The False Protagonist and the True Demon King[Comprehensive]

He didn't have the happiness and tranquility of death, but on the contrary, he felt pain all over his body. Shen Xi struggled to open his eyes, and the white ceiling in front of him almost dazzled his eyes.

What is this place?Why are you still alive?Failed again?

Shen Xi kept repeating these questions in his mind, and he breathed out a layer of moisture from the cover of the ventilator.

"Xiao Xi, are you awake?" A female voice rang in his ear, and only then did Shen Xi consciously glance to the side.

The woman was sitting beside his bed, with a pretty face and a nice bun. Although the clothes on her body were simple but expensive, she looked at Shen Xi with some worry, and was even more relaxed when she saw him open his eyes. Take a breath.

This is the wife of the Akashi family. When she came alone, many people were taken aback. The Akashi family is no less than the giant of the Atobe consortium. I didn't expect Shen Xi to be the adopted son of this family.

"Little aunt." Shen Xi called someone, and then reluctantly sat up.

Mrs. Akashi carefully lifted him from the hospital bed, and then sighed slightly, "The police called me and said that you jumped from a very high building, which really shocked me."

"I'm causing trouble for my aunt." Shen Xi bowed his head and admitted his mistake, "Also, auntie, do you know my friend..."

Seeing Shen Xi's appearance, she finally shook her head helplessly, "You are always like this. You are the first to admit your mistakes, but you never change. If I had known earlier, I would have disagreed with you coming out alone."

"As for the friend you mentioned, he was the one who jumped off the building with you. He is fine. He woke up yesterday and is currently in the next ward."

"so……"

Shen Xi blinked, and there was a trace of pity in the dark eyes.

It turned out that none of them left and were still stranded in this world.

"You're awake." At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a familiar person stood at the door, with a bandage covering one of his eyes.

"It looks like we're all unlucky."

Osamu Dazai walked in from the door of the ward, and he bowed to Mrs. Akashi beside the bed, "Hi Ma'am, my name is Osamu Dazai, I'm sorry that I didn't pay attention to him and caused you such a big trouble."

Mrs. Akashi shook her head, "No, I know what kind of child he is, so it's none of your business, and you don't need to feel sorry. After all, you young people, I'm getting more and more incomprehensible."

Shen Xi had never seen Osamu Dazai so gentlemanly, just a few words made his aunt feel like a spring breeze, and even the worry on her brows was greatly reduced. Putting aside her usual cynicism, Dazai was indeed the most mysterious person.

Mrs. Akashi rubbed Shen Xi's hair with her hands, and smiled at his blank gaze.

"I want to chat with this gentleman for a while, can Xiaoxi wait for me here?"

Shen Xi nodded obediently, "Good aunt."

Just like that, Mrs. Akashi and Osamu Dazai walked out of the ward together. They sat on the bench in the corridor. She finally let go of her smile, looking a little too tired.

"Sometimes I feel like I don't care about him enough, which is why I let him have this kind of twisted thinking and strong desire to commit suicide."

"I really don't know what to do with this kid."

Osamu Dazai sat beside him with his arms hanging and listened very carefully.

"Actually, I wanted to chat with you yesterday, because if I were his friend, I might understand him, and I might know what he was thinking, but he hasn't woken up yet. I'm afraid that the moment he opens his eyes, he will wake up again." Jump out of the window."

"Oh, I'm so sorry to let you listen to my nagging."

"No, I am also very happy to hear these things and gain Madam's trust." Osamu Dazai smiled, with a gentle and kind look on his face, as if he had nothing to do with the darkness in the past. This is Osamu Dazai's perfect disguise .

Mrs. Akashi raised the corners of her mouth bitterly, "This child, what should I do with him."

"I heard Shen Xi...calling you aunt?"

"Yes, she is my sister's child." Mrs. Akashi had nostalgia in her eyes, and the joy in the memory made her laugh uncontrollably. "My sister is a very gentle person with no temper. She has been spoiling me since she was a child."

