I have never spoken

When Zhibao came home, Tan Baima was smoking beside the piano.She frowned, he would never do such a rude thing.She stepped forward and snatched the cigarette from Bai Ma Tan's hand, the heat of the sparks almost burned her hand.She stubbed out the cigarette in the ashtray and walked to the bathroom.

Detective Baima originally wanted to ask her where she had gone, but immediately dismissed the impulsive thought.

It's better to do less things that you know and ask, and it's just you who feel uncomfortable.

"I know you're in a bad mood, so I'll make a long story short." Bai Ma Tan walked out of the bathroom. "I want to take you to immigrate to the UK, do you agree or not?"

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped abruptly, Zhibao opened the door, wiped his hands with a towel, and looked at Tan Baima suspiciously.

He took a deep breath: "The police officers in the UK used to cooperate with me, and I helped them a lot. Now they are in big trouble, and they hope that I will go to the UK to deal with it. This trip to the UK may take a long time and I will not be able to return... ...you are the only one I can't let go of. So...I want to take you with me."

Zhibao stared blankly at Tan Baima.I didn't say a word for a long time.

"I know you have more things you can't let go of here. You love your job as a doctor, and you might be reluctant to part with your colleagues. I know I can't be so selfish and make you give up everything here for me..." Baima Tan looked straight at With Zhibao. "You think about it for a few days before telling me your answer, okay?"

Then Shiho nodded lightly, turned around and went into the bathroom.

Tan Baima sat down on the sofa with a sigh of relief, lit a cigarette again and puffed.

The one Shiho couldn't let go of the most should be Shinichi Kudo.

After leaving, I really don't know when we can meet again... Baima Tang gave her a difficult problem.This simply requires her to choose between Kudo and Baima Tan.

She knows who she loves, but she also knows who she can't live without.

If you put aside all external factors, this is not a choice at all, and Kudo Shinichi has long been an unattainable dream for her.

only……

Huh?

The amethyst stud on his ear is missing, when did it fall off... Shiho curled his lips depressedly, recently he kept losing his favorite stud.

She came out of the bathroom, sat by the piano, held the violin, and lightly drew the bow, making harsh sounds.

Kudo, tell me what should I do.

The next day, she came out of the operating room with a long sigh of relief, full of worries.Just as she was about to go to the office to pack her things and go home, she was blocked by a pair of slender hands.

She looked at the owner of these hands.

Sonoko Suzuki.

She opened her eyes slightly.Then he put on a smile: "So it's Ms. Suzuki, she's such a rare visitor."

"Dear Doctor Baima, can I have a chat with you...or should I call you Hui Yuan Ai?"

Zhibao's pupils widened slightly, it was clearly summer, but she shuddered solidly.

"Actually, there's nothing special about it." She sat across from Shiho, with a desk full of documents in the middle.

"Xinyi has been very unhappy these days, you know." She took the tea from the nurse's sister, and continued, "You should know that when he is by your side, he won't be so unhappy."

Zhibao was taken aback by this sentence, but he didn't understand why she said it.

"Like last night, when he played with you so late and came home late, his mental state has improved a lot."

It turns out...it was seen.Shiho thought helplessly.

"When Shinichi was Conan, he kept talking about you, and he would have given his life for you. At that time, I thought, ah, that brat likes that cruel little girl." She bowed her head and took a sip of tea, It also gave Shiho room to think.

What an international joke.Zhibao propped his chin, laughed softly, and was about to refute, but was stopped by Sonoko: "I know you have many things to ask and objections to raise, but please listen to me first." Zhibao smiled and nodded I want to know what kind of ideas this young lady who is so impulsive can say.

"But Doctor Baima is so kind, he should be able to understand Lan's feelings."

Shiho still looked at her with a smile without saying a word.

"I've always felt that the greatest tragedy for a woman is to marry someone who doesn't love her. Lan is like this. She is by Xinyi's side, but Xinyi is thinking about you. What is Lan's mood? And you , and changed my surname with Baima Tan, why are you still entangled with Xinyi?" Yuanzi's tone was slightly agitated, it seemed that she had rehearsed this dialogue countless times in her heart, just to control her emotions , but she still couldn't completely calm down.

Missy.

After she finished speaking, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and sat in her original position without saying a word.

"Finished?" The smile on Shiho's face never faded. "It's time for me to say it?"

Sonoko opened her mouth slightly, and added, "One more question...do you like Shinichi?"

Shiho burst out laughing.She said eloquently: "First of all, I don't know how you know about Conan and Haibara Ai, and I don't know how much you know. However, just based on your few words, you insist that Conan likes Haibara Ai, Isn't that a little too hasty?"

