confess to me

They walked side by side on the way home.

"Aren't those two people just now?" Qi Mu asked.

Yu Wenqian beside him replied simply: "Ming Ling."

"what?"

"It's like the ghost messenger in folklore."

Qi Mu trembled: "No wonder it's dark." He was still elusive.

Even with "ghost messengers", "Yuwen Qianfeiren" is more realistic.

He looked at Yu Wenqian and said dejectedly, "No wonder you don't eat... I'm sorry, I'm busy."

"No, it's not that we don't need to eat, it's just that the frequency of eating is much lower than ordinary people. Usually, I won't eat until I reach the limit—if you didn't keep telling me, I would still be hungry."

"Then you still don't eat?"

"..."

"When is the limit?"

"About half a year."

Qi Mu raised his forehead: "You don't need to comfort me, I want someone who only eats twice a year...God eats three meals a day, I'm going too far."

Yu Wenqian smiled: "It is my honor to be cared about by you."

"No," Qi Mu pushed his non-existent glasses, "According to the principle of energy conservation...you don't eat, where do you get your strength?"

"Sunlight."

"...Are you a vegetable?"

Yuwen Qian said with a smile: "Ling Guang also said so."

"Ling Guang also knows?"

"No, he's just like me."

Qi Mu was quiet for a while, then said: "Then why don't you just get together?" I think he is quite interesting to you.

Yu Wenqian smiled, put his hand on his head, and said, "Because I love you."

Feeling the weight, Qi Mu tilted his head forward, turned his face sideways, looked at him, and asked, "Since when?"

"About 1000 years ago."

"Live so long? Am I a god with amnesia?"

Yu Wenqian laughed out loud, put down his hands, and said, "No, you are human, and that was your previous life."

"...Male and female?" Qi Mu recalled the conversation he had with the woman before.

"male."

Qi Mu breathed a sigh of relief.

"When I fell in love with you, you were a man, but sometimes you were also a woman afterwards."

"You really don't pick at all... Wait, the old lady she's talking about is me, right?"

"Ah."

"Damn, are you too picky?"

"Because it's you."

Qi Mu smiled and said, "So you like me because of my previous life?"

"Ah."

Qi Mu gave him two middle fingers, and then took a step, walking very fast, throwing Yu Wenqian away.

"I knew where I got such a great charm to make you so determined?"

Yu Wenqian hurriedly followed him, and quickly explained: "That was only the original reason, I like you now."

Qi Mu looked at the sky with blank eyes: "Of course you can say that, because you only have me now... Anyway, when I die, you can find another one." He still walked quickly.

"no……"

"Don't you still want to 'resurrect my soul' with me?"

"I only want you." Yu Wenqian grabbed his hand, Qi Mu shook it off, and glanced at him: "Let go, stay one meter away from me, if the neighbor sees you later, you'll have to wait until the next fucking life!"

Seeing Yu Wenqian's surprised and lonely expression, Qi Mu turned around and continued walking.

While Qi Mu was angry, he was thinking: Am I making trouble for no reason?

But he was really angry. He had never doubted Yu Wenqian's intentions for him before, but now that the truth was revealed, all the previous warmth seemed fake.

Who is Yu Wenqian looking at with those eyes through him?

Yu Wenqian said: You are like an old friend of mine; said: You are not like him anywhere, but he is everywhere...

They are nothing like each other, but his body has the same soul as the man thousands of years ago!He doesn't want this kind of love at all...

He couldn't hold back his tears, but he didn't want Yu Wenqian to know, so he didn't raise his hand to wipe.

They had only dated for a week, and he had foolishly thought about his whole life.He really likes Yuwenqian, but does Yuwenqian really like him?He wasn't sure, and couldn't be sure.

Maybe Yu Wenqian never saw him in his eyes.

He was still worried that Yu Wenqian lacked a sense of security because of the experience of being abandoned in the past... Damn, that married man is one of his past lives, right?So the reason why Yu Wenqian is worried that he will leave is because he sees them as the same person and thinks he will have the same choice?

○Your mother, it’s not me who dumped you.

He silently said "let's break up" many times in his heart, but he just couldn't say it.

Can't go home, being seen by my parents...

Qi Mu turned a corner and sat on the edge of the inconspicuous flower bed, still bowing his head.

Maybe it's late and there's no one around here.

Yu Wenqian stood in front of Qi Mu, motionless, and after a while, he squatted down and said softly: "I love you, really, not someone else."

Qi Mu tried his best to keep his voice steady: "But it's not just me, right?"

Yu Wenqian was dumbfounded.

"You must think I'm petty, don't you?"

