Deadly Merry [Rebirth]

boom.

The sound of the porcelain bottom of the cup hitting the table.

"I killed her."

Tu Jiu'er's fingertips dug deep into the gaps in the wooden boards of the tabletop, and his eyes stared blankly at the pale sky outside the teahouse.There was half a cup of clear tea left in the teacup in her hand, and the tea noodles were still shaking slightly with the trend of just falling, and a few tea leaves sank slowly in the water.

Qionghua looked at the little fox beside her complicatedly.She has not known Tu Jiuer for a long time, but she never thought that Tu Jiuer, who is so playful, playful and coquettish, would have such a side.

The tone was extremely light, and the eyes were absent-minded, like an old man who had seen through life and death.

It turns out that a person who looks so heartless suddenly becomes sad like this.It turns out that the sudden sadness of unscrupulous people is more distressing than the sadness of ordinary people.

"You didn't kill her," Qionghua tried to comfort her. "It was her own choice. She just chose to keep you between her own life and yours."

"No," Tu Jiu'er laughed at herself, with tears in her eyes, "I did it. If I hadn't used coquettish techniques to force her, she would have had nothing to do with me, Tu Jiu'er. I have seduced her." She, she mistakenly thought she liked me, and because of this misunderstanding, she insisted on going her own way and died for me. This is what I did."

"But you're not the one who killed her..."

"Auntie, why don't you understand? The culprit of all this is me. I entered the palace for fun, and I misled her life by using seductive tricks. If it wasn't for me, that old woman wouldn't have murderous thoughts at all. And at the beginning of Hua, she was still immersed in my charm until she died, and she went to the underworld in a daze, and she played and played for me all her life, and she was killed by me. She was killed by me, I killed her!"

Tu Jiu'er slammed the teacup onto the ground, bleeding from his lower lip.

Qionghua lowered her eyes, "...then you follow that Taoist priest every day, and face that face exactly like Jin Huachu's all day long, what do you think in your heart?"

Tu Jiu'er sneered, and said: "I know, everyone thinks that I am the most ignorant person in the whole world, and that I am just stupid and heartless for following A Yi. Even Ayi herself also thinks that I'm just an extremely superficial idiot. Did my aunt feel the same way before?"

"..."

"But I'm not stupid, really."

"..." Qionghua looked at Tu Jiu'er in a daze, not knowing what to say.

If Tu Jiu'er in the past was a simple little girl who only knew how to pretend to be crazy, act foolishly, act like a spoiled child, then Tu Jiu'er at this moment, with a gloomy and determined face, seemed to have grown into a deep and deep adult overnight.Like all people who have experienced the world, she has a heavy past in her arms, skillfully disguises herself with another face, and hides all the most real emotions seamlessly.

Qionghua can probably figure out what kind of imprint a past event that cannot be forgotten in 400 years should be imprinted on Tu Jiu'er's heart, and such a deep imprint will be stiffened every time she sees Mingyi's face. Drag it out, abuse her mind over and over again, so that she can never forget, can't ignore, and she has to cover such an emotional surface with an almost perfect layer of dubious ruffian to deceive everyone.

Compared with that innocent Jin Huachu, she felt more sorry for such Tu Jiu'er.

"I know what you're thinking, Ah Man also persuaded me. Yes, that's right, I like A Yi because of her face. But so what?" Tu Jiu'er said to himself, "I don't understand why you all like to make so many distinctions. Why do you put aside your identity, face, money, and soul? Everything makes up that person, and everything belongs to her. How can she put Gouging out your own face?"

"So you're just kidding yourself like that?"

Qionghua said softly.

"I didn't..." Tu Jiu'er suddenly choked up.

"You are really good at lying, even deceiving yourself, and then pretending to deceive others. You know exactly who you like, and she is not her at all."

"Auntie, let's stop here, don't worry about it anymore, okay?" Tu Jiu'er looked at Qionghua beggingly with those tearful peach blossom eyes, "I know I did something wrong. Four hundred years ago I was Wrong, I am still wrong after 400 years, I know all of this. Can you let me go on so self-righteously wrong, even if I do not die well with this body of karma, I will not have any complaints. You Why bother with my crap?"

"..." Qionghua's hands resting on the table were tightly clenched into fists, she glanced away, her heart filled with bitterness, "I am meddling in my own business."

Tu Jiu'er also felt that Qionghua was not wrong, but she looked supercilious when she said that, which made her feel cold, so she hurriedly said, "Aunt, I'm not..."

"San San," Qiong Hua chuckled, "You're right, I shouldn't meddle in your past anymore, let alone persuade you to let it go. You've grown up...you have your own choices."

After saying that, she raised her hand, and in her palm was a small crane feather.

"But if one day you are willing to let go, I will wait for you forever."

Gently placed the crane feather in front of Tu Jiu'er.

"When you need to see me, burn it."

Tu Jiu'er picked up the crane feathers on the table with trembling hands, her mind was in a state of confusion for a moment, the messy thoughts were congested and knotted in her heart, which made her unable to straighten out her thoughts.What is the meaning of Qionghua's words, is she expressing something cryptically, does she want to leave, does she not see her again if she doesn't burn this hair.

Ah Man will not come anymore, and Qionghua is leaving too.

Unaccompanied.

Tu Jiu'er raised her tearful eyes, looked at Qionghua, and said in a low voice, "Auntie, I don't understand, why do you have to leave?"

"San San, you are so smart, do you really not understand?"

Qionghua took a deep look at the little fox, sighed lightly, got up and walked in front of her, suddenly stretched out her hand, and helped her remove the fur scarf around her neck that was used to cover the scars.

His slender and white fingers stroked gently.

Those hideous scars were like vines touching the tongue of fire, and quickly faded away at a speed visible to the naked eye, leaving only a piece of white and tender skin that looked like newborn.

"I'm sorry, I've always been able to do such a small spell as removing scars. But you should be able to understand why I lied to you. I hope you understand."

"..."

"...Remember to pack up your mood and go see her again. Since you have decided to continue, I will not ask other questions. I only hope that you can smile as usual and everything gets what you want. I hope that when we meet next time, you……"

Qiong Hua paused for a moment, before she finished speaking, she waved her sleeves and transformed into a crane, took one last look at Tu Jiu'er, and flew up.

Tu Jiu'er tightly held the crane feather that Qionghua gave her, and couldn't say anything to keep her away, watching her away with red eyes.

——You are so smart, don’t you really understand?

Don't you understand?

In fact, she already understood.

But she hoped that she would never understand.