The dark clouds dissipated, just like the dawn, the sun revealed its face from under the dark clouds, and the sun was pouring unscrupulously on this world that had been disturbed by the rain for a long time.

The bright autumn sun seemed as warm as a dream, Osamu Dazai stood in the open space and looked up at the sky, his kite-colored eyes were empty and bewildered.

He didn't even know what expression he should show.

Shen Xi exists in his life, he is deeply involved in it, and affects everything around him.

Change is easier said than done, let alone a decision made under the circumstances.

The pages of the book in the air radiated white light, and the moment they came into contact with the sun, they began to ignite spontaneously, as if there was no need to exist after the story ended, it turned into a little bit of white light, was blown into the air by the wind, and was never seen again.

Just like Shen Xi back then.

Osamu Dazai turned and left when the light disappeared, his hands were trembling, and he tightly pursed his lips, for fear of making any embarrassing noises.

Yes, that's it, that's the truth.

Osamu Dazai never thought that he could remember it so clearly. At the moment when the memory came back, every expression of Shen Xi before disappearing was frozen in his mind, whether it was the smile in Shen Xi's eyes when he stretched out his hand, or the moment when he grabbed his hand. The air is cold in the heart.

He accidentally lost Shen Xi four years ago, so he used four years of planning to find Shen Xi back, but unfortunately, he lost Shen Xi again.

Gritting his teeth tightly, Osamu Dazai tried his best to restrain his emotions.

The rainy days passed, and people who were stuffy at home because of the heavy rain finally started to go out. They breathed the fresh air. Even though the weather was a bit cold, they couldn't restrain their good mood.

Children are jumping and jumping in thick clothes.

Passing through the crowd, Osamu Dazai turned into a small alley, the sun shone in the alley, stretching the figure of Osamu Dazai very long, Osamu Dazai looked at the bar, he opened the door and walked in.

The guests were drinking quietly, and the bartender smiled at him, in order to prepare the wine he was used to drinking here.

"Mr. Dazai, long time no see." The bartender greeted him.

"Is there? Didn't I come here a few days ago?"

"Really?" The bartender thought for a while, "I always feel that Mr. Dazai hasn't been here since the bar was destroyed. It was really a terrible disaster. Mr. Dazai must have been there at the time."

Osamu Dazai took a sip of his wine, and the cold liquid made him shiver, "Yes, it's really scary."

It seemed that Osamu Dazai didn't want to talk. The bartender turned around to greet the guests, leaving Osamu Dazai a space to be alone. After staying in this bar for so long, it was precisely because he was good enough to see people's eyes that he stayed all the time.

Taking out the previous letter from his pocket, even though Osamu Dazai knew what was written on it, he couldn't help but want to read it again.

The letter was very short, except for the few words he saw last time, there were only two or three lines. The 18-year-old Osamu Dazai described his feelings in a few words, leaving the last trace after the world changed.

Four years later, have you met Shen Xi?Did you tell him that I love him.

Well... I know you must have said nothing.

Because we are one, and I know myself, I must not say anything decisive until it is all settled.

So, if you see this letter.

Then go and tell him immediately.

Get back the salvation that belongs to us.

"Most definitely."

Osamu Dazai clutched the paper tightly, crumpling the corner of the letter paper. He closed his eyes, like a child who accidentally lost his favorite toy, but tried hard not to cry because he was taught very well by his parents.

The grievance and sadness in the eyes almost burst out, that kind of ocean of sadness can make people feel empathy just by looking at it.

The bell at the door rang, the door was pushed open, and a person broke in.

"Dazai!"

Ango Sakaguchi stood at the door panting, and he ran out of the Secret Service as soon as he recovered his memory. This is the only place he could think of Osamu Dazai.

"Yo, Ango."

Osamu Dazai crumpled up the letter and stuffed it in his pocket, raised his glass with the other hand to signal to Ango Sakaguchi.

The moment he saw Osamu Dazai, Ango Sakaguchi breathed a sigh of relief, he walked over to sit beside Osamu Dazai a little tiredly, "Please give me a glass of wine."

The bartender smiled and adjusted the wine and placed it in front of Ango Sakaguchi, "Please use it."

"So, it's actually still useful." Ango Sakaguchi looked at the ice in the glass, "You finally found Shen Xi back, and the relationship is even closer than before."

"That's right." Dazai Osamu lay on the table, "Ango, I'm sorry."

"What kind of modesty?"

Osamu Dazai raised his wine glass, "That is to say, I have been targeting you before, but there is no need for it, because you have not done anything bad, and now it seems that my targeting is completely unnecessary."

Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, "It's okay, no need to apologize."

"Really? Don't you need it?"

"Of course, because we are friends, there is no need to apologize."

Osamu Dazai burst out laughing, he raised his glass, "Okay, we are friends."

"is a friend."

The sound of the collision of wine glasses and wine glasses was quite clear, the barley-yellow wine was shaking in the glass, and the ice cubes gave off a icy chill. Osamu Dazai took a sip of the wine, and the cold wine flowed down his throat and into his stomach inside.

Sakaguchi Ango actually didn't know what to say.

Although it seems to be the same as usual, but in fact, you can see the sadness of Osamu Dazai just by looking closely.

He stared at his wine glass, his iris-colored eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and he couldn't see the emotions in them clearly, only full of emptiness, even if he smiled, he couldn't reach his eyes.

"Would you like to toast?" Ango felt that he should say something, even if it meant nothing.

Osamu Dazai turned to look at him, "Cheers? Didn't you have it just now?"

"Come again." Ango Sakaguchi coughed lightly, "This time is for us to meet again and sit here and drink together."

"That's it."

Osamu Dazai lowered his head, he actually knew it, he knew that Ango was worried about him, and he also knew that Ango could see his current emotions, the pain brewing in his heart almost overwhelmed him, he just forced a smile.

"Actually, you don't need to be so concerned. It doesn't matter. Shen Xi's topic is also good, because I have never been so sure that I can get him back." Dazai Osamu said in a low voice, "However, thank you, Ango."

Ango Sakaguchi breathed a sigh of relief, "I just don't know what to say, Dazai, I'm actually very grateful to Shen Xi, because he changed you."

He knows very well what kind of person Dazai is, and he also knows why he made a series of self-destructive decisions. The person who can change Dazai must be the kind of person who can walk into his heart, give him a great influence, and People who touched him deeply.

After so many years, only Shen Xi did it.

He gave Osamu Dazai the reason to live and the meaning of existence, so that Osamu Dazai could have something to look forward to in his boring life.

So he thanked Shen Xi, and this alone was enough for Ango Sakaguchi to treat him with admiration.

"Really? Actually, I am also very grateful to him." Dazai Osamu said with a smile, "Do you think Oda Saku will come?"

"Yes, I don't think he can continue to stay in his place, but where is Odasaku?"

"I don't know, it should be in Huaguo." Osamu Dazai shook his wine glass, "He was in Huaguo when I contacted him for the last time. Shen Xi helped him leave Yokohama at the last moment, and it's up to now."

Just at this time, the door of the bar opened, and a young man with brown-red hair walked in. He was relieved the moment he saw them.

"found it."

"Yeah, after all, we won't go anywhere other than here." Ango Sakaguchi made a rare complaint.

"That's right." Oda Sakunosuke sat next to Osamu Dazai, "Please give me a glass of distilled wine."

"Oh, it's still the same." Osamu Dazai leaned on the table, "Four years have passed, how is Oda doing?"

Oda Saku took the wine handed to him by the bartender, "It's unimaginably good."

"Really?" Ango Sakaguchi interrupted the topic, "Let's talk about it."

"The children have found families to adopt them. I am also writing novels, and have published a few books, and have received a lot of remuneration."

"Really? Has Oda Saku finally realized his dream of writing a novel?"

Oda Sakunosuke nodded, "That's right, I worked very hard to get to Yokohama as soon as possible, so I didn't even write today's manuscript."

There will always be some accidents in life, for example, he fulfilled his wish when he lost his memory, and the children also found a happy family, for example, they can still drink together in this bar four years later.

After meeting again after four years, they are still the same as before, without the slightest stumbling, and they can continue chatting casually as before.

"Then I have to read the novel written by Oda Saku." Dazai Osamu took a sip of his wine, "It must be very interesting."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded, "Okay, Dazai, where's Shen Xi?"

The whole world was quiet, Osamu Dazai smiled, "Shen Xi."

"I should thank him, he helped me a lot, although I think most of it is because of Dazai." Oda Sakunosuke said: "But anyway, it is because of his help, have you found him?"

"I found it." Dazai Osamu knocked on the wine glass, "It's the same as before, he is still the same, but, I accidentally lost him again, but it doesn't matter, I will find him again. "

"That's right." Oda Sakunosuke nodded, "When you get him back, let's have another drink at the bar. How about inviting him to join us?"

Osamu Dazai shook his head, "He can't drink alcohol, he can only drink juice."

"It's okay, as long as you can toast."

Ango Sakaguchi laughed, "Yes, as long as you can toast, don't be shy Dazai, this is the person you almost announced to the world."

