Pseudo-cold true secret love everyday

"What is this! Tell mom what this is?" Xu Hui sat on the sofa and slammed his phone onto the coffee table.

The phone slid and was blocked by the legs of Gu Linjue who was standing on the side. He rushed back and didn't even have time to change his bachelor's uniform. He picked up the phone with slightly trembling hands.

Several photos.

Holding hands, hugging... and kissing in a blurry candid shot.

The evidence is overwhelming and irrefutable.

Without these photos, Gu Linjue would never have imagined that the two of them have been so unscrupulous outside for more than a year?

Among them, the most recent photos were taken not long after the first semester of the third year of high school. After Chen Jiafu took these evidences, he did not continue to be a paparazzi. He held these photos and waited until today, a complete lunatic.

"We're together." Gu Linjue put down his phone, and when he looked up, Xu Hui slapped him across the face. The slap was so hard that Xu Hui fell back on the sofa without standing still.

Her eyes were red, and the muscles on her face were shaking, "Didn't your mother teach you well? How could you do such a thing!" The mother, who had never blushed before Gu Linjue, asked hysterically, "Why did you Maybe it's a homosexual! Tell me if Ji Xun forced you!"

Gu Linjue's eardrums were about to explode. He used to listen to the quarrel between his parents in the closed door from a distance. Xu Hui's voice was a little softer and softer. She finally stopped playing a weak person. Instead, his mother imposed this kind of toughness on herself.

At this time, Xu Hui seemed to be another person. The object of her screaming was not her son but her enemy.

Gu Linjue should feel scared and flustered, like fidgeting in the gymnasium, but when the matter developed to the point of no return, he calmed down instead, because this step was inevitable.

"I chased him." He lowered his eyes and stared at Ji Xun in the photo.

"Gu Linjue, do you know what you're doing? You break up immediately, I'll call Ji Xun's mother right now, and you go to my room and stay there." Xu Hui pointed at the room, and jumped over Gu Linjue again He took out the phone and smashed it on the ground, the phone was torn apart, and the shattered screen exploded on the ground, just like the mother-child relationship they have carefully maintained to this day.

"Don't think about sending him a message, you don't need to use your phone anymore, go to the room and reflect!" She pushed Gu Linjue into the room, closed the door forcefully, and locked the door.

In fact, the door can be opened from the inside, this form is just a warning to Gu Linjue.

Gu Linjue leaned his back against the door, lowered his head, and persuaded slowly: "Mom, calm down first, at least don't take your anger out on Ji Xun's mother, she is just as ignorant as you."

There was silence on the other side of the door for a while, Xu Hui took a deep breath, and softened his voice as if pleading, "Then you should break up with him."

"......sorry."

Gu Linjue's nose twitched, and hot tears pooled in his eyes. He leaned against the door and raised his head to keep the tears from streaming down. It was bound to be difficult.

The door panel against which his head was attached was slapped violently twice after his answer, and then calmed down.

Gu Linjue didn't want to speak back to anger Xu Hui, but he couldn't go against his heart by speaking nonsense.

He lay quietly on the bed, staring at the ceiling, he had to calm down, and waited for Xu Hui to calm down, so as to minimize the damage.

Xu Hui called Ji Xun's family that day, and she hoped that Ji Xun's parents could also persuade Ji Xun to go back on the right track and not pester her son.

Gu Linjue vaguely saw Ji Xun being taken away by his parents from the window. The car drove so fast that it almost rushed out of the neighborhood. In the blink of an eye, the two of them were far away.

Xu Hui asked for leave for both herself and Gu Linjue. She also went to school and brought back some of Gu Linjue's study materials, and brought in three meals a day. Gu Linjue felt like she was in prison. Served in a square inch, and my warden didn't tell me how long I needed to serve, because the warden was dutifully playing a very oppressive mute.

One day, two days, three days...

This strange peace lasted for three days. Gu's father rushed home on the phone, and the suitcase was not stable when he got home. The first thing he did was to find something convenient to beat Gu Linjue. Before he swung the clothes hanger down, he saw his son's stubborn and indifferent eyes.

Xu Hui rushed over, snatched the clothes hanger away, pushed Gu's father away, and glared at him: "You still want to beat your son! Is your father responsible? Why do you beat him!"

Gu's father was pushed staggeringly. He shook his hands and turned his back. He took out his cigarette and lit it twice but failed to point the flame at the cigarette end. !"

One with a bad face and one with a bad face, Xu Hui regained a feeling of "weakness". Her face was haggard and her hair was disheveled. While crying, she hugged Gu Linjue and pressed him in her arms, "Juejue, Can you listen to your mother? Don't be stubborn, you have always been the most sensible child, right?"

a mess.

This is the case at home and with family members.

Gu Linjue was quiet for three days, waiting for Xu Hui to talk to him calmly, but his mother didn't want to talk to him, she just changed her shell and used both soft and hard methods to force herself to submit.

"Mom." After not speaking for a long time, Gu Linjue's voice was dry and hoarse. He coughed twice, "What's wrong with homosexuality? What did I do wrong?"

