Embracing the sun

Zhou Muzheng was driving the car. Sunshine and Wang Hongming were sitting in the back seat of the car. The atmosphere was a little weird, and none of the three spoke.

Soon he arrived at the downstairs of Sunshine's residence. Sunshine carefully got out of the car. Because his left knee couldn't be bent, he walked limping. Sunshine said to Zhou Muzheng, "Thank you, go back and rest early."

Zhou Muzheng looked at Sunshine and opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he just said: "Okay, I got it." Then he said to Wang Hongming: "Take care of him."

Wang Hongming smiled at him and said, "That's natural."

Hearing Wang Hongming's words, Zhou Muzheng drove away from the community in a natural sense of relief. Sunshine watched Zhou Muzheng's car leave with an indescribably complicated expression on his face. After a glance, he went upstairs cautiously.

Opening the door and returning to the residence, Wang Hongming asked, "What happened between you and him?"

Sunshine said lightly: "It's nothing."

"Tch." Wang Hongming didn't believe it at all: "I know you can't ask anything from your mouth."

Sunshine smiled faintly, and said, "I'm tired, I'm going to rest."

Wang Hongming knew that he didn't want to continue the conversation, so he nodded without paying too much attention.

After Sunshine entered the room, he closed the door. Behind the door, he held his hand tightly and refused to let go.

Wang Hongming sighed softly when he saw the back of Yangguang entering the room, he picked up his mobile phone and sent a message asking Zhou Muzheng: "What's wrong with you? I know Yangguang, although he didn't say anything, but that faint tone made him angry .”

Zhou Muzheng quickly replied: "I don't know why he is angry with me. It's just that at night I said that I was married, and the sun seems to have faded since then, but I didn't notice it at the time."

"Physical marriage?" Wang Hongming was really taken aback: "Are you really married? No wonder it is so."

Zhou Muzheng could feel the surprise of Dao Wang Hongming when he saw the news: "What's the matter?"

"I can only tell you that Sunshine's first love was because he was married, and the breakup was also because of his first love for his wife. That incident left a lot of shadows in Sunshine's heart." Wang Hongming wrote.

Zhou Muzheng, who watched the news, couldn't help shaking his hands. Naturally, he didn't know about it. Only then did he understand Sunshine's grudge against marriage, and he asked again: "What happened?"

"I'm not very clear about the whole process of this matter, and Sunshine said very vaguely. If you want to know, you can only ask him." It's been a long time, he shouldn't be still in the shadow of that incident, I know Sunshine really likes you, so please treat him well."

Zhou Muzheng wrote down the word "um" heavily and sent it over.

Sunshine was going to change his dressing on Sunday afternoon. Originally, Wang Hongming would accompany him, but Wang Hongming happened to have other things, so Sunshine had to go by himself, but Wang Hongming was worried, so he told Zhou Muzheng. He said that he could go alone, but under Wang Hongming's firm attitude, Zhou Muzheng still accompanied Yang Guang to the hospital to change the medicine.

After Sunshine changed his medicine, Zhou Muzheng drove him home. On the way, Zhou Muzheng said, "I want to drink something, why don't you go with me?"

Sunshine did not refuse, nodded and said, "Yes."

Zhou Muzheng drove to Yunlin Square. There was a good coffee shop in Yunlin Square, so the two chose this place to drink some coffee and chose a very secluded location.

The waiter quickly brought the coffee up. Sunshine took a sip of the coffee and looked at the coffee in his hand, not knowing what to write.

Zhou Muzheng put down the coffee in his hand and said softly, "Sunshine, may I know about your first love?"

Sunshine raised his head and the two of them stared straight at each other. Why did he ask about his first love? The thoughts in his mind suddenly thought that Wang Hongming must have told him something.

"You want to know?" Sunshine said lightly, "Why?"

"Because I want to know."

"Hehe, it's nothing to tell you. At best, it's just a past event." Sunshine's tone was very light, and he couldn't see any impact on him from this incident at all.

I only heard him say slowly: "That was when I first entered college, and I fell in love with our teacher. He is not a teacher in our school. To be precise, he should be a part-time teacher in our school. He comes here every week. In our last class, it happened that he liked me, and I liked him."

Sunshine put down the coffee in his hand, and his thoughts seemed to return to the college days and continued: "We have been together for half a semester, and he is a very nice person, and he is also very gentle. Half semester is over, winter vacation begins, and we all go home Getting ready to welcome the new year, and just a few days before the new year, everything in a video with him was different."

Speaking of Sunshine, his tone no longer had a faint tone, but became a little hasty and trembling, as if he didn't want to recall these things, and even his eyes became a little bit sharper with a touch of resentment: "I only remember me and him During the video, I found some disputes with him, and a woman came out behind the door on his side, and then both of them went out. After 2 minutes, he shrugged and appeared in the video with the woman. He said This is all he concealed. When I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, I only heard the woman say that I told him that I have never been unfaithful or filial in the past few years when I married into your family. Don't think that You hid under the quilt and pretended to be asleep and sent messages every day. I didn’t know. That’s when I realized that he was married and had a wife. My chest seemed to be stabbed by something, and I couldn’t breathe, but his wife asked Me, what is my relationship with him, I endured the pain in my heart and said that we are friends, but she didn't believe it and kept asking, but I answered mechanically that it was friends, and when my heart finally couldn't stand it, I turned off the video." Sunshine. Clutching his chest, he seemed to be caught in that incident. That night, his chest hurt all night but he didn't cry until the second night when he cried loudly, which attracted his parents. At that time, his parents also knew that he liked men.

Sunshine looked at Zhou Muzheng with blood in his eyes, as if he couldn't calm down for a long time: "I don't know what happened afterwards, only one time after returning to school, he called and said that he was divorced. He's divorced." Yang Guang bit his lower lip firmly and said.

"Now you know? You know the whole story!" Sunshine suddenly smiled, "I'm the one who ruined other people's families." Tears back.

Zhou Muzheng understood how much resentment Yang Yang had in his heart after hearing the whole incident, he hurriedly said: "Yang Yang, no, that's his problem, not your problem, even without you, it will happen. "

Sunshine glanced at him and smiled wryly: "Even if there is no me? But is there even? Is there an if? No, it is me from beginning to end. If there is no me, maybe people will be very happy."

Zhou Muzheng smiled wryly, Sunshine was stuck in it, blaming himself and resenting at the same time, he was very contradictory, obviously loved, but was hurt all over his body, but still blamed himself for destroying other people's families, he really felt sorry for him, What Wang Hongming said is right, that incident has passed, and Sunshine should not still be in the shadow of that incident, because it is not worth it.

"Sunshine." Zhou Muzheng said as gently as possible: "It's all over, it's not worth it."

"Yes, it has passed, several years have passed, but every time I say this, I find that he is clearly imprinted in my mind, and I can even feel the suffocation in my heart at that time." Sunshine covered his heart: "It's not worth it, but this unworthy thing is a memory, and this memory will be drawn out because of the pulling of countless silk threads. It was originally shallow, but it is so clear."

Zhou Muzheng looked at him very distressed, but he didn't know what to do. This is very different from the usual sunshine. There are so many scars in his heart under such gentle sunshine. It seems that the scars have scabbed and healed But it will be easily torn apart, and the wound will spray out thick and colorful blood, and the blood will flow out pictures after pictures, which will deepen the memory once again, and it will be difficult to erase.