Deadly Merry [Rebirth]

Ming Yi clenched the cloth in her mouth tightly. The cloth was very dry, and quickly sucked away all the moisture in her mouth, making her extremely thirsty, and the thirst of her tongue made her thoughts more and more confused.

The moment that thought came out, her mind was stunned, and she could even clearly feel the sudden coolness between her hands and feet, her palms felt a tingling numbness, and she trembled after a slight grip.

She never thought that the fox would not like herself one day.

The fox liked her from the first day he met her, he always liked her before rebirth, and he still likes her after rebirth.Whether it's the cautious look or the coquettish look, her eyes always follow her. Every time the eyes are so gentle and forbearing, it often gives her the illusion that she needs a thousand words to express.She couldn't imagine how the fox disliked her, and she never thought that such a day would come.

Thinking about it now, Tu Jiu'er really had no reason to rely on her Ming Yi's side.That demon is supposed to do whatever he wants, at the beginning he could stalk him for three years because he liked him, but now of course he can casually throw him to others because he doesn't like him.

It's just that she has always had an inexplicable confidence that Tu Jiu'er will always like her.Thinking about it now, I just got used to it, so I take those things for granted, and this kind of taking for granted can be easily shattered at any time.

The conversation outside continued.

Ju Qiaoguan said: "Come on, it's useless for you to regret it. Speaking of which, after all these years of separation, I haven't heard you talk about those things between you. You should have a good chat with me after dinner."

"You want to talk, you can talk while standing up, anyway Ah Man is sleeping too."

"So you didn't go in because you couldn't bear to disturb her sleep? Sansan has become so considerate now."

"Stop talking nonsense, you don't know how angry she is when she wakes up, I don't want to quarrel after a disagreement."

"Then don't go in for now, just chat with me about your patriarch." There was a slight noise outside, which sounded like Guan Juqiao was holding Tu Jiu'er somewhere, "...this time You're making a big fuss, who in the demon world doesn't know that you're posting a Taoist priest, and Uncle Tu Cang didn't scold you?"

"Why doesn't he scold, he scolds every day. I don't want to talk about Qingqiu's shit."

"What about the priest? Didn't I write it in the letter..."

"Qiaoguan," Tu Jiu'er's voice suddenly dropped, "I can only tell you some things, don't tell others."

"You said."

"I've been thinking these days, is it... Is it time to consider really giving up."

Ming Yi felt a chill in her heart, and her fingers were firmly on the bedpost.

"What's wrong? Is she such a jerk?"

"No... no, she's fine. Before I did that, I could stay by her side with peace of mind, but now I can't. I can't get past the threshold in my heart. I can't continue to lie to myself and her, I clearly know that what I did was wrong, but...I...do you understand?"

Ming Yi couldn't understand Tu Jiu'er's words more and more.

What did the fox do to feel so guilty?cheat?What did you lie to her about?

Ju Qiaoguan asked for her: "What did you do?"

A brief silence.

Tu Jiu'er said something, but the voice was too low, Ming Yi didn't hear anything.

Ju Qiaoguan raised his voice: "What? You used it again! The blood of the predecessors is really in vain. You are really bold enough. I dare not use this thing rashly. How dare you do it at such a young age? twice?"

"I was confused that day. It was the first time I got so close to her, and I thought of the past, and I couldn't bear the longing in my heart. But I don't know what to do now, Qiaoguan, you are my good friend. To be honest, I regret it very much. But I regretted it and rejoiced at the same time. I thought about leaving her, but I..."

"Okay, do you want to listen to the truth? Go to my bedroom and make you a pot of good tea. Let's talk slowly."

"……All right."

The two stood up, and the sound of footsteps gradually moved from near to far until they disappeared.

Ming Yi couldn't digest the content of Tu Jiu'er's words, she thought for a long time before sorting out the sequence of things she saw from this angle.Tu Jiu'er must have lied to herself about something, and now because she doesn't want to continue to lie, she wants to leave herself, so she secretly colludes with Ju Qiaoguan to tie her here and do what she calls "cooking raw rice into mature rice" .

It stands to reason that she should be angry.

But now she has only one thought in her mind——

Does the fox still like him?

Mingyi doesn't know what's going on with her. At this moment, she doesn't care about what she lied to her, and she doesn't care about her colluding with the orange cat to send her away. The annoyance hasn't fully come out clearly yet, and at this moment, she is completely overwhelmed by this one. She was so overwhelmed with questions that she couldn't think about any other questions.

