Deadly Merry [Rebirth]

"No, no," Tu Jiu'er sobbed and raised his head, looking at Chang Sheng seriously, "It was my fault in the first place, I, I didn't want to argue with you, and I didn't mean to blame you, you... "

"I know, I didn't mean..." Changsheng laughed at himself, and suddenly didn't know how to express it, "...I just regret that I have hidden my thoughts for most of the past time, if I can be more calm , maybe our meeting will not be delayed for ten years. Maybe, my temperament really needs to change."

"A-actually, it's not necessary. Whether it's you, Hua Chu, or A Yi, it's all good." Tu Jiu'er's sobbing voice tended to weaken, but her tone was still a little bit aggrieved.Buried in Changsheng's arms, she suddenly saw the collar with her own tears and snot stained on it. She forgot to continue crying, and secretly pulled Changsheng's coat to cover it.

Changsheng looked at her helplessly, "What are you hiding, I can already feel the wetness."

Tu Jiu'er curled his lips, and had another weeping expression: "Then what should I do? I don't know how to wash clothes."

"Take me back first, don't worry about the clothes." Changsheng said halfway, turned his face to cover his mouth and coughed twice, "...I'm not ready yet, I'm afraid I won't be able to stand here for too long."

"But, that," Tu Jiu'er didn't want to move, he just frowned, with tears still on his face, and he still couldn't speak clearly, "Is, is the sixth princess still in the cave? I, I don't know. ..."

Chang Sheng understood what she meant, and took her hand, "Then I'll take you to another place, let's come back after she leaves, okay?"

"Where to go?"

"You will know as soon as you come with me."

"You, your body, can you still fly in the sky?"

"It's just uncomfortable, not to the point of disability." Chang Sheng opened his arms to her, "Come on, I'll carry you."

Tu Jiuer took a step forward, and when he touched Changsheng, it turned into a cloud of white mist, and condensed into a young fox between Changsheng's arms, softly and obediently inserted his little head into Changsheng's arms bend.

Chang Sheng hugged the little fox in his arms tightly, looking at the expression on his face, he wanted to cough again, but she insisted on holding back in her throat, her eyes were sickly red.She forcibly concealed her physical discomfort, and only carried the fox into the clouds, flying away from the boundary of Qingqiu.

Tu Jiu'er was a little tired, and fell into a hazy sleepiness, and then fell asleep soundly in Chang Sheng's arms.After an unknown amount of time, she felt her pointed ears being gently pulled by someone, and that person whispered softly in her ear: "San San, wake up."

Tu Jiuer yawned and opened his eyes in a daze.

They have arrived in the world, and this should be a mountain top. She rubbed her eyes with her paws, and what she could see was a large sea of ​​pink and white double-petaled camellias. The color of the marriage peach forest dug out a piece and dyed it on this ordinary land of the mortal world.Tu Jiuer snorted and took a deep breath. The tangy camellia fragrance flowed into her nostrils, lingering for a long time.

Not far away, in this sea of ​​flowers, there is a wooden hut. There are two fences around the door of the wooden house. Some pheasants are raised in the left fence, and the right fence is slightly larger. It is divided into two pieces, half of which will grow out. Tender greens, half planted with a small tea bush.Two baskets were placed at the gate of the fence, and there were dried tea leaves in them.

Tu Jiu'er jumped onto the ground and transformed into a young girl in the blink of an eye. She stared at the room intently, "This is..."

Changsheng chuckled lightly: "This is Yuxu Mountain, and that room is the one you used to live in. After those things happened ten years ago, I don't know where Xiaoxia went, and the Yuxu Palace without a head disappeared soon. , I quietly went down to earth to tidy up the deserted Yuxu Mountain, sprinkled a lot of camellia seeds, and kept your wooden house, and the pen and paper calligraphy and paintings in your house. The camellias on this mountain were originally intended to be given to you as a gift Love token."

Tu Jiuer was so happy that he didn't know what to say. He smiled for a long time, pointed to the two fences at the door of the wooden house, and asked, "You also grew those chickens and vegetables?"

"No, that's just my blindfold. Although I come here often, I can't guarantee to feed them, but I really want to..." Changsheng hesitated, smiled, and chose to speak bluntly, "I really want to You, looking at them, it's like you're still living here."

Tu Jiu'er's eyes were a little wet, she was still smiling, and she was very happy, but thousands of words were blocked in her throat, and she couldn't utter a single word.She suddenly leaned forward, took advantage of Changsheng's unpreparedness, and kissed Changsheng's side face like snow and ice.

Changsheng's smile froze on his face. For some reason, this was not the first time Tu Jiu'er kissed her, but she felt as if her soul had been taken away in an instant. sweat.

Tu Jiu'er pretended nothing happened, pulled Chang Sheng up and walked towards the wooden house, and said as he walked, "You said you preserved my old calligraphy and paintings, but I want to see if you are lying to me. "

Only then did Changsheng come to his senses, and unconsciously covered his face.Tu Jiu'er was able to speak more smoothly now, but she started to stutter: "Huh?...Well, I didn't lie to you."

