North Journey

When I was getting older and General Xu was getting sick, the safety of Dayong's northern border gradually shifted to my shoulders.

Uncle is no better than Gaozu, because of physical reasons, he was not good at martial arts since he was a child.If it weren't for his mother's strong support and King Jian's mistakes, he might not be able to take over the throne logically from the great ancestor who didn't care about the moral orthodoxy of the world.

However, although the elders should not be discussed indiscriminately, for the uncle, the change of status from the eldest son of King Yan to the eldest son of the emperor still brought him a lot of good influence.

He still couldn't fully approve of Gao Zu's behavior style, but he absorbed some parts that were beneficial to the throne.Only because of her nature, she couldn't be completely upright, so she moved the idea back then and persuaded her mother to marry the heir of Ningguo Duke's mansion with the affection of siblings, in an attempt to force the Mu family to change their positions.

Who was right and who was wrong in the past has long been sealed with the pacification of the Jian Wang Rebellion.Because his mother never blamed his uncle, he also chose to be loyal to this elder who in his opinion is still called Mingjun.

What's more, no matter how old General Xu thinks that he is not suitable to serve in the army, he still can't bear to see the common people being trampled by the iron hooves of foreigners.

So after half a year of marriage, he no longer stayed in Yandihou's Mansion, but went back and forth to the border, and lived a life with Shunhua with less gathering and more separation.

Feelings depend on time to accumulate. He didn't understand that at that time, he only thought that giving his wife enough material and living security was the greatest love for her.But I forgot that a woman left her hometown and followed him to Yandi, a place she was not familiar with. The husband who was supposed to be closest to her was away all year round after a brief intimacy. All the information about her husband could only be obtained through letters or others. Words to convey, such a situation, what kind of uneasiness will it bring.

Yin Shunhua is not an ordinary woman, she has encountered hardships since she was a child, and later she lived with her grandfather and grew up in the southwestern border city. She has seen the pain of the people who are invaded by foreigners, so she understands Qi Yan's actions.

She knew that it wasn't that her husband didn't love her, but that he was burdened with something more important than her.

It's just that understanding is understanding. When she realized that she had to endure other greater malice besides loneliness, anxiety and vulnerability still emerged uncontrollably.

When Shunhua was pregnant, it was rare for Qi Yan to spend more time with her, only to realize that even though he was far away from the capital, his nominal aunt still did not let him go.No need for vicious means, just a few rumors among the wives and the private comments of the maids are enough to hurt a woman who can only stay alone in the empty Hou's mansion.

He blamed himself for his negligence, so he could only stay by Shunhua's side while thoroughly investigating the Hou's mansion, trying to calm her anxiety as much as possible.However, before his child was born, another war broke out at the border, and he had to choose between leaving his wife who was waiting to give birth and rushing to the border again.

When Shunhua was giving birth, it happened that Beiyi was defeated after attacking the city. He was supposed to lead troops to pursue him, but he was in a trance for a moment, so that he was almost injured by the arrow.

Beiyi fled quickly, disappearing at the edge of the wilderness as usual by virtue of his familiarity with the terrain.He knew that this defeat was another serious blow to Beiyi, at least in a short period of time it would be impossible to make a comeback, but for some reason he didn't feel any joy in his heart.

It was not until he led his troops back to the city, removed his armor and removed the dust, that the news from the mansion reached him.

Blood collapse and dystocia, one corpse and two lives...

He couldn't believe the news, but when Pegasus returned home, all he could do was to see his wife and unborn child for the last time.

After realizing that there was something wrong with the maid in the mansion, the person in charge of taking care of Shunhua was replaced by carefully screened cronies.However, in the end it was Empress Dayong and mother Yi Tianxia who were able to take care of Shunhua's old friends who came from Beijing to take care of him through good intentions, which made him feel the pain of losing his children.

He was furious, and wished that the capital would kill that woman. However, before he could take any action, news came that his uncle was so angry that he almost vomited blood and fell into a coma, while the queen was grounded.

The news from the palace shouldn't have spread outside the palace so easily. He knew that this was an explanation from his uncle, and he couldn't help it, but in the end he had to.

After that, he never took another wife, let alone a concubine.His mother knew his heart knots, and never mentioned these things.If he has a child, it can only be the eldest son who died young, the child of him and Shunhua.

"The fate is like this, I can't save her."

Shi Yan didn't intend to tell Qi Yan that his mother in this body was still alive.He respected Yin Shunhua's wish, since she didn't want to meet Qi Yan again, then she simply cut off this possibility from the source.

Qi Yan is a good courtier and son, but Yin Shunhua is the only one who can judge whether he is a good husband or not.Qi Yan values ​​friendship, this is an advantage, but it is also a disadvantage.When you're the one he weighs in and gets dropped, then it's understandable not to see you again because you're exhausted and disappointed.