"I don't have any."

"Do you not admit it?" Sakaguchi Yasugo shook his head, "Odasaku, look at Dazai, he is still stubborn at this time."

Oda Sakunosuke thought for a while, "Do you need a hammer?"

"Why do you need a hammer?" Sakaguchi Ango looked at Oda Sakunosuke in surprise.

"Didn't you say it? Once Dazai says something strange, hit him on the back of the head with a hammer."

"...Odasaku, you are really too strong." Ango Sakaguchi took a sip of wine helplessly, "Why do you still have an unexpected answer to this kind of thing after writing novels?"

Unable to hold back, the three of them laughed in a low voice like children. The laughter seemed to sweep away all the sadness and the vague sense of loneliness.

"That's great." Osamu Dazai leaned back on the chair and murmured.

"Yes, that's great." Ango Sakaguchi raised his glass, "Thanks to Shen Xi."

"Yes." Oda Sakunosuke then raised his glass, "Thank you Shen Xi."

Osamu Dazai breathed a sigh of relief, with a smile in his eyes, the hazy mist subsided, leaving a clear Osamu Dazai who could see into his heart, his voice was trembling, and he was almost on the verge of tears.

"Thank you Shen Xi."

The sound of the collision of wine glasses is clear and bright, as if it is a signal of a new opportunity in this foggy world.

What is lost will come back, and what is possessed will be found again.

"It's a new beginning, isn't it?" Sakaguchi said with a smile.

"It must be so."

The sun was pouring unscrupulously, warming the whole world.

Mori Ogai stood at the headquarters of Hong Kong and Hei, looking at the sunshine outside the window, with a little dazed look in his eyes.

"So that's the case. It turns out that Dazai-kun can do this to this extent. It's really unimaginable, but... if the target is him, it doesn't seem so difficult to accept."

Edogawa Ranpo stood in the sun and talked on the phone with other people from the detective agency.

"So, Atsushi, you must be careful, huh? Are you asking Dazai?" Edogawa Ranpo looked at the bright sunshine, "Dazai still has a lot of things to do, and it is a major event that almost determines his life."

Sunshine is a gift from heaven, it illuminates the darkness and keeps the light in the world.

"Dazai, what are you going to do next?" Oda Sakunosuke asked him.

"Afterwards." Osamu Dazai smiled and said, "Of course I brought Shen Xi back. I promised in summer that I would go to see the cherry blossoms with him. Spring is getting closer and closer."

Ango Sakaguchi coughed, "Dazai, it's autumn now, and spring is still far away."

"Winter is coming, can spring be far behind?" Osamu Dazai shook his finger at him, "Don't underestimate the time, if you don't pay attention, time will pass through your fingers, and then spring will arrive."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded, "Dazai is right."

"That's it." Ango Sakaguchi nodded, "Time is really a wonderful thing."

When you are sad, it passes very slowly, almost like a year, and when you are happy, it passes too fast, and it will pass away completely if you don't pay attention.

"Is there a way? Do you need help?"

"No, I almost know where he is." Osamu Dazai sighed, "Although time and worlds have been crossed, I can still know where he is. After all, we are destined by fate."

Ango Sakaguchi laughed, "You're right."

"Not even death can separate us."

……

There is a bond between Osamu Dazai and Shen Xi that cannot be seen with the naked eye, but it exists, perhaps because of the rings of the past and the present, they are tightly bound together, as if they were wearing a pair of clothes that hold each other together. shackles.

So Osamu Dazai has always believed that no matter where they are, they will always meet again.

Osamu Dazai was leaning against the wall, the sun was shining on half of his body, his right hand was hidden in the shadows, the shackle was on his wrist, the other end of the shackle was on Shen Xi's left hand, even if they were not in the same place, they would always be together together.

There are people coming and going on the sightseeing tower, and there is an endless stream of tourists coming to Yokohama. This is the highest place in Yokohama, and it is also the place where Osamu Dazai and Shen Xixia first met.

From the very beginning, Osamu Dazai felt that something was wrong with this place.

At that time, Shen Xi left this world alone, Dazai Zhi jumped from the top when he was in a waning mood, and unexpectedly landed at the place where Shen Xi was, so, at this time, this place is still useful.

When Dazai Osamu said this, both Ango and Oda Saku looked at him in surprise, probably not thinking that Dazai Osamu's way of finding someone is to jump off a building, but they didn't refute.

"Although it sounds a bit strange..." Ango Sakaguchi said with some uncertainty.

"But Dazai and Shen Xi seem to be such strange people." Oda Sakunosuke added, and then nodded in agreement with his judgment.

