I have never spoken

"I finally understand your feelings at that time." Zhibao returned home exhausted after a day's work, and then began to reply to Xinyi's email. "But it's nothing. I feel like I'm back at the Mihua Hospital, fighting against the disease every day in the ward... It's just that infectious diseases are completely different from mental illness. I find that when I can't keep the patient alive, it's really difficult. sad……"

Shinichi quietly looked at the things she said in the email.

Shi has been to heaven for a long time.

As for Zhibao, he has already faded away from his own life.

No matter how much Xinyi doesn't want to admit it, it can't change the fact that she really has become the past.

Apart from being able to flip through those dusty postcards and look at the address written by her hand, it was as if he had seen the most beautiful scenery in the world with her.

She once said that she was grateful for his presence in her life.Why is he not.

Without her, maybe he would never know what it feels like to be heartbroken.

Until now, when I think of her stubborn smile, my heart still beats faster.

He understood that the feeling that Tan Baima's death brought to her could not be expressed in a few words.That's why she worked so hard to prevent this tragedy from happening to others.

She has never been so kind.

The epidemic situation in Japan is no better than in London. People come and go in the hospital with indifferent and numb affection.

And Lan's dragon and phoenix twins were born under this heavy, and came to the world with the expectation and love of countless people.

Kaito was playing with his adorable daughter, "Kudou, will your daughter be my son's wife? Otherwise, it's fine for your son to be my son's wife."

Qingzi thumped him on the shoulder: "How old are you, and you talk about these vulgar jokes all day long."

So Kaito and Aoko started arguing again in the ward, and Shinichi looked at the couple with half-moon eyes.They have been arguing like this for so many years, and their relationship...is really good...

He lowered his head again and looked at his son, joy welling up in his heart.

You're bound to grow up healthy, right, baby.

Living with such a positive belief, children grow up and people grow old.

ten years.It's just two simple words to say, and it won't take long for those who have experienced it to look back.

However, in this fleeting time, there are really too many things that have changed.

Birth, old age, sickness, death, love, parting, resentment and begging cannot be let go, joy, anger, sorrow, kindness, love and hatred are too late to go back.

will pass.

When Shinichi found the first gray hair growing on his head on a morning that was no different from the past, he almost exclaimed.It turned out that he was helplessly catalyzed by time to become an old man.So he wanted to send an email to Zhibao, asking her for an APTX4869 to eat, so that he could stay young forever.But the idea was quickly killed again.It wouldn't be fun to step on Shiho's minefield and make her angry.

APTX4869, when Shinichi read the name of this medicine, he suddenly felt a vicissitudes of life.

This is the greatest miracle of his life.

He went to tell Lan that he had long gray hair, and Lan was too busy preparing breakfast for his children, so he responded with a sentence that was very good, which means that you have officially become a mature man.Xinyi, go and wake them up, or you will be late.

He called Kaito and told Kaito that he had long gray hair, and Kaito jumped up happily: "Shinichi Kudo, you are finally old! This is so gratifying! If you tell me this news face to face, you must Givemefive... "

Shinichi hung up the phone.

Shinichi sent an e-mail to tell Shiho about this matter, and it took many days before Shiho replied to the e-mail.

"It's good to know about this."

Xin Dui stared at the screen in a daze for a long time, unable to read the emotion behind this sentence.

Even if he can see through all the truth, he will never understand the mysterious heart of this woman.

Perhaps it is precisely because he does not understand her that he loves her.

Not long after, Zhibao also told him on msn that, indeed, being a doctor is a destructive profession, and she also had wrinkles and crow's feet on her face.

Shinichi immediately felt that it was great to know about this.

Suddenly, I understood how she felt at that time...

Suddenly, Shiho changed the subject: "Kudou, do you still remember the Boy Detective Team's talk or do it?"

Xinyi froze for a moment, then the corners of his mouth twitched. "...Of course I remember that boring and shameless game."

"Let's play too."

"what?"

"You come first. Talk or do."

"……Do."

"One day you go to Baker Street. Behind the Sherlock Holmes Museum, there is a shop called Time Tunnel."

"Then?"

"After you go in, tell the boss, buy 'there is only one truth'."

"...You asked me to do such a shameful thing?"

"If it's not ashamed, why do you want to play this game?"

"...Okay, then it's your turn, say or do?"

"I won't do it."

"what?"

Shinichi still wanted to refute her overbearing, but her profile picture had already dimmed.

I still remember when the Boy Detective Team played, when he proposed to Shibao that the two of them play together, he was decisively rejected. Why did he suddenly propose to play after so many years, and played so aggressively...

How come there is an ominous premonition.Shinichi shook his head, trying to get rid of that horrible feeling.

But it didn't work.

The detective's intuition has been telling him that something big will happen...

When Shi died back then, he also had this feeling. "Doctor Miyano, are you okay? Your complexion is so bad... Do you want to take a rest first?" When Zhibao almost fell down in the corridor, the nurse behind her asked cautiously.

Zhibao turned his head and forced a smile: "Well, I'm fine, you hurry up and take the medicine to the operating room, Dr. Witt is still waiting to use it."

She watched the nurse walking away with the medicine, and suddenly felt dizzy.She sat down in the corridor, with a red electronic clock in front of her, and she could clearly see every second of time passing by.

The darkness eroded her vision, her consciousness was taken away, and she lay unconscious in the corridor.

When she woke up, she was lying in the VIP ward with two people beside the bed.

Dr. Werther, who has always treated her as a daughter, and a former patient of hers, that is the beautiful violinist Mandy.She seemed to have just returned from a performance, with the stage still unloaded and the violin still at her feet.

She was also infected with pneumonia back then, and it was Zhibao who saved her life, and she has always been grateful to Zhibao.For so many years, she has kept in touch with Zhibao, and promised that no matter what happens to Zhibao, she will help as long as she asks.

When she said this back then, there was stubbornness in her eyes, Shiho smiled, remembering what Conan said to Haibara back then, I will protect you.At that time, Conan's eyes were also stubborn and firm.

"Stop trying to be brave. You are a doctor yourself and you know what your situation is." Dr. Witt said seriously.

Zhibao covered her eyes with her hand, she couldn't accept the light in the ward for now.

Dr. Witt turned around and explained something to the nurse before walking out of the ward.The violinist asked her if she wanted a drink of water.

Zhibao was slightly taken aback, grabbed the woman who was about to get up to pour water for her, and asked, can you play me the song "Bell".

She stopped what she was doing and took out her priceless violin, and the melodious sound of the violin sounded.She looked at the bow that kept going back and forth, and the heroic appearance of Xin Yi appeared again in her mind. Immediately, various memories about him played in her mind in turn.The longing of the past ten years broke the embankment at the moment of hearing the thin sound of the violin.She didn't dare to let go of the hands covering her eyes, the light was too dazzling, it would make her want to cry.

When the song ended, Zhibao didn't speak for a long time, and there was an eerie silence in the room.

half an hour.

"Mandy."

"Ok?"

"Is your show over yet?"

"Today is the last match."

"Let's go to Jungfraujoch together, shall we?"

"But……"

"nothing."

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