"The only time she was strong was to marry that man. It doesn't matter even if she married Hua Guo far away. Of course, it's not that her brother-in-law is bad, we just feel sorry for her."

"After my sister's brother-in-law had an accident, the brother-in-law has no relatives, so we can get Xiaoxi's custody."

Osamu Dazai looked at her. If she was five years old, it shouldn't be like this. According to the information he found, Shen Xi came to Nihong from Huaguo at the age of 15. The ten years in between were seriously faulted, whether it was the port mafia Or the Ability and Secret Service Division failed to find out the news, what happened in the middle?

"The child refused to say anything. He was very obedient and would promise to do anything, but he was stubborn and never changed."

Shen Xi is too egotistical, he never cares about verbal compromises, but in fact, whether he will do it or not is not something that others can interfere with. You can say whatever you want on small things, but he is unwilling to take a step forward in the big things he believes.

Because of the accident of the parents, the character is distorted like this?If it's a gentle woman like Madam Akashi, it shouldn't be...

So sure enough it's what happened in the last ten years.

Mrs. Akashi also seemed to know that what she said was not complete.

"No one knows what happened to Xiaoxi's past, and he has never told anyone about it, but... since you are Xiaoxi's friend, I will mention it to you."

"When he was five years old, his sister and brother-in-law died in an accident. He was taken back by the police and escaped from the police station alone to find his parents, but he was kidnapped and trafficked. When he was found again, it was already ten years later."

Osamu Dazai thumped in his heart, yes, it must have happened, only something happened that would make him like this.

Trafficked?Have you ever experienced something bad?

So death becomes happiness, and destruction becomes hope.

"I see." Osamu Dazai gave her a comforting smile, "Madam, don't be so anxious. Since he still listens to you, it means that he still cares about you and the world."

Mrs. Akashi's eyes gradually lit up, and after a while she lowered her eyes with an elegant smile.

"Is that really the case? Is that child... really alive consciously?"

After apologizing to Mrs. Akashi, Osamu Dazai returned to the door of the ward, and with a creak, the door was pushed open.

Shen Xi stood at the window looking at the distant scenery, the pure white curtains were blown by the wind, because he heard the sound, he turned his head to look at the door, and he, who was covered in bandages, seemed to have become a person.

Do people live to seek salvation?

Osamu Dazai closed the door of the ward and walked towards the person standing by the window.

"Dazai, you're fine." Shen Xi turned around and sat back on the hospital bed, with a little regret in her jet-black eyes, "It's such a pity."

"No way, God doesn't want us to leave this cage." Osamu Dazai sat opposite him.

He still remembered the moment when he fell, the flash of gold, why he fell from such a high place and did not die, Osamu Dazai had a clue in his mind.

The right eye was wrapped in a bandage, and the pure white bandage was stained with blood. It seemed that Osamu Dazai was injured more seriously than him.

Shen Xi turned her head and stared outside, "So...why do you have to live?"

Yes, man lives to seek redemption, to find the meaning of living, isn't that what he has been looking for all along?

The so-called meaning of life cannot be found at all.

Because everything was presented in his mind, there was nothing that surprised him, whether it was dark or bright, until this person who resembled him came to him.

Although the reasons for not being able to find the way are the same, they are all people who linger in place and stop.

"There won't be many opportunities to meet in the future. You're going back to Tokyo." Dazai Osamu counted the time, "Summer vacation, and then...annual vacation? The teacher's work is also very hard."

"Fortunately, after all, there is no colleague like Dazai." Shen Xi said, and nodded in agreement.

"Hey hey hey, this is too much." Dazai Osamu looked angry, but in the end he still couldn't maintain his acting skills and laughed out loud.

The breeze blows, and the lotus in the distant pond is blooming delicately, which is really beautiful.

"Actually..." Osamu Dazai looked at Shen Xi.

"what?"

"No." Osamu Dazai shook his head, "Before we leave, do you want to go see flowers together?"

Shen Xi nodded, "But we are all in the hospital."

"It's okay, just run away together!"

The author has something to say: Dazai: I know everything, but I don’t say anything, because I hide my achievements and fame.