in love with someone else, she would never be able to laugh again.So let's fool ourselves before reality comes to judge.

Just trust me, everything will be fine.

Shi really was the darling, Hattori and Ye Da came all the way from Osaka.Aoko and Ye have been chatting with Ran, so that Ran's optimistic mood can continue, White Horse Tan, Kaito and Hattori have been trying to cheer up Shinichi, but Shinichi has been silent.His battle really scared Kaito.But Kaito can understand Shinichi's feelings.

This is the first time he can't do anything, and of course the blow will be big.

In the past, whether it was the muzzle of the black organization or the ruthless gangster...he always had a way to protect the people around him and bring the bad guys to justice.No matter what, as long as it can protect the people around him, no matter how much harm it may cause, he is willing to bear it by himself.The last thing he wants is for those he cares about and those who care about him to be hurt a little bit.

He is willing to give anything for it.

This time, no matter what he did, even if he was willing to pay the price with his life, he could only helplessly wait for his most beloved son to disappear.

Just waiting to disappear.

Not unoptimistic, but too realistic.Looking at Zhibao's anxious face livid, one can predict what the outcome will be.

Kaito drank the beer in his hand, and he couldn't say anything to encourage Shinichi.

He hoped that Shinichi would survive this catastrophe.

Holding the crushed beer can in his hand, he watched Shinichi sign the critical illness notice in Shiho's hand.

Powerless.

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