The dead cannot be brought back to life, but the living must live on after all.I have to say, Empress Sun, the woman who should be called Empress Dowager Sun is indeed smart enough.She killed Qi Yan's wife, but she confessed everything to Qi Nan as soon as she succeeded.

Of course Qi Nan would be furious, but could he kill his wife for his nephew's daughter-in-law?he can not.Even, because Mrs. Sun gave birth to his eldest son, he couldn't even have an excessive punishment.

He is not in good health, and he already feels that his destiny is coming to an end, a son is more precious than his mother, his eldest son, the future emperor, and his mother will both be prosperous and lose each other.He had no intention of changing the heir, so naturally he couldn't allow Sun to be charged with the crime.

So, although the circumstances were different, Empress Sun still let Qi Yan fall into the same situation as she was back then.And Qi Yan, as long as there is no madman, it is impossible to make a different choice from her back then.

How wonderful it is to let the child whom the person she resents work so hard to protect suffer the same pain as she did back then.

Therefore, Yin Shunhua's choice may seem a little ruthless, but it may not be unwise.Now that she knew her son's identity, she no longer worried about his safety, so she could leave with peace of mind.

She had been greatly favored by the two of them back then, and now she is fortunate enough to give birth to her benefactor with her own body, and also received the "mother" from the immortal elder, which is already a great honor.

but--

"When I took Ah away that day, Mrs. Yin didn't object. She said that her life is not long, so it's better to entrust the child to me than to leave the child in Dingbianhou's mansion."

Ming Qi interrupted abruptly, causing Qi Yan to remain silent.

In a marriage ordered by her parents, Yin Shunhua's feelings for Qi Yan are far from being happy.The teachings she received since she was a child allowed her to take on the responsibilities of a wife and mistress, and made her willing to endure harsh treatment and backstabbing for Qi Yan, but it didn't mean that she would still be willing when her long-awaited child was hurt for the same reason. Will choose Qi Yan.

Shi Yan and Ming Qi's remarks to Yin Shunhua could have been omitted, but how could Ming Qi be willing to "let go" of Qi Yan so easily?Only when Qi Yan realizes that his choice has really hurt someone, will he not compromise so easily the next time he encounters the same situation, and will not easily let Ah Shi get hurt because of him.

"yes……"

Qi Yan heard the implication of this sentence, Shunhua didn't trust him, and didn't trust him to be able to protect their common child, so even if he entrusted the child to a stranger, he would not give up the identity of the protector. Keep it to yourself.

He felt a bit bitter, but he really failed to protect Shunhua well, and even after he knew who killed her, he failed to avenge her.

Perhaps, he should really be thankful that his child is not a mortal, so that Shunhua was not completely disappointed when he left.

"Ming."

Shi Yu knew that Ming Qi said this to protect him, but don't be so cruel to Destiny's Child ←_←

Ming Qi curled his lips in aggrieved way, he clearly said he loved him in the morning, but now he started to kill him because of other men, hum.

Shi Yan looked at Ming Qi who had started to show his temper again, feeling a little helpless.However, he already knew how to smooth someone's hair, he took the initiative to hold Ming Qi's hand, and felt that someone quickly wrapped his hand in his sleeve, and the corners of his mouth were about to turn up, but he insisted on Putting on a cold face, a smile appeared in his eyes.

Just as Qi Yan collected his mood, he saw this scene.So he silently pulled out the sentence that he had ignored just now, and only then realized that the five-year-old "son" he had just found was already a man of virtue, Tao, and love.

Heart congestion.

He shouldn't have had such deep feelings for Shi Yan, who can't be completely regarded as his son, but it was probably a wonderful reaction brought about by blood. Since he knew Shi Yan's identity and saw his "protection" of him, I couldn't help but stand in my father's position.

However, what position does he have to control them?

Qi Yan felt dejected, and could only comfort himself silently. After all, it was his son who devoured his Taoist companion to death.

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"Pan Er, why do you think Qi Shuai hasn't come out yet?"

As the sun sets, the fairy flowers in the valley that were born under the influence of the power of the gods are covered with an orange-red coat by the setting sun.There were white deer returning from nowhere, and red cranes that seemed to be flying towards the setting sun and landed lightly in the valley. Rubbed curiously.

Pan Yan and Lu Neng could sit silently at each other, but Lang Zhengyang couldn't. After visiting every corner of the valley, he began to fidget.

"By the way, Pan Er, do you think Qi Shuai is really the son of Princess Zhaosheng?"

The author has something to say:

I wrote this chapter, I feel like I got involved in it QAQ

In the next chapter, I will stop recalling and start the plot_(:з」∠)_