Ango Sakaguchi responded, "So maybe such a strange method really works."

"But compared to this, I'd like to check to see if something happened there, to make sure nothing goes wrong." Ango Sakaguchi said: "By the way, you need to take precautions. If you fall from such a high place, you will die."

"You should do it quietly without letting Dazai know." Oda Sakunosuke reminded Ango Sakaguchi, "What if you know that the protection doesn't work."

Osamu Dazai looked at them helplessly, "So you must discuss it in front of me? Is it really so strange between Shen Xi and I?"

Ango Sakaguchi and Sakunosuke Oda glanced at Osamu Dazai, then ignored him and continued the discussion.

There is no camaraderie at all.

Osamu Dazai drank his wine slowly, listening to them discuss how to detect the supernatural reaction in that place, to make sure that this strange method is really useful.

In fact, it's not bad.

After the separation, Ango Sakaguchi began to look for what happened to this observation tower, but the establishment of this observation tower was too short, and the biggest incidents that could be found were Shen Xi and Dazai Osamu who committed suicide by jumping off the tower twice...

Ango Sakaguchi covered his face, these two guys are really strange.

So with the support of two friends, Osamu Dazai reached the top of the sightseeing tower.

Summer Dazai Osamu's letter of complaint didn't work. The observation tower is still in the stair mode without an elevator, and most people stop on the 20th floor, and few people will go up.

The autumn sun is no longer basking on people, and it just feels warm and comfortable when exposed to the sun.

Osamu Dazai breathed out, "So, let's get started."

The rings collided against his chest, the cold metal was warmed by his body temperature, it was almost impossible to feel their existence, but Osamu Dazai knew that they were always there.

Wei Wei glanced down, there was no one under the tower, there was only an empty space, and the people that could be seen in the distance were as small as ants.

"It's really a beautiful picture."

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, countless images flashed, and finally stagnated at the moment when Shen Xi disappeared with the smile in his eyes.

"Are you sure I will come to you, well, you guessed it."

"I'm coming now."

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes the moment he fell, and he could see his own reflection on the glass. Due to the wind, the ring hanging around his neck was blown out of his clothes.

The ring shone beautifully in the sun, and Osamu Dazai felt as if he was suspended in the air.

As if distorting the space, Osamu Dazai watched the whole world spinning, just like the experience of the protagonists in the animation, until he fell on the open space.

Osamu Dazai lay flat on the ground and looked at the sky until a curious person came over and looked at him.

They spoke words that Osamu Dazai couldn't understand with a worried expression.

Osamu Dazai blinked, as if it was...Italian?

……

Oda Sakunosuke was standing under the observation tower pondering, and Sakaguchi Ango was constantly analyzing the data beside him.

"Ango, Dazai really disappeared."

"I know." Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, "I'm analyzing the reason. Is there any singularity in this place that the Supernatural Secret Service Division hasn't discovered?"

Oda Sakunosuke looked at the data on his screen and couldn't understand it at all.

"Then have you analyzed it?"

"This is definitely an ordinary sightseeing tower." Ango Sakaguchi pushed the computer, "Normal people going up and jumping down are definitely the way to die. Is it only effective for Dazai?"

Oda Saku thought for a while, "Is it a singularity that is only effective for one person? It is very suitable for writing in a story."

Ango Sakaguchi stared at him, "Then if you write this plot, how will it work out?"

"How about setting a prop that only runs through time?" Oda Sakunosuke said: "Actually, it's not that this place is effective, but the props he carries are effective, so it is only effective for him."

Ango Sakaguchi nodded, "Odasaku, what you said is very reasonable, I want to read your novel now."

Saying that, Ango Sakaguchi closed the computer and left the scene with it in his arms.

"You didn't want to watch it before?" Oda Sakunosuke followed behind him, "Ango looks tired."

"That's because I've been working overtime, and the time I have now is squeezed out." Ango Sakaguchi frowned, "It feels like I haven't had a good night's sleep for a long time."

"Sure enough, it's overworked. Whether it's in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang or in the special agent department, Anwu doesn't know how to rest."

Ango Sakaguchi gave him a haggard look, "Because there are too many things to worry about, whether it is Dazai or Yokohama, they are all messy and worrying."

"You should learn from Dazai." Oda Sakunosuke gave an example, "Dazai has never been worried about Yokohama."

Ango Sakaguchi thought about what Osamu Dazai had done and his face turned pale.

"No, I'll never learn what Dazai does, it's horrible."

At the very least, it is absolutely impossible for him to find someone by jumping off a building.

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