"No……"

Qi Mu scrambled: "Obviously it's all 'me', why do I have to divide the past life into the present? That's not me! You said you love me now, but you said it a long time ago, and you chose it because you thought I was like an 'old friend' I...would I fucking care about such a shitty thing? I've been fucked by you so much that I don't even know myself!" He even broke his voice.

He once thought that he might be a substitute for someone, but he really loved him deeply. He couldn't accept that he was just a substitute, because that would mean that he would never be able to surpass the real master, let alone the real master was dead.

How can he compare with the dead?

Yu Wenqian tried to lift Qi Mu's face, Qi Mu's hand waved his hand away, but he didn't take it back, but coaxed softly: "Can I see you? Please." He touched Looking at Qi Mu's face, Qi Mu didn't resist.

Yu Wenqian gently raised Qi Mu's face, as if touching another fragile object.Qi Mu stared at him with teary eyes, his heart seemed to be caught, and there seemed to be something stuck in his throat.

He put down one knee, approached Qi Mu, and kissed Qi Mu's eyelid tenderly.

"I'm sorry," he whispered with the tip of his nose on Qi Mu's, "I made you sad."

"I did approach you because you are him, but now, I love you, and even more, just because you are. I can't prove my words, but I mean it."

Qi Mu still burst into tears, Yu Wenqian raised his hand to gently wipe away his tears, saying: "I don't want any next life, even all your previous lives, I can let go, I just want you."

Qi Mu didn't say a word, and let Yu Wenqian kiss his lips softly and softly, and they didn't even pay attention to someone passing by.But in the dim light, no one noticed that one of them was not a girl.

Yu Wenqian left his lips, leaned on his forehead, and said, "Please, forgive me, please?"

Qi Mu remained silent for a while, then lowered his head, turned his gaze to the ground again, and tremblingly said: "I'm just a human, when I die, you will still find another one, right?"

"Let me share half of your life with you, okay? From now on, we will live and die together..."

"Life and death? You asked them too, didn't you?"

Yu Wenqian was silent.

"They refused, so I was here," Qi Mu said coldly, "What if I also rejected you? You will still find the next one."

He remembered that Yuwenqian said that if he left Yuwenqian, Yuwenqian would look for his next life.He was moved when he heard it, but now that he thinks about it, this is indeed talking about love, but he is talking about the person who died for a thousand years.

Qi Mu stood up: "It's great to be a god. If one fails, the next will be the next one. There will always be one who will accompany you to live a damned immortal life—don't worry my parents, let's go back and pretend nothing happened. It's just...you Don't touch me again."

Qi Mu wiped away the tears that flowed down, wiped away Yu Wenqian's kiss on his lips, and walked towards home.

……

"Are you back?" Mu Yun greeted with a smile.

Qi Mu also smiled and said, "I'm back."

Mu Yun felt something was wrong: "Mu Mu, what's wrong with your eyes?"

Qi Mu said naturally, "Just now a brat threw a handful of sand at him, and a few of them blew into his eyes."

"How is it now?"

"much better."

Mu Yun breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mom," Qi Mu said again, "I suddenly remembered that I still have final homework to sort out and it's due tomorrow afternoon, so I'm going back now."

"Now? Well, it's important to do homework... Do you want to take a shower first? Your dad is coming out."

"No, I'll go back and wash."

Coincidentally, Qi Hai came out at this time, with his upper body closed, wearing a pair of black shorts, and was wiping his hair with a towel.He asked: "What?"

"My son has to go back to do his homework." Mu Yun explained.

"Then go back!"

Mu Yun rolled her eyes at him, then said to Qi Mu, "Okay then, Mom will collect your clothes."

Yu Wenqian was on the side, smiling faintly from beginning to end.He didn't talk very much, so Mu Yun Qi Hai and the others didn't think there was anything strange about him.

"Mom, I'll do it myself." Qi Mu said.

"Okay," Mu Yun winked at Qi Hai, "Husband."

Qi Hai regained his composure immediately, took out a gift box from the shelf under the table, opened the gift box with cash in it, Qi Hai handed the open gift box in front of Yu Wenqian, and said, "Mr. Yuwen, let's return the money first. You, originally wanted to send money directly to your account, but we didn't know your account, so we prepared cash. This is a part, and we will pay you back as soon as possible in the future." Qi Hai smiled flatteringly, intending to please, But because of his naive appearance, he is not annoying.

Yu Wenqian didn't reach out.

Qi Mu smiled and said, "Take it, we should pay you back." But he didn't look at Yu Wenqian while speaking.

Yu Wenqian clenched his fist secretly, then reached out to take it.

What about after paying off?Are you leaving me?