"Wrong! It's all wrong! You like a guy and think you're right. Are you disgusted?" Father Gu scolded sharply at the door.

Xu Hui touched Gu Linjue's head, choked with sobs and said, "This road is difficult, and others will look at you with colored glasses. This is not the right path, son."

nausea?Right way?Gu Linjue chanted these two words silently in his heart, the more he tasted the worse his heart became. The grievances, anger, and sadness accumulated over the years swept through his whole body, cutting off the string of reason that had been stretched in his brain.

Gu Linjue said in a deep voice, "I don't care what other people think."

Xu Hui: "But mother cares. Parents want their children to have a smooth future, right?"

Gu Linjue raised his head, broke free from Xu Hui's arms, and sat on the edge of the bed, "Are you worried that I will be discriminated against by others...or are you worried that you will be criticized by others?"

The surrounding air froze, and Xu Hui and Gu's father didn't move or speak for a moment. After a while, Xu Hui asked: "Then can't you think about your parents?"

A mocking smile curled up on Gu Linjue's lips, and he wiped his face, "I've been thinking about you all the time, can you think about me once in a while?"

Father Gu: "It's not for you that I earn money outside for your food and clothing?"

Xu Hui: "I've been by your side to take care of you, do you still think that I, a mother, don't miss you?"

"Dad, you work outside, and you haven't called me a few times before high school, and you don't even know if I can eat spicy food. Maybe you don't know what class I'm in now." Gu Linjue lowered his head and said lightly: "Mom, I've been trying my best to meet your requirements, because you've been acting very tired and hard. It's like a heinous crime for me to do something that doesn't suit you."

"You meet and quarrel on the phone, and you don't see each other several times a year, but you don't separate and torture each other."

"You have arranged for me properly, what position to take, what certificate to get, what cram school to go to, I will play with you like a puppet. Do you know, the person who sent you the photo was with me when I was in junior high school. I was at the same table and made rumors about me. I was excluded and threatened for three years in junior high school. Mom, I asked you why others didn’t like me so much. You told me to just study hard and leave them alone. I’ve listened to you until now Do you still care about other people's eyes? Because my mother is a teacher, I should be pushed out as a shield, because I am your son, so I can only live as you imagined."

"I finally had a better life, but my parents felt that I was disgusting and shameless."

"It's so tiring. The college entrance examination is coming soon. How long are you going to lock me up? Until the day of the exam?"

He has never said so many things at home, and Gu Linjue's tone is still as flat as a deep water. Parents think that "for your own good" should be appreciated, but they don't want these three words to occasionally cause deep complaints.

Gu's father was speechless, he opened his mouth several times to refute but couldn't.

Xu Hui was stunned to the side, receiving the huge shock of information. She didn't know that her son had been isolated and hated her so much. Mom and Dad, isn’t that why they tortured us in this way?”

Gu Linjue shook his head: "I never wanted to torture you." He stared closely at the tiles on the floor, "He pulled me out of the darkness."

Xu Hui: "If you don't want to torture us, you should separate! You can tell mom what's on your mind, and dad will call you every day, okay?"

Not good, not good, all bad.

They didn't hear a word.

so tired.

"You guys go out first." Gu Linjue said in a muffled voice, "I'll stay by myself for a while."

After a few words of persuasion, the two left Gu Linjue's room.

Until one o'clock in the night, Gu Linjue didn't know how long he had maintained the same posture. It was pitch black without turning on the light. Gu Linjue got up and opened the door. There was no one in the living room. Xu Hui and the others never thought that Gu Linjue would meet him. come out.

Walking slowly to the door, Gu Linjue opened the door and closed it gently. He walked to the opposite door and took out the spare key from behind the milk box. Gu Linjue fumbled for the key with his thumb, revealing the first relaxed key in the past few days. smile.

"It's a good thing I didn't take it away."

Gu Linjue opened the door of Ji Xun's house, came to Ji Xun's room in the dark, lay down straight on the bed, and hugged the pillow, which seemed to contain the smell of Ji Xun's shampoo. Relax.

Too tired, just rest here for a while, and you can only rest here for a while.

Gu Linjue had a dream all night, it seemed to be a nightmare and it seemed to be much better than reality, he wanted to wake up but couldn't open his eyes.

It was already one o'clock in the afternoon when he woke up. He rubbed his eyes and looked around sleepily. It took him a minute to realize where it was.

He felt too uncomfortable yesterday. Staying in the room was like being locked in a windowless room. No one listened to what he said, and he couldn't understand it. He was truly alone and helpless.

He took advantage of the night to hide in Ji Xun's house.

Emotionally Gu Linjue would rather starve to death at Ji Xun's house, but rationally Gu Linjue knew that he had to go back, otherwise his parents would die in a hurry.

As soon as he got up, the door was suddenly pushed open, and he was rushed over by a person who hugged him, that person had his favorite taste, favorite character, favorite appearance, everything he liked.

It's Ji Xun I like, my boyfriend.

Ji Xun had injuries on his face, but it wasn't serious. He hugged Gu Linjue tightly, rubbing his palms up and down Gu Linjue's back, "I found you right away."

