Shen Xi seemed to be so indifferent by nature, even though such a strange thing happened, he still didn't care at all. Even now, he didn't think that the death of his parents might be related to this matter.

Five-year-olds and 22-year-olds aren't just differences in experience.

Shen Xi just didn't care whether the consequence was caused by this incident at all.

Sighing slightly, Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand and tugged at Shen Xi's hair, "Someone will hate you if you are too indifferent, do you know that you should never say such things in front of others? They will think you are scary."

"Isn't it now?" Shen Xi asked back.

Scary, spooky, what a weird guy...

This kind of sentence has been haunting him since he came to Neon, especially when he never concealed it. Even as the adopted son of the Akashi family, he still suffered from a certain degree of school violence.

Although this little exclusion and ignorance had no effect on him, he didn't realize that it was school violence until he was an adult.

Osamu Dazai shook his head, and said seriously: "It's not strange at all, and it's not scary at all. Shen Xi is Shen Xi, and Shen Xi is very good to me."

Looking at Osamu Dazai, Shen Xi blinked, "Your coat is wet."

"It's okay, anyway, I didn't think it would be able to go home fully." Osamu Dazai didn't care.

He and Osamu Dazai walked home following the direction of the street lights. The dim street lights really couldn't illuminate the road in front of them. There would always be a section of the road that was too dark because the street lights were too far away.

Osamu Dazai walked along the road holding Shen Xi's hand, clenched tightly.

Shen Xi's hands were really too cold, the temperature was like being outside in winter, or put on ice cubes for half an hour, it didn't look like a living person.

Step by step from the dark road to another faint streetlight, Shen Xi looked at the light, "Dazai, do you want to know how I left?"

"leave?"

Mrs. Nemoto Akashi said that Shen Xi was found at the age of 15, and it was nearly ten years since he was abducted, but to be honest, there is a considerable degree of illogicality in it.

First of all, Shen Xi is excellent, whether it is the various qualification certificates he obtained, or being able to teach in a noble school like Bingdi, it is enough to show that he is far better than others.

But is it possible?It has only been seven years since he started learning at the age of 15. If you subtract his teaching time, it is only five years.

Stuff all sorts of common sense into your head, learn a new language, and catch up and become one of the very best.

"That woman died, and there was surveillance in that room. She found out that I killed her daughter, so she came to find me to settle the score." There was no fluctuation in Shen Xi's dark eyes, as if she was telling a story without nutrition.

"Although I want to die, I don't want to die in that place. There are bones everywhere. If I die there, I will rot." Shen Xi said seriously to Osamu Dazai, "So, I ran away."

Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment, "Then why didn't you escape before?"

"There is a little brother I like."

Shen Xi stayed in a dangerous place for the person he liked as confidently as a playful child, Osamu Dazai watched him step on the railing beside the road like a light butterfly.

"who is it?"

"I don't know the name." Shen Xi said as he walked, "He is a Chinese, with black hair and black eyes, just like me, but he likes to laugh and is very gentle. That woman likes him very much."

Then the woman dragged him out of the black house and let the little brother live in it.

That year, Shen Xi was ten years old.

Osamu Dazai's understanding of Shen Xi is still based on a child with a distorted outlook on life. Apart from this irreversible desire to commit suicide, his only understanding of Shen Xi is the concept of being very strong.

It's not the same as Zhong Yuanzhong, he is difficult to understand, because he has no feelings and bonds, he is alone and doesn't think it is right, he understands common sense of human beings, he is very polite but actually hurts people.

Quite independent and quite indifferent.

Osamu Dazai once imagined what he would do if he was still in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang, and the enemy was a guy like Shen Xi?The answer is that there is no way, but Nakahara Chuya can only fight with him.

The so-called worrying technique is [never take the initiative to say the policy of hope, but borrow the mouth of others], Osamu Dazai can see through the human nature of many people, after all, it is because they still have something to desire, everyone has their own Purpose.

But Shen Xi didn't.

He is too clean, not only because of his weak personality, but also because of his bond with other people, plus his special definition of death, ordinary things can't threaten him at all.

This is a ghost that wanders outside of human beings.

But this ghost was picked up by him.

"Why don't we have a meeting! It's this kind, especially tall! A meeting that can solve many problems!"

Shen Xi looked at Osamu Dazai, "You held a meeting to solve many problems? It's fake."

"Huh? Does Shen Xi have so little confidence in me? It's really hurtful!" Osamu Dazai yelled like weeping, muttering all kinds of grievances, as if he was really heartbroken by Shen Xi.

"Then you talk about the problems you have opened that will be solved."