She held onto the bedpost and took a low breath, the tight tightness in her chest made her tremble.

She never knew before that her heart could really ache according to her emotions.

Later, both Yueliu and Ah Fu came over a few times, took the cloth in her mouth, gave her something to eat, and gagged her again.During the two days of waiting to get married, she could occasionally hear Tu Jiuer's voice from the courtyard, sometimes chatting with Ju Qiaoguan, and sometimes talking awkwardly with Ah Man, but she never mentioned "" Daoist" or "Ayi".

Time passed quickly, Ah Fu even pasted the red paper on the windows, and the candles on the table were changed to golden red.

The morning of the first day of April.

Yueliu opened the door holding the newly made wedding dress, and Ah Fu followed her with a cup of soup.

Ming Yi glanced at his wrist expressionlessly, there was already a bloodstain from the chains, and some small wounds were scratched around it.

A Fu first took out the cloth stuffed in her mouth, persuaded her a few words, and fed her a spoonful of hot soup.Ming Yi didn't resist, the few days of being imprisoned here had already exhausted her, she almost had to eat whatever she wanted, otherwise hunger would only destroy her sanity more and more.

Not long after she didn't want to swallow it, the little zhenqi left in her body was instantly emptied, and she couldn't even maintain the basic standing and sitting, and she limply leaned against the bed.Ah Fu sighed, took the soup and left.

"Don't blame your son," Yueliu straightened Ming Yi's body and helped her untie the chains that had bound her for days, "If you want to change your clothes, you have to open this. It's what you and I told you to do." Medicine, be safer."

"Do you like her?" Ming Yi didn't blame anything, just asked lightly.

"If I don't like it, why should I stay by her side for so many years." Yueliu lowered her head to help Mingyi fiddle with the wedding dress, and smiled wryly as she spoke.

"Isn't it hard to see me getting married to her?"

"Daoist, you don't know," Yueliu smiled, and took off Mingyi's coat and jacket, "I have been with you since I was 15 years old. The face of twenty. She redeemed me from the brothel and allowed me to be by her side. When she was happy, she would say that she liked me, kiss me, and hug me. The most youthful and beautiful years of my life were all hers. This year I am 27 At the age of [-], the young master still looks young, but now... she has never said that she likes me."

"..." Ming Yi was a little distracted.

"My son is a passionate person. Unlike others, her passion is ruthless. So she is destined to not be the only one by her side. I have long seen this. It's just that no matter how clear I am in my heart, I still let go of some things." No less, I am willing to give her the rest of my life. I will be with her when I am young, I will wash and cook for her when I am old, and I will be buried around her when I die, so as to cover her heart with a layer of soil. If her heart cannot be all about me, Then it’s good to have me forever.”

"What are you talking so much to me for?" Ming Yi looked away.

Yueliu was silent for a moment, then said: "I just want to say that seeing you marrying her makes me very sad."

"...For a stranger like me, talk less."

"I'm sorry, I'm here, there's no one to talk to..." Yueliu laughed at herself, and continued to put on Ming Yi's wedding dress, "You are different from the girls brought back by the old master, so I can't help but talk too much, forgive me .”

"...You are amazing." Mingyi looked at her, turned her head away, and said softly, "If the person I like wants to marry someone else, I will never be able to be as calm as you."

"Does Taoist leader still like others?" Yueliu asked curiously, "Then if you become a Taoist priest, how will you deal with yourself?"

"Probably," Ming Yi cast his gaze shallowly on the window sill where a sparrow fell, "he will kill them."

"You are the most like a monk I have ever seen, and also the least like a monk I have ever seen," she finally put on Ming Yi's girdle, "I must have something in my heart. I don't know What a good-looking person he is, to impress a cultivator like you."

"..."

Ming Yi didn't speak anymore.

Yueliu dressed her, and then carried her to the dressing table to sit down, and carefully painted her eyebrows and powdered them.

While painting, Yueliu couldn't help but look at the red tear mole under her right eye, and said: "Master Dao, your mole is so beautiful."

Ming Yi gently looked at herself in the mirror, and unconsciously murmured:

"She likes it too."

Yueliu's movements paused, she looked into Mingyi's eyes, and didn't ask any more questions.

Some things are seen in the eyes and in the heart, but they just can't make a difference.This kind of helplessness, it turns out that everyone in the world will have it, no one is an exception.