The two entered the room, and the furnishings in the room were exactly the same as ten years ago, except that the furniture was covered with a thick layer of dust.Tu Jiu'er walked to the desk, saw three notebooks neatly arranged side by side on the desk, pointed to them and asked, "What are these?"

"Did you forget? This is your old diary," Changsheng pointed to one of them, and then pointed to the other two. "The one there is my diary from a long time ago, and the other is the diary I was imprisoned in." The notebook at the gate of the forbidden cave."

Tu Jiu'er muttered "I'm going to forget it" and picked up his notebook casually, blew away the dust, and flipped through a page indiscriminately.The writing on that page has become gray and pale, but the content on it can still be read clearly.

"The third day of March in the Gengzi Year. When I went down the mountain to buy wine this morning, I saw this beautiful flute. Someone told me that it was made of Xiangfei bamboo. Today seems to be the Shangsi Festival again. I passed the letter to Ayi. Will come. She doesn't like to talk, although I always hope she can talk to me a few more words, but if she really comes, it's fine to just listen to me play the flute without saying a word."

Turn another page.

"The fourth day of the third month of the Gengzi year. In the shadow of apricot blossoms, play the flute until dawn."

Tu Jiu'er lowered his eyes, frowned slightly, his eyes seemed to pass through the paper and fell on the faded past.

Changsheng looked at the two lines of words, and said: "I was still laughing at you in my heart at that time, pretending to be deep. But later...you can look at this. After reading it, you are not allowed to laugh back." As she spoke, she handed Tu Jiu'er the diary she had kept in captivity.

Tu Jiu'er took it, weighed the thickness, and opened the first page.The words in this book have also become a lot blurred. It seems that only when people rummage through old things can they find evidence of the passage of time.

"The fifth day of the sixth month of the Gengzi year. Three or three, I don't know if the God Realm is still Qingqiu."

She recited the Year of the Gengzi several times in her heart, and continued to scroll backwards.

"It's raining today."

"Sometimes it feels like the days are long, sometimes it feels like a sudden moment, muddleheaded, no end, this life is nothing more than that."

"When I stay alone for a long time, I always have wishful thinking, but I can't stop thinking about it."

"Yesterday, I wrote all the words against my will."

"Recently, I think of you when I look at everything. You are the mountain, the tree is you, and the water is you."

"Snow is also you."

"San San, it would be great if you were here."

"Sansan wants to scold the Taoist sect for being inhumane."

"Sansan should like my old appearance."

"San San, the moon is very round tonight."

"San San, you should take a look."

"San San, you really don't want to come and see me anymore."

"If you are willing to come to me, ignore me, and just listen to me call you a few words, that's fine."

After reading this point, Tu Jiuer suddenly thought of a sentence he just read in his notebook:

"If it really comes, just listen to me play the flute without saying a word, that's fine."

She felt that something was about to drip out of the corner of her eye, she hurriedly turned her head away to cover up, and wiped her eyes hastily.

Changsheng wanted to go forward to appease her, but the action stopped abruptly in the middle, her complexion changed, and she stumbled and said: "You...you read slowly first, go to bed early after reading, don't wait for me, I suddenly remembered Something urgent."

Before Tu Jiu'er could react, Chang Sheng hurried out the door.Tu Jiu'er opened his mouth, but didn't go after him, thinking that maybe she really had something to deal with in the world, and she would come back tomorrow morning at the latest, so she sorted out her emotions, packed up the small bed in the room, and lay down. Continue to read Changsheng's notes above.

Changsheng stepped on the wind, covered his mouth and nose, and flew to a small river closest to the wooden house at the fastest speed.When she fell, she was so anxious that she almost knelt by the river, but she didn't have time to care about it. She lay on the river bank, a lot of blood spilled from her fingers, and fell into the rushing river in pools.

"Well……"

She clutched her throat and vomited blood gulps. The bright red blood flowed into the river, where it was diluted until only a pale red remained, and quickly disappeared from sight with the endless river.She couldn't count how much blood she had vomited, but she only remembered that her eyes were flushed, and when she looked at the river, it seemed to be red.

Changsheng was choked and coughed non-stop, her eyes were filled with tears due to vomiting, her mouth, nose and chin were all stained with blood, and she looked in a panic.She just wanted to wipe her face with her sleeve, but immediately realized that there would be marks left, so she took a few handfuls of clean river water and poured it on her face, and took a mouthful to wash away the bloody smell in her mouth.

In fact, if she hadn't just woken up and forced herself to do so many things, her condition would not have been so serious.But she didn't regret it, her body could still be taken care of again, but Tu Jiu'er might not open her heart like tonight again.Thinking of Tu Jiu'er who would laugh at her tonight, Chang Sheng lost his mind while lying on his stomach, and chuckled foolishly, with tiny drops of water on his face that hadn't been wiped off.