"……What's the meaning?"

"What kind of person is Conan? Can you count how many people he saved? The person he gave his life to protect is more than Haibara Ai?" When Zhibao said this, his palms completely lost the warmth, and his lips Bian still had to force his smile.

Those words really hurt me.However, facing Sonoko's questioning, she could only fight back without hesitation.

Even if they die together. "Aihara and Conan are so similar. How much more mature is Conan than a seven-year-old child? There is only Ai Haibara who can deal with him. If he keeps his mouth shut, it's not Aihara Ai. Could it be Ayumi?"

Just as Conan has never had any special feelings for Haibara Ai, it's just that the topic is more speculative.

In fact, Shiho has always liked his own voice.But at this moment, she really wanted to keep her mouth shut, and stop uttering such cruel words to shatter her dreams.

so sad.

"Secondly, why didn't I understand Lan's feelings? I chose Lan's dress with ulterior motives. Whether it was Shi's birth or... death, I did my best to help if I could, because I was also her school doctor. Knowing that she is a kind girl, I am willing to be friends with her, and I am willing to do what I can for her. If I am not 'understanding' her feelings, what should I do?"

Hands began to tremble slightly.

In the end who has no scruples about who's feelings.

When helping Lan choose a dress, who ever thought about how uncomfortable she felt.When Lan was pregnant, everyone was overjoyed, but she was the last to hear the news from Tan Baima.When Shi was sick, she watched Xinyi dejected and downcast, and she shed tears from the pain. She left her work and did not sleep or sleep to find ways to extend Shi's life. In the end, she fainted from exhaustion. Not once, but Yuanzi only saw Lan's sadness, but not her hard work, so he blamed her indiscriminately. Is it really too much?

"Also, you insist that Kudou doesn't love Ran, which is too unfair to Kudou. Why do you think Kudou married Ran? What is it if it's not love?" Zhibao almost had no choice but to continue.All the wounds in my heart were torn open, bloody and bloody.

But not enough.

She wanted to convince Yuanzi, and herself, that none of them had ever been in love.

Even if you lie to yourself, tell lies, talk nonsense...

Even if the saddest person is yourself.

You must convince her and fight her back, she cannot let her proud self-esteem be trampled like this. "How happy was Kudo when he heard that Lan was pregnant? How sad was Shinichi when Shi died? You also saw it? How much he wanted to give Lan a home and grow old with her. You have witnessed all these. Why do you want to Say something that even you don't want to believe?" Shiho's tone remained calm, and he asked a series of irrefutable rhetorical questions, leaving Sonoko dumbfounded.

"But……"

"Also." Shiho blocked all of Sonoko's words. "I don't know why you said the irresponsible words 'I can't get along with him'. Kudo and I usually have very few phone calls and text messages. If you just rely on him when he is sad After we met, I said some words of encouragement to cheer him up, and I felt that if I was entangled with him, I hope you will not talk to any men except Jingjizhen in the future, otherwise I can also think that this is your right Your partner's infidelity."

"You..." Yuanzi was slightly irritated by her words.Shiho was still smiling.

Arguing with Zhibao without brains is asking for trouble.

"Finally, regarding your ridiculous question. Since I have overturned all your so-called inferences, then you don't need to ask my answer. With Ms. Suzuki's clever head, do you still think that I like Kudo? Is it?" Shiho slightly tightened his palms.

Go on... can't stop at this time.

"Yes, Kudo is very good, and there are many women who like him, but for me, no matter what experience I have had with him, I only have admiration for him, a savior of the Japanese police, and a pair of wives and children Such an affectionate man, but I met Tan Baima." She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and continued to tell wild lies. "I like White Horse Tan. I am about to immigrate to England with him. I have never liked Kudo. I only admire him, that's all."

That's it.

The room is very quiet, even the sound of breathing can be heard.Shiho's heart was beating very fast, and every beat was accompanied by great pain.

The words just now are indeed very convincing, and can make Yuanzi completely believe in her. As long as Yuanzi tells Lan these words, Lan can feel at ease and happy.Zhibao still couldn't let go of his clenched fist, his hand was not warm, but his eyes were slightly hot.

Not only persuasive, but also very lethal, destroying all my dreams for so many years.

crushing.

What broke the silence was a little nurse passing by in the corridor.Her words made Zhibao's legs go limp, and he fell down on the office chair.

"Ah, isn't this the great detective Kudo Shinichi? He's been standing here since the beginning. Who are you looking for?"

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