Osamu Dazai stopped crying in an instant, and began to count the incidents he had solved, "There are many! For example, the plan for the detective agency's profit, Atsushi's entrance test, and the battle plan for finding the prisoner formulated together with Kunikida!"

"You're talking about the result."

"Of course it turned out great!"

Shen Xi obviously didn't believe it, "Are you planning to ask me to do something I don't like again, because I will definitely reject you, so you have such a name."

"Wow, you guessed it!"

"Because I still know you better than anyone else."

Osamu Dazai sighed, "Can't the meeting be held? What a pity. I still want to know Shen Xi better. It's a pity."

"So what meeting were you planning to have?"

Osamu Dazai raised his head, his iris-colored eyes seemed to be shining under the streetlight, looking very mysterious and quite attractive.

"Shen Xi, are you starting to be curious? I told you that you are going to attend the meeting."

"Then I won't ask any more." Shen Xi jumped off the railing, his jacket floated up and down with gravity, no matter what movements he made, Shen Xi was chic and handsome.

Osamu Dazai looked at him, "Actually, I still want to talk to you. It's not a meeting, but an understanding between the two of us, because speaking of it, Shen Xi is more complicated than I imagined. If we are together, we need to understand each other, right?"

Shen Xi looked at him upon hearing this, "Then what do you want to know?"

"In those ten years, is there anything that impressed you, just tell me this."

"Impressive thing." Shen Xi thought for a moment.

"He died, a suicide."

……

The dangling rope, the crying child because of fear, Shen Xi stood at the door and looked at the still dangling corpse, the boy who had hooked him yesterday and said he would go out to play on the swing with him dangled from the rope.

The stiff smile on his face looked weird and terrifying, his face was full of pain because of suffocation, but his gray eyes were fixed on the distorted excitement, Shen Xi thought, why did he laugh?

"Death is a good thing."

The boy smiled and said to Shen Xi, those empty eyes were full of icy coldness, he obviously didn't want to laugh, why did he laugh?

"If one day I die, don't be sad, because I will be very happy."

Shen Xi looked at him through the crack of the door, "Why?"

"Because death is a good thing to laugh about."

Shen Xi nodded vaguely, "Oh."

Looking at the shaking corpse, Shen Xi thought, he should be very happy, is it really so happy to die?

It's so boring...

……

The night was getting darker and darker, Shen Xi and Dazai Zhizhi were walking on the road, a soft cry came from not far away, Shen Xi looked down at his feet without even raising his head, it was Dazai Zhi glanced at the place where the voice came from.

The girl squatted on the side of the road and kept crying, holding a small knife in her hand, which was quite obvious under the light of the street lamp.

Perhaps because she noticed the two, the girl raised her head, her makeup was blurred by the tears on her face, like a child's graffiti, which looked very funny.

"why treat me like this!"

The girl slashed her arm with a knife, and a large amount of blood gushed out of the knife in an instant. The girl stared at them, crying and slashing her arm, once, twice, and three times.

The bright red blood was scattered on the ground, and Shen Xi finally turned to look at the girl as if he had noticed it. At this time, the girl had no idea how many times she had slashed her arm.

A faint smell of blood radiated out along the air, Shen Xi and Osamu Dazai looked at each other, but did nothing.

"Ah! Why did you abandon me! How am I inferior to her!"

Shen Xi took the lead and continued to walk forward, with a dull voice, "Dazai, let's go."

Osamu Dazai responded, and then turned his head to look at the girl, "Miss, if you want to commit suicide, there is no way to die like that. I tried it, so you have to cut the blood vessels vertically."

Raising her head suddenly, the girl looked at them with a ferocious expression, "Why! Everyone is like this, everyone let me die! Even my parents are like this, kicking me out of the house in the middle of the night! Why do you all It's such a vicious look!"

Osamu Dazai scratched his head, "But wasn't it you who committed suicide here in the middle of the night?"

"Dazai is gone, it's late and I'm so sleepy." Shen Xi didn't want to talk to this unknown woman here at all.

Nodding her head, she walked straight forward with Shen Xi, as if she was completely indifferent, the girl stared at them, her dark eyes were full of malice, and deep black air rose little by little from her feet.

"Why don't you persuade me, why ignore me."

Too thick malice made Shen Xi frown slightly, he stopped and turned his head to look at the girl, at this time she had stood up, blood dripped onto her white skirt, she lowered her head, her voice was still trembling.

"I want to live! Why don't you give me a reason to live! You are so hateful!"

"Let's go."

Osamu Dazai pulled Shen Xi forward, "She can't do anything."

Osamu Dazai has seen this kind of person a lot, he even knew what happened the first time he saw this girl, so he didn't care about it, because she wouldn't die at all.