Gu Linjue's swallowed tears found a place to vent, and they kept flowing down. He felt aggrieved, as if coquettishly said: "Only you can find me."

Perhaps Xu Hui didn't want to experience a second nightmare after Gu Linjue spent the morning in his sleep.

She found out that her son had disappeared early in the morning. She searched countless places and every corner of the school. Gu Linjue's cell phone was smashed by her and she couldn't make a call at all. In the end, she even wanted to call Ji Xun's family for help.

On the way to Ji Xun's house, she thought a lot. While worrying about the child's ups and downs, she scolded herself for being unqualified as a mother.

When they arrived at Ji Xun's house, the boy who had been scolded by him for a few days pushed open the door, and when he saw them with a clear face, he even showed a smile. A respectful smile.

He is bound to win Gu Linjue, and he has no intention of giving up at all, and it is precisely because of this that he respects his boyfriend's parents very much.

Ji Xun seemed to find Gu Linjue without even thinking about it.

Xu Hui felt that this scene was too ridiculous. The child had been a few meters away from the next door for so long, but she didn't know it at all.

Seeing the two boys tightly hugging each other, she felt mixed feelings. Looking at Gu Linjue who was crying silently, it seemed that a piece of Gu Linjue's heart had been severely gouged out.

She has cried for too long these days, and her child may have cried for a longer time in her heart, but he didn't say it.

After staying at home for another day, she asked Father Gu to go back to work, let Gu Linjue go back to school, and went to work herself.

It's not so much that she accepts it, but that she, too, is exhausted.

Everyone has their own difficulties. Children who don't understand their parents are like parents who don't understand their children. They guess each other.

Because Gu Linjue asked for leave and ran away from home for half a day, there were all kinds of gossip in the class, Gu Linjue didn't pay attention to it, and studied in an orderly manner, and fell in love with Ji Xun when he was free. The lecture hall downstairs is for self-study, where the air conditioner is turned on 24 hours a day for students to study by themselves.

Chen Jiafu waited to see Gu Linjue's emotional breakdown and failure in the exam. Unfortunately, Gu Linjue slapped him in the face in the first mock exam. With a high score, he lost the second place and regained the first place. It was the same time as the toilet, they The fate of two people met once.

Looking back at this, Lin Jue took the initiative to stop him, with contemptuous eyes, looking at him like a mouse in the gutter, after going through some major events, people will grow a lot, psychologically mocking people, "Thank you for the gift of adulthood, Now I am relaxed and have no burden, and I am more engaged in my studies.”

Chen Jiafu threatened, "I will post the photo to the group, and let the whole class know that you are a disgusting homosexual."

"Whatever you want, homosexuality is not disgusting, but you are disgusting." Gu Linjue walked out and found Ji Xun who was hiding and eavesdropping, "I guess you are here."

Ji Xun put his arms around Gu Linjue, raised his eyebrows at Chen Jiafu, "If we don't have enough materials, we can have a boo on the spot, have you brought your phone?"

"???" Gu Linjue put his elbow on Ji Xun's chest.

This is possible but not necessary.

The second meeting in the toilet completely crushed Chen Jiafu. He wanted Gu Linjue to experience his despair on the eve of the high school entrance examination. He didn't know who to hate, so he put his hatred on Gu Linjue. It seemed that Gu Linjue had failed. He can be freed from the past.But Gu Linjue was Gu Linjue, and Chen Jiafu was just Chen Jiafu. This cognition frustrated Chen Jiafu's confidence that had been built up over a year.

He began to feel anxious and unable to concentrate. The feeling of powerlessness in the third grade of junior high school defeated him again. Several mock tests were worse than the last one. In the last test to build confidence for students, he directly took the bottom one. And he hated that person so much that he was still aloof.

The college entrance examination came as scheduled in the hot summer. During those three days, some people suffered: Jiang Doudou was so nervous that he couldn’t sleep, Xie Huai was forced to follow along; : Gu Linjue and Ji Xun drove their electric cars around the school after taking the English test.

Carnival, carnival, carnival.

After the college entrance examination, those prospective college students who were "unemployed" and "out of school" couldn't find anything else to do except play. Gu Linjue and Ji Xun went to Xiamen for a graduation trip. Ji Xun's parents had already agreed with them. In the end, agreeing is also in a state of laissez-faire, out of sight and out of mind.

Jiang Doudou wanted to travel with her, but Ji Xun stopped her fantasy, fed her a peach, and asked Jiang Doudou viciously three times: "Do you know how long I have been waiting for this day? Now you want to intervene? Xie Huai is A cardboard man?"

After a trip to Xiamen, after returning, Gu Linjue was no longer the Gu Linjue he used to be, he became Gu Linjue of the Ji clan.Ji Xun was refreshed and walked with the wind. When someone turned around and asked what interesting things to do in Xiamen, he didn't know what to do. He only knew that the scenery outside the hotel bed was beautiful!

After the college entrance examination results came out.

Ji Xun sent a message saying: Don't ask Xidong.

Gu Linjue forwarded it.

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