Deadly Merry [Rebirth]

On the other side, Ziwei picked for a long time, and finally picked out a top quality Ganoderma lucidum, handed it to Qin Huai for him to cook slowly, and she was going back to the south side hall to take care of Tu Jiu'er.As soon as she stepped into the door, she found that no one was there, leaving only an eye-catching letter on the table. She picked up the letter in a daze, and was wondering whether to keep it for herself or for Changsheng, when a maid hurriedly walked outside the door. He ran in and said, "Emperor Ziwei, our emperor is back, go and have a look."

Ziwei put away the letter, let go of that matter for now, picked up the hem of her skirt and walked out with the maid, asking as she walked, "What rumors do you have, who won?"

"I heard from another little fairy official at the Nantianmen that it was the Qionghua God who won," the maid said worriedly, "The emperor is in a very bad condition, he can't even enter the door, he is lying in the corner and vomiting blood non-stop. Wannian has never seen her vomit blood."

"When you are in front of her for a while, no one should mention the duel, do you understand?"

"Yes."

After leaving the palace gate, Zi Wei hurriedly ran to the corner of the wall, supported Chang Sheng who was leaning against the wall and covering his chest, and asked eagerly, "How are you doing?"

There was still a little sweat on Changsheng's forehead, and she was panting slightly, her throat became extremely hoarse and unpleasant due to the severe setback she suffered from pulling the nails out of Tu Jiuer before, "...It's okay, just rest."

"You..." Ziwei hesitated, not knowing how to comfort her, "Don't worry too much, since that's the case, let the past go. How about I take you to Gouchen's place to have a look? Lai likes to study medicine, even if it can't strengthen your soul, at least you can prescribe a prescription for recuperation."

"No need," Chang Sheng held the long sword, supported himself to stand up, and staggered to enter the door, "I just want to see her right now."

"Hey," Ziwei grabbed her arm with a look of embarrassment, "Although it's not good to say these things at this time, but...the fairy world has rules in the fairy world. Once you have made a contract and placed a bet, you must be able to lose." You can afford it. She has nothing to do with you, you can't just ignore the oath, go your own way, and even make entanglements..."

Chang Sheng interrupted her coldly: "What exactly do you want to say?"

Ziwei sighed: "Anyway, she's gone too, so you can't force it. Here, this is a letter from her."

"Going away?" Chang Sheng's face changed drastically, he took the letter, his fingertips trembled slightly, and quickly opened it.

I saw the familiar free and easy cursive written on the paper, eloquently, there is a lot of space.

At the place where the title should be called at the beginning, there is a group of condensed ink dots. Changsheng seems to be able to see Tu Jiuer holding the pen, and the tip of the pen pauses at that place for a long time, thinking about how to call this familiar and unfamiliar person.

She probably wanted to write about A Yi, but in the end she wrote the word "Emperor".

"Emperor."

Changsheng only read these two words, and his heart began to feel sad.

"When I first met, I was amazed, followed my instinct and drove to the Shenxiaoyu Mansion. At that time, I was terrified and didn't know what was in my heart. But I knew that the emperor was no longer Huachu or Mingyi. In ten years, I He is no longer the Tu Jiuer he was back then."

"Ten years ago, I would have rushed in regardless, and what I said was what I thought in my heart. If I was attached, I would scratch my head and show off to win favor. If I felt guilty, I would bluntly apologize and be straightforward. Hateful, but now I can only Lingering in front of the door, unable to enter, unable to leave, anxious all day long, hesitant, lingering, fearful."

"I understand that in the past I was reckless, selfish and playful, told many lies, did many wrong things, and also harmed the emperor's two lives. In the past ten years, my body and spirit have been immersed in inextricable pain , I have tasted the end that I deserve, I don't want to refute anything, nor do I want to pretend to be pitiful, but there are some things that must be told to the emperor, otherwise, this life will be uneasy."

"I didn't wake up to the misunderstanding ten years ago until the moment Ayi died, but it was too late to talk about it. After the battle in the East China Sea, I didn't abandon Ayi because I was nostalgic for Huachu, nor was it because I hated the scar. I just left Ayi, and when she was ignoring her life to save me, I started to feel guilty and prepared to make amends, so I secretly removed the charm from Ayi. Because I really love her, I don’t want to face another She loves me, so she chooses to leave first. At that time, I didn't know that Ayi had already entrusted me with her heart, and she thought that she had done a good deed, so she said goodbye and missed these many years. Later, when I tried to speak again, my throat was already sealed. Seeing Ayi die in front of my eyes with misunderstanding and resentment, my mind was torn apart, life would be worse than death."

"Although there was a misunderstanding, I knew that from beginning to end it was the misfortune caused by the insignificant charm at the beginning. After Ayi's death, I was heartbroken and wished I could go to hell at any time, just to repay the debt I owed back then. Fortunately, she was Dijun’s mortal incarnation, seeing Dijun again now, has a lot of feelings in my heart, like a mess, intertwined and intertwined, and I can’t find the end. I wanted to apologize to Dijun in person, but Dijun hates me, and I am also afraid in my heart. I beg Dijun to forgive me. Only this thin piece of paper is left."

"Although I used to be playful, I really love Huachu and Ayi, Wang Dijun believes in me."

"I really knew I was wrong."

"I'm sorry for the past few hundred years."

Not signed.

After Ziwei secretly read the entire book, she breathed a sigh of relief and glanced casually, only to realize that there were tears in the corner of Changsheng's eyes.

"Changsheng?" She carefully pulled the corner of Changsheng's clothes.

"I thought... I thought she was ruthless to me, I thought she was playing tricks all the time..." Changsheng murmured to himself with tears in his eyes, as if remorseful, "It turns out that I...was wrong Is it?"

"What's wrong?"

Chang Sheng came back to his senses for a moment, folded the letter in his hand, put it hastily into his cuff, raised his hand to cover up and wiped the corners of his eyes, and lowered his head.

"Are you okay?" Ziwei didn't know whether to hand her the veil or not.

Chang Sheng held his sword, ignored her, and said to the maid beside him, "Go and prepare the car, I'm going to Qingqiu."

Ziwei wondered: "What are you doing?"

Changsheng looked into Ziwei's eyes, "You don't understand...I misunderstood some things, so I hurt her, and made her fear me. Since she is afraid of me now, I will take the initiative to find her. Why, no ?”

Ziwei sighed: "No... I understand your feeling after reading the letter, and I also understand that you want to see her at this time, but you have to be willing to admit defeat. The duel was just over, and Tu Jiuer is now Qionghua's. Now, you can't force others to be difficult..."

"Why give up, who told you I lost," Changsheng suddenly interrupted her, "I told you before, I will fight to the death, either win or die. You can still see me alive now, just You should know—I won."