Shen Xi could still hear the girl's crying until she was far away, so Shen Xi walked forward with her hands behind her back.

"Since she wanted to live, why did she commit suicide?"

"She didn't commit suicide, she did it for others to see." Osamu Dazai said, "You should understand, it's just a show."

"It's like Dazai kept saying that he wanted to find a young lady to die in love with, but in fact he didn't even find a girl."

Osamu Dazai choked, "No, if I want to find someone to die for love, there are many girls who will agree! That's it! But I've always been stopped by others, so I haven't succeeded until now!"

Shen Xi looked at him thoughtfully, "Is that so?"

"Of course! This guy Kunikida doesn't care about my wishes at all. He messes up my plan of dying for love every time. It's really abominable! But I also took revenge back, hehe."

Shen Xi sighed, "Mr. Kunikida really has a hard life."

"Not really! I have a very hard job!"

"Are you working hard to create a trap for Mr. Kunikida?"

Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment and then laughed, with a slow interest in his kite eyes, "Don't Shen Xi think it's funny? A serious person like Kunikida will immediately blow up his hair if his plan is disturbed, which is super contrasting. "

"So, Kunikida-san is really hard-pressed to be your partner."

Osamu Dazai shouted rather unconvinced, "What, I also partnered with the dwarf, and now I'm with you. I'm not as scary as you said."

"Aren't Mr. Nakahara Chuya's words being manipulated by you now? It's reached the point where I want to kill you when I see you. As for me..." Shen Xi turned to face Osamu Dazai.

"It's because I'm special."

Osamu Dazai laughed outright when he heard the words, "Wow, Shen Xi, you are so narcissistic, you just said that you are special."

"Is not it?"

"Of course! Shen Xi is the most special!"

……

Although there were some twists and turns in the battle for Yushou, it was still won. Takeshi Yamamoto breathed a sigh of relief. Only Gokuji was crying in the corner, biting a small handkerchief. Everyone won. If he is the only one who loses, then he is not the only one who wants to win Have you received training from Mr. Dazai?

It's terrible, facing such a terrifying creature as Dazai-sensei alone.

Life is too difficult, Judaime help!

Compared to the depressed prison temple, Tsunayoshi was the first to notice that the clothes Shen Xi was wearing were not quite right, it seemed to be... Teacher Dazai's clothes?Huh? !Why does Mr. Shen wear Mr. Dazai's clothes?

Shen Xi didn't respond to this question.

"Because my clothes are all scratched, and the ones that are intact are also dirty."

Gangji had question marks all over his head, "Huh?"

"Don't ask, Mr. Shen had a whim this morning and suddenly wanted to try the death method in the detective novel. After arranging everything, the steel wire didn't stab him to death, but turned his wardrobe into a pile of garbage."

Osamu Dazai said helplessly that compared to him, Shen Xi was really creative in suicide.

God knows how he felt when he heard a loud bang and opened his eyes to see a room full of wardrobe debris.

"Dazai fell asleep so badly, I messed with you for half an hour and you were still asleep, and you didn't wake up when I poked you in the past."

"Huh? I didn't sleep until early in the morning last night. I'm an ordinary person! It was only five o'clock when you woke me up!" Osamu Dazai tried to reason with Shen Xi.

"Can this kind of thing start after I wake up?"

Shen Xi stared at him, "What do you think?"

"Are you going to abandon me and go alone? It's really disgusting!"

Shen Xi turned her head away, "I called you and you didn't wake up, who cares about you."

Seeing them complaining to each other on their own, Gang Ji silently turned away, forget it, he should not ask about the things between them.

"Speaking of which, tonight is the battle of Kirimori."

Osamu Dazai glanced at the time, "Li Baoen is coming soon, he came in a hurry, it seems that there is something urgent that needs to be resolved."

Shen Xi lay on the table, "Dazai, I want to go home."

Slightly stunned, Osamu Dazai looked at him, "Go home? Our world?"

"Well, my aunt must be very worried about me." Shen Xi looked at and fiddled with her mobile phone, "In the past, if I failed to commit suicide, I would report her safety every few days. Worried about not being able to sleep."

But so far, none of the messages sent on his mobile phone have been successfully sent.

"Okay." Osamu Dazai said with a smile, "Let's go home."

Li Baoen returned to Italy in an emergency, and quickly returned to Neon after understanding the situation. The day he came back happened to be the battle of Kirimori. When he came to the battlefield, Osamu Dazai and Shen Xi happened to be watching the battle from a high place. develop.

This kind of illusion is very magical, but it didn't make Shen Xi feel particularly curious. Compared to this, Shen Xi was more curious about that girl.

If he remembers correctly, Osamu Dazai once told him that Tsunayoshi's Kirimori is Rokudoku...

But this is a girl, is Liu Dao Mu transgendered?

"Hello." Li Baoen called out to them.

Osamu Dazai turned his head, "It's Ribaun, you're back from Italy."

Li Baoen nodded and walked over. He glanced at the battle scene and then turned his attention to the two of them.

To be honest, just now, these two guys were wearing similar clothes and turned their backs to him in the middle of the night. At that moment, he couldn't tell who these two people were. The temperament between them seemed to be entangled, with a strange sense of fit.

But when they turned their heads, Li Baoen completely separated them, and felt that he was just delusional.

Shen Xi and Osamu Dazai are easy to recognize.

"What's the situation now?"

"Gaoji lost, everyone else won, and the cloud hasn't started yet." Osamu Dazai rubbed his chin and looked at the battlefield, "By the way, Li Baoen, didn't you tell me about the Liudao Mu of Kirishou? Why is there a woman here? child?"

Shen Xi looked at Li Baoen, he was also a little puzzled about this.

"Could it be that he turned himself into a girl in order to avoid the pursuit of those men in bandages?! Wow, this is so interesting, is it an illusion?!"

"No." Li Baoen said: "Liu Dao Mu is currently in the Avengers Prison, and there is no way to get out. This girl is his substitute."

Osamu Dazai's eyes lit up, "Stand-in?!"

At the same time, Kurom Skull's battle became more and more difficult, and he was about to be defeated by Mamon. After a purple light passed, he stood alone on the battlefield. This time, he was the familiar Liudaoskull.

"Wow! That pineapple boy! It's really Liu Dao Mukuro, how did he do it?!" Osamu Dazai looked like a countryman who had just entered the city, and there was playfulness in his smiling voice.

Shen Xi echoed, "I want to know too."

After the battle of Liu Dao Mu's possession, the offensive of the whole battle was reversed extremely quickly, and Ma Meng was directly suppressed to the point where he could not fight back. With the man's iconic laughter, the battle ended.

Liudao Mukuro didn't have much time to stay here, and it was quite reluctant to stay here temporarily with Kurom's possession. He was about to go back after this battle was over, but... what about that guy in Bourne?

He has to make sure Coulom doesn't get hurt here.

But the moment he left the battlefield, he saw Osamu Dazai and Shen Xi. These two almost nightmare guys stood there like this, as if they had been watching him all the time. At that moment, Liu Daozao wanted to directly left.

But not at all, it's too dangerous!

"It's so interesting, why did he suddenly become a man?" Osamu Dazai approached, but Liudao Mukuro dodged directly.

"Don't touch her!"

Osamu Dazai tilted his head, "What if I want to touch?"

"No!" Liudao Mukuro has been staying here for this reason. This man is very strange. He seems to be able to invalidate all illusions, which is completely unacceptable.

"If the illusion disappears, she will die, Li Baoen, if you want us to stay in Pengo Li, then don't let him touch Kurom."

Shen Xi looked at the girl, "Death? Did something happen to her?"

The girl who was hit by a car because of saving a kitten lost her right eye and internal organs. If it wasn't for the internal organs created by Liu Dao Mukuo with illusions, she would definitely die, so Osamu Dazai couldn't touch them.

Seeing this guy's insistence, Osamu Dazai spread his hands, "Okay, I get it, I just don't touch it."

After getting the guarantee, Liudao Mukuro breathed a sigh of relief. After the contact was terminated, the formerly handsome girl appeared in front of them again. Kurom opened his eyes with innocence in them.

"Master Muku..."

"he left."

Kurom Skull nodded, "Master Mukuro asked me to help you, I may have to stay here forever, Master Mukuro said that you can help me arrange a place to live, that, please."

With Li Baoen's return, logically speaking, there would be no Dazai Zhi. He threw the materials to Li Baoen and disappeared into the night with Shen Xi.

"rock-paper-scissors."

Shen Xi and Osamu Dazai were guessing fists to decide whose suicide plan to try first, but Shen Xi never won...

Looking at his hands, Shen Xi felt that he had been cheated by Dazai again.

"I won, so listen to me this time! Humph, I'm going to get the props now, you wait for me here."

Osamu Dazai turned around and walked into the store, but the moment he turned around, there was a violent brake sound, and with a bang, he turned his head along with the ear-piercing screams of the people around him.

The person standing next to him was still not there, and the driver got out of the driver's seat in horror.

"It wasn't my fault, I braked! I don't know why I still hit it!"

Blood stained his white shirt red, like a fully bloomed flower from the other shore.

Osamu Dazai felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped. He turned his head and looked to the side. The girl was standing in the crowd with a distorted smile on her face and a black red flame in her eyes.

That's her.

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